Turn off the light and listen to the heartbeat.

Ridiculous youth turned the memory page after page, and the book full of dust recorded Young and frivolous. Recalling the details over and over again, I only remember that what touched people at the beginning was actually myself. People look at you with a smile, and then the mess you move yourself may be the stupidest and most embarrassing thing in the world. On that day of that year, overdraft shed a lot of tears on me. After thinking about it carefully, I seemed to be extremely tough after that. No matter how fragile my heart was, I opened my wound! Slowly, numb. My maturity is exchanged with my innocence. Every transformation always comes at a price. I regard pain and difficulty as treasure, and thank you for everything that makes me grow …… looking at myself today, I want to touch myself, crouch down and hug myself. I ‘ve worked hard to support you. The so-called maturity of many people is nothing but being polished by the secular world and becoming worldly-wise and practical. That is not maturity, but the premature aging of spirit and the premature death of personality. The real maturity should have a unique personality, and you can find out and see yourself clearly …… what nonsense can adapt to this society, character can change fate can also be destroyed! Who dares to say it’s so absolute? Is it the maturity shown in the so-called interpersonal communication that only flatters the promise and flatters the trend? I don’t understand, character changes fate, but I still live fairly well. Sometimes when I look at me who doesn’t match my age, I feel scared. In the chaotic life, I lost myself. I can’t hear the noise on the street, and the night life is fading away gradually, in a quiet night. Red wine seems to occupy a part of life. I like to be a little tipsy when I am alone. Slight bitterness with a hint of acid slippery, mouth, Deep Throat, aftertaste. The radian of the corners of the mouth, it does bring some farfetched helplessness …… comfort yourself, that is really nothing. It is said that he likes to show what people lack, which makes sense. As a writer, he may write things that he has thought about but may have no chance to do in his whole life into his novels, where his true feelings are expressed, his ideal, his wish, his imagination of all good things. In fact, it’s very sad. The expected thing cannot be expressed, but can only be expressed in another way …… living in others’ memory is not a kind of sorrow? I am used to pouring a glass of red wine and sitting in front of the computer to write things after a busy day, which is a kind of enjoyment. Fingers beat the keyboard quickly without giving my brain a chance to be blank. What really reveals is my true emotion, which is pure and natural without any additional things. Young people always say that we lack security, especially women. Think carefully, what kind of security is on Earth? The sense of security that most people lack is nothing more than money. When you have enough money, you still feel insecure. At this time, the sense of security is transformed into emotion. After your emotion is stable, you still feel lack of security. Then the sense of security at this time may be all kinds of things …… dissatisfaction is human nature, and the sense of security we call is actually what we lack now. If you think your lover can’t give you a sense of security, it only means that you don’t trust him enough, and you even doubt whether the love between each other is firm and indestructible. It seems to be a part of people’s life that they like to magnify small things infinitely and then pick faults from them. Sometimes, it is really not that life is too miserable, but that your thoughts and gains differ too much. You don’t care what you get. You think hard about what you can’t get. The so-called problems are actually self-inflicted. This is the root of the pain. You are a good person. In fact, a good person is the most useless, because the next sentence is just that we are not suitable. We would rather be resentful at this time. A female friend around me asked me that a man seemed to be interested in her, but he had never confessed that he didn’t know whether he liked her or not. I must tell her, don’t be silly, he doesn’t like you! He just wants to keep an affair with you. I really like someone, there is no reason, just want to immediately tell her that you like her, want to be with her, who doesn’t know that facing the people you like is the most tormenting thing? Men’s possessiveness is much stronger than women’s usually. The woman he likes, he hates others to rob with him. Some men are even more outrageous. They break up when they break up. They insist that if there is a next life, they must be with you. It’s not bullshit? Life is just like this, there is no afterlife at all, and Afterlife is just an excuse for people to comfort themselves or comfort others. Only those girls who were so stupid would be so silly and moved that they said in tears that I would wait for you in the next life. I am a secular person, and also loves Grandpa Mao with pink head. I love everything that girls like. I also lack a lot of things that I want but can’t get. It’s just that I know how to choose or not, and that getting and giving up is a thought. It is this thought that may change your life. There is only one person in the world who is an endangered animal, but you are still worthless if you die. Why? Because everyone is unique and their own value is given by themselves. Especially for girls, if you don’t know how to love yourself, don’t expect others to love you. If you meet such a person, you can only congratulate you. You are luckier than most people. Friends always say how much you love yourself. Yes, I love myself very much. Don’t turn self-love into selfishness and narcissism, which is good. Turn off the light and listen to the heartbeat. It will tell you whether you are satisfied and happy now. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Seven sets of thoughts

Today is the 75th anniversary of the Lugou Bridge Incident on July 7. Recalling this period of history, remembering this period of history, thinking about this period of history, learning from this period of history, I salute General Tong Lingge! I salute General Zhao Dengyu! They fought against the strong enemy with flesh and blood, and died in the battlefield without complaint or regret; I salute those ordinary soldiers! They had no food to eat and were dressed in rags, but they held a broken gun in their hands to deal with enemy planes and tanks. Although the soul is returned to heaven, there is no regret. They are the elites of the nation; They are the backbone of the country. Their contributions are with the heaven and earth, and with the sun and the moon. We often say that we should be patriotic. First, we must understand what a country is. The country is not the immortal emperor, the country is not those grand masters who are high above, and the country is not those profound and specious word games. The country should be real. It is a territory, a space, and a place where countless people multiply and live. Whether it is land or sea, it is within its scope. People are the masters of the country. Patriotism is to love this land, the grass and trees in this land, and everyone in this land. What is true patriotism? True patriotism is to take practical actions. When the strong enemy invades our territory, they dare to pick up swords and guns; When the interests of the people are infringed, they dare to safeguard fairness and justice. The true patriotism is to find ways to put this country on the track of democracy, freedom and legal system, to highlight human rights, to make people happy, and to make people feel a sense of belonging and a sense of security. They all say they want to be patriotic, but for decades, where are our anti-Japanese heroes? Even the Japanese invaders have a Yasukuni shrine, and they can be sacrificed every year. Where are our heroes of anti-Japanese War? Among the weeds, in the graves everywhere, maybe it was their resting place. Treating our heroes with this attitude has cooled the hearts of many Patriots. Seventy-five years has already turned over a page of history. Let’s look at the reality. It is said that our country is already a world power. It is said that our total economy is the second in the world. It is said that our national strength is very strong and our country is very rich. We often give alms to others like saviors, I spent a lot of money, but how many real friends are there? Why? The reason why we were invaded in the past was that we were not strong enough and accumulated weakness and poverty for a hundred years. And now? Let alone Japanese ghosts and Russians. Even Vietnam and Philippines dare to rob our ocean islands, even the small Brunei and Malaysia dare to plunder US. Even North Korea, a rogue, dares to arrest our fishermen, taking our fishing boats, we really became the flesh of Tang Monk, letting demons and ghosts carve up. A large number of oceans were occupied and a large number of lands were taken. Take a look: the Diaoyu Islands are full of disturbances; The South China Sea is full of dark tides; In southern Tibet, our country seems to be back to 1937. Do we have hot-blooded men? Yes, but we can only stay on the tip of the tongue; We also have a lot of generals of military and military strategies, but we can only talk on paper on TV and continue Zhao Kuo’s jokes; Our pace is also very neat, it seemed to be valiant and vigorous, but it was impossible to scare the enemy. It was a struggle for every inch of land. If we tried our best to exploit it, we would only put aside the dispute and fight a verbal battle. We are not short of supplies, money or people. We lack? What is lacking is the spirit of fighting with the enemy on Lugou Bridge. It used to be Tiger, but now it is sheep. Sheep are very obedient and kind. They are so kind that they are a little ignorant. There is no way to deal with Wolves. If you want to defend your territory and sea, you still have to rely on the people under us. When our people are no longer sheep, and when our people can stand up and behave themselves, our country will have expectations. I hope the tragedy of Lugou Bridge will not repeat 2012.7.7 Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…