Shanghai notes

In March of 2011, I said goodbye to the company that had worked for more than a year and embarked on a new journey of life again. I felt a little attached and reluctant in my heart, but I knew that this was the path I chose, go on bravely even if you are wrong. Maybe this is life! At that time, I was full of fantasy and confidence in the future. Maybe it was because I was young and frivolous, or I was looking forward to a new life. What kind of life would be waiting for me? By coincidence, I went to Shanghai by mistake and worked in a Taiwanese company in Shanghai. The first time I went to Shanghai, I knew nothing about Shanghai. Fortunately, there were several college students studying there for postgraduate study. Under their care, I didn’t feel lonely. During the period of working in Shanghai, I never felt lonely because of their companionship. On the day I came to Shanghai, I was my good friend in the same dormitory of my university, Lao Liu. Shanghai may be really big. Liu Zi was very happy to hear that I was coming to Shanghai. On the day I arrived in Shanghai, I took the subway for nearly two hours to pick me up at Shanghai railway station, probably because there were many exits at the station, lao Liu found me in the station for a long time. At that time, I was really moved. The moment I saw each other, I smiled relatively. Lao Liu now looks more handsome than when he was in college. He has short hair and looks more energetic. He wears a pair of fashionable black full-frame glasses with a smile on his face, wearing a white collarless shirt, a black casual suit and a pair of white casual shoes under blue jeans, the whole person looks a little chic, it seems that such a metropolis is blending a certain cultural atmosphere. The old friends who hadn’t seen each other for a long time naturally exchanged greetings with each other for a while. There were thousands of words that were hard to say at that time. There were so many people at the station that Lao Liu bought me a bus card and then went back to the university where he was studying. Although it was not the first time for me to take the subway, but it is the first time to feel that the subway in Shanghai is very crowded, and almost a carriage is close to people. Maybe this is the life of a prosperous city. In Shanghai at night, the lights are unpredictable just like the life of people in this city! Shanghai, such a metropolis, seems to be famous all over the world for its enthusiasm and coldness, just like a big hive, which is chaotic and organized; It is fascinating but also daunting. He is so delicate that he haggle over every penny. The night in Shanghai is as busy as the day, even more than the day. There are endless pedestrians coming and going on the road. The cars passing by from time to time shine brightly on the road which was originally not dark, looking from a distance, it looks like a golden dragon winding among the high-rise buildings in the city. It seems that it is also greedy for the prosperity of the world! On that day, Lao Liu and I found a small restaurant and ordered several dishes. Each of them asked for another bottle of beer. Before the dishes were served, I drank with Lao Liu first. Lao Liu said, “this is to welcome our boss. Welcome to Shanghai. He said as he drank. I smiled happily. Without saying anything, I dried up the wine. In fact, he is grateful to Lao Liu from the bottom of his heart. Maybe silence is better than sound at this time! After I was full of wine and food, Lao Liu took me to meet my college friends who were studying here and chatted casually. Because it was very late, he found a hotel to stay in. That night, I talked with Lao Liu Bingzhu at night. I talked a lot about things in college and their current living conditions. Because I was happy, we made a phone call with those partners in the university dormitory, and talked nonsense, then we gave up! The next day, because I had to attend the interview, I got up very early and went to the company early, worrying about being late because I was not familiar with the road conditions. The location of the company is far from the road of the university town, and it took nearly half an hour to get it by subway. The interview was very successful, and I felt satisfied with all the conditions, so I decided to continue there. Later, due to the implementation of my work, I decided to rent a house near the university town; First, I could feel the life in college, which seemed to have a sense of intimacy. Secondly, you can better contact those friends. Although I have to squeeze the subway for half an hour every day, I feel very happy! My feeling for Shanghai is that the prices here seem to be much higher than those in other places, which are all about food, clothing, housing and transportation. I didn’t bring much money at that time, so there was little left after renting a house. I rented a small single room with a single bed, which almost took up the space. It is said to be a single room, but actually it is just a small single room separated by planks. There is no solid wall, and the sound insulation effect is particularly poor. Because it is a shared house, there are many people in it. When I lived there, there were already seven or eight people. It was very crowded, especially in the evening, everyone came back at different time. Walking on the outside floor, it was very loud, making it difficult for noisy people to fall asleep. When I just rented a house, because I didn’t bring any luggage when I came to Shanghai, I only wore a suit of clothes that could be changed. It was already very late to find a good house that day, and the new arrivals were not very familiar with this place, I can’t find it in the supermarket. I can’t help it. I still have work tomorrow. I have to settle down here. I can only sleep with my clothes, Lying on the cold bedboard, it was fine in the first midnight. In the latter midnight, I was awakened by freezing, and the whole person huddled up together, and finally got to the dawn. I couldn’t sleep, so I got up early. After washing, I sorted out my things and prepared to go to work! Downstairs at this time, those sanitation workers were already cleaning up the rubbish discarded by people the day before. The eastern sky was still slightly red, in the blue sky, A few golden sunshine shining on several thin clouds, rendering a piece of gold. A breeze blew by, and the coldness made me fight against the cold war. I hurriedly wrapped my clothes and stepped up to catch the bus and subway. My company is in an industrial park, where there are many large and small companies. It took me a long time to find it when I came here for an interview for the first time. That time, I turned the wrong direction unexpectedly, they have gone a lot of wrong ways. The people in the company are all very nice and cute. We always chat together when we have nothing to do. We are very happy to talk and laugh. After a day’s work, we won’t feel too tired, in fact, that time was the happiest time for me in Shanghai. There are not too many intrigues in it, but a kind of harmonious beauty! There are a lot of flowers and trees and fruit trees in the garden. When spring comes, flowers of all kinds are blooming and revealing their fragrance. The whole garden is filled with fresh fragrance of flowers, from time to time, with a few clear birdsong, everything is integrated into the embrace of nature. In the morning, when the sun is not very hot, you will always see several beautiful girls in the flowers, holding a few flowers in their hands, posing different shapes, and taking photos of that beautiful and eternal moment with their mobile phones, let youth stay forever. Time goes on like this. Look at the life, there is still a long time before the day of salary, and look at the little money, what should I do? I don’t want to borrow money from my friends or ask my family for money.? Therefore, I decided to eat less every day. Sometimes I just had a meal every day, sometimes I just bought a few yuan in the shop selling big buns. This is very cheap, and I can buy a large bag with a few yuan, and I also care about hunger, I can eat for several days at a time. The big bun is good and soft when it is hot, but because there is no tableware that can be heated, it will become hard after being put for a long time, and it will choke people when eating in the mouth, at this time, I will eat a mouthful of steamed buns and drink a mouthful of boiled water. I spent nearly a month in such a day. At that time, I didn’t feel the hardship of life, but more of it was a kind of satisfaction! When night came, I dragged my tired body back from the company and got off the subway. I didn’t go back to the place where I lived early, instead, I found a bench in a square in a residential area by the roadside, sat down on it, and watched the people coming and going in the square thinking something on their mind. The night on the square was very lively and brightly lit. People and old people who worked all day took their children out. Some young men and women accompanied their footsteps with wonderful music, dance a graceful dance. Under the light, a group of children practiced skating seriously under the guidance of several coaches, laughing happily and laughing happily. The naughty little boy seemed to show his courage, it is more like to show his superb skills, playing tricks constantly and feeling joy in others’ praises! Looking at all the scenes in front of me, I felt a little obsessed and lost. Looking up at the starry sky, he took a deep breath of the air, lowered his head, turned on the phone, looked through the phone book on his hand casually, looked at those familiar names, but didn’t know who to talk with at a time, or I don’t know what to talk about. Maybe the long river of time is constantly scouring everything. Some things, some people will always become passers-. Time slips away unconsciously from the side. Good things always pass so fast that they pass away after a little shun. Look at the dawn, the people in the bustling square have gradually left, the lights on the road are still bright, the cars shuttling back and forth on the road, the pedestrians with sparse shuttle buses, pull out a long shadow under the light. Simply pack up your backpack, turn around and walk towards the place you rent. The whole day’s life is so simple and full, with a little happiness, I will be greeted by a new day when the sky is very blue, the clouds are very white, and the sunshine is so beautiful. The gentle wind dances the green branches and leaves, and the mottled tree shadows are reflected on the ground, it seems to be dancing the color of youth. In a twinkling of an eye, several months passed, from the warm and cold early spring to the hot summer in July now. People walking on the street have already changed into summer costumes, which seem to announce the arrival of summer. The girls took out the gorgeous clothes that had been collected for more than half a year and showed off a Nuo’s figure. Summer in Shanghai seems to be relatively long and hot. The anxious air in the hot sun, although there are water sprinklers scattering water on the road every day, such dry weather will still roll up dust and spread in the air when the wind blows. It is hard to see several pedestrians in such a weather at noon, and the cars seem to be a little afraid of the heat and stop at the roadside listlessly. This day is just the first anniversary of our graduation. I can’t help sighing in my heart, yes! Time flies so fast. Think about what you have gained in this year? Lost? It seemed that the track of life didn’t go on according to my own imagination. Even in the later days, I was unable to control it. Maybe I didn’t find that life played a big joke on me until then, almost Defeated me without any resistance! The night was dark, and I was a little confused when I climbed up the high roof alone, blowing the wind and looking at the City decorated with lights. The Cold Light of the moon reflects a little chill in the sky, which seems to clean up the hot summer and bring some coolness! Maybe missing always grows in the wind, and also fades in the wind. There will always be those beautiful memories accompanying our growth in life. Sorrow and memory coexist, and everything can only follow fate. I just want to say that I love my friends and have never forgotten you in my heart. 2012.8.21 night Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Labor of years

50 years ago, I started to study in primary school, and also started to participate in the agricultural work of the production team. Such as holding valleys, transplanting seedlings, raking fields, planting rape, etc. After 10 years old, the school built a new classroom, and the teachers and students walked 10 kilometers away from the platform of the three armies, picking sand with shoulders, shoulder poles and dustpan. During the Cultural Revolution, teachers often led students to do voluntary work. Help farmers hold millet and plant rape. When I went to high school, the school had a school-run farm with 120 mu of land, planting wheat and rape, all of which were dry lands. Each class arranges to work on the farm for a week every semester. High school read 5 a semester, the students in our class went there for agricultural labor for 5 a week. The past is like smoke. The experience of the past 40 years seems vivid in my mind. Agricultural labor is tiring and dirty. But I attended in person, and the tiredness and dirt were thrown out of the sky. No shit smelly, which flower. This is agricultural proverb. Students studying agriculture means directly participating in agricultural labor. Labor cultivated the habits of hardship and frugality of our generation. Later, my hometown was divided into fields and households, so I would not suffer great losses if I worked! Who has a good land, who has food to eat. Take care of everyone, regardless of the official affairs. It is very bad to eat and wear in the days of labor. In high school, many students brought pickles to eat from home and had no money to buy green vegetables. The bitter days have come through, just like walking through a long march of 25,000 miles. My father left me a silver gray spring dress. I wore it longer when I was in high school, and it fitted me when I graduated. I always feel that my father is very concerned about me. I don’t wear a good dress by myself, but leave it to my son to wear. How lovely! The years of Labor are very hard. The era of large collectivity is an era that farmers don’t like. The main reason is that the productivity is very low and the living conditions are very difficult. Many children don’t read books to high school. I went to high school in the spring of 1972. In that year, it was stipulated that children of landlords and rich peasants were not allowed to enter school, and those over 17 years old were not allowed to enter school. A class with 50 students only sent 17 students to the district to study in high school! 40 years later, I entered the autumn of my life. Recalling the days when I participated in agricultural labor, I felt that being a farmer was very tired. Nowadays, farmers are very free to farm, and they can plant whatever they want. Changing from two-season rice to one-season rice reduces the labor intensity. The surplus grain of public grain was canceled, and the government gave seed subsidies and fertilizer subsidies to farmers who were farming. The production team becomes a group, and the Commune becomes a town, which makes the life of farmers change year by year. Among farmers, those who want to do business can do business, while those who want to work outside can go out to work. All peasant children can graduate from primary school to university. The country has become rich and strong, and the life of the common people is also particularly bright. I used to like talking about diligence, but now it is not fashionable. Now we talk about being a boss and an entrepreneur. Who can make money and who can do it. Everyone likes money because they need money everywhere! Society has changed our world outlook, and society has changed our values. Labor? When farmers? 2012,09,21 morning book. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Loss of misty rain

I haven’t written things so quietly for a long time. It seems that I have forgotten the appearance of time and the misty rain of fleeting years. Today, I want to write something. I don’t want to be gorgeous. I just want to make my thirsty heart feel a little sweet! I have to sigh the fleeting time, and it is also necessary to be sad that the world is changeable. In this strange society, they left me one by one in an obvious or inconspicuous way. In this world, I am like the dust without ownership, being ruthlessly thrown here and pushed there by this world. I can’t stand the changes of the world, understand the impermanent life, guess the ending of the story, and understand the danger of people’s heart. In this world, oh, no, in this society, I feel like a clown, but I can’t bring any brilliance to this society. We can’t say that we have been lost in the corner of this world, nor can we say that we have not helped this individual for a long time. What is the initial reason why I hate the negative of this society? Feelings? Inner helpless? Questions about the soul? Who knows? I have already been accustomed to the tranquility outside the window, but I also hate the darkness outside the window. Cannot, Dauntless? How many marks can the lost smoke and rain leave on yourself? The rainy and misty year of life is empty. It is such self-abasement, but what can be left after self-abasement? What is the situation of a hurry? How to do it, good or bad? In the end, how could it be? Or leave some relics for the world to evaluate. How much behind the evaluation is deepened and how much is true? The lost smoke and rain, you let me live? How? Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…