Perception mahjong

On weekends, I was too lazy to get up on the bed. I wanted to make a race between sleep and time. The lazy sunshine penetrated the curtain and poured down on the silk quilt, and the cells hiding on the lazy body began to be active, forcing me to sleep, I had to withdraw troops hastily in reluctance. Dragging his shoes, he finished several necessary classes, opened the computer lazily and hung up QQ. Soon, greetings from netizens came from the conversation box! One of the netizens asked: the weather is good today, why not go out to play? I seldom go out! I think you are the same, and you often surf the Internet! Now computer and internet are my best friends, almost becoming most or all of my life! It is said that it is virtual on the Internet, but in my opinion, it is more innocent in virtual! Yes, it is both true and false, and both true and false. I also think that the Internet gives people the feeling of freedom! Why don’t you want to go out and rub it? I really don’t like this kind of game! Oh! After finishing a dialogue, my mind was like a broken kite. Don’t I like mahjong? I am don’t I really like mahjong? Insincerely speaking, why don’t I like mahjong! I can’t leave anything exciting, such as cigarettes, wine, tea, pepper and so on, so I naturally like mahjong very much, why don’t you really like it now! Is it out of fear of wasting time? I don’t dislike mahjong because it consumes time and youth. For me, an ordinary and robust person, I have plenty of time and youth. I used to stay up all night in order to drill a table, it is far from reaching the height and state that people imagine to rise to the issue of time. I don’t like mahjong for other reasons. I don’t know when to start, if you rub the linen together, you will always add some colorful heads. However, I can’t beat my boss, neither my subordinates, classmates, friends, nor my relatives and family members, and I’m sure that strangers will not play together. In this way, the only thing left is losing. Naturally, I don’t like losing the most. Of course, in theory, there is still a situation that neither wins nor loses, but any good thing is unexpected. Sometimes I would play mahjong with my friends, which turned out to be uncomfortable for I am to win or lose. Only if you don’t win or lose can you feel at ease. Therefore, I finally found that the reason why I didn’t like mahjong was that I didn’t like the winning and losing with colorful heads derived from it. Imagine that if you win, there will be someone who will lose. If you compare your heart with your heart, the heart will be the same. The loser will definitely not feel comfortable. When I see others feel uncomfortable, I will feel uncomfortable indirectly; if you lose, it is not an indirect problem, but a direct sadness. This is probably the so-called “advance, retreat, and worry. Getting together was originally a good thing, but it often made people unhappy. Therefore, I had to start to feel sad for no reason, sometimes even for several days. I will sigh that I am always too soft-hearted, too soft-hearted, and feel that I can’t afford to hurt, really can’t afford to hurt. From then on, I started to dislike mahjong against my will. Just in this way, the circle of friends becomes narrower and narrower, and the radius of walking becomes smaller and smaller. Sometimes I even feel that there is only one computer left. Fortunately, I can be regarded as a person who can endure loneliness. I can often stay out of the house for two days during my double break. Because I still have some netizens to communicate with and some words are willing to accompany me. Of course, when you are tired on the Internet, you will inevitably feel a little lonely and sit beside the computer in a daze. So I began to feel nostalgic again, and I also wondered why people nowadays couldn’t play chess, play cards and play that kind of happy game together as before, but we have to engage in such activities that people are happy and worried! Why does everything have to be hooked with money, even leisure and entertainment have to fight against each other? Can’t there be anything else between people except interests! Why the truth, goodness and beauty we firmly stick to appear so powerless and helpless in front of the impact of the naked values of Western capitalism! Especially when seeing the traditional and beautiful things, they were subverted by a group of monks with crooked mouths who had read the foreign scriptures for several days, and put on the label of what is just like the reform with a thick face, then they rushed into the rampage, when I tossed the great rivers and mountains of my motherland into a mess, but the interest groups turned a blind eye to it, I had to pack up a broken heart and look around at it blankly. Next, I will start to feel suffocated and hate myself. I hate why I have a sensitive heart, so that I can’t stand many things at present! And I am often confused by this noisy world, sighing that I don’t know whether this noisy world has eliminated myself or I don’t adapt to this world originally, I often have to be angry for my failure to join the society and bored for my failure to join the society. I don’t know that people’s emotions are like magnets. What kind of magnetic field is attracted and what kind of magnetic object is naturally. When you are happy, you are full of kindness to the whole world, and all the beauty will naturally come with you; However, when I am pessimistic and decadent, I feel that nothing is wrong, and all negative things will be reported one after another. Therefore, in this noisy era, too many people who are bound by material desires can gain peace and tranquility only by controlling their emotions well and learning to be calm and calm. However, it is hard for me to calm down, and I often feel distressed because I can’t control my emotions well! In fact, people in this world should have been like this, but their own requirements are too beautiful. I don’t know. Once a person labels himself as aestheticism, idealism and perfectionism, from then on, what accompanies you is either loneliness or silence. In the face of flowers bloom and fade, in the face of prosperity and ending, in the face of peaks and valleys, they are either decadent and helpless, self-pity and self-admiration, or quiet and detached, happy and free. Of course, there will also be a process of transformation. Once loneliness breaks the pupa, it can turn feathers into silence. But I can’t find the way to change all the time. I often feel suffocated because the continuous threads are binding me more and more tightly! Maybe all of this is what people say is due to the nature or character, but I really have no way, just like the kind of pure and friendly between people in that old age will never forget! It is said that people who like to keep some trifles and pursue the back are destined to live a lonely, self-centered and pure life. Although I don’t know when the complexity started between people, I still stubbornly licked the silence. I always try to have so many friends without too much. They have a feeling of knowing each other, a feeling of cherishing each other, a sincere and pure friendship, which has nothing to do with utility, wind and moon, and vulgar. Although this is a little naive, light and ridiculous, sometimes people are so strange that they often insist on drilling in those hutongs that have obvious hints and have no exit, I have to figure out a clue. The delusion in my heart is that I don’t believe that I will hit you with such a dilapidated South Wall! Maybe this is the so-called one-track track in the legend! Just like today, I must have been wandering in an alley where I couldn’t find an exit again. I knew that terrible word called loneliness had already haunted me. But I am still naive, light, ridiculous, and looking forward to peace and tranquility. 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