The soul carved by the quiet window

This scene and this scenery made him confused when he was young. Sleepless at midnight grinding whispers, memory lingers on the goal. Modao has no action and no desire, and the ferry has been repaired for thousands of miles. Two one’s thoughts cannot be changed, but they must be influenced. If you think you want to doze off in class, maybe the teacher’s mistake is not good. If only you want to sleep in the whole class, it is your fault. In fact, I just want to say that in a place, when you are alone, in that strange place, people always praise you generously, however, the sense of the city was not filled with warmth and soft beauty at the same time, so even if it was not sensitive, it could still sense the lonely soul swaying with unknown loneliness. Perhaps, this is the cultural differences in the regional differences, along with the appreciation of vision and taste, and the mood integrated in the region. It is said that Zhengzhou is very beautiful. They always say so, but I believe this is really just a legend. The sky here is a ray of gray. I can’t see the traces of planes passing by or the shadows of migratory birds. I can’t see the enthusiasm conveyed from people’s hearts. Their eyes are telling you that as long as I don’t want to do anything now, you can quit as you wish. If you stand on the edge of the Yellow River, can you roar the most powerful scream? The street is very dirty and the traffic is very messy. When I got off the plane and left the airport, the first impression of Zhengzhou I saw in the middle of the night was empty. There are eight lanes in the Broad Street and separate lines. The scene that you will sigh when you see it is that small non-motor vehicles occupy the pavement. Pedestrians dodge the galloping vehicles on the motorway and drive slowly to the fast lane, express trains account for the exclusive lane of BRT. So the traffic was in a mess, the vehicles were blocked, and people panicked. That bus was longer and wider than usual, and many female drivers were very young and beautiful. Then they drove the red car and rushed to the ground to the escaping pedestrians in front of the windscreen window. We are so great that we have to hide in front of a motor vehicle! The red and green lights are no longer working. I don’t know if I can still believe in the power of artificial work. Those old men dressed in dark blue uniforms and red hats waving small red flags as assistant policemen, their faces were filled with a sense of pride that they were eager to try, because the congested crowd stopped and stopped in their whistle, like a giant creeping soft worm. Will you be happy because of your fingers? Even if it is as empty as the region of Zhengzhou. That kind of subtle confidence gives them the reason to make them fully public, because the street is very wide and there are many people, and there are always some eyes that will carelessly stay in them submerged in the dust, those floating shadows. Where is the municipal government building, where is the city center, but the railway station here runs through the lifeline of the whole city. They said that the broadcasting station of the railway station was the busiest, because the staff needed to remind XXX in red dress all the time, please pay attention and guard against pickpockets. A large number of Xinjiang people stayed in the crowded crowd and acted as kind and hurriedly harmless passers-by. This was an illusion that they just wanted to share others’ wealth, because this was what they got without pains, maybe it gave them the inexplicable illusion of being peaceful and secure. Isn’t a harmonious society just resource sharing? I am very worried that the staff of the railway station will be beaten and revenged when they leave the broadcasting station. The woman behind the successful man will come to the table one day. Look, han Han has been labeled as a woman since middle school. When Han Han was the most stupid and pighead, she appeared in the eyes of the public and wiped out Han Han’s lack of performance quietly. People here are digging for business opportunities everywhere. They set up stalls at the edge of the originally broad streets arbitrarily, selling popsicles, cigarettes, peeled watermelons, chaos, and stalls, this reminds me of the striking warning sign on the overpass aisle in Xiamen that forbids begging, and then a young man put a small bowl at his feet with his head slightly lowered. Such a blatant opposite would bring incredible consequences. The small bowl was filled with large and small paper money. This is the counterproductive effect. KFC no longer plays inspirational and nursery rhymes, but how to get classics. Liang jinru’s clear voice poured into his ears to wake up those love that had become past events, at the bottom of the window, a man accurately grabbed his girlfriend’s hands and stopped a scene of breaking up. The White garbage bags beside them were floating high with the wind, as if they were cheering, or rendering the background of a life play. The department store, the shabby shell wrapped the city’s unprominent personality. The female boss who sells special gadgets loves to laugh. She is the boss, but she doesn’t catch a cold at all. Those young people are running their dreams in the building. Maybe that dream is just a casual little move in a journey. They said that they would not be exhausted during the journey, but they would starve to death. They would rather go home with hunger than eat in a foreign country. Very cute young man, so I bought a lot of things in her shop at a time, and she was very happy to let me say that I wanted a discount of several percent. In fact, the boss is very smart. After getting closer to the customers, he cultivates the subtle feelings between them. Therefore, my kindness makes me embarrassed to say too low discount. Sitting in the coffee shop, I ordered a glass of ice mocha and a small black forest cake. There were no other guests in the shop, but only two or three beautiful waiters. The Female Boss wore a long black dress. They talked happily. I thought, this morning near the afternoon is not very bad, even if I am hungry, drinking coffee is not good. I still show my disdain to people I dislike invisibly, They were revelling for some unknown joy. I turned my face to the window. This sparse city lit by neon lights gave me a more substantial sense of ending. Yes, this is a closed city, so I miss the exquisite Xiamen very much. Even though I was in a hurry, I was very happy to affirm that Fujian was a good place and Fujian was good., Fujian is beautiful.. Therefore, this sense of pride replaced the sense of disappointment. The ubiquitous distorted accent penetrates into my nerves with every inch of breath. I don’t want to think about the unfriendly phenomenon, so I just sit here and write my own things. Although these things may have a lot to do with unfriendly things. There was once a period of temporary sexual disgust for the beloved white rice due to inexplicable feelings. But I am still longing for it. I will feel at ease when I look at that small bowl of white rice. Zhengzhou is very large, and you can find a noodle shop every 500 meters. The elegant place even has enough food. A large bowl of noodles can be eaten by an adult man and an adult woman. The noodle soup I tried very hard to eat on the table seemed to have not touched. I felt ashamed of such waste, but I had tried very hard to eat. Well, I caught a cold on the first day I came here. My heart was filled with a volcano, and I was already rubbing out Mars before the time. The man hiding in the city in the atmosphere is actually very small, and the decoration in the wandering must not look good, so I did not pay any attention to make it decent. In fact, people need to be more transparent to live without feeling dirty, right? With a strong figure and a round belly, the face was covered with meat and the skin of a smiling face was piled up. I don’t want to dislike it, because I already dislike it. In the endless phenomenon of spitting, the foolish spitting. I want to be close to someone, I want to be close to you, but it is not the right time, the wrong place, The time is not right, the situation is not right, so I can only be indifferent to you passing by constantly. Third, this is a story that cannot be finished. This story still has no complete framework. You see, this is my personality and inertia. 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Drinking, swimming and sighing (selected writers)

As for drinking, I always stay at a respectful distance, because I really don’t know how to drink. Unfortunately, there are always people who mistakenly think that I have a good drinking capacity, but I am too rational to hide my knowledge without drinking, this is why I have suffered from ridicule. Fortunately, I seldom have the chance to drink. At best, I meet four or five times a year. I can always cope with it with my scalp. But every time I read about drinking scenes, I always feel uneasy and ashamed. As we all know, drinking pays attention to the atmosphere, whether to drink or not is a matter of attitude, and drinking more or less is a matter of drinking capacity. No one can get rid of the relationship between old friends and new acquaintances, business contacts, leaders entertaining subordinates, promotion, housewarming, admission, marriage and so on. Deep feelings, stuffy; Shallow feelings, lick, drink, close the distance, enhance the atmosphere, deepen understanding, enhance friendship, you pour me drink, do you respect me. The glasses are all different from each other. There is no need to cover your words. Open your heart and open your belly. What a hot scene! People who don’t know how to drink can hardly blend in this warm atmosphere, because they don’t dare to drink, and they don’t have the courage to toast. They can only be a loyal spectator and audience, low-key and lonely. Seeing others coming over with a wine glass and a bottle, they began to play drums in their heart. When they toasted, they didn’t drink or drink, but they felt disrespectful and worried, so they stood up in a panic and raised a glass to greet each other, they said that they raised their hips and drank another two cups. Because they were nervous, they made a mistake and naturally fined three cups of wine. Immediately, my face turned red, my heart beat faster, my brain was dizzy, and then I began to feel nausea, so I had to rush to the bathroom to seek relaxation. At that time, my face turned pale, my headache was splitting, and I was shaking when walking. Others felt worried when seeing it, and I felt timid. Watching others pushing a cup and holding a cup, they drank leisurely and comfortably, toasting, persuading and drinking, talking and laughing with extraordinary temperament, only worshiping in their hearts, sighing that they were not blessed and suffering. It is said that drinking can be divided into three types, namely enjoyment type, endurance type and pain type. Some people say that drinking capacity depends on exercise, and pain type can be transformed into enjoyment type, but I feel bitter beer, fierce yellow wine, white wine is spicy, how can I learn to hold such a fear of difficulties? When I was engaged in international freight business in those years, my boss saw that I was hard-working and steadfast, but I was too shy and lacked courage. He intended to provide me with opportunities to exercise and take me to meetings, business trips, business talks, etc, one of the requirements is to learn to drink, because he believes it is necessary for work. I remember at that time, the boss stipulated that I had to touch wine (not beer, at least yellow wine), and the amount of wine increased day by day. In order to prevent cheating, he personally supervised the battle and stared at me to empty the wine in the glass, often my colleagues checked out and left the table first. Under the supervision of the boss, I was still fighting for wine with a bitter face. It was useless for me to say good words, and I didn’t pay any attention to my apology. I felt anxious and angry in my heart. At that time, when he was blind, I poured most of the glass of wine into the soup and stirred it for a few times, quietly drinking. The boss looked back, looked at the dry ground and the bowl in front of him doubtfully, and asked: Did you really drink it? I nodded, and he smiled happily: OK, the capacity of drinking has improved a lot, and I will add it tomorrow! When I just played a little smart, I was secretly proud of myself. Hearing these words, I couldn’t help complaining again and again, so I had to tell him the truth. The boss sighed: Alas, you are still timid. It seems that you are not the material for drinking! In the future, I will regret it. The boss didn’t force him to drink any more, so I am very grateful for his tolerance. However, his prediction had already been proved that he didn’t know how to drink, which really made people lament and disappointed in quite a few occasions. But what could he do? When I went to work in the company, it was inevitable to have a banquet. Every time I could run away, I would run away (once I was arrested by the leader in the canteen of the company for several times, who asked you to hide here for dinner? Accompany guests! ), it’s my luck to escape, but it’s bad luck to escape; If you can hide, then you can hide. If the leader can’t find me, there will be no way. It’s a big deal to accept severe criticism afterwards (we are also thick, it doesn’t matter), even if the bonus is deducted (the leader can’t deduct our bonus for this reason?), Hey Hey. It has nothing to do with me anyway, whether drinking is wrong or not. Every time I go out with the leader, I like to listen to the words of LiuGong (senior workers in the unit): just don’t drink, let them go. They are wine glasses and we are rice buckets. It is the most cost-effective to choose dishes by yourself. Of course, sometimes there is no way. If you really want to appear on the stage, ask your leader for Mercy first. The leader can’t bear to torture you. So, come and pour white wine, ooze half a glass of Sprite (or cola ooze yellow wine) and toast to the leader of the opposite side. Let’s say a few words of social engagement, and always make peace, do it first, ah. Each other natural penetrative, just know you wine blind a due to etiquette should not expose, is muddled through somehow, smiling. At that time, the finance minister of the same trade, like me, also deceived others by this. But she was probably too proud that time. She didn’t know to accept it as soon as she saw it. Someone instigated her and unexpectedly went to toast for the second time. It looks good now, does he have the reason to be cheated again? She proposed to change a cup to drink. God, she couldn’t hold it after drinking a cup of authentic white wine. As a result, I threw up in a mess in the car I came back, smelly and disgusting, which made me serve as her escort for a long time. Alas, why bother? Knew not, why go? Besides, I really want my female compatriots to drink and make a fool of themselves. After all, there are few people, right? Ha ha, wine is a play, and several people are happy and several people are sad. Dinner is pleasant, drinking is happy, but only in front of informed friends, can we completely relax, do not bother about drinking, and grasp at will, that feeling is very good. I am looking forward to that kind of atmosphere. I don’t insist on encouraging wine. The host will decide freely and enjoy myself. Alas, I don’t know how to drink and lack confidence. I feel boring and helpless. I never thought that it was just like the spring breeze in the night. Drunk driving became a mouse that everyone shouted and beat, and the punishment was severe. Drinking was far away from many people’s lives, and some drinkers had to refuse drinking consciously, it was really a good news that Du Kang was less than more drinks in the banquet. People who didn’t know how to drink added a sense of calm, which was really good. Ha, this is a beautiful thing that we and others want. Thank you for banning drunk driving! (Shaoxing, Zhejiang: Ding Chunhua) prose online signing: net name Qiushi, QQ number is 553711356 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. 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