Free remember.

I have been idle at home these days. Although I have found a job, I am too lazy. In addition, I have been staying at home and don’t want to go to work until some things have been handled properly. Many of my friends advised me not to miss this opportunity. I just came out without a certificate. It was really a blessing to find such a good treatment. Maybe, but I am don’t want it, neither do I. I was not willing to take the major of nurse at first, but I had no choice but to do so. S said whether you are willing or not, you have already set foot on this road. Don’t forget, you were willing from the beginning, but now there are some realities that make you forget your enthusiasm, you can’t resist it because of this. You choose the road yourself, and you have to finish it anyway. I admit that I really began to shake after hearing these words. But it is only a moment. My mentor once told me that if you don’t like the current job, you should quit or shut up. I couldn’t shut my mouth. I couldn’t stop complaining, so I had to choose not to do this anymore. I don’t know what I will face in the future, and I don’t know whether I will regret in the future. Everything is unknown. The deadline is next week. If I still don’t know what I want to do, then I can only choose to go to hospital or clinic. I hope everything can be as expected. If I can’t get what I want, I will keep it in mind and close my mouth. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

People go to the lower

People go to the lower

A long time ago, I was always keen on reading success such as The Complete Book of success and wealth, the biography of Bill Gates, the art of being a human being, the fable of doing things, the white scroll and so on, I also like to read wonderful and inspiring speeches by Jack Ma, Pan Yishi and others on the way to victory and life. When Liu Bang saw the dragon chariot of Emperor Qinshihuang, he said that being a man should be like this. At that time, my thinking and understanding were like that: I was longing for the unpredictable future every day. Life is a hero, death is also a ghost! From books and celebrities’ mouths, many words and languages are golden rules. I copy them constantly and even imitate my own language behaviors deliberately, deliberately apply the learned fur step by step in real life. But then, I found myself a toddler in Handan, gradually losing myself and the direction of life. Are those books wrong? Jack Ma and others are wrong? But the book is written by combining the rich experience and lifelong training of many successful people, let alone the speeches of successful people: they have proved or are proving the Sunshine Avenue with their own practical actions! However, all roads lead to Rome, but I have never found a suitable way for myself, and I have not made any development and breakthrough as expected! Am I wrong? What followed was depression and anxiety. It is a natural truth that people go high and water flows low. As a person, we should constantly learn from successful people and learn from their successful experience, constantly improve our own shortcomings and shortcomings in the process of learning, and make ourselves in the society, in a certain group or organization, it can deal with the complex and tedious interpersonal network with ease and perfection, and finally achieve certain achievements, and climb to the glorious place, which is what everyone yearns for but not everyone can meet and seek. I finally found that this is a kind of blind learning and stupid progress! This so-called pursuit, the so-called moving to a higher place, is a little careless, which not only wastes time, but also gives oneself fatal, even destructive blows and injuries at the same time! The revolution has not yet succeeded, comrades still need to work hard! This is a consolation I often say to myself when I am confused and at a loss. So I continued the so-called hard work and struggle until my head was bleeding and my body was covered with bruises. In many people’s eyes, this is a typical performance of not admitting defeat, being persistent and advancing despite difficulties. But to some extent, this is a pedantic! Life is like riding a boat, this is a kind of wisdom! But retreat is a kind of courage and a kind of mind! Taking a step back, you will find that there is no way to go on a new road, and there is no way to go. The Willow is dark and the flowers are bright. This is discovered after the retreat, so the Sage has a cloud: Zhi Zhi Zhi, Hui Ye. When it’s time to let go, the tighter the sand in hand is, the more sand is missing! Zhang Liang retired after assisting Liu Bang, the emperor of Han, to ascend the throne. Fan Li assisted King Goujian of Yue to retreat after he lost Wu Wang Fu Chai for two decades, and gave full play to what he had learned in business, then he became the originator of business. However, after Liu Bowen assisted Zhu Yuanzhang to seize the world and established the Ming Dynasty, he wanted to retreat without hiding, but he refused to retreat repeatedly. Sometimes it was difficult to retreat until he was poisoned to death. Water flows down, and water has its own wisdom. She was gentle. She was not scared or afraid. She was neither humble nor overbearing. She was silent. She was natural, but the water was worn by drops of water. Therefore, the water energy was rigid, and the water energy was big and small. It was shaped with things and unpredictable. If we say that moving forward to a higher place is the only way out for human beings, then human beings can only go away and die on their own! There is no eternal thing in the world, no flag that will never fall down! You may finally reach the commanding height you ‘ve been dreaming of through constant efforts and various means, but when you arrive, when you look down at the sky and all the living beings, while you are immersed in the excitement, joy and happiness of success, you may certainly feel a kind of inexplicable melancholy, even feel lost! Walking all the way, you don’t enjoy the scenery along the way, and you don’t have the leisure to enjoy the pleasant life of ordinary people. You will finally have a kind of disappointment until despair! According to the conclusion drawn from the research of scientists, some successful writers, such as Dumas; Painters, such as Van Gogh, and some successful people, when they were at their most glorious time, they often choose suicide inexplicably. It is said that they have reached the commanding height of their lives. Looking back at the world, they feel unprecedented loneliness and loneliness, so they die by drinking bullets! Known a fish, salmon. When these fish are migrating or in the breeding season, they are in groups and often go upstream against the water. They try their best to jump up for several meters and dozens of meters high, and the momentum is spectacular, and it was this kind of jump against the water which was close to despair, thus preserving his own life and multiplying his own offspring. This was a shocking journey against the water, a contest between life and death, but the result was that the Malaysian fish against the water survived! If we don’t want to regard the journey of life or the process of life as a kind of tourism, then we should have the wisdom and courage to know and retreat. People don’t have to go high. The higher they go, the worse they fall! On the contrary, it is much easier to walk down. While walking, you can enjoy the beautiful scenery of the world like poems, and you can enjoy those subtle but extremely beautiful moments and feelings. People can walk down, free and easy, like a stream, whispering while slowly flowing, light, to ordinary, to simple, that is a kind of artistic conception, it is also an extraordinary mind! People go down, if you like, then come! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

About Her

She suddenly lost confidence in her feelings, which was an unprecedented feeling. Some numb, some helpless, some lonely, some reluctant. The heart, at that moment, will suddenly feel pain like being smashed by heavy objects. Growing up unconsciously made her hallucinate love. The illusion was like deep red blood dripping on the white blanket, with sharp pain in the eye, and loneliness in the contrast. Love, at this moment, becomes lonely, helpless and displaced. She, thorough, dare not expect. If you regard loving someone as a memorial, then there should be some feelings worth remembering in your life. I really hope that the intoxication at that time was just a memory, not something to be sacrificed for this memory now. Change what. She knew that the pain in reality was just like a sad double endurance sword, which made her uneasy and unable to put it down. Anyway, this world, this life, and this feeling are full of contradictions and tangles, which is right…………. Sometimes she would think, do she have to live like this? Do you have to sell your life and youth like a gambler’s chip? However, when I fell in love with such a person and gave such a person, I once eloped to such a person because of ups and downs. In reality, there is still some courage to make the choice to sacrifice this relationship. Her. For choice. Still scared. The farther you walk, the more worried you will take root under your feet. People’s hearts, once rooted. Will decay. Rotten things will never come back. She has thought about the word appearance many times. But I only hope that love can make my face look exquisite. However, she knows. What did he think in his heart? That was always a mystery. The face behind the mystery had a disguised kindness. She really hoped that in their private guard, he could surround her with his powerful arms and guard her for a long time like a patron saint. Just a soft voice of I Love You is enough. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Lying reading

I have been on holiday for a long time and spend a lot of time. Unfortunately, besides reading books, I can’t find anything else that makes me happier. I don’t want to read those professional books of laoshizi, so I don’t even look at them when I go to the library. Go straight to idle books. The so-called idle books are nothing more than literary style, such as proses, novels, collections of famous artists, poems and operas. There are too many books like this. I buried myself in the sea of books and searched for it. Anyway, I want to get what I like. Finally, I got 15 books, carried them home happily, and went to the sofa for a happy moment. I really like the moment when I read books not for fame and wealth but for joy. No purpose, no pressure, just like it. Just like you love someone, not for appearance, not for body position, just because you like it. For reading idle books, you don’t have to sit tight or think hard. You just need to let your heart wander freely between the words; Encounter flowers and flowers, encounter waves and waves, meet songs and dance together; this is a spiritual journey. I often lie on my own soul journey. In addition to eating, drinking, pulling and scattering during the day, I just lay in the sofa and read books one by one. I saw Dan Brown’s suspense from Ji Xianlin’s prose. If there is no big deal at night, lie down the same. Books are exciting; I am so happy. I, who was ignorant, did not know that such a master as Ji Xianlin once wrote such a good prose. Because his turtleneck and Sanskrit are unfathomable, just like a Mount Everest. I only dare to look up and dare not approach. This time I searched and picked it up in the library, and unexpectedly turned to his prose anthology. I picked one on the spot to read, and was captured immediately. After that, the first book I read lying at home was selected essays of Ji Xianlin. Ji Lao’s words are fresh and meaningful, and the articles are sincere. I often burst into tears when reading, and couldn’t help myself. I like that kind, kind and wise heart, and even the indignation also expresses that gentle and deep, and there is a kind of desolation beauty. I finished reading this anthology soon, but I was still not satisfied, so I borrowed Ji Xianlin’s complete prose. I continued reading while lying down. I thought I had reached the depth of my heart and was very satisfied. I also picked up a book named Qian Zhongshu and Yang Jiang’s prose, and read it lying down, but I felt unable to lie down when reading it. It is different from reading Ji Lao’s prose. Reading Ji Lao’s books, your heart seems to rise and fall along with those words, and you can sink to a deep place all the time. You are very relaxed and intoxicated, and you forget yourself completely. But Qian Zhongshu’s words are too witty. You see that he seems to be talking and laughing casually, but you are unconsciously bypassed and confused, so you don’t know what to say, only when you saw Mr. Qian smiling cunningly at the end of the article, did you realize that it was like this. So look at such words, you really need to think. So it is a little inappropriate to lie in this idle posture. When I was young, it seemed that I was not very patient to read proses, and I preferred to read novels with plots. After all, prose is the author’s own emotion and experience. People who are young often lack the perception of life, so they are not able to understand others’ feelings, let alone resonance. Now I am older and have some experience, so I like prose more and more. When I was young, I often sat in the posture of reading, which was impatient, quick-witted and full of dates; Just like eating, how many young people would chew slowly? Now I am no longer so urgent or greedy to study. My heart is long, and I taste them one by one slowly and carefully. I know the beauty there, and I just linger there; I know there is smell, and I just smell the fragrance and read the text there. Just like a tour that is not a group tour, you can arrange your own trip, tasting beautiful scenery and delicious food as you wish. Therefore, reading while lying is a good posture, which is the enjoyment of a broad heart and a smooth body. Reading while lying makes me have no time or space to accommodate my sadness. If the book can heal my wounds, let me keep reading it. After reading it, I finally forget why I feel sad. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…