Essays

The weakness of my mind made my heart ache and couldn’t help myself. For many years, I kept repeating this marriage, reluctant to give up this injury, reluctant to give up that confusion, and always wanted to make others good, I am always afraid that I will accidentally involve others. I dare not think for myself all the time. Until today, I suddenly want to think for myself. I want to be desperate and strive for my little happiness, so I ran to my heart without hesitation. During the trip to Suzhou, I felt more distressed. Maybe life is really just a farce! The more you want, the more your palm is clenched and the tighter it is! I am afraid of losing you so much, but you are still gradually blurred in my tears where will tomorrow be? The future is a sea of confusion. Tracing your direction is the happiest hesitation in my life. I may be confused as far as the future is, but anyway, I just want to have you simply. No matter how painful my heart is, I also want to stick to it until the day you say you don’t love me! Persistence has to pay a price. In one year, give yourself a choice and a decision. A year later, if the heart is still confused, then everything will end! It’s dawn, I’m home, it’s overloaded for two days! When running around became the theme of my life, I seemed to have no time to miss something! From Suzhou to Wuxi, then to Hefei, the people I missed day and night, and my sisters I hadn’t seen for more than ten years, all passed by me again in my hurried turn. Do you hurry to say hello, if you don’t hurry to say goodbye, everything will disappear lightly. When you meet again, it may already be the vast sea and mulberry fields! Life is like this. You want to cherish everything with great efforts, but your efforts often set off the opposite side. The relatively cruel thing is time, which deprives our lives! Today, I will go to another city to strive for a realistic goal. Survival is the law that our biological world must follow at all! But this city has gathered too much of my past, and what is lost here is my whole life. The places I am deeply familiar with, the love, hate, love and hatred branded into my heart, those stories that can’t be put down. My lovely scumbag, I can’t make up for my harm to you even if I say ten thousand words of sorry to you. I am an unforgivable person, I’m going to see you. I miss you with tears, but I don’t know how to express it! In my calm face, in my turbulent heart, you are always my most painful wound, reluctant to you, reluctant to you my beloved baby, what should I take to save myself? Heart, a mess Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Tanabata Festival

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Stay together

Suddenly, I really want to find someone to stay. Suddenly, I really want to find someone to stay together for a lifetime, quarrel for a lifetime, love for a lifetime, pain for a lifetime, hate for a lifetime …. look through my missing, wash away the years, let the years pass by, time changes, you are my only and I am your only in this society, too much trust and distrust, too much betrayal and loyalty, too much harm and pain, it makes people not believe in love, and makes the world very Floating. The Rise of divorce rate makes many people afraid of getting married before they get married. Whether staying together gradually becomes a myth. In fact, staying together is a very happy thing, and it is worthy of every one of us to strive for and pursue. No matter how many misunderstandings they have experienced, no matter how fierce the quarrel is, they can make up immediately and stay together forever. It should be a happier thing than fairy tales. Finally, I wish everyone can find your one, and then stay together. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Beauty once missed

In the days when the wind and frost were dyed white, the chill and black eyes could not cover the sadness in the heart. Because of the yellow calendar, it shows the beauty I once missed. Recalling the childhood, walking into the wilderness of life and wandering leisurely, putting down the plough in his hand and wasting the land of childhood. In that childhood land, the seeds of love were not planted, but weeds were planted all over the land. For example: I often arrive late and leave early or skip school while going to school, go to the river with my parents and teachers to fish, catch shrimps and swim, or follow the car; During summer vacation, I often take advantage of my parents not paying attention to climbing trees and ramming nests, destroy the homes that birds have painstakingly managed, or chase squirrels in the jungle, or chase rabbits on the hillside — flee around. What beauty did I miss? It abandoned the land of childhood, failed to grasp learning, lost the process and opportunity of growth, and finally gained a place of depression and desolation. Time flies and the sea is flowing. It flows through time, mountains and fields. In the blink of an eye, I fled from my chilly childhood to the youth garden; In the garden, I became a real thief-stealing the so-called laughter and happiness, but lost the spring scenery full of green, missed the beautiful route of life again, lost at the intersection of life, at a loss. Recalling the past, looking back. Once the blood and coldness were as cold as ice, mixed with snow and rain; After the cold wind, the fragrance left in the youth garden. Passing by, I saw the dust and pink flowers dyed white in late autumn. The sea of flowers in May looks extremely cold and desolate. What beauty did I miss? It was the youth garden that was ignored and trampled by me, so painful that I sighed and groaned repeatedly. I lost my learning goal again and couldn’t find my own life direction. The age wheel continues to roll forward, and greed is somewhat restrained, but there is still a tendency of not cherishing learning. Suspiria, langyan sky. The war without smoke and the competition without smell of medicine made me happy and worried, disappointed and confident. Because, I defeated greed, I captured confidence? Mixed in the trees (math, physics and chemistry subjects), drunk eyes to see the clouds on that day (politics, history and geography), counting the five elements of the Mars-lazy, hate, worry, joy, happiness. Feeling: A lot of light, life is at a loss. Xixiang dialect, Dongfang dialect, Nanwu dialect and Beifang tune, three years of hard struggle for spring, and later all the people will be jealous. In high school, I was confused and luckily met 502 glue stuck to the dream wing of the university. What beauty did I miss? It is the true description and portrayal of the crisscross of my life, the waste of fate and the hardships and frustrations. The beauty that I once missed is that I don’t cherish it, I don’t study hard, be a person attentively, and achieve my dream; I just miss things that should and must be done one by one; it is to miss the golden point of life learning and the rare confidence and persistence. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Last Train

I didn’t know where the courage suddenly came from. I turned around one by one and threw the book to my brother. I was already on the last bus. Looking at the lights getting farther and farther, watching the line they lined up alone, like the shadow waiting in the dark night, only at this time can we see the twists and turns of this road clearly. We never knew how many strange faces came and went were sent away by this bus. It roared across the tunnel to foreshadow the river; We could never see clearly the face reflected on the window. Who wrote the dry yesterday, opposite, left, right. It was too late to put some change in my pocket and charge the phone. When the car just happened to catch up, I suddenly felt that it should be satisfied because I didn’t know the purpose, because I don’t know whether it’s worth or not. On the journey of loneliness and not loneliness, there was a smiling face accompanying me, which gave me a lot of sunshine, and then I told myself proudly that we were on the way. Eyes may sometimes be quietly blurred by tears, not for sadness or happiness, and feelings are appropriate. When I woke up in the morning, I suddenly found that my eyes were swollen, and the life of downtime seemed to be a little at a loss. I couldn’t answer the text message I received, and I couldn’t call or surf the Internet. I really laughed at that time. Looking out of the window, the rumbling sound of coming and passing suddenly made me uncomfortable. Instead, it turned over and over. Finally, I could get through the sunshine pouring down my window and wet my desire, touch the tip of my finger and let her flow down my hair. I washed my face, brushed my teeth, and begged for the five yuan that the boss said I would return last night. I gave up my small nest for a couple. At that moment, I also felt happy, watching their happy smiles. There is a Wanzhou ramen restaurant, sauerkraut noodles. It is so easy to tell your little hobbies, not worrying about whether it will be delicious or not, nor how bad it tastes, no matter what, there is no mother’s share, which makes my eyes full of tears. The remaining half is the result of my hard work. I pay four yuan and smile. Walking out, the sun was very good at that moment, especially beautiful, gently sleepy, and no longer afraid of what a tough night. There are still three hours left, only three hours left. I’m going to see her, laughing secretly. There seems to be another ticket, which reads: Enshi Yichang East, April 2th, 7:55, starting and changing. The ticket seller said, sorry, I can only return it in Enshi. I laughed again, so helpless. Well, now the only one who can accompany me is the Mp3 that has been gone for a long time. Listening to those familiar and unfamiliar songs, the older I grow, the lonelier I feel, keep those words and ask yourself, where is the age of innocence. You once told me that every heart is lonely and fragile, but still burning. The sunshine was so high that the shade of the tree blocked my face and looked at her. There was still a moment, only a moment. Still, I laughed. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

And book become attached

Books are the ladder of human progress. Books can cultivate sentiment and purify the soul. Books can also be your life partner, without abandoning because of poverty, satirizing because of nobility and lowliness, and despising because of frustration, do not discriminate because of frustration. When you succeed in the spring breeze, the book will pour cold water in your hot mind in time, warning: advance and retreat have life, sometimes delay; Indifferent response, calm and no demand. Books are still your lover. When it is hard to sleep at night, they will kiss every inch of your skin deep in your soul and moisten every piece of soil in your dry heart, it will help you clear up the confusions and doubts that come one after another in the dust world, and help you walk steadily and steadily in the sun and rain. The relationship with books should be rooted in the complex between father and books. My father was addicted to books all his life. Although he was an old man with flower armour now, he always read those books with him in his spare time with reading glasses. There are tens of thousands of volumes of my father’s books, which are numerous at all times and in all countries. Moreover, each book is carefully covered with various kinds of book covers, and the title of the book is marked with labels and pasted on the spine of the book, looking at the book cover at different times alone is a strange scenery. The yellow one is the book cover, but the accumulation is the years. The spiritual food is placed neatly and orderly in the bookcase, you can find what you need without reading it deliberately. My father’s books are so wonderful that there is a bookmark in each book, and I will see the key points marked with red and blue pencils and the viewpoints on the text intermittently, let me stay here for a long time, read the essence of books and the inexhaustible spiritual wealth left by my father to my children invisibly, and feel what gratitude is and what wealth is! Reading it casually is the essence, the classical poetry is still not enough, the emperors and generals are all-powerful, the wise sayings are alert, the biographies of celebrities are like walking hand in hand, and those profound and hard-to-understand Zhouyi theories, for themselves who prefer literature, I can only sigh after reading books! The enlightenment of literature originated from the story of father before he went to bed late in his childhood. My father worked in politics all his life and seldom had time to accompany us. In my memory, my mother took care of us. Although my father didn’t have much time to tell us stories, the difficulties and obstacles in Journey to the west, the love between people and ghosts in “Liaozhai” and those fables in my father’s witty and humorous words, the charm of words is deeply rooted in my heart. For the obsession with literature, there is another person in my life who unconsciously influenced me. When I was young, my parents were busy with life, and the place I must go to during summer and winter vacations was my grandma’s home, rural pastoral life is a playground for children, but what I like most is listening to Grandma’s stories, which are folk myths that I will never get tired, with the passing of the age without TV and entertainment, I didn’t feel boring but looking forward to it. I waited quietly until those old legends lying in bed at night came into countless Dreamland until my grandmother passed away for many years now, those details are still fresh in my memory. Grandma didn’t read any books. In order to coax us when we were young, she thought of ways to make us happy. How could she think of it, the child who used to accompany his grandmother to tell stories has been galloping in the Palace of literature and never tired of it! Everything is inferior, only reading is high. The understanding of this sentence may only be deeply understood in recent years. Starting reading is just a pastime, Maybe it was the influence of the family environment. In my childhood impression, I woke up late at night and saw my father reading a book. The idea of looking for a book when I was idle was engraved in my mind, and I never considered that I had choices, purposes, read it in a meaningful way, and don’t understand the spiritual essence in the book, or take a cursive look at the flowers or swallow all the way, from youth to youth, until I step into middle age, I am confused when facing life, there are panic, frustration, frustration, sourness, and more helplessness. At this time, my father began to choose books for me. The gradual increase of one book and two books made me carefully read the words in the book, explain the process of life and analyze the experience of life. Gradually, I found my bosom friend in the book. I didn’t know how powerful the power of knowledge was until I was soberly enlightened. Every time I stood in a wide variety of bookstores, I felt a lack of knowledge, I feel that I have wasted so much precious time. In endless disputes, endless grievances and wrongs, and infinite sadness and sorrow, when I recall it, there are meaningless things and gloomy times, what is left are mostly blank memories. Let go of the complexity of the world and wander your thoughts between the lines. What you see is fresh life one after another. Those simple, simple, profound or philosophical words render life colorful, describe life as the icing on the cake. If you don’t see others, you can see the enthusiasm on their faces. If you don’t hear them, you can hear the pulse in their chests. They engraved their love so deeply, the expression of resentment is so sad, the secret of emotion is so implicit, and the full knowledge and talent are vividly and vividly expressed in words. How can you put it down from now on, holding it in my hands, I was so hungry that I couldn’t help reading it. It was like playing with my close friends, talking with my bosom friend, having a close relationship with my lover. It was like having a golden house in the book of learning and asking for advice from my elders, there are also love relationships that are hard to explain and unexplainable in the book. When the night is full of sleepiness, it is the time when I and the book are destined for my whole life! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…