For Happiness overweight

There is too much happiness to desire, but there is almost nothing to really own. Every day, I keep working hard for the love and happiness I desire from the bottom of my heart. Give up all principles and bottom line, and tolerate and cater to them to the greatest extent. But finally I was exhausted but could not change anything back. What remains is nothing but pain and helplessness! Naively believe that marriage is a paradise leading to happiness. As long as you stride forward, you will be happy and happy forever! I didn’t expect that life was so cruel! Since the day he came back from a business trip with his teeth on his shoulder, I thought the happy paradise would collapse completely. I couldn’t say a word when I looked at him feebly. I didn’t know whether it was hate or pain? At that moment, it seemed that my world had been frozen. Facing this familiar and strange man around me, what should I do? I don’t know when I have burst into tears. He said to him feebly: I felt uncomfortable today and wanted to have a rest early. I turned around and ran to the bathroom to release the pain in my heart with sobs! Whether too cowardly? Why not ask clear? But what can I do? He will definitely give you an answer that even he himself can’t believe. So I gave up, asking nothing, saying nothing! I just engraved this matter deeply in my heart! Now I want to erase it completely, but I can’t erase it! I don’t know whether this marriage should continue or not? Where should my love and happiness go? The originally peaceful life was completely broken by him. My heart was also torn to pieces! My friend told me that when you can’t change others, you can change yourself! When you lose happiness, you will look for it again! When you fall down, you must get up immediately, or you will die in the crowd! Love and hate will always be the same! Now I know that I am so stupid that I can’t even understand the most basic principles in my life, so I have been living so hard all the time! I also thought about giving up. I can’t let my child pay for this failed marriage. I want to give him a complete home! Then change! If you let yourself live in a different way, you may get a little happiness! At the same time, I also look for a blue sky for myself! Therefore, I have to keep adding weight to my happiness. Even if I bear a heavy load, I have to continue! When the balance is completely tilted, then ask yourself what to do next? Say to yourself, come on! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Greed

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…