Want to fat mood

Sending her daughter to school, passing by a clinic, she went in and weighed her weight, wondering if she had gained a little more? But it’s OK not to say it, which surprised me: my God, not only is it not a little fat, but also has lost 3 jin! It turned out to be 99kg, but now it has turned into 96kg. My weight has dropped again. I feel so distressed that I cut my flesh. I sent my daughter to school and talked with her teacher for a while. She was very familiar with her because she often talked with her. She looked at me and said, “Well, why do I think you are thin again, the Spring Festival is still water, now there is no meat on my face! Look at your waist, it should be less than two feet. You have to eat more! I want to buy some vegetables when I go home from my daughter’s school. The proprietress of the restaurant was also familiar with it and said, “the clothes you wore today are so beautiful. Look at the fact that you have become a mother of two children, and your figure is still so good! It really makes us envy! I smiled and said thank you! But I was muttering in my heart to compliment me for asking me to buy more of your dishes, or to say that I was too thin! Go home and put the dishes into the kitchen. The first thing to do is to go to the bathroom to look in the mirror. In fact, I am are afraid of looking in the mirror, let alone taking photos. I always feel that myself in the mirror or camera is old and ugly. What’s more, because I think what is reflected in it is a more real self, so I only take a mirror once a day, never take more photos. As long as I take photos, I always hide far away. When you go out, many people will say that you are much younger than your actual age! This sounds very comfortable, whether it is true or not, living a little unreal, the mood should be happier and more beautiful. I am is too thin, especially for his face, the mood of eager to be a little fat is beyond those who desperately lose weight. Sometimes I just think there, if anyone can make my face look fat, I will do whatever I want. I once gained weight. That was when I was in high school, I had dinner with my second brother-in-law. At that time, my sister had not been transferred to our high school. My brother-in-law was a good man. For me, he would not go to the canteen any more and cook meals, he can cook, so although the study task is heavy, I am still fat, weighing 110. According to the picture, the mouth is double. When I got married, my weight was 106, but I had to work, take care of my children and face all kinds of family chores. I lost weight quickly. When I was the thinnest, about less than 90 Jin, my colleagues and friends said that my front chest was attached to my back, and a gust of wind could blow me away. Nowadays, when children grow up, their families are stable and their work is comfortable, the mood of wanting to get fat spreads in their hearts day by day. Looking at those plump and round women, they can’t help looking at them more, thinking, when can I grow more flesh like her! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Every move deserves tears

How long have you not cried? In those rare tears, how many of them fell for sadness? How many are left for touching? Speaking of this sentence, it suddenly reminded me of a book I read a long time ago, probably because time passed too long, so I suddenly remembered it, I only remember those vague frames and some hazy shadows inside, but I can’t remember the title of the book from my memory. It is a collection of many small stories, and even the editor is composed of many people. There is a feeling of Chicken Soup for the soul. Every story tells a truth about family affection, friendship and love. Of course, it also extends more other feelings, such as teacher-student relationship, brotherhood still remembers that when I read that book, I just went to college. From the tense High School to the vague college time, the desolate days always made my heart difficult to adapt to, so I often hid in the library, looking through stories, novels and essays, I am always unwilling to fall down. Maybe it was because of the new environment that reading notes were also stopped and stopped. Some of the books I had read would be passed after passing. Except for memory, there was no elegant evidence left. At that time, my heart was extremely simple. In a conventional saying, it was not contaminated with too much color and breath of society, so I was always easily moved by such simple stories one by one, sometimes it is a character, sometimes it is a story, and sometimes it may be just a sentence. Then he cried unscrupulously. The overflow of that kind of emotion could not be controlled. Tears fell down, even with a smile on his face. Human emotion is such a strange thing. Tears are also happy and moved, which can also make the use of tears seem so vast. The heart without rich reading is rough, and the feelings without being touched are bitter. A picture, a move, even a smile or a gentle move, may make it difficult for us to suppress that emotion. Don’t say that we are too melodramatic, because every move is gratitude to life, which is enough to let us shed tears of moving. It is also these moving tears, just like the holy spring, falling down, washing the truth, goodness and beauty that we are blinded by the dust when we walk in the world. The heart is full of touch again and again, and the soul is quiet after touch again and again. In the life journey with faster and faster steps, it seems that all the rhythms are disrupted by the speed. Most of the time, we are forced to walk faster and faster, but we always feel that, is not moving fast enough. That’s it. We forgot to see the scenery along the road, to experience the tiny warmth around us, to see less wonderful things in our eyes, and to feel less moved in our hearts. I began to feel tired and sleepy. When such a state became the fetter of life, how to talk about pursuit and beauty? In fact, the worst situation is often not poverty or bad luck, but the spirit and mood are in a state of ignorance and fatigue. Everything touched can no longer touch you, everything that has attracted you can no longer attract you, and even everything that has irritated you can no longer irritate you. At this time, the instinct of life is protesting to you and ringing the alarm to you, telling you that you should wash away the dust covered by your body and mind and give yourself a new Sky, don’t be so colorful. The most important thing is to be simple and clean. In fact, life is not without beauty, but lack of eyes for discovery. Life is not without being touched, but lacks the soul that can be touched. A lot of touching may only come from the tiny things in an instant, and it is so many small things that make our hearts full of touching. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…