Rainy day feeling

Rain, Rain, rain, or rain! It rained intermittently for a week. It seems that God wants to clean up this dirty world. But TA forgot that the world is not only dirty on the surface, but also rotten in the bones. The filth of this world is not caused by SARS, bird flu, melamine, gutter oil, leather milk, leather shoes jelly and white pollution; Nor is it caused by natural earthquake and tsunami; It is human beings, human beings are the biggest germs and cancer cells! Why did Lu Xun change his profession from a medical scholar? It was because he knew at that time that medicine could only cure the symptoms but not the root cause. But now I am studying medicine, I hate the hypocrisy of this world, I hate to be a person with a mask, and I hate my decadent self! But I can’t be cynical, I can’t find a way out! I am like a lost child, confused and sad! From “fen qing” to “shit Qing”, can I still go back to the original indignation and struggle? Ideal is very full, reality is very skinny, now I have been used to the life of “If you come, you will be safe? Are my pursuits, ideals, goals and dreams still waiting? Countless question marks make me unable to face myself today. Where should the deserted youth stand up? Except sighing, the only thing left is pity. I regret the lost years, the passing youth and the lost courage of struggle. Goodbye, youth; Goodbye, graceful pain! No longer, youth; Goodbye, beautiful dream! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Suddenly feeling

All of a sudden, I want to say that I am proud of my youth. In the dark, it seemed to be very moved at some time. There was no refreshing corner in the hot study room. Looking up, what could not be seen was the passer-by armour. And I started a strong and fragile life. Spread out the book, points, probability-one by one into my eyes, and those long and difficult sentences that make me headache. In every colorful season, everything is so dull. Only here, the air is free. I can breathe freely and stretch myself freely. Free to laugh suddenly. You don’t have to worry that the noise will shoot me down at any time. Only when you look at me again and again can you know that there is no happiness at all. At least, there is no happiness of someone in a certain place. Life seems to be full of insects, and thoughts are eaten and abused again and again, and finally they are scarred. The night breeze blows gently, who is playing the harmonica in the wind? Then, I suddenly remembered the day when I wrote novels with the harmonica. The campus, which was once young, was very happy. Even if I was tired of studying, I would never worry that my heart would die, even in the cold winter, that kind of pure and sincere friendship will make people feel cold at any time. Now, it seems to suddenly disappear in the sleep and wake up, facing the strange environment, cold face, breathing will make people feel painful, sour to escape. The surrounding air only leaves the gray interliao. Indifferent pale thoughts, ripples no longer exist, the laughter and laughter of the past, and the passion of the past are all strangled invisibly, but I can’t see a drop of blood. I am so painful that I forget how to cry. Missing is the pain of breathing this is a beautiful season, but the wilderness is green, but the heart is withered. As a result, there is only pain that cannot be told. Looking back, I can’t find the dim lights. The stars on the horizon blinked at me. Suddenly, a kind of touch surrounded me. At that moment, I cried all over the floor, as if I had left the baby in my mother’s arms. I cried and burst into tears. The stars still smiled at me. And I understand that this is not an indifferent smile or a cold ridicule, but a warm encouragement to me. Stars hang in the North sky all the time. Therefore, I began to doubt whether I was really suitable to live in this Jiangnan Watertown that I yearned? In the dream, it is as gentle as a cheongsam; In the dream, it is the joy of fish and rice in the Watertown; In the dream, it always wraps me tightly with its warm embrace without cold wind; in the dream, I am coming now, looking for a dream, but I can’t find it all the time. The dream of that season was broken in my loss, and then I began to suffer from insomnia all night, and again, nightmare rife? Once upon a time, I was still looking forward to it, and everything seemed to have gone away for a thousand years. Only after several rounds could I return to the land that made me not afraid of loneliness, struggle or dejection? “Near, near, really near, far, start far, near, my hometown, near, my happiness, near, my dream;, far away, this is helpless, far away, this haze, far away, the indifference here is far away, deep and shallow, thick and light, and finally it is just passing. And the book of life is always a mess, a mess, a mess Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

You know my tenderness

In the afternoon, I curled up in the corner of the sofa, enjoying the sunshine lonely. The slight warmth made me unable to stop. With my eyes slightly closed, there is the smell of sunshine in my breath, neither sweet nor fragrant, which is a unique warm smell. From such ambiguity, I thought of the sunny May, so Tears slipped across my face. It is agreed that I will pick you up at the station. In the sunshine of early summer, there is the mass of grass, the richness of roses and the fragrance of light soil. The phoenix trees on the street cast mottled silhouette, and suddenly, one branch slanted out, one branch gathered, swaying in the shallow wind, giving birth to a different amorous posture. In such a scenery, my mood is carefree. The reason for happiness is also the love you brought from the Yunnan-Guizhou plateau thousands of miles away. I always feel that you are breathing on my left hand. However, when I think of seeing you immediately, my heart is like a deer jumping happily. How to adjust, I can’t breathe calmly. The eager emotion and waiting have obviously pressed on the chest. In a flash, the language and thinking have been lost. In the waiting room, when I saw your eyes searching in the crowd, tears burst out of my eyes disobedient. You in front of me are much thinner. The sharp face and the slightly upturned corners of the mouth make you look more cold and aloof. As I said, your eyebrows are the most distinctive, obviously thin and long, but bright and straight, like a sword with a sheath. That day, you wore a white sports T-shirt, a pair of jeans, and a casual and comfortable look, which gave me a kind of stability that I could rely on. And I wore a black dress with lace, elegant and elegant. You face me, focus your eyes, look at my heart and touch the softest place in the deep soul. Now, I lost myself in your eyes. Up to now, I still remember clearly that the hug you gave me was calm, thick and firm, from my body surface to my heart. When I passed a small noodle restaurant, I was hooked by the words of gousoul face on the signboard, and my heart was full of ripples. Erotic surface! What kind of fresh fragrance should be used to remove the soul of taste buds? And how could you cruelly draw away my soul? You took my hand and stepped into the noodle restaurant. I ordered two bowls of gouhun noodles, you said, you want me to know what is gouhun soul. When eating noodles, your left hand always buckles my left hand. Maybe this can be regarded as the background of the holding hand in the Book of Songs. This kind of action naturally caused infinite ambiguity in the small noodle restaurant, but we turned a blind eye to it. We only concentrated on eating noodles and conveying emotions. With a bowl of noodles, the seller hid himself in the kitchen sensibly. I only heard the fire burning vigorously, making a warm sound. The bowl of noodles made my heart full of ups and downs, and my thoughts were endless. Tears and smiles swallowed together. We couldn’t tell whether the spicy taste was too heavy or the sweet taste was too heavy. In the hazy tears, I saw your tears dripping into the noodles, but pretended to sand into my eyes, wiped the corners of my eyes, and swallowed them with a strong smile. We all know that in the future, such scenes will only appear in dreams! After leaving, I don’t know how to learn to miss you, love you, miss you, miss you! Will you learn to love me, miss me, miss me and read me thousands of miles away? The days are flowing so meticulously or roughly. The years that could have been rich have become a thread by me. Home, unit; Unit, home, round and round, so cycle. When I was alone, waiting became the theme. I also became the heroine in a series, and had a vigorous love with the hero until tears flowed like water with pain. I am a silly woman, isn’t she? Do you still remember these past? There is slight sadness in my words. Today, I can only find some sunshine from the book. I can only lick and wipe the wound quietly in the setting sun like a cat, and can only lie on the soft words to heal. I have always treasured the greetings you sent from thousands of miles away, just like life. Maybe one day, it will become a romantic story in my words. The tortuous plot dear, you have always understood my tenderness that I am just a little woman and have been treading the road of life cautiously. Only when you are here can you have infinite reverie for life and not humble as a dust dear, you have always understood my tenderness Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Suiyu couple transcription ter

1 in recent days, there has been rain soaking from time to time, and the components of summer are less in the air. No longer dry, but wet. The green of leaves and the green of grass are still brewing the wisps of pure fragrance. Obviously, the Morning Glory Vine has successfully surpassed the barrier of summer. It crawls to the tip of early autumn and blows the prelude of autumn with purple trumpet. My eyes lost many details. Therefore, it is not clear how autumn replaces the elements of summer in my heart. The sound of the night was a little clear and not so thick. Lotus, the round group, the condensed rhyme of the rest of the Moon, a trace of deep blue water. White petals, faded, a plate of lotus seeds, appreciate the wind of autumn. At dusk, is there a firefly of autumn shining the road for me, walking with the wind, and is there anyone who can pick lotus and return? 2 Inspiration is a poem for singing, without annotation. Wisdom is a lake water, while inspiration is a lotus appearing suddenly on the water. Wisdom is like a discourse system, but inspiration is not. It is the sound that a word meets that word unexpectedly, or a person who has an appointment with another person in his previous life, in a glimpse, mutual understanding suddenly. 3 I lack confidence more and more. I began to doubt myself and didn’t believe myself. This seems to be a tumor growing in the body, which is getting bigger and bigger, getting worse and worse. I can’t make any sound. Even the movement of hands and feet does not respond to the nature of mind. Confidence is the blood of strength. Therefore, many times, I am in that kind of extremely pale decadent and melancholy. Even, the bright things always touch the color of the night. The core of silver candle, soaked in water, cannot be lit. Therefore, I can’t find food to feed the hunger in the night. Overweight Black, on the other side of dazzling light. On the contrary, it adds a stack of huge shadows. 4 How to release the imprisoned soul? I am haunted, fettered and tied up from time to time. I don’t know why I have so many concerns. I don’t know why I can’t enjoy the enthusiasm of the Sun and the warmth of the moonlight. My heart, with heavy sadness, wandered in the indelible shadow. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Girl, listen to me.

Living means all kinds of helplessness and trouble. Don’t lose your temper at will, no one owes you. Learn to tolerate those who hurt themselves, because they are very poor. Everyone has his own difficulties, and everyone is not easy. Although I have a bad temper, I know how to respect people. In my opinion, people are divided into high and low, but there is no distinction between high and low. Every independent person has his own personality and dignity. Of course, you can trample on it at will. Recalling the trifles I have experienced, I will play with temper and never mess with big things. For me, arguing in front of people is like throwing me naked into the crowd. I really disdain those reasons that may quarrel and mess. I am growing up every day. Thinking about the communication between people, I actually see these clearly. I am angry at any time and place, and I will not scold anyone, because I know that people have dignity and face, and do not do anything to others. I won’t do anything I hate to others. If you want to do something I dislike to me, if you are my friend, I will choose to tolerate you temporarily. If it had nothing to do with me, I would give it a slap. That’s me. Sometimes, I am really not weak. I think of a lot of things today. I am a person who regards face as important as life. I had no tears for what happened that time. Fear and threat mixed together, I still tried my best to pull down my face and make my fucking face come true. After that time, I personally realized that what you need to do is not only the explosive temper that you think others can’t provoke, but also the careful analysis of who you are facing, if you can advance or retreat, attack or defend, when ta is relaxed, you have to step by step, and when ta is nervous, you have to stop. When threatening your life, crying can’t solve anything. If you don’t save your life, no one will help you! I only believe in one sentence, only myself is the most reliable, only myself will not let myself in the deep danger regardless of it. Dear myself, thank you again. Life continues, doing what you think is right and the fact is indeed right. The emotional communication between people is totally different from the behavior in life. Everyone thinks that no matter how you know how to communicate with people around you, you may not be able to handle something. Just like drinking red wine, people will drink. The difference is that some people are good and some people are pure. My bad mood has never affected anyone. I am too self-aware. My little universe, no matter silent or explosive, has nothing to do with anyone. My world is really my decision, I will do whatever I want. When I can’t disturb you, I sincerely hope you don’t bother me. If you come, I will give you applause. You successfully challenged me. But that really doesn’t mean anything! The marriage certificate is only a marriage certificate with your name. If not, it is just a piece of paper. Girl, if you don’t work hard, you can only wear stalls and go to the vegetable market. It’s still the same sentence, do it down, don’t be the one you want. Facing the world with a smile, the accumulated experience of what happens to you is invaluable. It makes you grow up and understand more. It has nothing to do with others. Girl, listen to me, learn to let go of the so-called face, good people bully me, I don’t complain. If the wicked bully me, I will revenge. Close your eyes and feel whether the blueprint for the future in your brain is beautiful or not? You can’t forget to make progress together with your body and mind. Any loss is a loss. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Drink water

During the break, I sat beside the platform of the classroom, looking at those students leisurely. In fact, watching them is also like watching the scenery. If the wind blows through the treetop, the leaves will tremble and sing. If you see the sunshine on the surface of the water, a trace of thought in your heart, the sparkling light will cover your eyes. Suddenly, I noticed that several students were drinking water beside the water dispenser. Maybe there is only one student in a group who brought a Cup today, so they can only pick up a cup for one person to drink and then others to pick up. The detail I particularly saw was that there were men and women in this group. Each of them was very unique in drinking water. Raise the Cup as high as possible to the right place, raise his face, and pursed his mouth, pour water into the mouth of the Cup at least three inches away from the lip. Occasionally, water may overflow from the corners of the mouth, or drip from the chin to the corners of the clothes and to the ground because of the inability to swallow. As if, this is not drinking water, but doing a performance. However, I looked at these children carefully. They were all so natural and completely casual. I firmly believe that they are just drinking water sincerely, not any performance. This group of students like flowers and the purest scenery. They are very good, I like them. Each of them has a sense of collectivity and is friendly. Even, I often see that during the break, boys and girls hold each other’s hands and graffiti on the back of their hands and wrists, which is so natural, pure and clear. When I think of our junior high school and primary school painting on the desk, the boys and girls at the same table will never overstep intentionally. Helpless flowers fall, and the dead are just like the husband. In the past era, there was no water dispenser in the classroom. Students with enchanting points have to drink water, so they carry them from home to the classroom. Most likely, most of the water he carried was always drunk by his classmates. In addition, it must have taken over the water-filled appliance, that is, it was natural to drink it immediately. Perhaps, the lip print is still left at the mouth of the Cup, but it does not prevent people from being drunk at all. The times are shaping people. Maybe, to calculate, it is not difficult to know when we started to change the way of drinking water. It is said that Mr. Gu Hongming once wanted to refute others’ criticism of polyogamy. His example is that a man is like a teapot, a woman is like a teacup, and a teapot is usually equipped with several teacup. Mr. Gu is very interesting. If he lives to this day, he will be more confident. Today, a teapot is usually not only equipped with several teacup, but often with a bunch of disposable cups. Using these disposable cups as an example, I don’t know what surprising words he would say. I suddenly felt whether I missed the era of drinking water with teacup instead of disposable cups. Here comes the guests. The first one used the teacup. Perhaps, the host only needed to rinse the symbolic one at most, and then poured the Cup to the latter. Even, the Cup is so big that the people in front of them are far from finished, and the people behind may take it and drink it. At that time, people often said that hundreds of mouthfuls had the same taste. Nowadays, people are paying attention to hygiene. I am lazy person and never bother to spend more time on drinking water and tea. Don’t drink if you are not thirsty, and drink when you are thirsty. Because I didn’t have the habit of drinking tea, my tongue was also competitive. I had been in class for nearly two or ten years and never thought about bringing tea into the classroom. However, occasionally, when watching students drink water, I really want to drink it. However, for many years, I have been embarrassed to ask students to drink water from their cups. Because, I will contradict, I am I will drink it immediately. Maybe I will leave my lips and tongue marks on other people’s cups, or I will pout my head to drink it? Anyway, it is very troublesome, forget it, don’t drink it. Many times, I was sitting in the office when a colleague came in: Ah, there is water. Um, yeah. Have cup no. Oh, no, there were still a few yesterday, and they were all finished. My colleague had to look for a Cup somewhere else with all his hatred. In fact, my cup is at my hand. I really want to say: drink my cup. However, I can’t say anything. Because, maybe, even if you have a medical certificate for others to see, they still understand. People may be like this. The more favorable the conditions are, the more delicate they will be unconsciously. Isn’t it? One day, being exposed to each other no longer means the support of adversity or the most reliable support, but makes people feel too unsanitary to vomit when they think of it. It is said that there are more particular families, and public chopsticks have been used at the dining table. Hehe, just drink water, let’s talk about it. With the development of human science and technology, the ability of the ego to resist viruses is definitely increasing. I don’t know if anyone has investigated the ability of the ego to resist viruses. I guess it should be weakening. Because, from the perspective of drinking water, people have protected themselves more and more tightly and then sealed themselves tightly. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…