Walking on the earth of Baoshan, scattered pen (1)

As for literature, I am still a beginner and still in the primary stage. I don’t think I am a poet or a writer, because I haven’t understood its abstruse yet. I just felt and listened roughly. Therefore, my real literary concept has not been established up to now. I love literature and the ink fragrance. Drinking tea in the morning makes me happy. Every time when I feel upset, it is the support of my heart, which makes me get out of the predicament. Physical Education, this major makes me sad. I was born without physical talent, and I was most afraid of this major. But the score after the college entrance examination had to let me choose like this, finally, I got this major. I don’t hate sports very much, because it once helped me out of paralysis, but my own conditions are already very uncoordinated, and it is difficult to master the skills of various subjects, which makes me worried. I had been looking for another intersection to go out, and I broke into the world of words by chance. I am very grateful to Yongde literature and art, and to Li Youwang and other editors. Because of their support and encouragement, in the summer quarterly magazine of 2011, my article became typeface openly. It was the first time that my words were changed into Typeface. I saw a little bit of hope in the neat columns. Since then, I have fallen in love with literature and have been creating for it, which is quite rewarding. I also started my self-examination journey. During the long exploration, my writing gradually became mature, and my self-examination subject also passed. I was extremely happy, I believe that the dawn must be the paradise I am looking. All these aroused my pursuit of literature and love for life, which made me summon up courage to go on again. I believe I can go further. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Summer War ripples

A friend said after seeing a mood I sent in the middle of the night, it was the first time that she saw me giving herself such a big temper. Therefore, I suddenly realized that I am was really angry with myself. Recently, I don’t know which band is wrong. I always feel that there is a kind of sadness swimming in my heart, and I always feel that something will burst out suddenly. Finally, I realized that I was always proud of being free and easy. Actually, I had a lot of tangles. However, these hidden tangles are like unavoidable scenes: there is only one frame when it is vague, but it is like tit-for-tat when it is clear. Therefore, in the deep night after drinking, it was inevitable that the tiger started to embarrass himself like a rose. There is Zen saying that life is a series of determinations: life sometimes. Die sometimes. Poly sometimes. Scattered sometimes. Cry sometimes. Laugh sometimes. Perhaps, it is really like this. Otherwise, how could we laugh and cry inexplicably? After several people were busy that day, they had dinner together in the restaurant under the unit. At the dinner table, everyone talked and laughed, teasing each other. Since that day was exactly Saturday, someone proposed to sing after dinner to relax the body and mind of a busy week. On my way to KTV, I said I must get drunk tonight. Mr. Zhang ridiculed me on purpose and said, “Look, I just want you to invite a guest, and I still feel distressed to get drunk. Therefore, everyone laughed happily, and so did I. In fact, even I don’t know why I said that sentence inexplicably. I think it is a subjective subconsciousness that wants to get drunk. The wine that night seemed to be bitter than usual. When I poured it into my mouth calmly with a smile, the loneliness on the tip of my tongue was self-evident. I knew that I am should wake up another person to talk with him, even if he would confront me, that would be good. I don’t like the bustle, but I am afraid of being alone, which is obviously a kind of pain. When you are in a bad mood, it seems that no matter how happy the songs are, they are all sad. Several songs that should have been sung while laughing were all sobbing by me affectionately. Seeing that I was so unintelligent, Mr. Zhang joked again: Don’t you just invite a guest? As for being so sad? Everyone laughed, and I continued to sensational myself. Then, drink silently. Obviously, the I am that night was too strong to drink. After drinking a few bottles, I started to face each other in a faint state. In a daze, I saw him looking at me contemptuous and reviling: Wen Jinguo, you are an incompetent wretch! I despise you! I laugh. Because I think he is right. I wronged. Because of the continuous misunderstanding these days. I am pleased because I think I know myself better. I finally know that the world is so lonely that no one can remember anyone. Only oneself is the bosom friend who will never go far in life. Being understood is lucky, but not being understood is not necessarily unfortunate. A person who completely places his own value on others’ understanding often has no value. Even if no one gives me a reason, I still deserve to stick to it. So, thinking about these, I felt sad again after drinking. However, this kind of sadness is no longer sadness. But, it is suddenly enlightened. Because I know that I will never feel sad again after this sad time. I will close my eyes and clean up the cache in my heart. Let the past pass. Live a happy life with a willing attitude: Don’t be confused, don’t be trapped in love, don’t fear the future, don’t miss the past. I firmly believe that there is no incurable pain, no endless sinking. All the Lost will come back in another way. Just as someone said: youth is to meet seven oneself. One is bright, one is sad, one is gorgeous, one is adventurous, one is stubborn, one is soft, and the last one is growing. Most of the time, the reason why we are angry with ourselves is that we are really not good enough. Then, instead of embarrassing yourself, it is better to choose a silent posture and be a quiet, subtle and sincere person. Then, walk silently and watch the scenery silently. I think this is good. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…