Some mood

When that sentence was spoken out, I knew that I was in pain. I raised my head high and didn’t want tears to flow out of my eyes. Yes, I always decorated myself with strength without any vicissitudes. What about me now? Suddenly my heart was stabbed twice, but I couldn’t help crying. Since last night, yes, I am not happy, but I still pretend to be very happy, which makes me a little strange. You know? I care what? What do I really care about? And what is that shouting at me? I really want to ask myself, why on earth is all the persistence? But why all came together and suddenly couldn’t find myself? This feeling was like throwing me into a deserted wasteland. No one paid attention to how to shout, because it was just a person at all. I really want to look down upon myself. The vicissitudes and heartbreaking feelings are still the same. I thought I really wouldn’t taste that kind of taste any more. I thought you would not let me get hurt. I thought you were reluctant to let me get hurt. I thought you would see all my persistence,, it seems that I am too narcissistic and like to think that others treat me as a treasure. Then, I am wrong now. Should I correct all my opinions and all my self-belief. If, if OK, I will change it. Just, will the ending be different if you change it? I finally know that there are some words that I am can’t say. When that sentence comes out from your mouth, it seems that we are really separated by one thousand kilometers, and all the persistence begins to collapse, I don’t understand why I am like this? But I am very sure that my heart is very painful. You are right. I have changed, but mine has changed. It turns out that what you like is the original me, but now I am not the original me. So, what about you? How sure are you that you are still that person? How sure are you that you are the only one that has never changed? In such a night, I thought over and over again sadly. Maybe I was too narrow-minded, but was it wrong? It’s just that I care about each other very much. There are also mistakes in this way, which even makes people impatient. Maybe, after a long time, I’m tired of it! Should I understand? Love is not like this. It can’t stand the temper of time, wait or test. In the years, the carefully maintained love began to drift away. I felt so tired when I knocked heartbroken words one by one at the computer and looked at myself who was strange. When all the persistence is denied, it is so helpless. I used to expect the sunshine to fall into the city tomorrow, but tonight, I know that only myself can live better tomorrow. The feeling of relying on the sunshine is really warm, but it seems a little unreal, because I don’t know which day I suddenly leave, I feel insecure. Therefore, fear of owning, fear of sunshine, and refuse to be loved. But there are always a lot of discontent in my heart. I have been working hard and caring carefully. I have refused the whole world for you. But why can’t you see it, I can forgive all your frivolous, but I can’t forgive your ignorance. Have you changed, have you really got a higher vision? Once this sentence is spoken out, should anyone ask himself? I have always understood your contribution better than anyone else, and I also believe all my efforts, you know better than anyone else, but you always ignore him. What you ignore is what I always care about. I always believe that as long as love goes far enough, you can hold your hand and grow old with you. But now it seems that I am too serious, others are blocking jokes. It turned out to be such a result, but such a result and such a story disturbed me. You can regard what you said as a joke, but I can’t, because this is not a joke, and it seems that I really can’t afford such a joke. I want to sleep quietly like this, but I don’t sleep tonight. The night is as cold as water, so I should often forget it, so I like to write my mood here, I just hope that I don’t forget it. It turns out that the most painful expression is no expression, and the most painful picture is that you can still say sweet words in front of the pain, but I …… facing this quiet night, I secretly took out my heart to bask in the moon, I hope tomorrow I can still be like Haizi, facing the sea and blooming in spring…… Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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