Indifferent

Time wasted, the vicissitudes of life, the dirty life gradually annihilated my pure eyes and simple heart. Pure and innocent is getting farther and farther away from myself, but trying to find it back is always blocked by reality. There are smoke waves, ups and downs in life, thorns in the ditch, joys and sorrows, ups and downs in life. I have also experienced and thoroughly experienced it, and what finally settled down was the tranquil mentality and the desire to return to nature. Perhaps, life is to survive in competitive skills, pursue in exploration, discover in feelings and sublimate in comprehension. In the noisy city, I like to create a quiet space for myself. During the shelter, listen to music, tea and read elegant books; Shake off the busy dust in the world leisurely, and carefully chew the peace brought by quiet time. I often steal a period of time to return to nature in my busy schedule to relieve the tense nerves in the workplace; Take a look at the pastoral scenery, listen to the breeze entering the forest, enjoy the high mountains and flowing water and experience the tranquility brought by the original ecology of nature, which is really enjoyable. I have tried hard, strived for it, and thought about it. I lived a simple life and did whatever I wanted; But the obstacles of many factors could not be realized, and the result was still extravagant. I accidentally read a sentence: when I was young, happiness was a very simple thing; When I grew up, simplicity was a very happy thing. Yes, now I want to be simple, but it is difficult to do it. I always imagine countless beautiful scenes, but it is always related to her. She imagined that on the boundless prairie, she held me tightly from behind and rode on the horse, galloping as much as she could. In the deep Lane of the south of the Yangtze River covered with bluestone, we left our deep kiss and enjoyed the romantic flavor of fragrance and simplicity. Or walk through the stone arch bridge with hands in the poetic ancient town; Look at the clouds and clouds together, and smile at the flowers blooming and falling. Or under the dim light, talk about theory and Zen theory; In the pursuit of the mountains and fields, only envy mandarin ducks but not the immortals. Or in the boundless sea, they both run on the beach barefoot hand in hand, playing playfully and wantonly, often hiding in the quiet without distracting, reading books and writing articles alone, savor the Tao Te Ching freely and carefully: Good as water. Water li wan wu and indisputable, at everyone’s objective and dislikes, so several Tao. Living in a good place, the heart is good, and the benevolence, good faith, good governance, good deeds, and good deeds. The only thing is to fight, so there is nothing. The artistic conception of the implied meaning, and I am willing to pursue it for life. Therefore, I made myself a stream, flowing silently and quietly, crossing thousands of mountains and thousands of paths, and finally the sea. There are many twists and turns, and I sigh a lot; If you think deeply about the discussion, you ‘d better be calm. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Boundless silk rain

yu lu incense, red candle, partial according painted hall Autumn thoughts. The eyebrows are green and thin, the temples are cloudy, and the quilt pillow is cold at night. Phoenix tree, three rain, not to leave love is bitter. A leaf, a sound, empty steps drop to the bright. There were several downpours in “the worse”. As for the lingering light rain, I don’t even know how many there are, this made me romantic in the hazy autumn rain for several times when I was never used to wearing an umbrella. Although I was just a person, walking on the cement road with light and shadow, I didn’t know my way back, I don’t know the direction when I come! Occasionally, when it rains, I will think of the day when I was in the West Lake, holding a light blue oiled paper umbrella, walking across the Su Bank alone in the lingering spring rain, listening to the sound of raindrops knocking on the umbrella surface; when it rains heavily, I sit in the pavilion by the lake and watch the raindrops drop by drop on the lake surface, rippling into circles and circles, or look at strangers one after another. I don’t know what kind of stories were in my heart at that time when I passed by in the rain. However, at that time, what I struggled with was probably, do you want to create some beautiful or sad stories that belong to you. In the past years, those roads that have been traveled and those stories that have been depicted with great care eventually disappeared in those ignorant years along with the long-gone time. In the future, in the future, it is probably impossible to go the same way again. Maybe it rained a few more, and my mood became hazy and sad. Walking alone in the drizzle, unconsciously, thinking a lot, living, working and dreaming for a long time, but they have been doing nothing, without the sense of accomplishment they thought they would have, there was no corresponding return, which dissipated the once full enthusiasm, and even gradually killed the once determined fighting spirit! When I suddenly thought of the dream in The Green Years, I came in panic and blankly, like a child standing in the Maze who could not find direction and help, standing at the intersection where you can walk all over the sky but don’t know how to walk, you lost your way! I don’t know what kind of excuse to find, so that I can tell myself that tomorrow, or the tomorrow I once wanted? The inexplicable melancholy permeated in the boundless silk rain and could not find the release point. It overstocked in my heart and didn’t know in what form it should melt. In the early morning, I squatted in the corner of the wall, hugged myself gently, raised my head and looked up at the sky. I couldn’t see any light in the dark. When I thought of it, someone once said that I preferred to lie on the grass and stare at the sky, then I unconsciously thought of that warm afternoon in the chilly spring season. At that time, I sat on the grass like this, with my hands around my knees, looking up at the blue sky and white clouds at a 45-degree angle, people are no longer, only cool tears, quietly dripping, not into the neck, do not know where to return. It turns out that, really, it’s just, tears ask Flowers and flowers without saying a word, red flies over the swing, it’s all! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Why write

I often knock on the keyboard, recording what I saw, heard, thought and thought in my life. Sometimes I understand that this is the self-drift of thought and the self-relaxation of heart; Sometimes I enter the mist, and the thought does not match the finger. Therefore, I often wonder: why do you want to write and what is the meaning of writing these sub-things? Looking through the words flowing out from the fingers, I realized that this was the past life, the event that had passed, the emotion that touched the soul, and the sigh that I once sighed. Just think, there is still such a good record, help your head to write down the things with marks, and deepen the marks of your steps. And I also regret that I didn’t start earlier, which made many moving things in life go away in vain, and made the thoughts that might exude brilliance disappear quietly. People always find the gap in comparison, see the distance, think of gains and losses. Without others, you don’t know where you are; Without the past, you don’t know the richness of today. Life always leads people’s thoughts to change constantly through experience and instruction. It is hard to say whether the change is progress or regression, but what can be said clearly is only the displacement with time and space. What I felt very satisfied in the past is outdated today; What I used to educate people may be ashamed to mention it today. Record, loyalty and original is very important. In the past, I worked as a unit secretary, participated in various meetings and recorded leaders’ speeches. I always tried to be accurate and loyal to the original meaning. Some leaders will ask for modification after the meeting. I always try my best not to let this happen. Sometimes, I also write down the thoughts I thought of when listening to the leader’s speech. Want indeed naive, don’t understand severity. Fortunately, this record was managed by me for a long time, and no one checked it. Most of the current recording methods have changed. Last time I went to the meeting to study things, the organizing officers were sorting out the records. Some words were not the original words, but the meaning of processing. After years of changes, what is reflected in the record is that there is no meeting atmosphere at all. I don’t know why such a record is called a record. Maybe it is what I want to cooperate with this era. Time changes people’s things, except consciousness, the way is no exception. It seems that it is not appropriate to use the word outdated on me. Therefore, I stick to some simple ideas and simple practices. Records, real records, restore the truth of events, and restore the truth at that moment. Maybe this is the reason why I wrote it. It is true that a good brain is not as good as a bad pen. Some things, even if experienced, are not necessarily accurate; Some historical facts, even if recalled by the parties, may have ten sayings. Only records at that time were relatively accurate. I wrote the historical data of the unit that day. It was a trivial matter. The time I saw from my work notebook was one year short of a cadre’s memory. She said how she was then, and I said how I was then. Later, I even doubted what I recorded, so I had to say that I would find someone else to prove it. I am afraid that history is like this, and errors are indispensable. Otherwise, there were a lot of statements about the convening time of the Communist Party of China, and even Chairman Mao Zedong who had experienced it could not be confirmed. The time scale may still be able to be found; The thought is empty, so it is difficult to find and cannot be copied in the past. Not to mention after a long time, sometimes it is the thoughts at night, and there are too many lost in the morning. Therefore, it is of more positive significance to write down the spark of thinking day and night in time. As a common people, although there is no masterpiece, the feelings in life, the understanding in work, the thoughts in contact with people, and the feelings in time events are not only the products of labor production, it is also the crystallization of ideological activities and has its own unique value. Society is a combination of small people. Although one’s thoughts are weak, everyone will become a force when they have ideas; The wheel of history is jointly promoted by all mankind. As a member of human beings, have the responsibility to add some color to the world. To write your own thoughts is to raise a sail and do your best. Since we have a lot of time in life and too many people and things that let us observe and imagine, then we can’t live up to the time, nor waste our brains and hands, let alone those who pay attention to and encourage us to work hard. What is more important is that we should live up to the little requirement of ourselves in our hearts, do not hesitate to give so much inspiration to life, and do not forget so much care and support along the way, don’t make life muddle along in eating, drinking, pulling and scattering. To be honest, it is unrealistic to record all the things associated with the eyes and ears on the top level with the position on the edge of the wilderness and the level of words found piecemeal. Write down your own, don’t let your hands get sick, don’t let your brain get rusty, don’t let your eyes get presbyopia, it is the real value. 2012 nian 6 yue 12 ri Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…