Into life

When I walked into life, I didn’t know that I had already started the journey of life; How wonderful and warm that ignorance should be! The adorable life lay in the womb carefree. As for the state of my mother, I don’t understand, and I don’t care about things beyond myself; I have my own thing to do, that is to consume my mother unconsciously with my whole body, develop a baby who doesn’t know what the heart and lung are, moist and has clear eyebrows and eyes. On the day when I walked out of my mother’s womb, I was exactly the same as others. I wanted to cry, crying loudly! How warm and quiet the mother is! Do you eat, drink, sleep, excrete? You don’t have to worry about the size and size, which is a completely idealized natural enjoyment process of communism. I don’t need to know anything or do anything. For example, study, work, love, the comfort and laziness of running for ten months, giving up once, which is really hard to give up! I don’t need to open my eyes to know that I have been integrated into this complicated world. Why don’t you cry with your mouth open? I don’t want to go out and live in the world so as to accept suffering; I don’t want! Some people say, who says that newborn children don’t understand the world? I don’t understand. Why did she cry? I said, this is the first big event in my life, and I have to protest. When I live well, I can pretend to be deaf and dumb, to be stupid, and when I come to life from now on, can I still pretend gracefully? Who is elegant and who is a fool! (Look, how greedy and selfish human nature is!) There were also some owners who could bear it or were so angry that they didn’t say a word. At this time, the midwife must pinch her thin shank, lift it upside down and slap her hands on the little pink ass. Not to cry? Do you think you are enjoying your happiness? Wow cry! I don’t know whether other lives cry or not, but the Emperor cries. The eyes are not eyes, nose or nose, and how ugly they are. We twist them hard. Why bother? This is not, I was beaten before I got it. Life is really hard! I cried, but I didn’t say anything. What do I want to do in my heart, but I just don’t say. A crying word can solve many complicated things. Eat, drink, pull, cry! Uncomfortable cry! Unhappy cry! To give my mother or others a smile is to cheat them to take better care of me. Lai, Lai is relaxed day by day, and his talent tells me that enjoying music is like sounds of nature, which doesn’t need to be taught by people at all. I don’t want to grow up. Babbling is not what I expected; Learning is not what I expected. These are all variations of notes that go to suffering. People try every means and sing songs to lure me to go. It was a trap, but I just didn’t realize it. Some of them were muddled for a while, like a fish chasing the bait, forgetting the crisis; Some of them were forced to have no choice but to eat involuntarily, so they had to be hungry, unable to walk and bullied. I threw my heart out and fell down without saying anything. How many people have come here from generation to generation, can I avoid customs? Everyone says that immortals are good, but as immortals, don’t you have to endure hardship and practice ceaselessly, which is said to cost a lifetime of hardship. Just be a mortal. Go to school, work and work, have bitterness and happiness, what a long and long journey! I often feel so painful that I don’t know how to face myself. However, sometimes, I am full of happiness. This is mostly in the journey of life, and I get a satisfactory result after I work hard for something. But this is not an invincible flower in life. So I said, who can say that everyone’s life is full of pleasure as the leading role? Seeing my friends yesterday, I went to huangquan with great efforts today. I felt that life was so fragile and short-lived and vulnerable. Walking on the journey alive, I feel that life is so long and tasteless, indifferent; Smelly, Happy (but not much). Compared with the two compartments, I seem to think that living healthily means getting a lot of advantages of life. Thinking like this, I can’t tell whether I am grateful or sad, lucky or sad? Through the wind and rain of life, through the changes of life, I never consciously walked into life, to consciously feel life, during which I struggled for life, through year by year, day by day, I know clearly that there is a hand (is it the hand of God) around me, and I always lose myself again and again. It’s not my fault. Everyone is right. When I walked into life, the pain and helplessness of life were spread and implemented naturally, and I couldn’t choose. Do you have to hesitate to understand life? Don’t. Face bravely, walk firmly, sing with fencing! The haze in the sky is temporary, and the rough road can be conquered. Thinking about the gift of mother and belly to life, thinking about the brilliance of the sun in my heart, I (we) should go forward without hesitation!

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