Human Nature By-talk

Looking back inadvertently, I recalled all kinds of things in the past, including laughter, sadness, success and failure. But I always stick to my belief and rush forward and rush forward. Even though I have been really scarred many times, I have never given up. Time flies and I have come so far in a hurry. I am constantly growing and maturing. I always hope that I can face the unknown world with the best mental state, the strongest physical quality and the indestructible mind. The future ahead is unknown. Maybe I will still be confused. Maybe there are many things I want to carry, but I will never give up the dream I have been pursuing. It is a dream, and also a belief. I clearly know what I will face. For me, it is an extremely important challenge in my life, but it is also the provocation of the unknown door to me. I will end this contempt in my way, even if it is bloody or cruel. I will use my own wisdom and strength to prove myself and let myself enter the final role, the successful role. In such a society, no one would like to be a servant, no one would like to be a clown, and no one would like to be humble. Who is not willing to give directions to the country and count the most influential people?! Even if we are really just the most ordinary ordinary people?! Most of humanity is dominated by desire. People could be regarded as puppets of desire. She would tempt us to search for the road to the peak, while many people went to the abyss. I am no exception either. I pursue fame and gain, banished my wife and son, and climbed to the highest peak with the strongest momentum. Look down upon the country, the hero folds his waist! However, no matter ordinary people or male overlords, they all have everything they want to pursue and guard. No one can escape such fate, and I also have people who have the ability to pursue and want to guard and protect. Although I am failed, at least temporarily failed. I didn’t choose to finish the 100 steps by myself. It’s not that I don’t want to go, but I really can’t. Even if no one will step out of that step any more, I can’t. If I step on it in the end, I will really lose completely. After all, a complete love requires two people to be together. I can’t keep it alone, neither can I. Maybe one day we will be lost in our own beliefs and sink while climbing, which will eventually be our graves. The guidance of obsession may be the saddest misunderstanding of human desire! Give you a pair of dancing shoes to pursue magnificence and a dance music to fall into craziness, but it will not give you time to stop. Even if it is just a short breath! There are too many things to pursue in this world, such as money, power and beauty, body and desire. There are too many temptations in this world. Maybe someday in the future, we will make mistakes, thus falling into endless helplessness. At that time, don’t ask anyone for forgiveness. After all, it’s hard to turn a blind eye to the estrangement. There are too many weaknesses in human nature. It is as thin as a layer of sandpaper, as long as it is so light. However, people’s heart is still flesh-bearing. Although we can’t forgive it, please don’t deliberately uncover such scars. Everyone will feel painful! Sometimes happiness is really simple. Just like many times, in fact, it is not happiness that is too far away from you, but happiness is around you and you say it is not what you want. Sometimes, more emotional, more willful, and more persistent, there will be a lot of beautiful things lingering around you! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Growth of the ladder

Learning is a kind of enjoyment for me, I am think so. I spend most of my day reading books and have a wide range of reading interests. No matter in the morning or in the evening, as long as I am given a book I like, I will be intoxicated without hesitation immediately. There are a lot of books in my home, about four or five bookshelves. In my childhood memory, I often held those thick books with my immature hands. Until my mother told me that I needed to eat, I forgot whether it was Chinese food or lunch. Everyone has the depression and frustration of childhood, and of course there is also a happy time of being cared for and carefree. Just like the most gorgeous flowers, there are flowers blooming and falling, and there are also times when wind blows and rain blows. For a long time, I wanted to go back to my childhood. How happy it would be if time could hold the brilliance of that moment. Don’t worry about whether it will rain tomorrow, whether the lecture notes urged by the boss can be handed in, and don’t feel lonely and helpless for losing friends. In the eyes of childhood, there were only bright spring, flying kites and playmates, so that they forgot their homework that day, later, it was very late. My father was still patiently tutoring my lessons under the lamp, while my mother paved clean bedding for me. There was also a bottle of fragrant Gardenia branches in the room. I think my father would certainly blame me for my playfulness, but he just patiently encouraged me. He told me that the key to study was to be self-disciplined, and I didn’t have any ideological burden the next day, on the contrary, I feel that I have grown up a little bit. In the process of growing up, I always yearned for the Swallow in the sky, a fairy between heaven and earth. Just like Gorky, he always sits by the seaside and watches the flying sea swallow. I remember when I just read “Haiyan”, I only knew that the article was beautifully written. Gradually, when I put aside the hazy sight of my childhood, I thought I might have understood the heart of Haiyan. A holy angel growing up with children. My thoughts gradually enriched, as if food was put into the warehouse. I insisted on reading every day, and also wrote a lot of reading notes. I always go for a walk in the park every morning. In the refreshing air, I read quietly to see the goddess in my heart. At this time, she always sits in the pavilion of the park on time, and pulls her violin happily by herself. The piano is melodious and melodious. Although she looks handsome and meaningful, she can’t see me who is close at hand, because she is a blind girl. Her piano sound not only did not make me distracted about reading, but also stimulated my confidence and enthusiasm for learning. Until one time, she said to me: This gentleman has been standing outside for a long time, come in and have a rest! I was surprised and said: can you see me? She said: I just feel it. In order not to disturb others’ morning exercises in the park, I always came very early every day. At this time, there was always a gentleman who came earlier than me, and he listened to my practice quietly not far away, just because of this, when I felt uncomfortable when practicing piano, I would stick to it for the sake of this audience. This gentleman must be you! I have to thank you, thank you for accompanying me. At this time, I realized that everyone might pass on a kind of power support to others inadvertently. While he was sticking to art, it not only cultivates others’ body and mind, but also trains their own talents. Later I wanted to write an article for this beautiful girl. Although I didn’t know her name, I thought of her beautiful piano and miserable fate, I can’t describe how many times I write. Until a disease took away her pedantic life ruthlessly, there was no purest confidant in my park. There are only memories left in my diary. A eighteen-year-old life disappeared like this. She once told me that she hoped to see colorful rainbow. I know her wish has come true now, and the colorful rainbow is accompanying her now! Is she playing her violin in the sunset? The sound of the song was still lingering, and the fragrance of the Yiren faded away from the Jade. The newly opened flower was instantly damaged in the storm. How many comforts do I need to take to heal my sadness? I was addicted to books as before. Xinhua bookstore seemed to be a big encyclopedia with all kinds of knowledge. In the comfortable air conditioner, I read some prose novels and various poems, and I also read the foreign language that I dislike most when I have time. During this period of time, I learned the staves, looking at the life with beating notes one by one, which made me no longer lonely and helpless in the sea of learning. Reading gives me another starting point, a new beginning in my life. Learning makes me see the changes of the world, the reincarnation of the four seasons, understand the struggle, know how to cherish, and more for the possession of tomorrow…… Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Xianyou occasionally

One day after dinner, I went for a walk to the pond near the village. Seeing several children squatting there, concentrating on fishing shrimps, they stopped curiously to watch. About a few minutes later, a boy lifted a bamboo pole with a red shrimp on it. I asked my child: Is there a hook on it? He smiled frankly: No, tie a small piece of meat with thread. I said: Then why did the shrimp catch up? He took the shrimp carefully and answered me: Look, it just held the meat with the two pliers in front, and I lifted it up. I took a closer look and found that it was true that the shrimp was tightly held and refused to be put in order to eat this piece of meat, so it was put on the shore and became a cage for children, and soon it became a dish of Chinese food. The kids bought one for a while, and they gained a lot. Looking at this scene, I smiled and said to my companions, “This is just like Jiang Taigong fishing. Those who wish to take the bait. After watching for more than ten minutes, we returned along the path. The companion smiled and sighed with emotion: This shrimp is also really stupid. A piece of meat was not eaten yet, so he was caught on the shore with the meat in his arms. I replied with a smile: Well, the gain is more than the loss. Without eating meat, I lost my freedom and life. If the shrimp could release the meat in time, it would not be like this. Hey, let alone shrimp, isn’t it the same for people? Some people were put in jail at all means in order to get promoted and rich, and some people racked their brains to gain fame and gain nothing for a moment. Yes, if people can also let go of things outside of their body to avoid indifferent, they can enjoy the joy of life. It’s easy to think about it and put it down. It’s really hard to do it. When I reached the corner of the road, I asked my companions: What is it? My friend laughed: life is only a hundred years. From being born to being buried, we have endless worries every day: study, career, family, marriage, human affair accidents …… these surrounding us everyday, bothering us and fettering us, so we devoted ourselves to fighting and living in a hurry. Only when we were old did we find that the sunrise and sunset were also different, yunjuan Yunshu is also different, while fame and wealth deceive our hearts. We have never carefully tasted it in our whole life. As soon as they were buried, they found that many things had not been enjoyed well, which was hard to think about. Since I can’t think about it, I can’t let it go. Put down fame and wealth, natural indifference, put down worry, natural comfort. If you can think it over and put it down, this is really a great realm of life. I admire you. Listening to your words is better than reading for ten years. Walking out of the country path and stepping on the spacious cement road, I feel that life is suddenly enlightened. Just like the Jade language, I wrote at home on May 3rd, 2012 Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I remember the memorial ceremony during Qingming Festival

The Qingming Festival rains one after another, and people on the road want to die. — Inscription the annual Tomb-Sweeping Day is coming again, and relatives and old friends around are paying tribute to those who have passed away. When walking on the road, there were often people holding paper flowers in their hands. They took a taxi and left with their heads swung. As a lonely person, I am more lonely in such a season. Since ancient times, this festival has brought sorrow to people, and the emotions that are too late to express in daily life have been found in this day. Men are superior to women in this day, which shows unprecedented toughness. Old-minded people do not allow women to pay tribute to their ancestral graves. They say that they are unlucky. Only boys can burn incense and paper money seriously, put a bowl for serving vegetables and worshiping for ancestors. Those families without boys can only hide some paper money secretly from their parents-in-law in no one’s place during such festivals, just like burning some paper money. The daughter married by Li family became the daughter-in-law of Chen Family. During the Tomb-Sweeping Day, she could only follow Chen family to pay tribute to Chen family’s ancestors, which was the water poured by the so-called married daughter! With the change of the society, this ancient unreasonable rule finally changed. The woman embraced into the motorcade to pay tribute to her relatives, showing her grief in full. Who said that her daughter was inferior to a man, see me change! The sky is far away, the makeup is light, the colored clothes are changed into dark tears and wet shirts! I suddenly felt that being a woman was so painful. It was because of women that there was too much beauty in this world. But was it not us who loved to get hurt most in this world? Gender discrimination makes us feel cold like that. What’s more, those shameless men are talking nonsense that women are like clothes, and they are like wolves and tigers in front of sex, however, how many of our compatriots are heartbroken like this? Tomb Sweeping Day is a festival of memorial ceremony. On this day, there are too many memorial ceremonies, and what I want to commemorate are the scars of the past. I am looking forward to that after this memorial ceremony, they can be like wind, don’t remind me any more, but feel painful! In April this year, the temperature in Liaoyang was still a little cold. I sat in a cold shop every day, looking at the outside world, sometimes I felt very absent-minded and felt that I was in an empty interval, they can’t walk into my world, and I can’t go out either. We can see each other, but we can’t integrate, just like the lonely woman described in a novel I once saw, for thousands of years, I have become the most beautiful scenery in others’ eyes, but my heart which is eager to leave cannot be realized. No matter how far I go, it is silent. I dare not think about how tired I am in my heart. My future is even more distressed. I am groping in a world where there is no way out and never stop! It seems that I have never been young, and it seems that I am always young. It seems that I have always been affectionate, and it seems that I have always been infatuated with it, and it seems that I have always been sober, I live paradoxically. Sometimes I don’t even know what kind of person I will be. I am gentle, affectionate and refined, or pessimistic, sensitive and unreal. I only know that I should try my best to adapt. Qingming Festival, I remember to pay tribute to my past time, though they are not clear in my memory; I remember to pay tribute to my past emotions, though they are not happy in my memory; I remember to pay tribute to the words I have turned over. Although, maybe only I am the one who loves them most, my quiet memorial to them, my own pure dreams, their white wings flapping, it sank into darkness. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Morning mist

Wake up, open the window, light clouds, indicating that it is a sunny morning. Hurriedly went downstairs and went east along the street. The crowded road in the daytime was quiet and empty without any pedestrians. Therefore, there was some excitement, as if this should be the original appearance of the small town. Walking to the municipal square, I found that there was fog quietly. The top floor of this proud building in the past was covered with a layer of gauze clothes shyly, which made me quiet and mysterious. I almost doubted my eyes. After rubbing, I really felt that it was not a dream, so I felt deeply relaxed and relaxed immediately. When we arrived at the East Bridge, the fog gradually increased. When going out, I decided to shoot the sunrise, but at this time, it was a hazy scene. It can’t be denied that there is nothing more tangled than the sudden change of the original intention. Fortunately, I have a indifferent heart. If there is fog, there will be fog. Since there is nothing to change the world, then I will adapt to the world. I remember who said that wind, flowers, snow and moon can be painted, and this morning fog must have its own elegant demeanour At the end of the bridge, I turned into the street garden. Maybe I was used to it at ordinary times and didn’t think it was brilliant. However, under the shadow of heavy fog, a delightful charm appeared, sitting down on the chair, thinking for a while, I completely figured out that the beauty or not of some things are all due to the way and mood we observe things. In fact, I like the foggy days and the gentle and graceful fog. She makes everything around become ethereal and mysterious. Besides, there is a smell of fog and a slight smell of scented tea. Take a deep breath, from the nasal cavity to the bottom of my heart, there is a feeling of moisture, very moist. Move on to the boat camp, because it is wide and flat, and the river becomes docile here. In the past, this place was a parking place for platoon, but now, it has become a place for people in small towns to swim and exercise. So. It has an elegant name ship camp. Standing on the dam of the camp, you can see the big river in front of you. There are two islands in the river, dividing the Ya River into three. The river winds through the Green Islands, which is a good scenery line. However, at this time, there was heavy fog, and the river was so quiet that it was hard to see the flow of water. Black, deeper and more mysterious. The fog became thicker and thicker, from the sky to every corner of the Earth, low and dim. But the light spirit of fog and fog, people’s feelings, the world is originally colorful, the combination of the two is the best realm. With dew all the way, the camera was set up in the fog, but a little scruple suddenly appeared in my heart, thinking of the problem of saturation. Under the condition of low visibility, it should not be an opportunity for shooting, at least it is not a chance for me, a novice, to shoot films. But he didn’t give up. Looking into the distance, the low cloud and mist were floating around the small city, and the outline of the city was looming. He had never shot it in the fog, but he still pressed the shutter with his scalp. Then I glanced at the river, looking for anything to shoot Finally, I aimed at the lonely boat on the misty river. Since it came into my sight, I fixed it into the scenery in my heart, which was my character. After taking two photos, I found that there were some trees around me, some blooming flowers, the swaying grass in the fog and the wet dew, which really matched the old saying, the scenery is sometimes at your feet. Suddenly there was a feeling that not every outdoor shooting would have lovely light. The Nature was unpredictable. People were so helpless in front of it that there was no other way to go except for choosing to adapt. Think about it again, it is also good to have foggy days, and the world is better to be hazy. There is really no need to take everything seriously. Most things can’t be like this. Keeping a mystery will be like wearing a layer of gauze. It looks not only beautiful, but also much easier. Laughing secretly, photography can sometimes make people change their way of thinking and analyze the situations they encounter rationally. It is really good to learn photography. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Thank you

Two days ago, when I cleaned the Office for the leader, I picked a piece of withered flowers and leaves from that rich tree. After taking it out, I didn’t want to throw it away, so I put it on the seat of my computer screen. After two days, the leaves turned yellow a little bit, but still showed a little green. I took the flower and leaf in my hand and looked at it carefully: I thought a leaf, when it was about to turn yellow, it still had such vitality. How could I shed tears lightly in my life, just as a song sang: I can’t cry, because, I don’t have to see clearly. I can’t cry, because life is precious. I can’t cry. I want to regard all difficulties as beautiful scenery. I can’t cry, I want to regard the pressure of the outer wall as the driving force for progress. I can’t cry. I want to regard the distant goal as the persistent navigation. I can’t cry, I want to wipe my blinded eyes bright. I can’t cry. I believe that there will be a day to reach the other shore! Thank you — that flower and leaf…… Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…