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The recent work really bothered me. I didn’t have time to rest at noon. If there was no treat at night, I could go home early, and my whole body was like a scattered frame. I said I was tired, but I felt very happy, because I met a very good boss, who was very considerate of our hard work and accompanied by a very harmonious companion. In mathematics, the sum of positive and negative equals zero, but I am not here. Physical exhaustion is an exercise. Falling down on the bed and sleeping soundly, psychological pleasure is good for health, I find my own value again in the wind and fire every day. I joked that I was not only a migrant worker but also a boss, but also a driver and secretary, combining several positions. Every time I get home, I always turn on the computer, put on the light music, then lie on the chair and watch the literary club or space, as well as my QQ friends from time to time. Don’t want to talk, don’t talk, just feel the moment of closing your eyes and recuperating. Sitting alone in the study in the dark night, I didn’t want others to disturb me, nor did I want to disturb others. The Voice from the computer revealed me a kind of peaceful hearing enjoyment. For many days, I had not calmed down to write something. My long novel dared not to write down in the protest of my friends, because there was no idea. Some friends said that men should put career first, which I think makes sense; Some friends said that they should pay attention to their health. After all, it is not a young age, and I think it makes sense; Some friends said, give full play to the waste heat, I think it makes sense to create value; A friend said, how much is it? Go to bed right now! I seem to think it makes sense. Oh! But I really don’t have any money, or I may just keep running for life. The administrator of the literary society worked hard to manage our society, which really moved me. I had too little time. In my heart, work is meaningful and practical, and words are also meaningful. Thoughts can’t be idle. I want to find back what I have gained and what I have lost, but it is very difficult. Maybe it is impossible, maybe this is life. Looking up at the blue sky in early spring, talking and laughing to all the people in the air every day, Oh! Today’s sky is so blue! Perhaps when the body is tired, spiritual pleasure is also the most generous reward. To be honest, spring is not my favorite season, because in North China, this season is the most windy and dusty, and I have to live in the environment of strong soil every day. But I have to like this season again, because this season is the season of breeding and the season of hope, just like that sentence: a year’s plan is in spring. The reason why I have to like this season is that I was born in April when spring is warm and flowers bloom. Oh! Confused, I should like this season. There will be a lot of emotions coming out to touch my heart in this season, nostalgic or future. There is always something about the scenes that appear in my dreams will suddenly flash in my real life. Sometimes I have to believe whether I fall into a very real dream again. If it is a dream, even if it is real, it will finally wake up. In fact, it is more important to grasp the life in front of you. Tasting the green tea made by myself makes me recall a lot of things, including the familiar smell in the air and those floating memories. Sometimes I wonder how many of those important people who once appeared in my life are still more and more frequent in my daily contacts, how many people gradually fade out of my life for some or even unknown reasons? Now when I think of it, it turns out that there is only one flower in my dream in my life. How much do we know? What a joke. I have lived in the civil service team for my whole life, but I am outdated. I don’t know much about many people and things. Recently, I have contacted many agencies and people, and I am familiar with them, there are strange people, big officials and small officials, which can be described as a variety of things in the world. No wonder the boss said, have you realized the difficulty of our enterprise? Alas! I really wanted to record these clips, but these passing scenes disappeared soon. Later, I didn’t feel a pity when I thought about it, because it was not surprising that economic and social phenomena were common. Leaving some regrets in my heart is also the real life! Oh! I comforted myself in this way. It’s interesting to have dinner with friends occasionally. People of our age are people who don’t taste life slowly, at least I don’t think I am. But sometimes we even choose a nondescript Chinese and Western restaurant with curiosity. In front of my building, I didn’t know when a pizza restaurant called that appeared. When I entered the door, there were waiters in uniform standing on both sides of the door, smiling and gesturing: Welcome. We found a place to sit down. Light music came from the stereo. I couldn’t understand it. It seemed to be Chopin’s piano music. There were black and white old photos on the surrounding walls. The wooden decoration was very classical. If I hadn’t seen the modern buildings and heavy traffic outside through the French window nearby, I really thought that I had reached Europe in the last century. Oh! The topic seems to be far away. Just for dinner. The waiter’s attitude is really good. Every time I came to help us add water, I always said softly, excuse me. On the contrary, this feeling made me feel a little constrained, which made me say thank you to her every time. Near the window, the pedestrians on the road can be clearly seen under the street lamp, either walking or riding, passing through my sight. Looking at them, as well as the city covered by the night. Everyone has different expressions on his face. I can’t help laughing when I imagine those expressions that I can also appear. It turns out that I will also be a passer-by in others’ eyes, why not show the most beautiful side? Life becomes messy in busyness, and it is estimated that my words are also messy. These messy words are just my mood. Oh! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. 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A doomed mood

My heart came back to my silence quietly, and I was no longer unbridled and unbridled. Only in this way can I only be indifferent, beautiful and contend against life without words. Once upon a time, I hoped that the flowers would bloom and I hoped to have a good mood. I also hoped that in the flowing sea of flowers for many times, I would let my long-imprisoned heart come and release, even for only one time, I also thank God for his gift, for those who once passed by and cared about me and gave me warmth. I will be more loyal to everything I love, including all imperfections-at this time, summer flowers are full, the sun is like fire, but my heart is like the cold of winter, the cold of my heart! Sometimes, I was really appointed, just like buying tickets in high spirits to go to the cinema. The yard was crowded outside. When I went in, the yard was deserted. I didn’t need to take the tickets to find the position that belonged to my own regulations, you can find an empty seat as you wish and sit down, which is destined to be your own. Your own destiny is not arranged by nature. Maybe there will be a way to get to the door of the car, maybe the peaks will turn around, or there will be a bright and bright village, no matter destined or not, as long as you are not willing to go back to the prescribed mode, you will surely achieve the desired result in your heart. I smiled. Facing the midnight, I opened my memory, tore it apart bit by bit, looked carefully bit by bit. In the mottled memory, I am built a sunny platform so meticulously, so seriously and so desperately, pour all my smiles and tenderness. I once treasured it devoutly. After all, it was hard to come by. In the deepest part of my heart, in the Sky City of my heart, I would call and cherish it sincerely every day. However, sunshine can not illuminate every corner of the darkness, and the embrace is not always tender like water to make people fall asleep. Maybe this is the destiny of life. People are always looking for various reasons to immerse themselves in the busy sea of life, ignoring the thoughtful and tender feelings around them, becoming more and more ferocious and boring. In fact, at the moment we bow down, please don’t forget to enjoy the wild flowers quietly blooming at your feet with surprise. It is the closest and simplest scenery around you; At the moment we raise our heads, please take a look at the stars all over the sky. That is the most beautiful meeting, that is the charm given by years. If, there is a touch of tenderness; A ray of warmth; A warmth, let me choose a brand new world, please open the shackles for me, I will also be willingly degraded and fragmented because of being abandoned or trampled for a long time. Really, a long time ago, I learned to disguise, endure and strive for perfection. Therefore, no matter how beautiful, charming or passionate things and words are, I am also in front of colorful bubbles one by one —- everything, is Everything kind to me? Or guilt for me? Sometimes, I am stupid, thinking that silence is concession or harmony, but how terrible my mood is, I still listen to the songs I am most familiar with; Dance my favorite dance, ignorant people think that everything will be good and everything will be good, but the fact is often unsatisfactory, and it is a little sad that no one can see flowers. The night became more and more intense, and the memory was like a street lamp showing hazy halo one by one. Then I suddenly realized that my life was so sad and beautiful, at least, I closed my eyes, tears will quietly climb up the pillow and wet the dream. I know that life is just a simple journey. I don’t care about gain and loss, love and injury. How excited I used to open the beautiful and beautiful bow belonging to love, I had a colorful dream like colored glaze, but the world was unpredictable. The time of 1 minute 1 second, the vanity of my whole life, trembling and crying seriously in my hands-suddenly looking back, I could never go back to the past, I can’t find the feeling that I loved and made me laugh like flowers any more. Don’t you? Time and time again, piles of happiness and sadness are sealed in the diary of time. I don’t want to open it or read its sweetness and bitterness! Because, one taste is enough to make people feel torn! Sometimes, I was a little absent-minded, and also a little gloated. I couldn’t tell whether I was helpless to the waves and wind in the world of mortals, or to resist the disturbance in the world of misty rain. I just want to get satisfaction in the clouds and clouds, and gain in peace and freedom —— facing the dusk, thinking, thinking about the past, thinking about the future —– tired, tired, tired. Now that I am awake and have so many troubles, please let me lie down and make a clean Lotus. It is still fresh and fragrant as yesterday. I really want to see the stars all over the sky, make a beautiful dream for a lifetime, then, quietly, sleep, never wake up again — tonight, I don’t read Qu Yuan, don’t read San Mao, gently strolling in the silence of moonlight like water, wake me up from the helpless journey and hear wisteria looking for the handrail of the corridor in a hurry. Then, prepare, blossom and fragrance. At this moment, what does my soul see: the sea changes? Rise? Or busy fall? I heard that the music which was out of tune and hoarse poured down like crying, and I was doomed to be depressed and dull as well. I in thought. Is there a dream that makes people no longer wake up? Is there a way for people to go back? Is there a kind of love that can make people hesitate? In fact, let the people who understand know more, let the people who don’t understand more understand; Let the people who love love more, and let the people who don’t love no more hurt! The Wheel of Time shattered my passion and dream, and the days are still crawling in the desire! Love, pain, regret. Now, what can I do? As for, why, so? I don’t know. But I am sober, and no one will give me my future except myself. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…