Light

It seemed that the days had passed for a long time. Everyone knew her age, but nobody could guess her age and temperament. As if she had the older experience of old people, she always walked a route wholeheartedly. After today, she could only walk tomorrow, instead of the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or jumping. I thought, the whole world is walking together today and tomorrow, but it is different ups and downs, different vigour, different smiles, different tears, and different helplessness, she teaches you different kinds of life and philosophy with different life experiences. Her broad and Broad Avenue philosophy is deeper than the sea and wider than the sky, because she holds boundless sea, distant and near Liao Kong, Earth, universe, or more, even everything, even herself. She can make everything flourish; She can make everything flooded; She can also make everything calm. She teaches you infinite thinking, infinite annoyance, infinite flowering and fruiting. Hum, I always think nonsense, this seems to be my usual mental illness. When you are depressed, you are affectionate; When you are calm, you are indifferent; When you are happy, you smile, or you burst into tears, or the excessively crowded sweat of depression is called tears, more. Obviously, my smile is rare. My world is more silent, and there are no high-profile songs in my world. I like it lightly and quietly. Because I am always like this in the days of being connected, I can only judge myself in this way, and I can only think in this way with my consistent temperament. It is the days that teach me, my life, my days. Maybe sometimes I muttered and murmured. In fact, all her arrangements in the days were not wrong, but she was in a mess. The days will continue after all. The old experience urged You, me and him. She still urged to take the same route, today and tomorrow. In the future …… light …… light… Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Smoke · Capriccio

At dawn, there is thick fog outside the window. One or two stars of straight light were shining firmly through the dense fog. Such Dawn is not quiet. The sound of cars on the road and the roaring sound pierced the earmuffs sharply. In such a sleepless moment, a person suddenly feels very weak. Let’s have a cigarette! After rummaging through the boxes, I found nothing. Lying on the bed stuffy, he picked up a pen, put it in his mouth, and took a deep breath: there was a slight bitter taste. Open your mouth, a wisp of blue smoke around your eyes. Look! So light and enchanting dancing, like an elf. Some people say that smoking is a small movie about beautiful fantasy that smokers show for themselves. For me, this movie shows more about the past…… Before graduation, a group of confused children met the coming-of-age ceremony as scheduled regardless of their wishes or unwillingness. Youth seems to be related to being young and frivolous and deviant, otherwise personality and uniqueness cannot be publicized. And this is naturally inseparable from smoke. At the graduation banquet: If you don’t know how to drink, then smoke! A boy said so. Stone, scissors, cloth! That cigarette gradually became ashes in the mouth of the loser. Of course, that was just a taste of the form, not to mention the taste. That was the initial memory of smoke. Later, I was always a lady, and my life passed by in a hurry with the bitterness of plain and nicotine. It seems that I have known her when I come into contact with cigarettes again. A woman without pride and free will. When playing computer and playing cards, you can smoke a pack of cigarettes until it is empty. Better than men. Sometimes, I took off half of the cigarette she smoked, threw it away, or put it into my mouth, and then she threw it away. Asking her why she smoked like this, she seemed to answer: depressed! Personality and uniqueness can be interpreted by smoke; Weakness and depression can be comforted by smoke. This cigarette turned out to be a good thing. The enchanting smoke seemed to dance in front of me. Gradually, dissipate…. Finally, nothing was left. Just like some people and things in life. Today, whether to buy a pack of cigarettes as well. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Boozy Tango

I always like Teresa Teng’s songs, and a song “Drunk Tango” is even more infatuated. I like watching all kinds of drunken people in the world, and watching their drunk thoughts. I am drunk, because I am lonely, I am lonely, who will comfort me? Every time after drinking for three rounds, those people who were sitting with serious expressions began to be active, holding the glass trembling and walking to another person, rolling their tongues and soberly speaking a few words, if you are not sober, use the glass to touch the other’s Cup hard. The glass gives out a pleasant moan, and the wine inside is also empty. The glass is down, and there is no drop left. His eyes were red, his face was red, his words were numerous, and the wine entering his throat was also the most. When the wine enters the throat, what you see is a kind of domineering. This kind of person is hearty. His laughter is often the loudest, and he is also the first to enter the state of drinking. I think this is also the best state of drinking, drunk is the essence of wine. Wine does not intoxicate. I just don’t know if he is lonely? There are still some people sitting in their arms, waiting for someone else’s glass to come, standing up, saying nothing, drinking a little, the other side is reluctant to drink a little, it is really impossible to hide, bitter face, the pain seemed to be swallowing opium. When sitting down, he immediately drank a cup of milk next to him in order to dilute the heat in gastric juice. His face is slightly red, which will change with the interest. This kind of person is casual. Sometimes it will continue to enter the drunk state, but the brain remains a little sober. Generally, it will not be drunk. When drunk, it is just more bold and less reserved. But I guess he may not be lonely! Some people, seeing the wine table getting hot and the crowd stirring up, couldn’t hide it. They took a sip of it and immediately picked up the small towel next to them to wipe their mouths, the wine was forced to be poured into the mouth of the towel; Or he had already injected odorless white wine into his cup, and then found a place to smoke a cigarette and went out to have a look. When he returned to the table leisurely, most people are already drunk and swinging. This kind of person is rational. He can always escape from drinking cunningly, protect himself from getting hurt, let alone talking nonsense after drinking. Drinking like this is indeed a literati. They will take care of the safe evacuation of drunken people. So I decided that this kind of people would never be lonely. Usually, the appearance of these three kinds of people at a table is the most ideal, of course, the proportion will be different. Drinking is a kind of mood, whether lonely or frustrated, or sigh with emotion, or happy. I like the state of being slightly drunk, half sober and half drunk. The eyes were vague, the smile was light and elegant, the pace did not become heavy, and the face was still familiar. If you are full of economics, you will still write poems and paintings if you are talented and talented, and you will become a masterpiece of excellence. Since ancient times, literati and wine have been like brothers who follow each other and never give up. Looking at such a person, he was somewhat envious of his free and easy detachment. I also like women drinking. It is said that women and wine are the most romantic pair, which should be red wine. Red wine will exude a faint fragrance of pure and beautiful wine, blending with women’s own unique fragrance, and the artistic conception is the super vulgar beauty, unparalleled. Women don’t drink easily. Once drinking, there will be another flavor. When women drink, they often feel like willows in the breeze brushing their faces, and the Ziyan on the blue waves cuts the water, gently purses it, then the charm is infinite. Therefore, once a woman who seldom drinks holds three cups and two light wines, she can drink Women’s charm. That is a feminine taste that makes people worry about and love each other immediately. There are also women who drink white wine, and there are those who are as bold and unrestrained as men. Even if you are drunk, it is also an intoxicating scenery. I also drank once more. After drinking, I walked alone in the night against the wind. I was less timid and more presumptuous on my way home. The wind blows on my face with unspeakable comfort. I feel the power of wine when I get home. I gallop in my chest, like sweeping the river and sea, making myself want to cry without tears. I was scolded by my husband for being laughed at by my son, but I also suffered a little bit. Only then did I know that I was not a bold and unrestrained person, not worthy of the nature of wine, but wasted the image of wine in my heart in vain. So I was thinking, a glass of wine, a CD, drunk Tango, tell her, don’t forget that I am softly reconciled, with the dance, heart, drunk! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

That day, I stood under Li Shu

That day, I stood under Li Shu, Li Ye Lianlian, covering the sun, mottled sunlight, and the figure was more than enough. That day, I stood under the Li tree, with insects singing and birds singing, willow trees Yangyang, well water clear, duckweed letters. On that day, I stood under Li Shu, with deep voices, noisy communications, wind and flags, and melodious singing. That day, I stood under Li Shu. Have you ever seen me? Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Missing Qing Huan

The above words are not casual, without special instructions. You in this article can be someone, or a period of youth. Deliberate is unnecessary. For example, to meet a person, what kind of meeting and what kind of scene are not fixed numbers. As for dreams and life beyond dreams, there are many ways to express their fullness but disharmony, while only one or none can be understood. I pray in my heart, the appearance is in circulation, and I am left after layers, and I am cool with the fireworks. I envied the long-time life of self-destruction, no disturbance, and peace. If there must be gains and losses, then I would rather leave persistence. Dark attachment, deep coexistence. When the sun is warm, you should walk, walk out of yourself, walk into that light. My heart is passivated and slow, it’s just me. Not like you. = I heard the fireworks explosion for a moment, but the picture in front of me did not match. Hubbub, clamor. However, I looked up and saw a small gray smoke cluster appearing out of thin air, with the blue sky as the background. I was still moved. After being empty for a long time, the memory of years and months will fade. The essence of meaningless virtual prosperity is born in the heart, but then it is separated from it. All the derivatives are public and not close to the aura. As for forgetting, it cannot be said. Lonely and lonely is another self. I am on this dust, and I care about it day by day., sleep all night long, born in life, there is nothing to say, or, it is inherent fear or autism. Formal feelings are no different from a person who is eating noodles and lamenting that life is down and out. But in the heart, there is no need for form. Just like repeating classes every day, communicating with others, but not knowing what you want, this is a kind of sorrow, the nothingness of a person sighing at night. When I finally realized that my dream was not ideal, I began to feel that a bowl of porridge was many times more practical than the future. For a while, it was difficult to walk away and break, unable to go on or stop. What was needed was only delivery. Another self in another world must shine brightly as people live happily. Things and people themselves are just expressions, which can be seen and judged by others. However, the more secret self always belongs to the heart, which cannot be said or declared to others. What I see is just a kind of existence, a connection with others, not the real world, because I can’t feel it, not deep enough. On the contrary, there is a huge world in the heart, which can feel, experience, belong to oneself, closed and harmonious. Therefore, it is impossible for any two people to live together in the same world, only matter and body. It is others who are obscure, gloomy and glamorous. After walking for a long time, it’s sunny and autumn Good is also a kind of unique meaning, and the process of one’s own life is simple and clear. Morning, evening, night. It is perfect to express and narrate. There are three substances left in my spare time: tobacco, wine and tea. If you investigate the root of it, just like it. Time is far away, and time is full of love. From one end of the garden to the other end, the grass lowered its head, silent autumn moon. It must know how to be humble and tolerant, silent for a winter, and then swaggering in the spring breeze. In my opinion, this is also the coexistence of interest. But I still can’t be humble and tolerant. People themselves are illusions, living in the name of love and enjoying themselves in the name of life. But there is not enough self-knowledge and intelligence to adapt to the loneliness in my heart. Love is the empty persistence and delivery, but if you don’t understand me, I will be bright and beautiful and in vain. Walking is a kind of inborn desolation and light, and the material is nearly Rare. All the way down, you can see things nearby. You don’t have to think about yourself, write down the moving people and events, and enrich yourself. Feet not necessarily Moss Guxiang, life not way poetic down. So don’t absorb, perceive and hide in the heart. Adapt to all kinds of noisy and stale scenes, tear, push, shout, hand in hand, Kiss, copulation. These are gathered in the inner heart, and there is no intersection but they are still clear. Love and preference are both desires, naked Yes, with the signs of sex, Twining, stroking, seclusion, asking for each other, deep flesh and blood. However, for a moment, I was not myself. Annie said: only when people bear and understand the pain and shadow, can they truly understand the pure and self-contained light printed by them. Shadow and pain are not born. How much can be understood does not need to be experienced. There is no need to fill the painful experience with the life of auto disturbance. And I know what I have met over the years, I should be happy to meet some of them. Let me begin to understand my heart that the world there is not competing for calculation. I have never said that this society does not conform to me, but I am just afraid of the harm it gives inadvertently. Some things are not good in nature. But I still treat people with warmth, receive things and. I just want to be steadfast. People are not equal in life. Some people go abroad to study abroad and show off in the grandstand. Some people face difficulties in life and are on the edge. I think I still understand suffering a little more. I understand the difficulty of getting sick but having no money to cure it very early. Some things will never be forgotten in my life and must be experienced. Life is awkward, bitter, separated relatives, dilapidated, mocked and bullied. If there must be a word to describe these lives, I just want to say: The only thing I can do is to cultivate my inner heart. Deep, let it contain all this, let me forget. For me, memory is poison, and it is the eternal pain of life. No one will always belong to himself, and no one will really understand another person. Because they live different lives and experience their own happiness and hardship. So, if you don’t understand me, I don’t blame you. I have undertaken some sufferings and shadows, but there is no limit to understanding. Therefore, I do not understand the pure and self-contained light printed on it, as Anne said. However, one day I will also have such intelligence. Understanding darkness is not only self-encouragement in heart and form, but also a desire to deceive oneself and others. With penetrating power, it cannot be repeated. The moonlight in the night before the Mid-Autumn Festival was cold, and it seemed that many years ago, I always remembered the moving. There was once a night when I waited for the moonlight together, which was a starting point of one day. At that time, I stood up and pulled open the curtain. The window flowers on the glass had nice lines and my fingers drew a small circle. Then the light stabbed into the room. At that time, I was moved only to share it with someone. Later, after a long time, I found that I was stupid at that time, and maybe I had more attachment to the emotion that I didn’t talk to others. Just like an old song, it is only suitable for a person to listen quietly. Affectionate and speechless, it seemed to hear the sigh of the old years in the space where the fingers were stretching. The words that were full of emotion at that time were settled down here, drawing a heavy ending. And those exiled people must also need their souls to return to their hometowns, so as to achieve perfect conversion. I will never come back to the places I have traveled, and I will never see the people I have seen. Sincerity and coldness confront each other, and we can’t tell where to go. In the story that time is heavy and we can’t bear it, we are innocent and old, and the ending is generally beautiful. The Moonlight makes you invisible. Which moment is yourself? Hear the night wind, broken. Longitudinal is waning. END Ann zi chen. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Everyone has mu of land in his heart

There will be wind and rain tonight, and the weather forecast has already been said. I patted my hands full of mud and stood up proudly. In front of me was a small yard built by a small garden, which was under my balcony. This place was originally the landscape lawn of the community. When I first moved here, I often built renovations to make my eyes look good and nourish my heart. However, the property management fee has not been paid less in these years. The later nursery has been letting the plants grow freely without restraint. Some residents simply plant their own plants, flowers and plants, and a large area of rose loquat, which feels really good. I was too lazy to do these things, but I didn’t know that I had slept this year and wanted to turn around. I had an impulse to do something. Looking back on the picture of living in a bungalow ten years ago, it was even poorer than now, however, it has pastoral flavor, and the cottage is somewhat similar to the structure of Quadrangle. The yard is not small, the Middle tree is tall and straight. The ingenious thing is that along the edge is a stream of soil, which can only be said to be a stream of soil, not more than one meter wide and five meters long. But this small piece of land was bred a lot. There are pomegranate trees, Ziwei flowers and a kind of pepper among them. The gorgeous Kowloon pavilion doesn’t need big books, and the length of flowering period is admirable. From the dark red at the beginning to the pink, you can see the beautiful image from mid April to early December, the Kowloon GE Gao climbed on the big tree in the courtyard. At this stage, there was a big scenery in the mountain, and you could see the red and colorful family in the sky from a distance. In the gap between these trees, some seedlings can be planted, and balsam pear and loofah can be planted. In March and April of spring, when the seedlings are poured frequently, the seedlings will be high-spirited all the way. The vines were soaring all the way, and they didn’t get any brace for them, leaving them to die. Ten Plants lived three at last, and unexpectedly harvested more than 40 in one summer. Watching them raise branches and leaves day by day, they grow happily. It is the happiest for small flowers to sprout. The first melon always makes people feel excited. Some melons are so naughty that they are specially hidden in dense leaves that you cannot find them without paying attention. The melon seedlings clinging to that big tree are really meritorious, covered with red and Emerald. Balsam pear didn’t want to eat any more. Loofah grew up to the end and was getting higher and higher. It couldn’t be reached at all. It was dried by air and made a good loofah. After taking it, it was the most environmentally friendly brush, it was used to wash dishes and pots, which was very easy to use. Now it was rarely sold. At that time, there were several large loofahs on the high branches, which were as imposing as a general. This picture has disappeared for many years. A few years ago, it was moving and moving, and it was difficult to calm down. Things were more complicated than now. The idea of planting melons has been faded, because there are regulations on the lawn of the community, and you can’t do whatever you want, but now the property management is left alone, so I am happy to start work. At that time, I worked in a small suburban town, which was close to the market. Every single day I went to the market, and all kinds of agricultural and sideline products were displayed and sold intensively, and the seedlings were bought there. After so many years, I didn’t go to the court. In fact, there were markets in all towns in the southeast and northwest. It was usually relatively early to go to the court just because I slept late and got up late. At that time, I had to get up early to go to work. I didn’t get up before 7 o’clock in the morning for several months this winter. I shivered when I thought of going out in a cold state. Always procrastination, fortunately original factory and sister said easier. Over the years, the market has also changed places. It has gone further and ran twice. The first time is that the melon seedlings have not been unearthed yet. In leap April this year, the green seedlings season has stepped back a little. I bought it for the second time. Among The split two petals, a weak part of balsam pear seedling appeared, tender and green. The seedlings are wrapped in the soil of spring, with a heavy pocket. As soon as I went back, I quickly planted it. I prepared for the guests who came from afar in the morning. The weeds were all pulled out, and the roots were removed so as not to grab the fat. After digging the soil loose with a chisel and watering it, a small nursery suddenly appeared. Doing this job is really not a leisurely description, tired! My hands are full of mud., It takes a lot of effort to pull those grass roots, but I can’t compare with others without going to the field. The seedlings have been planted. It’s warm on this day, more than twenty degrees. I heard that it will drop sharply tomorrow. See how the vitality of these seedlings is. I am still looking forward to it, because I have promised to several good friends —- there will be some gains this summer, and I will give you some! Ha ha, the eight characters haven’t been skimmed yet. That’s nonsense. Come on, fight for your breath! I look forward to the good scenery of the garden at that time. This spring is green, with loofah balsam pear planted, there will be a lot of melons in summer! Everyone has an acre of land in his heart. What to plant with it? This moment I remembered Qi Yu’s singing. This is the dream field, the dream field. I also planted myself into dreamland to see how many I could gain. One is that I go sightseeing, the other is that I think romantically, the other is that I am casual, and the other is that I am proud and successful! Blessing greatly! Even if you don’t have to plant melons, beans are also very good, hehe. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…