Leaning sword wander

I have always had an illusion. Take a long sword and wander around the ends of the world. Maybe it was because of reading too many martial arts novels and being deeply influenced by them. I only felt that it was a pleasant thing to go to the end of the world with a sword. Recently, I have read Master Jin Yong’s novels, among which there are many women with high martial arts and chivalrous women walking in the arena. However, what I like most is Zhao Min in the story of Killing Dragons by heaven. Perhaps the unique identity determines that it must have a unique personality. He was dressed in men’s clothing, a folding fan, a long sword and a white horse. He wandered out of the court and field naturally and met Zhang Wuji and fell in love with each other in the arena. This extraordinary character, unrestrained and clear love and hate is the place where I most appreciate this Infanta min. Since I was born in the new century, I certainly didn’t have the blessing to enjoy the pleasure of going to the end of the world with a flute and a sword. However, as I grew older, I was more determined to be an independent and proud woman. If I could, I would like to wear a green shirt with a long body of Jade, a long sword around my waist, a jade flute in my hand, riding a white horse, wandering around the world for a lifetime, enjoying that life. I am happy to play between mountains and waters, and I am more willing to find my own self-contentment among the mountains and rivers. Landscape have reiki. People often say that human beings are the most spiritual creatures in the world. But it is not that I am a person who is arrogant, nor that I want to be unconventional. I really think that mountains and rivers are more spirited than people. I once wanted to be a painter with a drawing board on my back, so I could go to the mountains and rivers to write about the mood of that time. It’s a pity that I didn’t have that day, but if there was, I would never paint people, only flowers, birds, insects and fishes, only houses and rivers, only landscapes and landscapes. This reminds me of the bean sprouts written by Chi Zijian, The Thin Yellow little boy who looks like an autumn papyrus. He said that people in the world are ugly and cannot be included in the painting. I think my mood is not quiet, so I often swim in the ocean of words, looking for a unique placeholder. However, it is more difficult to embrace the nature full of aura after all to rely on words for warmth, which is just a simple reverie temporarily when the wish has not been realized or cannot be realized, breed a force, from the inside to the outside, let the body and soul reluctantly integrate into it. Therefore, I yearn for and look forward to the wonderful life hidden in the mountain forest. Maybe it is an old man’s mentality, not the mentality I should have at my age. I want to retire in the deep mountains and forests one day. Sunrise, Sunset and. Standing in the mountains and waters in leisure time, you can see the posture of trees in the mountain and enjoy the posture of fish swimming in the water. Wear a white dress, gather a sleeve of moonlight, and put blue silk or white hair into a casual bun. Don’t put the flowers that change at any time in your hair. The fragrance overflows, refreshing. Or you can insert a self-made hairpin askew, which is simple and elegant with ancient charm. Holding a guqin, sitting alone under the peach blossom tree, gently stroking the strings, playing a song of high mountains and flowing water, calm and calm, not for finding any bosom friend, nor for anyone else, just for yourself, only for the green mountains and rivers that blend with me. And I could only hear the crisp sound of landscape accompanying me. And then this whole life. How good! That must be a very beautiful thing. Even though I really want to live this kind of extraordinary life which seems to be out of touch with the world, the reality tells me that before that, I have to face the existence of reality. There are not many hermits in China since ancient times, but I am afraid that there are few people who can really be called hermits. The so-called hermit refers to those who live in seclusion. If you want to be a hermit, the first necessary condition is that you must be an intellectual. “Southern history. Seclusion” says: Hermit must contain Zhen Yangsu, and literature should be based on art industry. No, then I am in the mountain with my woodcutter. Why is it different. In this way, hermit still needs to have high cultural literacy, and should have the ability to be an official rather than be an official. Of course, it is impossible to know whether many hermit are really hidden in the mountains and forests and enjoy themselves, or whether the intention of drunkard is not wine, so as to hide and seek for official affairs. For me, I know that I will hide in the temple first, then I can hide in the mountains. The first official and the second one are not obsessed with the life of the drunken officialdom, nor the boredom and despair of the warmth and warmth of the secular world, but only my attitude towards life and life. Living in the temple can also worry about its people, and living far away from the arena can also worry about its monarch. When you become an official, you will be born in the world. It is just life. When you experience a fresh life and have different feelings, you can have the world in your heart, decide to get close to nature, and never regret this life! Prosperity is like the world, loneliness is like a person. Everyone and every living entity is an individual, and I stand alone among them, thinking that even if I am not the best, I should be the unique one. Realize your true meaning among all living beings. Every time I ponder at this point, what came to my mind was always Mr. Lu Xun, who was sitting under the dim light with a pipe in his mouth, with a thoughtful expression on his thin face. Among many Chinese litterateurs and thinkers, I especially love Mr. Lu Xun, the sharp words in Mr. Ai’s works, the intoxicating appearance of Mr. Ai when he meditated, and what Mr. Ai did for the citizens. From the moment he decided to abandon medicine and write articles, the pen in his hand turned into his sharp weapon. What I admire is Mr. Zhou’s tangible pen and invisible weapon. Maybe it is exactly the sword I want. The sword front is extremely sharp, and it is just so to say that iron is cut like mud. It directly refers to the good and evil of human nature and the rule of society. Even though I am not a famous sword maker, even though it is not a general Mo Xie, even if there is no jade treasure to decorate, however, I will cast it with the blood of my heart day by day and turn my pen into the cold sword, I wear it around my waist and walk in the world. I can really walk around the world with my sword. When I returned to a certain Mountain, a certain water, a certain forest on a certain day of a certain year, I buried the sword under the ground, carrying a sleeve of breeze and a plain shirt, hold a guqin, drink a pot of turbid wine, stand under the peach blossom tree, and see how the trees and flowers are like peaches, and how they are washed away. Sit and watch the clouds circling the clouds, flowers bloom. Listening to birds singing and singing, the spring water is Ding Dong. A small pavilion, half a curtain, the sunshine is just right, warm hit my lazy face, then I can smile lightly as the stranger to see flowers, no need to enter the dust again, just walk on a stranger, see the wind and flowers of a river, no love and no injury written in the afternoon of May 19, 2012 Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. 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The Phoenix”

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On the train found

In the past, I was always afraid that I would take a train to my husband’s house during the Spring Festival transportation. It would take a long queue to buy a train ticket. When I arrived at the railway station, I saw many cars rushing in, including tricycle, motorcycle and taxi, all drivers get off the bus and greet you, letting you take their car, looking at the chaos, but they can also live in peace. When we arrived at the waiting room, someone fell down on the bench, someone sat on the floor and ate, someone took out a towel to wash his face and wipe his body, and someone took out a puppy from the woven bag and entered the overcrowded carriage, at first glance, I saw many men and women dressed in plain clothes, and they looked tired. When the car was driven, you would find some peddlers selling milk tea, girls selling box lunch and newspapers constantly soliciting business in the car. Outside the window, exquisite and tall buildings passed. On the field, farmers were working hard, cattle were walking unhurriedly, a group of ducks were playing and laughing in the water, and women in bright dresses were strolling in the field with graceful posture, after a while, she disappeared in the plants in the field. A girl sitting next to me made a speech with the man sitting by the window next to her, like a tactful tongue to adjust the seat, finally, the passenger was persuaded to change the seat. The Cowherd and the Weaving Maid no longer looked across the river, and the sticky eyes became more sticky because of the closer space. Just like Xu Zhimo’s prose, it is too thick to melt. Because of age and too thick emotion, people have to guess their relationship in a low voice: the relationship between classmates? Or an elopement lover? Or something? I sat in my own position and continued to observe the passengers. Some were eating fried chicken legs in their hands, some were holding drinks that had not been sucked up, and some were eating instant noodles with only sitting passengers, all of whom looked at ease: some hold newspapers of unknown year and month, reading them with relish; Some sit there, like a Bodhisattva closing his eyes and recuperating; Others wear headphones on their ears, it is estimated that it is unknown what wonderful music programs you are enjoying or what foreign languages you are learning. Who knows? Someone turned on the computer and was playing a game. There was also a passenger. She was already very tired, but she had to move her tired and sore feet to find a spare seat. She looked over from rows of chairs, but she was disappointed because each chair was full. She began to be discouraged, feeling exhausted and resigned to fate. I imagined on the train. Most of the reason why I was obsessed with the train was that I hadn’t taken the train until I was 20 years old. Therefore, when I was a child and a teenager, I went to my classmate’s house to play. Her home was near the train station. I could listen to the whistle of the train and watch the train rumbling away, which became one of the lessons I often did in my life. When I was an adult, it became common to take a train because I went to other places to study and liked traveling. However, I am still full of mystery and reverence for trains. Sometimes, when I take a wrong bus or go to a big railway station, I will get lost and panic in my heart; Sometimes, when I face strangers full of carriages, I will feel alienated; Sometimes, when I take a night train, under the dim light, sometimes, during a lonely trip, I would expect a beautiful encounter; There was a woman who was calling someone, which seemed to be a contradiction between her and a female colleague, and it was a person who was spouting the machine gun endlessly. I doubted whether the other party had already put down the phone and went to the kitchen to cook. The purpose of her high tone is to let the whole carriage people give her comments. I really don’t know about Xianglin sister-in-law… My guess is not out of thin air. That woman raised her voice even higher when she advocated her incomparably right in a high profile, tell me about which important cities I will visit and which important conferences I will attend on this important trip. I am also showing off my own people. A child several months old in my arms smiles so cute, his mother went to pick up the water and gave the child to me. I played with the child and he cooperated with me very much. I spread his hands out and closed them to teach him the smooth children’s songs, when his innocent eyes smiled at me naively for several times, I felt happy in my heart. Later when his mother came back, I praised his child as obedient and disregarded others, I can’t see my mother or cry. Looking at some flight attendants again, when facing the harsh criticism of individual passengers, girls can take the overall situation into consideration and swallow their grievances into their stomachs. The flight attendant Ning Ning said: in fact, it is nothing to think about it. It is also a sense of accomplishment for us to solve difficult problems. The conductor Lingling was very busy. Since she had difficulties, after the system of finding the conductor was implemented, those who didn’t shop, make up tickets, and those who had important care objects all came to her. She answered questions and recorded, at the same time, he explained the task quickly with the interphone until all the passengers who were looking for her left satisfie. Train small society, social big stage. As long as you pay close attention to it, taking a bus is just like reading a book named “Social appearance”. The conductor is an interesting person with excellent eloquence and humorous language. In addition, people are young and handsome. Maybe because of this selling point, they sell some small things with a three-inch tongue. Toothbrush, socks and some small ornaments all became hot goods in his mouth. People bought some goods in laughter. Some bought a wooden snake that could swim for the children who were running in the carriage, some bought some socks that were said to be knives and could not be scraped, and some bought some melon seeds and small candies, even the beauty who was not tempted bought some goods without defense under the attack of handsome sunshine with warm smile and humorous words? Unconsciously, it was late at night, and some people gradually couldn’t hold on, so they fell asleep in the most suitable sleeping position because of the situation. Some drooped their heads and drooped down. Their bodies went down and down with their heads. A little further down, they were about to fall to the ground, but suddenly they woke up and smacked their mouths, sit straight. But after a while, he continued his horse-falling style. Driven by deep sleepiness, the beauties also put down their reserve and fell asleep with their boyfriends legs. Some fell asleep on the table, so the window seat has always been a place for military strategists to contend. At dawn, the radio began to broadcast for the first time. The announcer said it would be the terminal in half an hour. Hearing this news, everyone suddenly woke up as if they were attacked by wasp. It was too late to wash your face and brush your teeth, so he was eager to unload his luggage from the shelf and put it in the most convenient place. I prepared to get off the bus as soon as I stopped. It was really anxious to return, or I had smelt the smell of home. There seemed to be steaming food, a pot of old wine and a clean and tidy bed, more mothers who lean against the window Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…