I often knock on the keyboard, recording what I saw, heard, thought and thought in my life. Sometimes I understand that this is the self-drift of thought and the self-relaxation of heart; Sometimes I enter the mist, and the thought does not match the finger. Therefore, I often wonder: why do you want to write and what is the meaning of writing these sub-things? Looking through the words flowing out from the fingers, I realized that this was the past life, the event that had passed, the emotion that touched the soul, and the sigh that I once sighed. Just think, there is still such a good record, help your head to write down the things with marks, and deepen the marks of your steps. And I also regret that I didn’t start earlier, which made many moving things in life go away in vain, and made the thoughts that might exude brilliance disappear quietly. People always find the gap in comparison, see the distance, think of gains and losses. Without others, you don’t know where you are; Without the past, you don’t know the richness of today. Life always leads people’s thoughts to change constantly through experience and instruction. It is hard to say whether the change is progress or regression, but what can be said clearly is only the displacement with time and space. What I felt very satisfied in the past is outdated today; What I used to educate people may be ashamed to mention it today. Record, loyalty and original is very important. In the past, I worked as a unit secretary, participated in various meetings and recorded leaders’ speeches. I always tried to be accurate and loyal to the original meaning. Some leaders will ask for modification after the meeting. I always try my best not to let this happen. Sometimes, I also write down the thoughts I thought of when listening to the leader’s speech. Want indeed naive, don’t understand severity. Fortunately, this record was managed by me for a long time, and no one checked it. Most of the current recording methods have changed. Last time I went to the meeting to study things, the organizing officers were sorting out the records. Some words were not the original words, but the meaning of processing. After years of changes, what is reflected in the record is that there is no meeting atmosphere at all. I don’t know why such a record is called a record. Maybe it is what I want to cooperate with this era. Time changes people’s things, except consciousness, the way is no exception. It seems that it is not appropriate to use the word outdated on me. Therefore, I stick to some simple ideas and simple practices. Records, real records, restore the truth of events, and restore the truth at that moment. Maybe this is the reason why I wrote it. It is true that a good brain is not as good as a bad pen. Some things, even if experienced, are not necessarily accurate; Some historical facts, even if recalled by the parties, may have ten sayings. Only records at that time were relatively accurate. I wrote the historical data of the unit that day. It was a trivial matter. The time I saw from my work notebook was one year short of a cadre’s memory. She said how she was then, and I said how I was then. Later, I even doubted what I recorded, so I had to say that I would find someone else to prove it. I am afraid that history is like this, and errors are indispensable. Otherwise, there were a lot of statements about the convening time of the Communist Party of China, and even Chairman Mao Zedong who had experienced it could not be confirmed. The time scale may still be able to be found; The thought is empty, so it is difficult to find and cannot be copied in the past. Not to mention after a long time, sometimes it is the thoughts at night, and there are too many lost in the morning. Therefore, it is of more positive significance to write down the spark of thinking day and night in time. As a common people, although there is no masterpiece, the feelings in life, the understanding in work, the thoughts in contact with people, and the feelings in time events are not only the products of labor production, it is also the crystallization of ideological activities and has its own unique value. Society is a combination of small people. Although one’s thoughts are weak, everyone will become a force when they have ideas; The wheel of history is jointly promoted by all mankind. As a member of human beings, have the responsibility to add some color to the world. To write your own thoughts is to raise a sail and do your best. Since we have a lot of time in life and too many people and things that let us observe and imagine, then we can’t live up to the time, nor waste our brains and hands, let alone those who pay attention to and encourage us to work hard. What is more important is that we should live up to the little requirement of ourselves in our hearts, do not hesitate to give so much inspiration to life, and do not forget so much care and support along the way, don’t make life muddle along in eating, drinking, pulling and scattering. To be honest, it is unrealistic to record all the things associated with the eyes and ears on the top level with the position on the edge of the wilderness and the level of words found piecemeal. Write down your own, don’t let your hands get sick, don’t let your brain get rusty, don’t let your eyes get presbyopia, it is the real value. 2012 nian 6 yue 12 ri Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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