Essays

The weakness of my mind made my heart ache and couldn’t help myself. For many years, I kept repeating this marriage, reluctant to give up this injury, reluctant to give up that confusion, and always wanted to make others good, I am always afraid that I will accidentally involve others. I dare not think for myself all the time. Until today, I suddenly want to think for myself. I want to be desperate and strive for my little happiness, so I ran to my heart without hesitation. During the trip to Suzhou, I felt more distressed. Maybe life is really just a farce! The more you want, the more your palm is clenched and the tighter it is! I am afraid of losing you so much, but you are still gradually blurred in my tears where will tomorrow be? The future is a sea of confusion. Tracing your direction is the happiest hesitation in my life. I may be confused as far as the future is, but anyway, I just want to have you simply. No matter how painful my heart is, I also want to stick to it until the day you say you don’t love me! Persistence has to pay a price. In one year, give yourself a choice and a decision. A year later, if the heart is still confused, then everything will end! It’s dawn, I’m home, it’s overloaded for two days! When running around became the theme of my life, I seemed to have no time to miss something! From Suzhou to Wuxi, then to Hefei, the people I missed day and night, and my sisters I hadn’t seen for more than ten years, all passed by me again in my hurried turn. Do you hurry to say hello, if you don’t hurry to say goodbye, everything will disappear lightly. When you meet again, it may already be the vast sea and mulberry fields! Life is like this. You want to cherish everything with great efforts, but your efforts often set off the opposite side. The relatively cruel thing is time, which deprives our lives! Today, I will go to another city to strive for a realistic goal. Survival is the law that our biological world must follow at all! But this city has gathered too much of my past, and what is lost here is my whole life. The places I am deeply familiar with, the love, hate, love and hatred branded into my heart, those stories that can’t be put down. My lovely scumbag, I can’t make up for my harm to you even if I say ten thousand words of sorry to you. I am an unforgivable person, I’m going to see you. I miss you with tears, but I don’t know how to express it! In my calm face, in my turbulent heart, you are always my most painful wound, reluctant to you, reluctant to you my beloved baby, what should I take to save myself? Heart, a mess Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

With tears of happiness

The topic of my speech is happiness with tears. To be honest, standing on this podium today is not so much a speech as a basking in my mood and talking to my colleagues about the happiness with tears in teaching. Since this semester, the classes I have taken are Class 6 and class 7 of senior two. The students in these two classes have poor academic performance and poor self-discipline ability, which makes it difficult to manage their daily teaching life. Just with high school. When I was in Class 6, I stepped towards the platform with the bell ringing. After the monitor’s stand-up, there were uneven greetings and strange voices mixed in the middle. When they did this for the first time, I comforted myself. It didn’t matter, slowly. Therefore, I stressed to the students: Don’t say hello like this in the future. When asking questions, you should speak with one voice. In the second class, the order was slightly better. However, it was still chaotic to stand up in the third class. So I was furious and made a three-chapter agreement with the students in the classroom. After the monitor shouted to stand up, the whole class Must Say Hello in unison. If anyone made a strange voice for three consecutive times, I would ask him to leave the classroom automatically, and I also wrote this rule on my exam preparation book, and asked the students who agreed to do this to sign their names after this rule, and the whole class signed and agreed together. Since this regulation, the class was indeed much more orderly, but I felt uneasy and bitter in my heart. I asked myself, as a teacher, what kind of law does this regulation for students conform? What right do I have to invite students out of class? But if I don’t do this, I can’t find a better management method in a short time, I really feel very contradictory and helpless. In class, no matter how passionate I feel in class, there are always some students sleeping in class. At first, I always kindly remind him and call him to the office to talk with him after class, but for those sleeping Buddhas in the class, the effect is really poor. I can only pull him up from sleepiness and stand, just like me!, I did say it with my teeth clenched. There are still many things that are not satisfactory. Therefore, in countless trivial and busy days, in the special troubles of managing students, I will be tired, sad, confused and depressed, and feel that I am really hard to support, I am not a strict person, but I have to stick to my heart and say everything; I am not a strong person, but I have to endure all kinds of grievances, misunderstandings and even resentment; I am not a patient and meticulous person, however, we must give up a lot of rest time to pay attention to and guard students. What will we expect from all this? On the first day I prepared this speech, I received a text message from a graduated student: Thanks to the teacher for his earnest instruction on this Thanksgiving Day, I would like to thank the teacher for his constant devotion to me, and I will never forget it for my whole life. On a cold day, a student sent a text message saying that teacher, it’s cold today, wear more when going to class, be careful to catch cold. In a sunny afternoon, senior 2. When a student in class 7 wrote a composition with the title of “beautiful door”, he wrote that in today’s composition class, a classmate asked for leave and didn’t come to class, the books on his desk were very messy. We didn’t notice them, but the teacher saw them. She walked to the desk of the classmate, bent down and gently picked up those books and adjusted them, put it away. At that moment, I thought the teacher was in the beautiful door. Every time I experienced these warm words, the wet feeling at the corner of my eyes revealed my full touch, and all my troubles vanished. No matter sad or happy, confused or full, this is the lingering happiness in my life! In front of such sincere and pure emotions, all the sufferings and pains seem so insignificant; In front of such sincere and pure emotions, I am intoxicated, intoxicated with the days of getting along with students day and night, intoxicated with the growth and progress of students. Only a teacher can experience these scenes Personally. This is my tearful happiness. At the same time, I also know that my colleagues, every one of us here, every day and every year of teaching, are all influenced by tearful happiness like me, I am a teacher who does not feel depressed and happy with tears, and many colleagues bear more pain and happiness than I do, I think it is this sincere contribution and feeling that has condensed the life of Yongzhong people without regrets, created a harmonious atmosphere of Yongzhong, and continued to write a new chapter page by page in Yongzhong! This is my mood. Thank you! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

2011, we are together

When I walked in the still dark morning, I breathed the different air of the new year, and on my face, there was the breath left by you when you bared. I leaned on the seat of the bus with satisfaction and closed my eyes. Your warm face was faintly visible. As your wife, 2011 is the most happy year in my life. I was once wandering and finally I could be sure that I stopped. This shift from movement to quietness silently changed my life philosophy. This year, like many couples, we had red faces and quarrels. Fortunately, our relationship will be deepened after each quarrel. Up to now, I don’t remember the last quarrel. I am people with good memory. The fact shows that our small family is also very harmonious in the environment of a harmonious society. Although you have said that I am ugly more than once, every time I put that old face which has gone through the vicissitudes of time in front of you, you will immediately burst into a sensible Bang and look at your flattering smile, my vanity as a family leader was satisfied at once, and by the way, I praised you as handsome and so on, although I felt very disgusting when thinking of myself later, but seeing the attentive manner of pouring water for me and scratching my back after hearing the praise, I think it is worth saying too many disgusting words. In my heart, this year, you are a competent husband who cares for me with tolerance and love. 2011, gentleness is one of the key words in our family. Of course, this word is mostly used by my husband to remind me. In fact, it is not that I am not gentle, but that I speak louder. In fact, it is not my sin to speak louder. People in our place have thick throats and loud voices. Therefore, whenever my voice slightly exceeds the decibel specified by him, I will receive a reminder to be gentle and gentle. I like to watch you say those two words to me smilingly. I have to admit, because of these two words, I have indeed become gentle. It is also because of these two words that we have learned tolerance and restraint from each other. Most of the time, facing the mirror, I smiled and told myself that I was gentle, and then I would see myself in the mirror became really gentle and lovely at once. In 2011, House slaves are the second key words of our family. From the moment I decided to buy a house, I felt very uneasy. Since I was a child, I almost never owed money to others, and suddenly I had to bear so many debts, if you say you are not worried, it is false. Fortunately, our attitude on this issue has always been relatively unified. From the choice of location to the size of the apartment, they have no objection. Recalling carefully, confirming the house seems to take less time than buying a piece of clothes. The mortgage began to be repaid in the last month of 2011. In that month, the greeting with my husband directly became a good mortgage slave! Although I feel a lot of pressure, a common goal of happiness makes the heart and strength of two people tightly twisted together. This feeling is that I am willing to suffer and tired. In 2011, gratitude is the third key word of our family. This year, my husband’s title was evaluated, which was an opportunity that many people didn’t wait until retirement. This year, we bought our house, which is the home we have always dreamed. This year, my parents were in a tough health and my son grew up healthily. This year, my husband and I were deeply influenced by each other. In this year, everyone in our family is proud of each other. A loving husband and a stable home are all the motivation and support of my life. Press your fingerprint gently on the punch-in machine. On the first day of the new year, you are working and happy. Sitting quietly in the office, carefully collecting the work history of the past year, many feelings of animation are in my heart. I know that I am not a very smart person, so there are always too many anxieties and anxieties in such a job. I have been tired, worried, helpless and tearful all the way, but I never wavered and gave up. I know that I am not only myself, there are so many colleagues and leaders standing beside me. Thank you, my dear colleagues. You have given me confidence and courage every day we get along with each other. Because of you, I am filled with lofty sentiments along the way. When I came back home, turned on the computer and read those warm messages, I knew that no matter in real life or in the unreal network, I had some friends, they care about and miss me. I lost some friendships that I have always cherished. I don’t know why. Some of my friends dispersed as soon as they walked, and faded as they read. In the end, even on such a day, there won’t be a few words of greetings and blessings. Once, I suspected that I was too stingy and stingy, but on second thought, friends also need mutual recognition. Maybe in the eyes of the other party, I am not the friend who can make him cherish all the time, so he chose to forget about the world. I think I should make such a choice, leave the beauty in my heart, and leave the blessing in my heart, I also leave regrets in my heart. At the same time of losing, I also gained too much love. Kuang Kuang, Feng er, baby, Hua Er, sister Xian, sister Miao, etc. Thank you for talking with me when I was confused and helpless. Thank you sincerely for bowing and then bowing! The old woman of tofu has a heart of disobedience to the old. I always thought I was only in my twenties, so I played coquetry with my husband, bickered with my son, played rascals with private money, and talked nonsense with dried cowpea and fat girl. I was working with iota of non-serious Sparrow tail, I even and 90 after colleagues Open to gasp banter. When I was in a good mood, I would paint on my face, so I almost took my face as an experimental field, so that my face, which had never been allergic, had been allergic for countless times in just one year, I had to take two pieces of plateau red to work. It is less time to concentrate on writing, and I am no longer good at writing melancholy words, so I dare not regard myself as the head of melancholy school any more. Under the indulgence of her husband, she became more and more lazy, especially in the second half of the year, she had hardly washed clothes, had never cooked meals, had never done hygiene, every time my husband came home to visit relatives, I lived a life of parasites, stretching out my hands to eat. The only advantage is that I always insist on rubbing my husband’s back, which makes him feel comfortable, and the lazy account in front is written off. Fortunately, in the last month of 2011, I suddenly realized that I had a heavy burden and pressure, but when I woke up, I also realized that I was a little autistic. I had fewer friends and didn’t like to communicate with others. I haven’t written a summary for a long time. The reason I found for myself is that I don’t like the fixed format or the formulaic content. But the real problem was that I couldn’t write it out at all. Under the repeated urging of Miss Hu, I was like a rabbit that was beaten in panic, jumping east and west, I don’t know where to start. 2011 really gives me too many feelings. Most of the time, I feel that I am in the cloud of happiness. I am really afraid of a happy life, people who love me, everything, it’s just my wishful thinking in my dream. But for countless times, I really felt the temperature of love and happiness. Thank you mom and dad! Thank you husband! Thank you son! Thank you, my colleagues! Thank all the relatives! Thank all my friends! 2011, we are together. This is a precious memory in my life. 2012, please let me continue to embrace you and continue to work side by side with you to write a new chapter in life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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