On the way to the public examination

(1) at 05:40, in the second sound of the alarm, I had to get up, although it was already Dawn. I have to go to the exam today, because I have to take a 40-minute drive to get to the examination room, so I have to have enough time to prepare. I got up a little late this time. I hurried to take the steamed buns. No matter how hot they were, I had breakfast. After three or two times, I went out. I haven’t missed anything this time, so I have made progress. However, the first bus in the morning still didn’t catch up. It was already 07:10 when the second bus arrived at the destination (the exam started at 8:00), and it was raining again. It was not big and annoying, there is not much water in the road area, which is also inconvenient. There is still a 15-minute distance from the examination room, which is not short for walking. In order to get to the examination room as soon as possible, I had to pay for a taxi and finally arrived safely without accident. I still had more than half an hour to relax. It seemed that it was my fifth time to take the civil service exam. Like many people who sign up for the public examination, I hope to pass the examination and have a good job. Although I am doing a job now, it always gives me a feeling of instability. I can’t predict the day when this job is gone, I don’t know what to do, and my heart is always uneasy, have a anxiety. (Ii) during a period of time after I graduated from college, I experienced the hardship of finding a job, and deeply felt the unspeakable difficulty of finding a good job. I have submitted a lot of resumes online, learned about various methods and skills of finding a job, and consulted my classmates and friends who have already worked. At the same time, my relatives are also trying their best to help me, asking which enterprise units are important, ask acquaintances for information. The mobile phone is turned on 24 hours a day for fear of missing any unit phone that may be your future job. There was a call from the interview, and I waited for a long time to feel peaceful. Before the interview, I will carefully understand the basic situation and job description of the unit, thinking about the questions that may need to be asked. Pay attention to grooming, arrive at the interview site in advance, answer the interviewer’s questions carefully, and then wait for the results. I am afraid that it is the long waiting for a reply, or I know that I have no hope on the spot. In this way, I will sink into the suffering of continuous search and waiting. Submit resumes, wait for news, prepare for interviews, and wait for continuous circulation of notifications. No one is always very patient. Anxiety keeps coming, sleep is not good, tea and food are not good, even the best people around you will be infected and become impatient, giving you unpleasant words, it stimulates your unhappy heart, and sparks can’t be avoided. In addition to physical and mental fatigue, and fatigue of travel. Companies and enterprises that go to the interview need to transfer by bus. They are not familiar with the journey and have to spend a lot of trouble. Once, it took me more than two hours to walk several times, take several buses, ask the passers-by, make phone calls, and keep asking to get to the interview company, the bad result is still coming unfathomable. A sentence often heard in my mind in school that graduation meant unemployment. At that time, I just listened to it as a joke and didn’t expect that I would have such a day. I was really sad and cold, it seems that the ancients had the mood of rare talent. During my college years, I was not the best, but I studied hard, especially the skills I thought useful. I followed the teacher to do things, like the left and right hands of the teacher, trying my best to complete the work assigned by the teacher, thus gaining the trust of the teachers step by step, feeling very satisfied and useful in learning. There is no clear plan, but there is a goal, which is to really learn useful things and make a difference when entering the society. Maybe I thought it was too naive and beautiful, and I didn’t know that the society was not what I imagined. Only when you jump into this melting pot can you find that everything follows the rules of the arena and feel the meaning of the sentence that people are in the arena and cannot help themselves. I really didn’t expect that it would be so difficult to find a suitable job (3) racking my brains and using all the tricks without any news. I really don’t know what to do. After sighing, I won’t pick and choose any more, he gave up the plan of finding a satisfactory job and lowered his job-seeking requirements as a college graduate. First find a job to do, and then make plans. Put down the arrogant heart and enter a food processing factory under the introduction of acquaintances. I thought I could copy, type and sigh the air conditioner in the office. No, I am, like those ordinary workers, went down the assembly line and stayed in a damp and dark environment. Those three days can leave an indelible mark and a deep mark in my life. One day, I had been standing beside the machine since 7 o’clock in the morning, with my hands moving constantly, like a machine, and there was no place to sit except for the half hour lunch time, I can’t go home until 7:30 pm. On the first day, I persisted. On the second day, I started to stand it. My feet were slightly swollen. On the third day, my feet became more and more swollen. When I came home from work, I almost went home with the handle of a bicycle on one leg. When I got home, I felt weak all over my body and felt uncomfortable. I rushed out and felt confused instantly. I have not done such a job since I have grown up. It is the taste of hell. What on earth did I do for studying hard in a university? Is it just for such a job. I am really unwilling to let go of the job search before my feet recover. The experience of three days gave me a deep thought. If I studied hard in a university and did a job that could not be used for learning after graduation, then I shouldn’t have spent so much energy studying at that time. After graduating from junior high school, I should go out to work and share it with my family earlier. By this age, my children will be addicted to it. If not, going to college is not only for study, but also for a bright future. To be more popular is to have a good job. To enlarge it is to realize the value of life and serve the society. If you really want to gain a foothold in the society, you can’t stand it without suffering. Not all college graduates come out and sit in the office. Not everyone is the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich. There are also many people who have to work hard to have their own careers. Without efforts, everything is empty talk. (4) everyone’s life is different. When encountering major setbacks, don’t give up, and there will always be a time when the flowers are bright. A certain unit issued a recruitment announcement. It was said that the salary was good and I held a hope. I signed up immediately, then prepared for the written examination, passed the written examination, followed by the interview, and then went smoothly, of course, he was employed successfully. At the moment of knowing the result, all the depression and discomfort accumulated in the days of finding a job since graduation can finally be released. Finally, I had a relatively formal job. I didn’t have to worry about my parents any more. Of course, I was happy. When I was looking for a job, I stayed in the factory for three days. Till now, my work has been basically implemented, just like the difference between heaven and earth, as if I had gone through a hard journey and finally landed. Up to now, I still feel that it seems to be the blessing of luck, coupled with my own efforts, to get the job now. I don’t have to stand in the humid and stuffy factory every day, or get up early and feel dark in a hurry. There are weekends and holidays. I play my role in typing, writing documents and sorting materials in my current position, all kinds of summaries, reports, requests and notifications work for customers, and sometimes go to relevant departments to get documents and hand in documents, etc., which are not too hard to handle, and there will be no work to show muscle strength, there are only a few times in the hardest year, and occasionally I work overtime, which is also a painless and itching copy. The pressure of work is not big. People like me are more than enough to cope with, and the time can be controlled. Although the salary is not high, I always hope that the salary can increase, and the development prospect is not very clear. If there is no change in the contract signed for several years, it may be done until the contract expires. It will be in the early 30 s, and it will be more difficult to change careers. If you want to start a new job, you can only find a similar one. At that time, it may be another turning point in my life. (5) There is nothing wrong with making long-term plans now. Opportunities are always left to those who are prepared. I think I can’t do coolies, and I don’t have any real skills. I can only copy and write, and how much guarantee is there for a bachelor’s degree when typing computers. I also want to have holidays and spare time, it is also a stable job. Teachers, employees (career establishment) and civil servants can be considered. There are only three. As a teacher, before graduating from university, I had the opportunity to pass the teacher qualification certificate to enter the teacher industry, but I never thought about being a teacher, and now I want to be a teacher is also good, with stable income and holidays, especially the two long holidays of cold and summer, I feel that if I want more income, I can earn extra money outside school. However, the difficulty of research is increasing, which can only be used as a possible backup choice. The staff of the unit should be almost the same as the civil servants. If it is really compared, it is better for the civil servants. Public institutions have not yet taken a unified examination, and there are only one or two recruitment in one unit every year, which is not very transparent and is suspected of making people exploit loopholes. Nowadays, the competition of civil servant examination is extremely fierce, which is known as the first examination in China. In the past, thousands of people crossed a single-plank bridge, but now thousands of people are walking a steel wire. There are only a few positions, but there are astronomical eyes staring at them. It is great to win the bid among thousands of troops. I am not very interested in this honor. What I am interested in is the treatment of this position. Aren’t many people yearning for it? Stability, welfare and paid vacation are exactly what attract civil servants. In an enterprise, you have to work very hard. If you are not in the management, then your salary will not be very high, your vacation is not much, sometimes you have no wages for working overtime, and maybe some positions are not from nine to five, it may be more than ten hours of working time, and you don’t have much time to master. The prospect of development is uncertain. It is very difficult to go from the grass-roots level to the middle level and the senior level. There are several positions chosen from many people, and the competition is fierce. When the Enterprise is in recession, you may have the risk of being cut and wandering. Self-employment is a nice name. Everyone wants to be a boss. After all, it is not easy. What is the real foothold in the market and gain profits? How much is the risk. There was only one Jack Ma and only one Shi Yuzhu. The people who laughed to the end all won many opponents in the competition, just like the battlefield. The winners were always a few, while others were stepping stones and green leaves to foil flowers. Let alone those scientists, professors and others are ordinary migrant workers. To be more popular, finding a job is to live a life. Only when you have enough food and clothing can you pursue what you like, like a dream. (Six) In order to have a better job, to be honest, I chose to take the exam for a better life. A little helpless, I also want to start a business, but where does the capital come from? I know my current strength. I want to go to state-owned units,-look at those recruitment conditions, what 211 university graduation, 865 university graduation, and this card that syndrome, outstanding student cadres early will I get in the door, there is even no chance to knock at the door. When doing sales, I am so introverted that how to promote products to customers. They said that only those who didn’t do anything would take the civil service examination, and so many people would take the examination one after another every year. If so, our education seemed to have failed. Many people are criticizing how bad the college entrance examination is, but before finding an ideal alternative to the college entrance examination, perhaps the examination is the fairest way. Without the college entrance examination, those peasant children might not have the chance to jump over the Dragon Gate. They might struggle in the land for their whole life like their parents, or roll over the society as early as possible. The public examination is the same as the examination, and it is possible to pass the examination through hard work. If you pass the examination, you are not sure that it will change the life path of many people, but at least it will improve their lives. These are the expectations of many Chinese parents, which is a kind of learning and official affairs inherited from culture. No one wants to be a cripple. I never give up the day when I stand out. That kind of bitter, that kind of tired, only through personal experience, can you know what is unreconciled. The public examination was a way out that I had never thought about before I graduated from university. Because I was young and didn’t think too much, I paid a price for it. Young and arrogant heart, or full of confidence, I feel that I can enter a good enterprise and do something. There is no ambition, but also the heart of not losing others. The arrogant head always hangs down in front of the reality. Parents think that if they don’t learn a skill to make a living, they can only live by writing pen. Taking part in the civil service examination may have a first-line turn under the background that there is nothing to rely on. If you have a decent job, you won’t be looked down upon by others. My parents used to say such things. I always thought that their secular prejudice and short knowledge made me realize that what they said was reasonable. I am too arrogant and lofty. In the end, I still have to face the reality and compromise to the reality. I hated exams and didn’t like the standard of measuring people by exams, so I didn’t think about taking exams for civil servants at that time. Now, in order to get a good job, I started to bite the information again. If life goes well, I will not go this way and do what I like. I didn’t reach the level of being human, because I was just an ordinary person. I don’t know when I can pass the exam. I have passed the exam several times. My scores are high or low. I have never been interviewed, but I have the determination to fail repeatedly and fight repeatedly. When can I become a Fan Jin, be crazy then. 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Dead time

As time goes by, have you forgotten our love? Hehe, if you forget, don’t think of it again, because my goal has been achieved. Tao, don’t hate me. I have my good intentions and thoughts. Tao, please abandon me. I have my pain, I have my difficulties. Time is always passing fast, which makes me too late to adapt. It is another night of missing you and another painful moonlight night. What you don’t know is that my eyes are bleeding now. I don’t know when I will be blind or when I will die. Missing is inevitable. Pain is essential. I believe you will overcome it. Please forget the cold expression on the night I left, please forget the scene when I warmed your hands. Please forgive me for abandoning you because of my selfishness. I am really pleased that you did the most happy thing today and you blacklisted me. Keep going, don’t contact me. Fuel, ibeeveyouwilldoit, don’tletmedown,don’tletmeworryabout, “Come on, I believe you will do it,don’tlet me down,don’tlet me worry, remember I loved it.” Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Listening to music at midnight: Broken Heart, will love come back

The noisy city had already fallen asleep in the daytime. The quiet night was filled with loneliness and wrapped myself tightly. I hid in the corner of the world of mortals, huddling up alone in the silent night. Wake up in the midnight, lonely, lonely swallowed me. Now I seem to be afraid of the peace at night; I am also afraid of the loneliness of a person; I am even more afraid of seeing things and thinking about people’s touching feelings. I thought that the two people who love each other would not be fettered by the secular world, and they would stay together for a lifetime. They would help each other to the end of their lives. So I wandered in the laughter of yesterday, looking forward to the happiness of tomorrow, and drew dreams one after another with my heart. However, the road of love was so bumpy, and it was so hard to walk under the wind, frost, snow and rain. You and I met each other in the vast sea of people and the rolling world of mortals. We once enjoyed each other with ten fingers locked, but now we are on the water side respectively. The first curtain of deep dreams has become a beautiful bubble now. The love story built with passion and innocence is fragmented and broken in heartbreak. I looked at the cold room and counted the fragments of my heart that fell off. My eyes were wet, my tears penetrated the pillow towel, and my hot face was dry and moist. You left, waving your hands without taking away a cloud, you walked so calmly, quietly coming and going. You have taken away love and my heart. You have taken away a heart full of sincerity and an old and tired heart. I shed tears, my heart is broken, you mess my heart like water, let me wander on the road of love. Why do you want to leave me? Why do you want to take away your love? You say you love me, say you and I are in the same boat, forever, love to the white head. But now you still leave me alone, speechless and crying. No one will care about me in the future. Who will love me? Is our fate really gone? You let me walk into the desert of love. My missing for you confuses my steps. I can’t tell what love is and what harm is? Do you know that love has gone far, but I can’t let go or let go for this love that is hard to give up. I still keep that expectation and waiting and stand at the intersection foolishly to see you turn back. Our love is still there, will you come back? Do you know that my love was once broken? My love could not stand any twists and turns. What you turned around left me was full of scars, which made me desperate. It is easy to fall in love with someone, but it is really difficult to give up someone, how difficult! Even though this love scarred me, I was unwilling to end it; Maybe it was you who brought the attachment in your previous life that made my heart so painful in this life. The misty rain in the world of mortals, I just want to watch a dream back to the years of love, I just want to create a miracle that cannot be sought. However, the vigorous lingering feeling was nothing more than a romantic scene at the end. From then on, I stumbled forward alone, looking forward to the next happy reincarnation. When the passing of time cools the fervent passion; When love turns into a kind of sad feeling full of wounds; When the happy past becomes a dejected memory; those scattered memories are still touching my heart and touching the string of love in my heart. What I play is a series of sad melody. I used to love crazily for you, but in the end I left too much helplessness. All the promises you made became blank. My love has lost its color since then. Fate is destined to lose your love. You turn around and leave, only silent. Dialogue I used to pay for you without complaint or regret the future I longed for has become dust my heart is broken whether love can come back broken heart is still waiting for you once become so strange and I still wandering between love and hate broken heart whether love can come back tired heart becomes no longer surging is it the debt owed to you in the last life to pay everything for you in return to hurt midnight listening to music, sun Yan sang a sentimental love song “whether love will come back after being broken”, telling her sincere prayer for love with her own love and tears. Love is so intoxicated, love is so crazy, love is so thorough. Euphemistic melody, charming voice, deep-rooted emotion, every sentence pierced into the heart, telling the three thousand sorrows on the road of love, and singing the tears of love, how many people’s hearts have been painful, I was moved by it. Tears slowly slide over the face and flow to the keyboard. The pain spread all over the body quickly and finally gathered in the bottom of my heart. A crescent moon, incomplete, sad and cool, tangled. A period of love, flowers bloom and fall, love no longer exists, memory still exists, leaving a deep wound. Such sad tears, such helpless sigh, maybe there will be some incomplete warmth when you lower your head. Love can bring happiness to people as well as heartbreak. Persistence often results in pain all over the body. Some scars are scratched on the hands and become the past after healing; Some scars are scratched on the heart, even if they are scratched lightly, they will still stay in the heart; In life, it seems that there is always a kind of unbearable pain and regret destined to bear for a lifetime. There are always too many helplessness in one’s life. We always face the future in constant gains and losses. 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Search for Lost simple

Originally, we were all very simple. Why is it becoming more and more complicated now? Everyone fortified their hearts and built thick walls; Some even installed batteries. What scares us so much? The armor of the fort of the city wall is as strict as the enemy. Such a solid defense system adds boredom, emptiness, loneliness, confusion and burden to your spirit, blocking you from breathing fresh and bright air. Everyone is groping for it, depending on picking up the innocent years of the past again. However, how many people can find it? In your heart, your eyes have already been eroded by the outside world, and all the colorful things are like the time when the wind and rain are chaotic. The numerous and complicated mess is so heavy and tiring. Returning to plain is the simple and simple beauty, because only simplicity can be relaxed and happiness can be happy. Look, the simple blue is the sky, which is dotted with some simple white clouds. Look at the simple green grass, which sets off the simple flowers swaying in the sun. This is the simple picture that we are longing for, and we are gently turning over the simple days. Ha! Simple life, simple color; Simple scenery of four seasons. Give you a simple look, and then give you a simple smile; A simple and happy world. Narrow down the tedious flashy and concise emotions; Make our world simple. Don’t burden people artificially. In fact, life is much simpler than we imagined. The complex overlapping intrigue bends your unbearable nerves and confuses your originally pure soul. Dull skin is cracked with bright red tender meat, hungry blood vessels are soft flowing with complex factors; Unable to moan the suppression of thoughts. Life is actually very simple, and what is complicated is human heart. In fact, people’s mind is not that complicated, but thoughts are always carefully planning laborious ideas. Simple and plain is the most real thing, which can last forever. If we are simple, we will naturally be happy. On the contrary, if it is complicated, you will feel painful and tired. Simple and pure excellent quality is our highest spiritual realm. The so-called ancient well without waves, deep and clear, look to the end at a glance. That’s inner peace indifferent, Zen of and gets back. Simple words simple holes, simple gestures simple steps; Simplified to simple contentment simple happiness. Concentrate on thinking about the simple mentality, and ignore the tedious and complicated thick black learning. You need to know how to be grateful. Don’t be greedy to cherish the flashy charm of your heart. In fact, everyone wants to be simple. But no one can be simple. On the contrary, complex people are indeed everywhere. As mentioned above, simplicity makes you happy, and complexity means pain. Why the painful people follow the waves of the Yangtze River one after another? That’s because it is really not easy to live a simple life in this world! It is very, very simple to live a complicated life. A person is very simple when he was young; As he grows older, his complexity increases day by day. It’s very simple when you are down and out, and it’s complicated when you are rich and oily. It was easy to get down from the high stage, but it was more complicated when he became successful. Therefore, people mediate back and forth in this simple complexity. The cycle of the Sun and the moon staged a soap opera of my simplicity, your complexity, My complexity, your simplicity. Although it is not easy, we still have to look for the lost simplicity all the way, because only simplicity can make us happy. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Eternal Light

Cotton rain stopped. Hiding the sun for three days, the sun is soft and bright, everything faces east and sings and worships. The sky is blue, as pure as the face of a newborn baby. The breeze did not slow down. A flower was half shy and hid among the grass, or looked around with leaves and cheeks, suddenly swinging its body and lying behind the grass, with black flowers and white ones, the little butterfly with gray flowers caught up the mystery. The pure and soft weather is the most wild for children. Throwing off the bondage, they chitched and chased, like a group of sparrows just out of the nest. Curious earthworms bursted out of the soil, breathing insects, insects. Among them, there was a boy of three or four years old who picked up the earthworm with a small stick and stretched it in front of a little girl of the same age. His expression was naughty, and he scared the little girl: The worm bit you. The little girl exclaimed: Mom, look, he bit me with insects. Not far away, a group of young mothers were chatting. Seeing this scene, the young mothers snickered and corrected that they were not worms, but earthworms and did not bite people. My mother said earthworms don’t bite people. Little girl happy. Just looking at the earthworm on the little boy’s stick, I dare not play. Is there chocolate in it? Little boy asked little girl. No chocolate, no jelly. Little girl said. Why is there no chocolate? My mother said the jelly is delicious, I have eaten it. The little boy and the little girl squatted under the dog hole and looked at the dog hole to guess what delicious food was hidden inside. From the eavesdropping conversation, I guessed that these two little guys had eaten these snacks yesterday and the day before yesterday. The mood of a child is just like the climate on June, which changes as you say. The little girl had no reason, tears flowed in her eyes, pouting her mother’s feet, which made her temper. Her mother picked her up with a soft voice. The little girl cried and said nothing. Her mother kissed her forehead patiently, trying to find out her inner activities. I was also curious about the little girl’s tears for no reason. What on earth did she ask? From her mother. I guess whether the topic just now aroused her eagerness and recalled the delicious taste of jelly in the city of her memory. From the following situation, I know I guessed wrong. Young mother, her maternal love is very pure. Her soft and soft tone scolded the snacks that the little girl liked to eat, including the name of jelly. The little girl just fell on her mother’s shoulder and was not interested. Mom is still happy: Sister, look, birds are flying in the sky. It is asking sister why you are unhappy. The little girl raised her head and looked at the flying birds in the sky. Tears were still flowing, and peace appeared on her face. The flowers on the tree are very beautiful. My mother picked them for my sister to wear. Does she want them? Her mother helped her wipe away her tears, pointing at a boy of seven or eight years old in the distance, and said, “Sister, look, that brother is not obedient to play glass, and his brother is naughty to play glass to cut his hand, if you cut your hand, it will hurt and bleed. I will tell his mother and brother that they are naughty to play glass. My sister is the most obedient, my sister listens to my mother most, and my sister doesn’t play with glass. The little girl looked at the glass in the boy’s hands in the distance, and said with a immature voice: My sister doesn’t play with glass, but it hurts to play with glass. Mother held the little girl in her arms to the front of a pool of water left after the rain, squatted down, pointed at the reflection in the water, and said: this is my sister, this is my mother, sister, you see how beautiful you are. The little girl looked at the reflection in the water and stirred the water surface with her hands. Maybe the rippling water lines smashed the reflection in the water. The little girl looked at the water seriously. The rippling reflection gradually became clear. My mother pointed at the water and said, “Oh, Sister, look, sister is out again. Looking at the water, the little girl suddenly turned around and put her mother’s neck on her shoulder, eating and laughing. Seeing this picture, my heart trembled at a warm moment. All of a sudden, I seemed to understand a little bit, the secret of a child’s temper. This is the result of nature. Children have no reason to get their temper, which is to ask their mother for the experience of life and the way of nature that they feel. And the most sincere love of human nature! Smile starts from my heart, and from the little girl, I can see my shadow in those years. The shadow painting reappeared. My mother walked on the splendid land with me in her arms, whispering to me about the changes of four seasons, the transformation of flowers, plants, insects and pupae, how they came into being and how they withered. I think, whose childhood was not immersed in deep maternal love? I also thought that the Enlightenment we first received was opened by my mother, whispering the truth, goodness and beauty in the world. The Dawn generated by a nation comes from the broadness of maternal love! Maybe, maybe, when we were sixty years old, we made a pot of tea on a sunny afternoon and combed the memory fragments lying in mother’s arms, when we were full of happiness! 2012.4.28 Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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Life of every age group is a colorful and beautiful movement

When I was preparing to turn off the TV for a rest last night, my eyes were deeply attracted by the column of setting out to happiness. A woman in her sixties was singing “because of love” affectionately with a guitar in her arms. What is attracted is not only because I feel that I am singing love boldly at this age, but also because when I am a grandmother, I have such a young and happy mood, holding a guitar in an elegant posture, playing and singing by myself, in the eyes of ordinary people, guitar playing and singing is the patent of young people, not only me, but also the audience and compere who live live in the column group of setting out to happiness are moved by the deep feeling and slightly vibrato song of Aunt holding guitar: because how can love have vicissitudes and everything is still young because there are still people wandering there …… the aunt who used to play guitar came from the beautiful Hangzhou, as a client, she came to the column group of departure from Xiang happy to express her thanks to her teachers and classmates who had helped her, and also wanted to sing the song “because of love” to her wife who passed away, in memory of their once beautiful love, the host Li Yong commented on this aunt’s singing like this: You touched the softest part of our hearts with the vibrato of life. Then, several female classmates who came with this client held the guitar and sang the song “The Story of Time”: the flowers bloom in spring the wind in autumn and the falling sun and flowing water in winter the story of taking away the time changes the youth flowing water that we are sentimental and recalled for the first time. The story of taking away the time changes us and they sing their own life. Perception, in the live interview, the client and her classmates were interviewed together, she recalled her first date with her husband on the broken bridge of the beautiful West Lake to the audience with deep feelings, as well as the gifts given by her husband and the love in life, although she had a slight sadness in the narration, it was more sweet memories. From her, it made people understand the true meaning of love more deeply, love, it is not only the patent of young people, but also the possession. We are together day and night. Love has no age limit and no time limit,. When the host asked: how do you think of singing with guitar? Because music brought us happiness, in the afternoon, by the beautiful West Lake, I played the guitar with our classmates and good friends and sang beautiful songs, which attracted many audiences, even foreign tourists stopped to listen, leaving E-mail, saying that they would communicate music with us in the future, and that music is regardless of national boundaries. Sometimes I would take a guitar and play it to my wife’s tomb. I think he can hear it. They have all gone through the vigorous youth and the spring and autumn middle-aged, now we are walking at the intersection of Sunset. Facing the coming sunset, there is no sadness or disappointment on their faces. From their calm smiles, what we see is to face the years calmly, their love for life and true understanding and tolerance for the ups and downs of life seem to be beautiful and elegant fairies in the south of the Yangtze River, with singing and happiness, singing stories of yourself and others on the beautiful West Lake. After watching the program, my eyes were filled with tears. I was deeply moved by the beauty of such a group of optimistic and happy aunts. I hope that after 20 or 30 years, I can also sing happily with my guitar. What kind of age is the most ideal in life? Flowers say, open age thousands of branches compete for show. What kind of youth is the most glorious, The Sun says, the burning youth is shining; What kind of soul is the brightest, the Moon says, the pure soul is glittering and translucent; What kind of life is the most beautiful, Haiyan says, the life of struggle is endless; What kind of age is the most ideal? What kind of life is the best? I said, as long as you have a heart that loves life, you can compete with each other at any age, which is colorful. In fact, life is like Four Seasons. Innocent childhood is the spring of life, vigorous youth is the summer of life, and calm middle age is the middle age of life, the staggering old age is the winter of life. The dead are like this, the youth is no longer, and the aging of the body is the natural law. But as long as people keep the spring of their hearts, life will always be young. Life is like a poem, which should have more melodious lyric and less bitter sigh. As long as you keep a happy heart, life of any age group should be a colorful and happy movement! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Years make you fat

You are getting fat again! This is what my friends often say to me when we meet. My friend who said this may not see me for some time, or may not see me for only a few days. As for my friends who have been apart for many years, they often stare at me, open their mouths and exclaim: Wow, why are you so fat! I took a picture of myself in the mirror: the bulging face, the stature and the big belly are really unsightly. Standing on the weighing device, the pointer ran from 0 to 75 kilograms, faster than Liu Xiang. The absolute number of this weight is not too large, but it is really difficult for me to carry such a weight at a height of more than 1.6 meters. My wife often curled her mouth to me and said, “Hey, look at your fat body, you are tired at first sight! One day she suddenly said to me on a whim: I’ll call you fat from now on. After that, my wife shouted from the front of the fat man to the back of the fat man: Fat Man, what are you doing? Fat man, come here to help; Fat man, let’s go out and play. I’m a little unconvinced, I thought when I was in my twenties, although I was not romantic, I was even fat and thin, just right. At that time, I had many dreams and hopes, looking forward to being outstanding and making contributions. However, passion is hard for a long time, time is easy to die, achievements are difficult to build, and mediocrity has passed through half of life. Check the past. There are more regrets, more regrets, less joy and less achievements. It seems that there is nothing left except this fat meat. Liu Bei used to sigh with emotion when he saw his flesh reborn. Today I see fat meat sighing. Although there are differences between heroes and ordinary people, I think we should be interlinked in this aspect of emotional experience. I felt proud of my expectations of my relatives and wasted my time when I was full of fat and thought that I could do nothing at my age. Looking at the men around me, at my age, there are not a few obese people, many of whom are better than me. After a little consideration, it is not surprising that men and women in the fourth age group are physically at the time of getting fat. However, although they are all fat, they seem to have a big difference in self-feeling. Some fat people don’t take obesity as one thing. They should eat and drink, and flaunt their big belly in the public’s attention, it’s easy and easy; Some fat people worry about obesity, and they feel that their fat body affects their image and brings disturbance of disease. However, my feeling of being fat is different from that of the above type, I am makes my heart weak. In my subconscious mind, being fat is not a problem. The key is whether you have fat capital. In my opinion, leaders and bosses are the people who have the most fat capital. They have the right to be powerful and rich, if you lose weight, it is not stylish enough, but it can withstand the weight. Imagine, if your leader or boss is a thin monkey, will you have some doubts about his ability and financial resources? I think I am will. The reason why I am so fat that my heart is weak is that I feel that I don’t have the capital to be fat. For example, if we are ordinary people, we have no official, no money, no career, and nothing is the best. It is strange that I am such a poo-bellied person, with extraordinary dazzling eyes, but without any dependence and no weakness in my heart. Sometimes on second thought, anyway, there are quite a few posturing people in the society now, so I just regard myself as a leader or boss, so I may be more steadfast in my heart. But after a long conscious exercise, I still can’t enter the role, I feel like a beggar. Even if I walk on the street with fancy clothes, I still feel weak when I should feel weak, unlike some bosses who wear slippers, shorts and have a big belly, casually, but driving a BMW, that kind of wealth momentum still came to my face. Sometimes I feel very wronged. There are four brothers in our family. They are all not fat when soaked in lard jar, but I have grown meat when drinking cold water. God is too careless to care about me. When I sighed for obesity, my friends joked: “It’s better to be fat. Although you are not a leader or boss, sometimes you can still be Mengmeng, on some occasions, cheat the respect of unknown lovers. I replied: If I go out with the leader, others regard me as the leader and the leader as the follower, and the leader is angry and gives me small shoes to wear, then I am not wronged. My friends said nothing. Disaster comes from the mouth, fat comes from the mouth. In order to make myself feel at ease and avoid some possible troubles, I decided to lose weight. My first measure to lose weight: diet. After not holding on for a long time, I had no choice but to give up. I have a problem, seeing delicious food makes me not eat it is really a pain. Just like a beautiful woman lying on the bed stripped off her clothes, the light was soft, the fragrance was strong, and the atmosphere was warm, which required a normal man to be indifferent when he saw it, wouldn’t it be a very human thing. I don’t want to embarrass myself too much and fight against people’s inherent desire of mouth and belly. I decided to take the second measure of losing weight: exercise. I played table tennis, played badminton, and ran. I gave up after holding on for a few days, which was still caused by people’s laziness. If I failed to lose weight through exercise, I took the third measure of losing weight: taking medicine. It is much easier to insist on taking medicine. It is not long time to hear from friends that these weight-loss drugs are not scientific, and many of them are at the cost of destroying people’s health. Be careful of sequelae. I stopped the medicine immediately after hearing this. Between healthy fat and morbid thin, I prefer to choose the former. There is no hope of losing weight, I am very frustrated. After a period of time, I revived my spirit. This time I no longer considered losing weight, but decided to devote more attention and energy to study, constantly strengthen my own cultivation and push myself forward with all my strength. Because I have a new feeling: As time goes by, when I gain weight, my knowledge, self-restraint and ability can also increase, which can be regarded as a quite gratifying thing. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…