Lost Years

Lost years really, that is confusion, a feeling of being at a loss. I don’t know when the ship of life will berth to the center of the vast river, and the distance is just blue. There is no sun, no moon, no stars, and no date. It seems that everything has sunk into the bottom of the river and evolved into a delicate fossil with the faint silt. His boat had no oars, and even the sail had already been lost. Helpless, can only be helpless. I ran desperately, but still couldn’t run out of the football field. I am disoriented player, he can’t find the ball frame at all. He just runs wildly without feeling of exhaustion or exhaustion of power, but running and running can never escape from the lost ruins. The ball is the only bet of life. Without the ball, you will lose your only chip and have to leave. I have no direction, it should be no direction. People are floating, where to go, I am like a walking corpse, unconscious. Sometimes I think that this may be my own fault, or it is my own fault. Time is like a piece of dust and sand. The lost time is when the wind blows, it is gray, the sand is rolling, and the dust is flying. It is because I don’t have the courage to open my eyes, stay where I am, and have no choice., The time is too long. It seems to be the polar day and night at the two poles. It will always be day or night. Time is a dry riverbed, with traces of cracks covering the whole body, looking forward to the ocean flow all the time. Good memories are the reason to stick to it. In waiting, time slipped away suddenly. The wonderful memory and the reality are desperately torn, and we can’t tell whether it is true or not. The dim street lamp lengthened my Afterimage. I stepped into the darkness and shouted loudly to those sleepy Stars until my throat became hoarse and I was exhausted, the only thing left is that I look at each other in silence and night. I am confused, really confused. My soul is wandering, and it was myself who exiled her to a foreign land. Perhaps, time itself is confused and at a loss, chasing desperately, but there is no way to know what is worth chasing desperately. The same is life. Things that are not known at all still need to be chased desperately. I don’t know whether it is called vain or tragedy. Perhaps, I was born in the confused years, so that my whole body was full of bewilderment and even more pain, so I was doomed to face myself with bewilderment. Perhaps, what is confused is only oneself, and the passing of time only aggravates the degree of confusion. Time itself is not at a loss, still walking under the sound of Horseshoe, still waking up and sleeping between sunrise and rising moon. Maybe ====== too much maybe, so many assumptions are not allowed in life, and so many possibilities are impossible. Conjecture and speculation can only make oneself indecisive, at a loss and more confused. Confused Years, confused years, I am confused. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The moment flowing through the heart Spring

The wind blew, and a burst of fragrance surrounded me. Seeing the beautiful ones swaying in the wind, I felt a lot happy. It turns out that ordinary things also have beauty, and ordinary things also have happiness. We don’t need to raise ourselves to a position that attracts the attention of the world. It is also good to be a normal person, and to be what you like, as long as you are happy. Happiness is a flower in life, which can dispel the haze in the heart. It is also good to be a normal person, with flowers and applause occasionally, so that you won’t be confused by too many things. This life wei zuo ordinary people. The hardships and hardships of life often make people suffer for a long time. It seems that everything is destiny and loses all enthusiasm and poetry. In fact, there is a clear spring in everyone’s heart, washing your soul and moistening your life all the time. It was only because of the daily trifles and the complexity of life that she concealed her wonderful tune and dimmed her qingbi transparency. In the stillness of the Teana silent. At this time, you can unload the heavy mask, remove the fence of the Heart Garden, and truly examine yourself. In the deep of your life, you finally listen to a leisurely whine. The moon is hidden and the wind is light. At this time, you can face up to your heart and walk out of the secular barriers. In the depth of your soul, you finally feel a wave of tranquil throbbing. Finally, I realized: the clear spring will not be turbid forever because of wind and rain, and the Oasis will not become desert because of loneliness! There is no eternal fluke in the world, which makes you complacent forever, and there is no eternal misfortune in the world, which makes you never feel painful! Finally I understand: the glory of life is not ordinary, but mediocre! Therefore, when the spring breeze is proud of happiness, remember more when you are happy. Just remember not to betray the original intention of beauty: when you are embarrassed, frustrated, sad, depressed, you should have more longing. Just remember not to fabricate unfortunate bitter dreams! Only when the inner spring extinguishes the grief and indignation like fire, and the inner spring clears the vanity like dust, can life obtain infinite relaxation. In this world, there are many emotions in one’s life, and all emotions need to be experienced silently with the soul. This kind of shock between soul and flesh needs to be paid in the noisy and complicated world of mortals, and more needs to be cared for in the battle of fusion and collision. Such as desert. The lonely smoke in the desert is straight, and the sunset in the long river is a state; The grass on the desert is terrified by the wind, and the night insects are whining, which is also a state. I like the desert and sigh with emotion about the power and vastness of nature. Love Oasis, enjoy the peace and tranquility of life. For example, Oasis is warm and tranquil, and passion is also a kind of mood. For example, it is a realm that love is getting wider and longer, and it is a realm that makes people Haggard for Yixiao; Last night, the West Wind withered green trees, and it was a realm to climb the tall buildings alone, and it was a realm to break the road away, the dim light is another realm. The world of mortals is like a net. Emotions blend, regret, loneliness, detachment, silence and intoxication are all realm, a realm of life! I have been happy, angry, sad, happy, successful, defeated, won and lost, but have I ever been eternal? And look at a little thin Moon, a few wisps of breeze; Put the wine in the wind, and forget both the favor and disgrace Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Sense of Direction

In my hometown, covering my eyes and making me turn around for more than a dozen times, I can still tell the southeast and northwest accurately, just by feeling. However, it was not the case when I left my hometown to go to college in the provincial capital 200 miles away. At that time, I took a bus from home to the city station, then to the bus terminal, and finally took N buses to our school. The school was surrounded by mountains. It was still raining at that time. I was dizzy after driving for nearly five hours, but I still recognized the direction with the feeling of being in my hometown. Two days later, in the dormitory, roommates were discussing where to eat on the day of registration. I said there was a snack street heading east of the school gate, and my roommates stared at it and said in unison, “brother, that is going south out of the school gate. I was speechless, my steering wheel was wrong. When a person walks into a new place, it is easy to get lost, while when he gets lost, it is easy to get lost. This is a philosophical problem oriented by geographical problems. How to say about losing yourself? A person who forgets dreams and pursuits due to the influence of the new environment is like a person in a vacuum world who sees everything as vast and gray. Even if it is not so exaggerated, it can explain the problem essentially. Now, I have stepped onto the platform of the university and stood at the intersection of several roads, from rural areas to cities, from conceptual children to real adults, from mechanical learning to autonomous learning, from constraint and depression to laissez-faire, can I change from the original downwind to blossom all the way? Hard to say. When it comes to universities, things are complicated. Universities are not only unfamiliar geographical coordinates, but also the gathering center of talents. It is more complicated to say the relationship between people and universities. Universities are the collection of disciplines, the Preparatory Course for talents is the last stop for the society. Since the content and form are complex, the selection and purification are more complicated. Facing the seeking ideal, numerous trifles and various crowds, can I take the road to go? I casually sang a poem: There are two roads in the yellow forest, and I chose one of them, which determines the road of my life from now on. I am a little afraid that maybe my choice can’t decide my life path, but my choice must have an important influence on my life. Shakespeare’s choice: life or death? And I looked at the University Road in a daze. Confused, where. However, the direction will not be lost, because the road is at the foot. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…