I am just an ordinary person

I am an ordinary person, I just want to have a full meal, get dressed, and make my family safe and happy. But this is often not the case. They think that I have much ability to offend many people. I have no choice but to be frank in my heart. I am a straight person who can not turn around when speaking. Two years ago, my uncle asked me to guarantee to buy a car. I was on the bus at that time. I thought there should be no problem, so I agreed vaguely. But when I got home, I told my husband about it, he firmly opposed it and said: It would be fine if he had money to lend it to him, but now he has to take legal responsibility for mortgage with working capital. I firmly disagreed. At that time, I was in a dilemma. On one hand, I was my dad’s cousin, on the other hand, my husband was angry. How could I choose or not? I went to consult teacher Luo. She told me the process of her debt collection. At that time, she was a classmate of teacher Luo’s younger brother and asked her to guarantee. Two years later, the bank asked for money to find teacher Luo. As a result, the man disappeared and teacher Luo came to me all over the street and wavered, I refused without hesitation when my uncle was calling. This incident was very unpleasant. Even my father was sick at night and asked my uncle to take him to see a doctor, which was caused by me, but made my father take the blame and I felt guilty to death, he ignored me when I went home. I think my ability is too small. I have to care about myself before I can care about others. I have no choice but to think about it every time, my heart is like a poisonous snake biting. Although I am open-minded, I still can do nothing. My cousin’s son went to cram school. I think there must be no problem, but he was stuck again. Some things can’t be done if you don’t want to, or if you don’t want to, alas! Sometimes I am envious of everything, how good it would be if I could. I am helpless. I am just an ordinary person, and my ability is also very limited. As a proverb goes, people die better than people, and goods are still better than goods. There is a song that sings well, and the plain is the truth.

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