Dawn hug yourself

How long has it been since I was so lazy? I have to thank myself who is physically and mentally weak. When I woke up from my sleep, I heard the sound of cars and birds faintly coming out of the window. I just wanted to lie quietly and listen to such a wonderful harmony of nature. My mind and heart were full of records of the past, it is like a tidal wave. The curtains falling in the house seem a little dim. I like the curtains falling in all the houses, the light and cold darkness, the loneliness of being alone, the hiding of myself and the random overflowing of thoughts; I am afraid of the darkness in my heart and the complexity of the world of mortals. When I got out of bed, I gently pulled away the heavy curtain. The sunshine in the morning had already covered the light mist, and a little cool wind was like the whisper of spring breeze, which lingered my ears and touched the hair tip, the face and the infiltration, impetuous and restless mood; A ray of warm sunshine shone through the window edge slanting in, suddenly, a little flashing eyes; Warm, but overflowing the atrium. I read the plain palm, but I still want to keep a piece of sunshine and stay in my heart forever. Every time when I am lonely, I still want to borrow the warmth of the warm sunshine to warm and cold confusion. Quietly, the time in the room is just for me to stay. Everything was as quiet as the shadow of Xi lying quietly on the ground. No life, no breath, no smile, no words. However, I enjoy the quietness of being alone at this moment so comfortably. Alone, enjoy a peaceful time, no matter how blooming the flowers on the balcony of the House are. I don’t care how noisy the outside world is. I just hold myself, comfort myself, care for myself and cherish myself. A faint song slightly floated over the room, lingering in my ears. When I was lonely, I could still hold myself. When I am lonely, I can still hold myself. Just hold yourself in this way, never give up for the whole life… time is in a hurry, and the fingers are leaking away. When the second hand round and have rotation, life the silk string has 1.1 drop off. The flying tears could not stop the time flowing like water. Is it possible to regain the eternal affection that has passed away forever by leaving a warm embrace of a close relative? Is it possible to leave a memory in my mind to commemorate the youth years crushed by time? Is it possible to miss the whole life without regret by leaving a shadow in the bottom of my heart? Immerse in memories, render sad sadness, deep and shallow loneliness, and innocent get involved in the feeling of being alone. The past experiences and the thoughts of memory make people want to escape quickly, escape to the crowded wilderness, breathe deeply, take deep breaths… take back the messy thoughts, back to the reality… take a small step, slowly walk across the dark living room, stand against the door, and have nothing to worry about, accidentally peep into a famous flower planted in the flowerpot at the corner of the balcony, the buds were hanging from the sky, with light purple flowers, bathed in warm sunshine, blooming calmly and calmly, which was better than other green flowers and plants on the whole balcony. I gently held them with my fingers, gather a touch of fragrance of flowers into the nose, and the light fragrance goes into the heart. I gently chuckled and smiled, like self-mockery. The famous flower was still so charming and enchanting in the sun not because I grew in the corner. How could I live in the darkness willfully? Can’t defeat the courage of a flower? Live in the heart of sunshine? How long has it been? I haven’t heard any lyric music? How long has it been? Have you ever written happy words? How long has it been, without a brilliant laugh? In fact, many voices gave me back: Your smile is very beautiful! But why did I let my frowned deep lock all day and all night? Why should I indulge in self-pity all the time? Why should I sink into sorrow every minute? Everything that has passed, let it go with the wind, go with the sand, no longer think about it, no longer remember, the sail of life, whether it is lightly loaded, or hesitating to move forward with heavy steps, no one can replace you. You can only rely on yourself to set sail and Steer your way forward. When thirsty, take a cup of purified water and take a sip of it. It is clear, light, cold, colorless and tasteless, but it can completely solve the dry thirst. Now I am in need of gentle moisture like a clear spring, light, as long as it is light, ice, cold is better, immerse into the heart, let the sweet spring gurgling through the blood, cool, let the heart calm like Lotus, integrate with my life. Just like, the hidden happiness elements infused into my life are filtered into my life. The song changed, from sadness to hesitation, from hesitation to melodious, no matter lonely or sad, no matter quiet or going, the sun is still, the moon and the stars are still, the universe is still, everything is still… Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Midnight listen to music: if you love God

Night, quiet. A song of “If Love has Destiny” written by Carroll was played slowly, which seemed like the sound of nature lingering in my ears. This song is the background music of the Korean movie “If Love has Destiny”. The Korean drama tells the love story of two generations, and the love of the old generation is completed on the next generation. Stop and listen to the faint melody and low humming, and the gentle flowing piano sound vibrates people’s hearts. What kind of voice is it? So faint and soft. What kind of mood is it? So sad. When it was raised, it was like a gust of wind blowing gently, as if there was a green field rising and falling slowly in front of me; When it was hidden, it was like a cloud of fog binding softly, which seemed to make people unable to move. A word with different tones still hides the deep and light sadness and the deep and shallow sadness. A trace of sadness was revealed in the clear female voice. Although there were no words and no sentences, there was a boundless artistic conception. The soothing violin was like murmuring and telling thousands of words. There are smiles and tears, which are like praying, blessing and looking at the distance. I listened, listened, and with the depression of the melody, my heart was also relaxed and soft, and my heart was shocked! All the sorrows and sorrows were pulled out by this woman’s softly humming. I was deeply immersed in this music melody and couldn’t help myself. When a person faces loneliness alone, he always feels lonely, confused and easily sad. Indulged in a song, a piece of song, throbbing the deep feelings in my heart, crying. All the past events are lingering in front of us. Pick up the memories of the past, leaving only a sigh! Looking back 500 times in the previous life, it was only in exchange for one passing by in this life. What kind of strange fate is it to meet, meet, love and know each other in this life? Dust is like flowers, swaying in time and blooming in fate. Everyone hopes that lovers will finally get married, even giving up everything in order to pursue everlasting. If love has God’s will, then it will always be together, but some fate is destined not to be able to, turn around and gradually go away, it is a lifetime. I am looking forward to a spring full of peach blossoms, walking on the road of ups and downs of love. The sun rises every day, but it is no longer yesterday. I am the kind of person who values feelings and is infatuated with them, once you choose, you will have too much attachment and reluctance. My heart is often scarred by the sadness of leaving to the end. The only thing left is the messy words and thoughts, carving the past wind, flowers, snow and Moon, lingering. If love is just a sad memory, why should we hug each other hand in hand? If love only hurts each other, why should love be continuous? If love is just a wind, flowers, snow and moon, why do you want love to break up? Only the heart knows how deep love is; Only tears know how deep pain is. If love has God’s will, how can you have an unprecedented Love in This plain life? If love has God’s will, how can it make lovers look at each other? If love has God’s will, how many regrets and hardships do you have to endure? If love has God’s will, how can it show the sadness of life and death? Zhu Yingtai and Liang Shanbo turned the colorful butterfly in pairs; Liu Lanzhi and Jiao Zhongqing, who lived in two places as mandarin ducks, had become the final song throughout the ages. If love has God’s will, if love has gone far. Just gently erase the love from the Sansheng Stone, at least a blank is better than scars, at least forget is better than full of melancholy. Listen to the music at midnight, listen attentively, immerse yourself in the soft and light sorrow melody, and you will feel the loneliness and helplessness hidden deep in your heart are endless music and release. For the past that the passing years can not come again, for the situation that the ignorant young and wandering from place to place, for the surging passion that Born For Love and died for love. I can only pour a tender feeling, accompanied by the moonlight like water, into the sleepless night and get drunk alone. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Essays

On Friday afternoon, facing a lot of work, I suddenly thought about the life of petty bourgeoisie. I tasted a cup of tea and watched the news. I felt that I hadn’t been so idle for a long time. Once upon a time, I fell in love with a woman, however, I was worried that I could not give prosperity and beauty. I was so lonely and silent alone, and Love seemed to be far away from me, and I hadn’t written anything for a long time, I don’t like the current life when I am busy at work. I am obsessed with the kind of petty bourgeoisie, in the air of capricious and fretful weather, in this city, I start to breathe, Shanghai, it is indeed a fast-paced gathering place of population, crowded to and from work every day, and the subway is full of all kinds of abuse. This is life, rich and colorful! Find a time, take the camera, and take the pictures you want, maybe just let the camera freeze at a certain moment, capture the scenes in your heart, and suddenly miss someone,,, I have been longing for someone who knows myself when I travel. She (he) can understand my naivety, she (he) can listen to my complaints, she (he) I can be allowed to lean on her (his) shoulder when I am tired. I am sad and hug me crying. I am happy and giggle with me. Actually, I am not naive, I hate the so-called maturity in the eyes of regular people. Don’t capture me with the mature border. I just don’t want to be its victim, what I can hear is only the knocking sound of the keyboard, the life you want with capital, the so-called life, eat and wear first, this is the reality!!! One day, I saw a sentence saying that we are all going to get married, who is still in love? Fate is not urgent! Virgo children are sentimental, but as a virgin man, how can I prove this sentence? Maybe in ancient times, I was not a scholar in imperial examination, maybe I was just a Rascal on the street, living my carefree and carefree life, on Friday, November 18, 2011, the weather was cloudy Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…