The broken sky

I don’t know how beautiful the perfect sky is, nor how comfortable the clear streams are; I like listening to songs quietly by myself, put yourself into the dim gray world, put aside all the realities and responsibilities; Quietly experience the stability that loneliness brings to me. Maybe this is either escaping or being isolated; But only when I sink into the gray and lifeless space can I find the light in my heart. The gray of Zeng Jin intersects with another gray. When I finally thought that I had found an incomplete partner, that Gray was just a passing visitor, perhaps a temporary sympathy, or a sudden whim, everything is completely broken in my wishful thinking like a beautiful dream, leaving only the fragments of the past and present, facing the fragments, all I could do was to pick them up one by one with tears in my eyes and put them in the center silently. From then on, I would not approach them too much, but watch them carefully without touching them. The gray but still clear sky was completely broken up like a piece of glass now. The broken outside was the darkness that devoured everything. I can only hide myself in the corner. Facing all the problems of life, I undoubtedly chose to escape; Maybe this is the original me, Maybe this is what I really look like; A weak human who only knows to escape when encountering difficulties, only knows to hide in the inconspicuous corner silently licking the wound all day long. Rejecting everything of others and putting yourself in the abyss of loneliness; Living with others in disguise of a mask, others’ open heart may be exchanged for their own lies and deception, because of too many lies, only in this way can I cover up with more lies. In the end, what was exchanged was a more lonely abyss. This perfect world may not accept my gray, and there is no possibility to repair the broken sky. Perhaps, the boy who hides in the corner all day long and licks the wound silently will no longer exist one day, people may not notice his disappearance in existence, but the exquisite fragments in the corner are the proof of his existence. When people walked to the pile of debris, raised their heads and looked up at the sky, only endless darkness lingered in the sky… Dream, not perfect; Sky, sad and beautiful broken! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Disease random thoughts

Today Lantern Festival, window firecrackers deafening. I can’t see the beautiful fireworks passing through the night sky and the full moon, so I can only imagine how colorful they are in my heart, because I am lying in bed and I am ill. Since he was a little weak and sickly, he had been dubbed as a medicine jar, sick rice seed and other titles. Grandpa said Humph ha ha, and he lived to 88. Anyway, 88 is still a very distant age. Anyway, I have the best grandfather in the world, so I never regard illness as a disease, and I am happy even if I am sick. And no matter how long I was ill, it was none of my three good students every year, because grandpa would make up lessons for me according to the school courses. Although Grandpa almost lost his teeth and said English was a little leaky, I benefited a lot from his standard American speaking. Grandpa went to another world on the 100th day after his 90th birthday. In the next half year, my heart was full of ice and snow! I lost weight quickly, but I didn’t fall ill, because I always reminded myself: if the person who loves you most goes, you will have no right to get sick. The World Without Grandpa is much less worried and very busy. Living in the ever-changing information age, illness has become a luxury. Colleagues around us often sigh with emotion: they are so busy that they even have no time to get sick. My daughter said to me one day: Mom, if only you were ill. I was surprised and asked the reason. My daughter said, “If you are sick, you can ask for leave to accompany me. Looking at my daughter’s pure big eyes, I felt indescribable guilt and unspeakable sorrow in my heart! How can a child’s innocent heart understand the helplessness of an adult: We should not only work hard and study hard, but also try our best not to get sick. But no matter how hard you try, the doctor told me last night: you are ill. After getting out of the hospital, I stumbled carelessly and took my husband’s arm. My husband had never swaggered through the market with my arms in the past 13 years, but he didn’t object to it. He asked him why, and he said it was because you were ill. After returning home, I saw my husband cooking and washing clothes in a hurry, but he was a little unaccustomed. He said it was OK, but you were sick. Original sick can lazy, occasionally disease A also nice. I woke up at 6: 30 this morning on time. It seemed that the person was ill and the biological clock was normal. After sending a pile of granules, capsules and tablets into the stomach, I realized that I don’t have to get up early today. So I fell asleep again. When I checked my mobile phone at noon, I received eight calls and six text messages in a daze. I was more busy when I fell asleep than when I woke up! Finally, I knew that it was the same thing that I stole for half a day. In the evening, I kept making appointments with friends, eating or playing cards or going to Binjiang Road to watch fireworks. I declined all of them for the same reason: because I was ill. I can’t see the gorgeous fireworks, nor can I waste this beautiful lantern night. So I pulled the paper and pen to write down this article “miscellaneous feelings in illness”. Before writing, I sent a text message to my friend who met to watch fireworks: life is like fireworks, gorgeous and short. Please don’t get sick in order to make your short life blossom. (Yang Su 2006-2-15 in Linhai) Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Bright depression

The sophisticated world is in the world, only to move forward with the footsteps of the public. It’s just that the past of a woman who lost her virginity is sad. I still remember the past, thoughts and moods, nostalgia is not the reason for sighing, I am just inexplicable sentimental. How many changes do God want me to make? In addition to bear can only carry. I am too poor to have a graceful and luxurious dream, but only a melancholy heart can hide my exquisiteness. The bitter dream was broken, and the bitter smile could no longer be squeezed out from the corners of the mouth. Fate is not fate, and spring is like smoke; Love is not love, and the sky is not perfect; Love is not love, love is not debt, heart is not heart, turmoil to this day. Residual spring and tears, light gone like water; Who does the flower fall on? There is no return at the end of the world. Seeing the past falling gently, tears slipped through my heart. The same vain streamer, different confusion and panic. This year’s injury is not because of dreams, not because of illness. I am still so young, but I already feel that life has no hope. I am alone, thin, pouring out, complaining, crying, miserable and enduring by myself…… Even if the Sijia loses its bones, it can only cry secretly; Even if it is tearful, there is no way out. Even the dream was lonely for a lifetime, and even the road was in a trance. I had always been like this. I couldn’t see the sunshine in my bright eyes, and my affectionate expectation couldn’t wait for hope. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Calm and cool in summer

Calm down is better than calm down, calm down is better than calm down. There are too many troubles and noises in life. Put them in the bottom of your heart, feel calm and experience meditation. Calm heart is like water, heart disease is like wind, heart is as bright as flowers, heart is as lonely as grass. Calm down is better than calm down, calm down is better than calm down. Notes from the south of the Internet summer is surprisingly hot, lying at the desk and hitting the keyboard; Unable to stop the sweat rushing to break through the body, wanton on the skin. The electric fan is running overloaded, and singing monotonous songs lazily. The air also seemed to be solidified, saying nothing stuffy. The flowers and plants outside the window were rolled up by the sunshine, wilting and sleepy. Even the bee butterfly hid under the plantain leaves, trembling and gasping slightly. The cicadas standing on the tree were singing high and low, with helpless hoarse voice. Is it too hot to lose spirit? What a horrible summer! Unable to resist the burning enthusiasm, he threw books and became a sleeping captive. Lazy wake up from the dreamy and cool artistic conception, the beautiful iceberg is comfortably broken in the hot air; A room of heartwarming stone flows gold. The hot and hot smell of Xia Yang smokes the bored nerve, touching the anxious thinking and hitting the water in my mind for three thousand. The hot passionate kiss hurt my heart and raised my head with dizziness round after round. In a flash, your image was not lost at all. In the illusion, a refreshing coolness in your eyes flowed into my heart like water and poetry. How many people can achieve the state of calm, natural and cool? Rolling in the world of mortals, who is not bitter in the hustle and bustle? How many people try their best to climb the throne of prosperity? How many people are still struggling on the death line of disease? Listen, the voice of Buddha came from the deep clouds in the sky: abstain from anger, anger, no desire, abandon all distracting thoughts; Only when there is no waves in the ancient well, can we calm down. Wzzt! A snicker came from the corner of the wall: who can have nothing to ask? Who can have no distracting thoughts? Who can be as quiet as water? Who doesn’t pay attention to money rights? Hey! Unteachable also! The Buddha sighed and disappeared in the invisible universe. Sitting under the ancient trees and meditating silently, let the silent breeze blow gently; Trying to calm down my messy, fickle and bored heart. Try your best to control your demons and maintain a stable expression. All relax and reflect on yourself quietly, and adjust your calm mood seriously. At this moment, Lingtai was suddenly clear; The peace in my heart was like water. There is no noise and noise outside the body, only the whispers of nature gently spread into the ears. Open your eyes slowly, and enter your eyes with a peaceful purple. Apart from those tedious common things, we can really achieve the meditation of cloud and water. Put a tea table in the vast wilderness Pavilion, sip the fragrant green tea gently; Breathe the pure air and taste the unique taste of summer. Close your eyes and let the ethereal thoughts fly, and precipitate the tedious and depressing dust; Keep your mood happy and feel the mood of the atrium, namely the meditation room; At this time, you will be surprised to find that, the heavy and dull heat feeling of being surrounded by all sides suddenly disappeared without a trace. Only when the heart is clean can the heart be calm. No matter what things are, you should observe and deal with them calmly. Don’t be impulsive and hasty. Adjust your mood with a peaceful mind and enjoy a good life peacefully and quietly. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

People go to the lower

People go to the lower

A long time ago, I was always keen on reading success such as The Complete Book of success and wealth, the biography of Bill Gates, the art of being a human being, the fable of doing things, the white scroll and so on, I also like to read wonderful and inspiring speeches by Jack Ma, Pan Yishi and others on the way to victory and life. When Liu Bang saw the dragon chariot of Emperor Qinshihuang, he said that being a man should be like this. At that time, my thinking and understanding were like that: I was longing for the unpredictable future every day. Life is a hero, death is also a ghost! From books and celebrities’ mouths, many words and languages are golden rules. I copy them constantly and even imitate my own language behaviors deliberately, deliberately apply the learned fur step by step in real life. But then, I found myself a toddler in Handan, gradually losing myself and the direction of life. Are those books wrong? Jack Ma and others are wrong? But the book is written by combining the rich experience and lifelong training of many successful people, let alone the speeches of successful people: they have proved or are proving the Sunshine Avenue with their own practical actions! However, all roads lead to Rome, but I have never found a suitable way for myself, and I have not made any development and breakthrough as expected! Am I wrong? What followed was depression and anxiety. It is a natural truth that people go high and water flows low. As a person, we should constantly learn from successful people and learn from their successful experience, constantly improve our own shortcomings and shortcomings in the process of learning, and make ourselves in the society, in a certain group or organization, it can deal with the complex and tedious interpersonal network with ease and perfection, and finally achieve certain achievements, and climb to the glorious place, which is what everyone yearns for but not everyone can meet and seek. I finally found that this is a kind of blind learning and stupid progress! This so-called pursuit, the so-called moving to a higher place, is a little careless, which not only wastes time, but also gives oneself fatal, even destructive blows and injuries at the same time! The revolution has not yet succeeded, comrades still need to work hard! This is a consolation I often say to myself when I am confused and at a loss. So I continued the so-called hard work and struggle until my head was bleeding and my body was covered with bruises. In many people’s eyes, this is a typical performance of not admitting defeat, being persistent and advancing despite difficulties. But to some extent, this is a pedantic! Life is like riding a boat, this is a kind of wisdom! But retreat is a kind of courage and a kind of mind! Taking a step back, you will find that there is no way to go on a new road, and there is no way to go. The Willow is dark and the flowers are bright. This is discovered after the retreat, so the Sage has a cloud: Zhi Zhi Zhi, Hui Ye. When it’s time to let go, the tighter the sand in hand is, the more sand is missing! Zhang Liang retired after assisting Liu Bang, the emperor of Han, to ascend the throne. Fan Li assisted King Goujian of Yue to retreat after he lost Wu Wang Fu Chai for two decades, and gave full play to what he had learned in business, then he became the originator of business. However, after Liu Bowen assisted Zhu Yuanzhang to seize the world and established the Ming Dynasty, he wanted to retreat without hiding, but he refused to retreat repeatedly. Sometimes it was difficult to retreat until he was poisoned to death. Water flows down, and water has its own wisdom. She was gentle. She was not scared or afraid. She was neither humble nor overbearing. She was silent. She was natural, but the water was worn by drops of water. Therefore, the water energy was rigid, and the water energy was big and small. It was shaped with things and unpredictable. If we say that moving forward to a higher place is the only way out for human beings, then human beings can only go away and die on their own! There is no eternal thing in the world, no flag that will never fall down! You may finally reach the commanding height you ‘ve been dreaming of through constant efforts and various means, but when you arrive, when you look down at the sky and all the living beings, while you are immersed in the excitement, joy and happiness of success, you may certainly feel a kind of inexplicable melancholy, even feel lost! Walking all the way, you don’t enjoy the scenery along the way, and you don’t have the leisure to enjoy the pleasant life of ordinary people. You will finally have a kind of disappointment until despair! According to the conclusion drawn from the research of scientists, some successful writers, such as Dumas; Painters, such as Van Gogh, and some successful people, when they were at their most glorious time, they often choose suicide inexplicably. It is said that they have reached the commanding height of their lives. Looking back at the world, they feel unprecedented loneliness and loneliness, so they die by drinking bullets! Known a fish, salmon. When these fish are migrating or in the breeding season, they are in groups and often go upstream against the water. They try their best to jump up for several meters and dozens of meters high, and the momentum is spectacular, and it was this kind of jump against the water which was close to despair, thus preserving his own life and multiplying his own offspring. This was a shocking journey against the water, a contest between life and death, but the result was that the Malaysian fish against the water survived! If we don’t want to regard the journey of life or the process of life as a kind of tourism, then we should have the wisdom and courage to know and retreat. People don’t have to go high. The higher they go, the worse they fall! On the contrary, it is much easier to walk down. While walking, you can enjoy the beautiful scenery of the world like poems, and you can enjoy those subtle but extremely beautiful moments and feelings. People can walk down, free and easy, like a stream, whispering while slowly flowing, light, to ordinary, to simple, that is a kind of artistic conception, it is also an extraordinary mind! People go down, if you like, then come! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

May Day is a good day for marriage

When I went out on May Day, I saw a long queue of high-end wedding cars on the street, and then I looked at the front door of each hotel which was covered with banners and auspicious words of wedding celebration. Inside the hotel was a bustling wedding hall. In these years, the weddings of ordinary people are grand and romantic, and they pay attention to ostentation and extravagance when eating and drinking. The luxury on the dining table can be seen clearly. The pattern of the emissary hosting the wedding was also becoming elegant and generous, which was unconventional. A couple of new people came to the stage to communicate with each other with sincere feelings. The emissary used appropriate words to describe the situation after the long years of baptism, the atmosphere infects people and gives them a beautiful and happy aftertaste. At the wedding ceremony, a couple of new couples stepped into the marriage hall leisurely. Their relatives and friends applauded and admired each other. The softest place in everyone’s heart was touched. They put aside the flashy material in front of their eyes and pursued the love from their hearts many years ago, find your true feelings many years ago. May Day of that year was also a joyous day. The fearlessness of love, the timidity of love, the responsibility of love, the debt of love and the compensation of love came to my heart together. Different times, the way and content of love are also changing. Facing the reality, you can’t win love. Sometimes the God of love comes, but you don’t dare to face up to love and love around you, but I can’t afford love. After experiencing pain and entanglement, I dare to express myself loudly and say that I love you. Only after the vicissitudes of time can I understand the meaning of love. Today’s couple are gorgeous, beautiful and moving. Can they stand the baptism of time? Sometimes time is a butcher’s knife, which can kill the dream and ideal of the future. Sometimes time is also a kind of stimulating agent, urging you to grow and mature. After countless quarrels and endless troubles, you will enter the leading role in life, put on a wonderful and moving life drama. After the luxurious wedding, what is left is a long aftertaste, facing the indifferent life with passion burning, cooperating with the tacit understanding of two emotions, lasting long symphony of pots and pans, true, moving, simple, clear greetings and care. The wedding music rang, and the emotional voice came: holding your hand, accompanying you crazy for thousands of lives; Kissing your eyes deeply, accompanying you for a lifetime. Holding your hand, you will be in the wind and frost for a lifetime; Kissing your eyes will give you a deep feeling for a lifetime. The oath of eternal love will never change. Who makes you crazy and who makes you have no regrets in this life? In the good days of May Day, I believe everyone will be moved by the long-lost experience. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…