Illness raving

I didn’t have any mental preparation and got sick. I suddenly felt dizzy, blurred vision, and even couldn’t walk stably. At the beginning, I thought it was just hypoglycemia and dizziness. Drink sugar water, try to walk, what’s the matter? If this body was not his own, he really couldn’t help it, and even dared not to go down the building. Thank God, thanks to the lack of rashness. There were too many patients in the hospital overnight! Can only lie on Lane and bed, early with major problems, such as Pro battlefield. Intuition was like a new soldier lying in the trench with nervous and inexplicable expectation and excitement in his heart. He finally got a bed and asked the patient: Why did you get a bed so quickly? Answer: I am 52 years old after leaving. Q: Where have I been? Answer: Funeral home …… oh! I couldn’t answer silently. I was born like a summer flower, and my life was so fragile. My messy thoughts filled my chaotic mind like weeds. Now that the battle has started, it is impossible to hide, who can hide? When I was in the battlefield, I only had to fight to death. I thought: at first, what I was afraid of was not to start a war, but to hold a gun and aim at which bastard? Two days passed, CT scan, blood pressure measurement. Doing ECG, nuclear magnetic resonance and so on, along the way, the enemy gradually showed his true face, which was cerebrovascular obstruction. Fortunately, the brain stem was not damaged, which did not affect the language and visual functions, and the body was conscious, serum test, the results are all within the reference value, then injection, suspension water, medication, do high pressure oxygen, day after day. The illness seemed to get better. Ten steps away, the words with big palms on the wall were refreshing. Someone can go to the lawn of the inpatient department to bask in the sun. In those days, the weather was fine and the sunshine was particularly bright and warm,. It is not strange to say that the illness is like enemy’s situation. The illness seemed to have spotted my weak body and bones, and the allied forces launched a sneak attack on me. Find hematochezia. It was another examination, and this time it was replaced by gastroscopy, enteroscope and so on. I heard that the examination was very uncomfortable. I couldn’t help thinking of Gorky’s “petyll”. I thought to myself, let the storm come more violently! It is true that I feel uncomfortable. After that, it is just the same. The result came out, just gastric ulcer, Colon ulcer. The cause of the disease has been basically figured out. Take the pill. It damages the gastrointestinal mucosa and causes local ulcer. At this time, if you are attacked from both sides, you can only attack and defend two battlefields at the same time. After all, it is not a bad battle, and the illness has been effectively controlled! When the soldiers heard the gunshots, I took a long sigh, thinking about what to sort out. Shi Tiesheng said: the experience of illness is to understand satisfaction step by step. When you have a fever, you will know how refreshing the days without a fever are. When you cough, you will realize how peaceful the throat without a cough is. The discomfort of the body can’t stop missing many happiness when the body stretches. There is a saying in the book “Golden Lotus”: life is always unsatisfactory, and you can talk with others. It is inevitable that there are many unsatisfied things in life, which are always annoying. In fact, it is not necessary to be annoyed by such things as the theft of motorcycles; Buying lottery tickets is always disappointing; Fishing is a big fish, it is helpless to take off the fishing between the repulsive and repulsive; Playing mahjong is always uncomfortable. The trivial things around me are too small. Many sufferings in life are inherent objective existence. Otherwise, Siddhartha, the ancient Indian prince, would never dislike the country but only love Bodhi. Recuperating from illness is also associated with the dialectical principle. As long as confidence is not lost, of course, the premise is that you can move, some money for self-defense and life-saving, and the pouring of family affection, the seed of happiness grows on one side of the sickbed. In the sickbed, it is the first time to experience the meaning of “Sympathy for the same illness” in one’s life. Patients take care of each other, and there are few selfish people. Patients in the same ward are older than me. And humor in Lao Hu is a retired cadre who has been ill for many years. Patients all like him and say that he is the sunshine outside the window. As long as he enters the room, there will be a full room of happiness. I remember that on the first day of hospitalization, the head nurse took his body temperature. When checking, the head nurse said softly, “Lao Hu, my body temperature has increased today ‘. Lao Hu pretended to be surprised and asked more than 100 yuan!, a room full of laughter. Lao Li, who is next to the bed, is kind and Soli. Every time I send boiled water, he will replace the water of the day before yesterday with boiled water of that day for me. Strangers are not allowed to lie in my sickbed easily, saying that they are afraid of losing things and infectious diseases, so they feel warm and warm. I am idle and bored at night, talking about the past and present, telling jokes and comforting myself. Lao Li is a teacher with a good memory. He recites some ancient poems from time to time. Jokes are still the most popular topic. Lao Li told a joke about Changshou Street, saying that before liberation, there was a time-honored shop in Changshou Street with a golden signboard called changjizhai. A guy from Jiangxi went to Changshou Street to purchase goods. Because he was illiterate, the owner wrote down a note with the words Changji Zhai and handed it to him. It would be easy to find. When I arrived at the bustling Changshou Street, I didn’t argue between the north and the South for a while. When I was in a hurry, I remembered the note in my pocket and asked someone to identify it. Unexpectedly, the person I was looking for was a Mr. chang. Jizhai “read into a long (zhuang) ancient Qi”, find the west of the Sun, where is the “long (zhuang) ancient Qi! The whole room laughed heartily, but I didn’t laugh. After explanation, I am changjizhai from Changshou Street, which was set up by my great grandfather and told jokes about my family. All the patients laughed again, but this time Lao Li didn’t laugh, saying: there is a local story in one place. Have you ever heard of a pet phrase about Changqing? I answered: “Yes,” Changqing Li Dahu, with a big belly, clear soup “Lao Li answered:” Exactly, exactly, Li Dahu is my family, talking about people starved to death by wars and chaos in the old society. My family is rich, grandfather opened the pot and cooked porridge to help the poor. After many years, it spread. “Patients were discharged from hospital one after another, and I also began to prepare to leave hospital. Patients were completely discharged from other wards within a few days, and they were buried. Our wards had made an agreement that whoever left hospital first should not say goodbye, just wave a sign, don’t be like a joke, a group of prisoners were put into prison, a prisoner was released from prison, the prison friends saw off, repeatedly Said Goodbye, goodbye! The prisoner who was released from prison cursed, and your father saw you again! When I left the hospital, I followed the appointment to Lao Li, Lao Hu and others waved their hands again and again, take care! 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