On travel

In the sunny days before, I liked to travel aimlessly along the road by riding a bicycle and putting on headphones. Raise your head, touch the sunshine lightly, and use my skin to feel its beauty. Raise my face and touch the breeze to comfort my soul. At that time, I liked the feeling of seemingly wandering. I had no purpose, no direction, and I didn’t travel for finding anything. I just wanted to show myself the beautiful world, but myself. When I travel alone, I don’t feel lonely. When I am in the surrounding scenery, I will forget that there is me in this world. In the world with a sense of existence, I will feel that it doesn’t exist. Feel the direction at the intersection without direction. Occasionally, I would stop my bike, lean on the roadside, spread out the prepared mat, sit on the lawn by the roadside, look up at the blue sky, look at the clouds, chew a grass root and sing songs. That’s it, let your heart wander freely. But after wandering for a long time, I just want to find a home. After wandering for a long time, I can’t find my way, no direction, no other shore. I like the feeling of wandering, but I just want to get rid of wandering. Travel, my escape, I don’t want to travel alone to see the world in my heart. I found that no matter which intersection I set out from, when I came back, it was always the same road, because when I walked, it was aimless. If I didn’t remember the road when I came, I am really wandering. A person always can’t care about myself. Whenever I arrive at the intersection where I want to make a choice, I always keep thinking and fighting with each other. It is just a choice from left to right. After walking one way, I always miss the other. Although I just look at the scenery, I always feel that the scenery of another road will be more beautiful than this. If I travel alone for a long time, I will feel tired in my heart. I will not be lonely with scenery, but I will be lonely without friends. One day by accident, I found that I was lost and really wanted to find someone around me to ask. Then I found that they were all far away from me. That day ago, I thought I am right, but I was still wrong. Although I saw a lot of scenery, felt a lot of breeze, and got a lot of love from the sunshine. But I am not happy. I am selfish during this trip. I didn’t share it with others. During this trip, I was so arrogant that I didn’t want to meet anyone. I just thought it would be good for me to walk on this road alone. What I need is not scenery, but love. What I want is not a road, but a direction. A person is always like a child who has made mistakes. He will feel unsafe wherever he goes. After that day, I put down my bike and took off my headphones. My ears are no longer music, but Greetings from friends. We are no longer alone on the road. We walk on the scenery we have never met before. Even if they are not beautiful enough, my heart is full of beauty. As for traveling, what matters is not the scenery, but who will go with you. What matters is not the road, but the direction. What matters is not mood, but emotion.

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