I began to understand, putting down is the most beautiful!

Standing at the port at the end of the year, looking at the years I have gone through, walking all the way, losing all the way! The past and the past are gone forever. The present and the future are still going on. Life is long. I have gone through 30 years. The stories that happened in these 30 years are still treasured in my memory. Wounds and pains in love, happiness and sadness in life, happiness and hesitation in marriage, happiness and confusion in work emerged in front of my eyes one by one, which made me begin to understand, down is most beautiful! Inscription [hurt and pain in love] the 18-year-old flower season was defeated by the bitter secret love. The 19-year-old flower season was still cloudy with bitter feelings. My flower season was no longer bright, and I recalled my heart hurt again! The pen is still the same, the paper is still the same, and the environment is as before. Love is not the same, people are not the same, writing, time flooded the footprints of the past, the wind blew away yesterday’s tears, the future road, who can walk with me? Life is also like an illusion, in a daze at a loss. Although I hang myself on a tree that does not stand for me, although I can’t blossom or bear fruits, however, so what? I was in bitter love with this man who didn’t belong to me, and rejected all the boys who loved me ruthlessly. I was crazy only for this man and refused all the roses held by admirers. Even though I was dejected and scarred, I was still so addicted and couldn’t hold myself! Is he my disaster or the I am of boys? I am stupid for this man, and the boy is crazy for me! How helpless life is. The people I love so much dare not say love to me. Those who insist on waiting for me will hurt me constantly! Love is a kind of self-emotion from the bottom of the heart, an unreserved self-dedication, and a natural true feeling. People who know love will make his love, whether successful or defeated, become moving poems. People who don’t understand love don’t know how to cherish it when they own it, but don’t know how to end it when they lose it. They live up to God’s gift to him! This sentence is collected by me in SJ sayings of love, which always makes my eyes full of tears. Do I belong to the second category? For the real love around you, you don’t know how to cherish it, and keep your stubborn heart on the red rope of the unreal and non-existent love! For countless nights, I was speechless with myself, shed tears to the stars, and shouted to the sky: I will give up my bitter love eventually! After struggling, I picked it up again. Bitter Love, want to give up, but can’t give up! Juaner’s life is really a little sad! In a winter when rape flowers bloom brightly, I finally made up my mind to let go. The oncoming good, holding the Red Azalea in my hand, opened my heart and washed away the pain in my secret love, it wiped away the wounds in my heart and set foot on juan’er’s road without regrets! I began to understand that bitter love only has endless sadness for me, and putting down is the most beautiful! [Happiness and sadness in life] there are always inexplicable unhappiness and annoyance in life, although I follow the rules and live a regular life every day. After work, I went home and went out in the office, which seemed to be the 2.1 line. It seemed that the days were calm and normal. However, people’s heart is always insufficient. Every time I see myself living a plain life in a hurry, my heart begins to rise and fall, a little stirring, a little self-pity and a little sigh! Some hope! I always feel that my life is too ordinary, and I always feel that my life should be more brilliant. Therefore, inexplicable troubles are full of my heart, and sadness begins to appear on the face that once loved to laugh. There is no intriguing struggle in work, no complexity of daily necessities in life, and no hard-won gap in money. In fact, shouldn’t I be happy? The inexplicable sadness, isn’t it because you are looking for troubles? Life is long, walking in the transparent and simple life, I began to understand, good health, harmonious family, smooth work, happy baby grow up, how can juaner still be sad? [Happiness and hesitation in marriage] Jia is a very careful husband, who only devotes himself to paying for the family, obtaining needs and wealth for me and my baby, and never fails to go home because of social engagement, I will not stay outside for no reason. Always appear in the sight of me and my baby before I go home. I will always be busy in the kitchen silently and watch happily. My baby and I will sweep away the delicious food on the table, then I was very satisfied to clean up the bowl and chopsticks. However, Jia likes silence. I am a little woman who loves laughing, singing, dancing and talking, she always leaves hearty laughter and cheerful singing around her. However, every time I went home, I always answered with silence in the face of my enthusiastic inquiries and laughter. Therefore, I was annoyed. Under the edification of the silent world, I gradually fell in love with silence and beauty in the silent world! I was once very confused, thinking that we had no love, I was once very confused, thinking that we had no yearning, but the marriage changes of friends around me were involved with the third party, and the appearance of red and pink men, it scares me a little. Go home and face the good things that have been paid silently in the past 11 years. I feel warm in my heart. In this messy emotional world, in this prosperous society, I began to understand that love is not words, marriage is not love, and marriage only has family affection, only day after day, silently giving year after year, is juaner happy? [Happiness and confusion at work] the year I left home was 99, and I chose Meng Jie. A little girl who just entered the society set foot on the journey of realizing her dream with dreams and hopes. I devoted 9 years of time and energy there. In 9 years, I have laughed, cried, hesitated, and tasted the ups and downs of life. Finally, I chose to leave, because I didn’t get what I wanted and didn’t realize my original dream. Although I was very careful and hardworking, I was very depressed, I spent the best 9 years in my life, but finally I still got nothing. Without getting what I desired, I left suddenly! The first time I saw this company, I stopped. The reason was very simple. Because my husband’s name was good, I walked into this company for the first time and saw the red signboard and the red layout. My eyes lit up for a while, the reason is very simple, because I love red, so I chose this company! Although I am is geographically blind, I work in the logistics industry and deal with cities and regions all day long. Although I am a math blind, I work in finance and deal with numbers all day long. Once I was also very confused. I liked words, but I could only stick in the piles of numbers every day, letting countless Arabic numbers jump in front of my eyes and emerging moving chapters, I have no taste at all! Many times, I always stopped the calculator in my hand and ran into the pile of words to seek happiness, which inevitably caused damage to my work. Gradually, life and reality are distinguished in my mind, and I have figured out the real books in my mind. I have learned that words can only be my spiritual accomplishment, numbers are the way for me to obtain wealth and the foundation for my survival in real life! The new year is approaching, juaner looks back on the past again. The wounds and pains in love, happiness and sadness in life, happiness and hesitation in marriage, happiness and confusion in work emerge in front of my eyes one by one, it makes me understand, putting down is the most beautiful!

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