Life attitude

Familiar with the environment, close your eyes and know what is placed in every corner and place, what obstacles are there, and you know clearly in your heart. In my room, self-sustaining familiarity with the environment, awareness of safety and vigilance melt in familiarity with the environment, but I do not know that the danger has quietly emerged. The reason is that I ignored a thing I shouldn’t have ignored, which is my fatal negligence. In daily life, when I forget myself, when I lift my legs and turn around, I feel that my body is as light as a swallow and flexible as a monkey. However, I do not realize that the huge hidden danger has been brewing. What do I ignore? It is my illness. At some point in daily life, I forgot my illness, not headache and fever, but what disease? It is a difficult disease: ankylosing spinal disease. The large area of stiff joints of the whole body, the welded joints with lesions, the body that cannot bend, the balance of the body that cannot be controlled, and the danger comes quietly. What kind of danger is it? Falls. Every time I fall down, I either hurt my forehead or hurt my waist. A skin injury is a trivial matter. There are many difficulties for me in life. For example, holding a bucket of water is a convenient way for healthy people to raise their hands. For me, it is quite difficult, I had to hold a crutch on one hand and a bucket on the other hand. In this way, I also chose to live by myself and didn’t want to live with my brother. Sixteen years old is a good age, but I am against the disease. It is difficult to ask for a piece of painkiller at the beginning. Western Medicine, traditional Chinese medicine, herbal medicine, my intestines are like the production line of pharmaceutical factory, the disease did not improve but the intestines and stomach were broken. What kind of gastric hemorrhage and acute gastric ulcer? I have been in hospital for several times. When I was 21 years old, my father suffered from liver ascites, and it was already late when I found out the cause of the disease. When my life was dying, my father showed his concern and unease for me, until today, I still can’t face it, and my heart is still painful. My nine-year-old niece is the eldest daughter of my third brother. Since my father passed away, my life has been taken care of by her for a long time. When my illness was the most serious, washing clothes, carrying water and delivering meals all fell on her. Up to now, she has also made some achievements. She works as a nurse in a hospital not far away from home. Although I can take care of myself, most of the time I still need her to take care of me. One day she will get married, I will send my best wishes! Since my father passed away, my mood was extremely gloomy during that time. I remember what my eldest brother said to me that night when my father passed away: little brother, as long as my eldest brother has a bowl of porridge, he will not starve you. Sister-in-law pats me on the shoulder and said: fen, as long as self-reliance sister-in-law certain support you. Ordinary promises contain extremely strong family affection, which is to warm my whole life. There is no medicine for evil diseases, so doctors and experts can’t hear so many words. Experts of Ankylosing spinal disease say that they can’t drink, and they need more sports such as badminton and basketball. In fact, this is even worse. It will accelerate the deformation of joints. The best exercise is to get up and take a walk in the morning. Life always makes unexpected jokes for people. Experts say that don’t drink alcohol for this kind of disease, but my disease starts to get better after drinking medicated wine. It was the pure snake wine that my second elder brother used to soak the wind snake mainly. Since drinking the snake wine, my illness gradually began to improve. The outgoing mood is particularly important for a long illness. At some point, I can live to let others forget I am patient. I am afraid that it is difficult for others to do this. Sometimes I am very forgetful. In life, I often forget that I am a patient. Ha ha, I still feel funny about my careless behavior. I am used to get rid of the scar and forget the pain, and I suffered a lot from it. Every time you fall down, most of the injuries are Waist. Every time you fall down, you have to lie on the bed for ten and a half months. It is painful to move the lumbar spine slightly, A sneeze was so painful that I almost had to carry my breath. I had to take a deep breath before turning around in bed. I was tired of lying in bed and thought of walking. It was difficult to get out of bed, after getting out of bed, breathing can cause chest pain in the waist, not to mention walking. It can’t even stand firm. It takes two or three minutes to move slowly in the toilet several steps away, I felt cold sweat in pain. I couldn’t bear the pain until I thought about it in my heart. I should be careful in the future. I am a patient with stubborn diseases, and I must remember to be careful every moment. I touched the scar on my left forehead, which was accidentally slipped and knocked when I was cleaning. At that time, my forehead hit the floor violently, I didn’t feel any pain, and my eyes were dancing with stars. When my third elder brother came to help me up after hearing the news, a pool of blood flowed on the ground, and the split wound was half finger long. For the first time, the doctor failed to stop the blood, and a matchstick-sized blood oozed out of gauze every three or four minutes. The doctor who bandaged my wound reexamined my wound and said that he would sew it. After that, another doctor was invited. After examination, he said that there was no need for Sutures. It was really complicated enough, and finally there was no sutures. In the next few days, my head was dizzy and sometimes I felt sick. Thinking about it, I also feel a little dull, how can I forget my illness. My heart was thinking like this, and I was grinning again when my body recovered. I seldom remembered that I was sick in my heart in my life, and I often fell down and forgot that I was a patient. My heart is cheerful, and my illness is also difficult to walk with a crutch, so I gradually recover to walk freely in daily life. Therefore, I am want to make a face to heaven. I am happy. What can I do? Night is more dangerous for me than day. People with ambition always say like this: Get up wherever you fall. The way of living should be praised. I was really frustrated. I really fell to the ground and could not help getting up by myself I am my own physical strength. Facing the night, I must keep a vigilance. If I really fell to the ground, I could do nothing to deal with the accident for myself. It is extremely good to be careless. There is nothing wrong with my heart. I am half-respected and invited to the breeze and the moon. I am really, therefore I am happy. 2022.5.20

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