Fragrance brushed

Many memories in life are very beautiful, like a wisp of blue smoke, walking in the rain with small flowers and red umbrellas at the moment of rising in the sky, or on the evening of plum rains, listen to the rhythm of the rain hitting the umbrella flower, or linger in the morning to feel the warm current and fresh light of the sun. These aftertastes can be picked up all the year round. At the end of 1980 s, I was in high school. Because of the difficulties in my family life, my father was the only one to go to work, and I had to provide five sisters to go to school. My mother was in poor health, so I was always not outstanding in learning, I dropped out of school during this extraordinary period at home. At first, I felt very cool, and sometimes it was also very safe, like the days when farmers had a casual rest in winter after a busy autumn. I can also play crazily with my companions, and I don’t have to do those math problems that I hate any more. A Xiu, she was my only playmate at that time, staying together all day long. At that time, we could watch every movie in the cinema enough, and we would watch it again if we like it very much. At that time, we thought it was the most advanced enjoyment. Less than half a year after such a day, I felt a little disappointed in my super free space. Every time I was alone in the quiet night, listening to the purr of my family and resting on my mind, I began to lose sleep while the moon was slightly bright. I had to whisper to myself. Maybe it was because I had grown up suddenly after such a period of time, and I felt that school was the most suitable place to go. A Xiu had already dropped out of school for many years and married with her beauty and flowery years. Gradually, I really began to think about my future life. Sometimes people are really strange, why do they cherish when they lose? At the critical crossroads of my life, I always walk slowly. Therefore, I started to prepare my tuition silently behind my parents. I remember at that time, my mother and I served well in the small garden of my family. No matter it was eggplant, green oil beans, peppers and so on, they all grew green and melted with fruits. I was also very diligent. I got up early in the morning to weed, hold seedlings, pick and pick them. I also took time to sell them in the market and got some returns every day. In this way, I managed to make up 240 yuan a month. With this hard tuition fee, I came to the best local school, WX Experimental Middle School, to sign up for a second reading. For me, it is strange and yearning here, because I have never studied here, and I am very eager in my heart. With this expectation, I knocked on the door of principal teacher Wu. At that time, on August, the weather was still hot and dry, and the wind also sang reluctant songs. My heart was also sweating, and what was more important was that my heart was warming in anxiety. The air in the principal’s room was fine, and the cool fragrance seeped into my nostrils. Without the muggy outside, I stood behind the parents and students who came to sign up and waited silently. Principal Wu glanced at me and began to work. Among those who signed up, many people chose to read again instead of choosing well. President Wu welcomed the students to come to school and read again, and warmly received every parent and every student. Time spent in one second, my heart seemed to be tighter, and my whole body was in sweat. With the parents who signed up and the examinees who came to leave gradually, my thoughts also gradually rose one after another, just like the Running River, surging forward. You also come to sign up? Principal Wu asked casually. I nodded. You college entrance examination score? My head was buzzing, blank, so I had to shake my head. You have no grades, what are you doing here? Hearing President Wu’s question, my heart suddenly tightened and broke. I was stunned for a moment, and I never cried, so I cried loudly. At that moment, it seemed that the air was condensed, and President Wu was shocked too! I am disappointed? Is despair? Is grievance? I had no time to think about it. Everything was in tears. I had to cry sadly and couldn’t help crying. I ran from the fifth floor to the first floor regardless of everything, and then to the school gate. I stopped my steps and said to myself: Forget it, I can’t read any more, and I will never! However, I am really not reconciled. I want to take a look at this school for the last time, even for the last time. Therefore, I looked back. Just at this moment, I heard a voice ringing kindly in my ears: kid, come back. The school made an exception to accept you! I saw principal Wu. The sweat on his face flashed like hope fluttering in my heart. He held my hand and was so tired that he couldn’t catch his breath. I also clenched President Wu’s big hands. At that moment, excited tears flowed down. From then on, I set foot on this dream school and began to read again. I still do the three meals a day and other housework as usual. In this way, after holding on quietly for a week in excitement and hope, on a bright moonlight night, I lay in bed and didn’t sleep soundly. I heard my mother’s voice in a hazy way: let the second child go to school, even if he can’t get into a good university, he must support him. My illness is fine. I can move or do housework. We are sorry for the child who doesn’t go to school. Yes, in fact, the second child has great potential. I ignored her. Dad whispered softly. My eyes are wet. People, it is hard to avoid going through some bad ups and downs in their life. Apart from trudging in their own insistence, they really need a warm hand to give some support in disappointment or despair, even though it was a little bit warm, just like President Wu’s palm, the residual fragrance gently brushed in my heart. It has always been the highlight of my life, DEDECMS Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

On the other shore, the university is not alone

In middle school, due to the lack of enlightenment of thoughts, the whole day was a mess. Even if I worked overtime every day, my academic performance was still in a mess, until today, I am reduced to learning a major that I don’t like for the future life! But I don’t know what stimulation I have received. Since I entered the university, my life seems to be orderly, no longer empty and confused, it’s just that I sigh with emotion about my life many nights (there is no way to do this, who is called a man of temperament) to be honest, my college life circle is not very good, and I seldom go shopping, eat and chat with my classmates, I act alone all day long, but I also live a vivid life, because I have my own life rules! Classes are compulsory every day. If a college student does not attend classes, then I suggest that he buy a noodle to hang up. After all, college students still take learning as the fundamental goal, god will not give you the capital to enjoy because you set foot on the university. Besides, friends in the society seldom have time to enjoy life. How about you who have just started your life. I should not only attend the class, but also make myself satisfied! There are not many courses in the university, so I have enough time to control by myself. My domination is tailored according to my own needs. I don’t know whether it is similar to you. After finishing the class, I won’t run away from the classroom immediately. I will go through the newly learned textbooks very deeply and leave until I eat or feel really tired. I put most of my professional textbooks in the responsibility classroom of my class, because it feels very convenient. Wherever I go, I can go generously when I think of reading. Besides, I don’t like reading in the dormitory. Firstly, the humanistic environment in my dormitory is not very good. Secondly, the social environment in the dormitory is not very good. The dormitory is mainly a place for rest and entertainment. There is no space for you to read. In general, I will choose about two hours of free time in the daytime to preview and review professional courses. No matter how dull the words are, I still have to insist on reading them. That is a must! When I was in the dormitory, I seldom read books. I would turn on the TV to watch entertainment programs and news programs. To be honest, I love entertainment and news circles most. Before I close my eyes and go to bed, I will lie on the bed and talk about the buttons. This is also a must. The establishment of relationships between friends and netizens cannot be achieved without this guy, this guy not only works fast but also doesn’t cost much. If you ask me to call or send a text message to chat with friends, I can’t do it. As a result, I can’t earn much money by myself, secondly, I am children who are afraid of hearing your words in front of the real you (I am too unintelligent at this point, please keep your own style, or you will never catch up with girls in your life) when there is no one chatting with me, I will use my mobile phone to go to magazine websites such as Youth Digest to read some essays, biographies of celebrities and beautiful essays. When reading to a certain extent, I will be sad, so I will write down my own things in my own space, blog and post bar with constant inspiration, this is also the reason why there is always dynamic space among netizens recently (Thunder! Don’t blame me. If you like my writing style, you can do more. Suggest it. If you don’t like it, I will delete me so as not to pollute your mind space) the most free time in my school is no more than finishing the afternoon classes. Because there is no night self-study, I have too much time. I usually eat at five o’clock (I don’t know why since I learned medicine, the digestive function is very good recently, I am hungry after eating, and I am reluctant to eat when I am hungry, the biggest pain in life is nothing more than this!) After dinner, of course, I took a bath and washed clothes, but I still appreciate the winter. I can take less bath (Hey Hey, it’s beautiful). As long as the time is 6 o’clock, I will shoot into the classroom like an arrow to read, you can read all kinds of books. The books you read most are related to exams and majors. Of course, the books you read least are those books (don’t pretend to be gentle, because people are not gentle, I, the most superficial gentle person, was not gentle. What kind of gentle people would I talk about, especially those who studied medicine. I was even more gentle, so I just messed up with gentle people) it is very necessary for adolescent children to occasionally study something related to physiology! But I will rush into the Internet cafe like a wolf until 2:30. Of course, I don’t surf the Internet to play Chinese dancing or watch movies. The only thing I do on the internet is to go to the end of the world and post posts in Baidu, update dynamic (but sadly, Tianya has been popular with me recently, and unexpectedly blocked my ID for no reason, which really made me unable to sleep normally for several days, the thought that I had been working hard for several years was so white that I was really sad. Fortunately, God closed a door for you and opened a window for you. Without the end of the world, I still have Baidu and Sina, there is also room for buckle, hehe, rest in peace!) In fact, I also don’t like to spend an hour or two in the Internet cafe. When there are many couples there, I will be angry when I see them. Secondly, I waste my night snack fee (it’s really a waste of regular script eating regular script and surfing the Internet) if my parents knew that I went to the Internet cafe at night and didn’t interrupt my feet, they thought I was a rascal, it would be even worse if I didn’t make any achievements online, all relatives will point at their noses and scold (you are good, um, not good, so obedient when I was a child, now da Mu! Then I would cry secretly) but after all, there is still no computer causing trouble. How good it would be if there were computers! Next year, I will work as a summer vacation worker to earn more money. I will kill people with knives and clean the toilet. I will do everything as long as I can earn money, except for committing crimes and dishonesty (it turns out that I am a big good citizen, and never do shady, you can earn money by your own ability, of course you can do it!) Don’t spend too much time in that Internet cafe. One or two hours is enough. Just finish the task. Visitors will pass. The time was so fast that it was just twenty-two O’Clock. Tourists outside the dormitory watched the stars, hugged the lawn with warmth, ate midnight snack and even waited for the sunrise. As soon as I entered the dormitory, I was entertained, singing and dancing with the music (it turned out that the cultural commission was not so easy to act. Recently, it was rumored that I would be the president. I was a little afraid that I couldn’t do it, but I still, because I want to publish books at school next year. If I become a relatively large cadre, I can publicize more loudly, which is really exciting.) The school is relatively strict, and the power is cut off at 23 o’clock on time, I had no choice but to run to the bed. At this time, what I hated most was that the button was knocked, and the thread was always dropped off. I could get down as soon as I got up. I couldn’t talk to my relatives and friends (God destined me to be a Bachelor fortunately, I was smart and downloaded several novels, Of course, I never read those novels like crossing, mystery, romance and so on. I usually read novels like “things of Ming Dynasty”, “Ordinary World” and “Wolf Totem” which I think are valuable, after all, those fantastic novels are really of little value. They can’t learn anything, but they have learned how to become worse and unrealistic (it seems that the Ministry of Education has to suppress the current literary market, let the literary world be really active and live more influential than the deductive circle) Speaking of this, I have to say my own articles. Maybe many people can’t understand my poems. It is no wonder that I am not a celebrity, it is of little value to analyze my words. My content is not only beautiful but also emotional (it seems that famous people are always good, and what they say is philosophy, that is, being loved by others, I also want to be determined to enter the market, and time will prove everything! Wait!) In the past, I was always afraid of sleeping late in middle school, but now I was always afraid of not sleeping late in college. I always found various reasons to make myself unable to sleep. When I fell asleep at once, I found that I couldn’t get up, breakfast can be saved, and it doesn’t matter if I have classes (fortunately, I am energetic every day and live like Xiaoqiang). Just finish it in such a day, regular enough! In fact, there are still many loopholes waiting for me to discover. For example, should I fall in love in college at my age. Frankly speaking, I am not qualified, have no courage, no confidence, and can’t control the love that can fly. Who calls me born with short legs, chasing girls is a little slower than others, but it doesn’t matter much. This kind of thing is not necessary. If you lose love, you will be silent. If you are single, there will be festivals, but there is no rose. If you want to love, you can go to the kiln! (Of course, it is joking. It turns out that the more people visit the kiln, AIDS and syphilis are the most likely to be infected. Don’t go to places that are not clean. If you are a gentleman, you will be more careful, if you are a third male, you will cheat more! Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Picture books

The name of comic book is not strange to people of my age (70s of 20th century). Who didn’t have many comic books in his childhood at that time, and who hadn’t read comic books? The scientific name of comic book is comic book, which is a traditional Chinese art form. The earliest comic strip was the story painting of the Western Han Dynasty unearthed from Mawangdui, Changsha. By the end of Qing Dynasty, there was lithographic printing, and the art of comic books tended to be mature. In 1929, influenced by sound movies, comic books spoke on the picture. After 1932, comic books became popular, and famous artists such as Zhu runzhai and Zhou Yunfang appeared. After 1949, the development of comic books entered a climax. The Golden Age of comic books was in the 1950 s and 1960 s. During the Cultural Revolution, from May 1966 to 1969, the publication of comic books was almost blank. Since 1970, the creation and publication of comic books had reached a climax again. From the 1980 s after the Cultural Revolution, the development of comic books entered its heyday. It was the heyday that let our generation catch up with the children who started to read and write. It was indeed a blessing! It can be said that a lot of our knowledge comes from that narrow picture book. I remember that my father led me to Xinhua Bookstore and pushed me to the counter in the bustling crowd. He raised his feet and opened his eyes wide, looking for my favorite on the bookshelf which is nearly one meter away from me. Once there is something you like, please ask the clerk to bring it over. Turn over two pages and ask the clerk to make out an invoice when they are successful. Then they will pay at the cashier’s office and get the book on the counter when they get the ticket back. After receiving the book, just hurry home and read it on the previous page of Kang. Picture books, illustrated. The elaborate sketch lines outline the landscape, flowers and birds, characters, joys and sorrows, local customs and customs, the short two or three lines of small words on each page from ancient times till now explain the content of this page clearly without any delay. Like a dozen of comic books, I love them most. The lofty sentiments and loyalty of “Water Margin”, the chaos and disputes of “romance of the Three Kingdoms”, The Havoc in Heaven in “Journey to the West” and Daiyu burial flowers in “A Dream of Red Mansions” were all known at the beginning from the comic book. The fun of comic books is not only to peep at by yourself, but to call your friends home and pour the small bookcases onto the Kang, my friends were just like little hungry wolves looking for their own food in the piles of books. This book was read, but it was still on one side. The other one hadn’t been read, so they hid in the Kang and looked at it eagerly. Another fun of comic books is borrowing. When they saw the comic book that they hadn’t read, they couldn’t help admiring it. When they saw Zhenghou, the voice of their parents calling you home came from their ears. What should we do? We had to borrow it from others with a thick face and swear, ensure watching also. This has become a standard for making friends in childhood. It is not difficult to borrow and return, otherwise, I will not see my partner return the book after enduring for a long time, so I have to ask for it. If you give it to your friends, if you don’t give it to your enemies, you will write down all kinds of grievances. This is the childhood happiness brought by comic books and my life enlightenment. Now, they all want to have a set of comic books of those years, even if it is a book, which is a kind of extravagant hope. As childhood faded away, those comic books gradually disappeared. You see, in the antique market in Shanghai, the amazing price of a set of well-made comic books, you will know that there are a lot of people who are careful. Since the 1990 s, the collection of comic books has been gradually warming up. Since the reform and opening up, with the further prosperity of the cultural market, the consumption modes of culture and entertainment have become increasingly rich, while the comic books have gradually faded out of children’s sight due to monotonous colors and old-fashioned forms. In terms of creation, comic books are generally long realistic and story-telling works, which can only be drawn one by one, with a large amount of labor, while cartoons and comics only focus on exaggerating one plot, and can be produced in batches. After the older generation of comic book painters faded out gradually, some young and middle-aged writers began to draw carelessly in pursuit of economic benefits, or turned their creative enthusiasm to other painting types. Due to the lack of talents, the comic books have been rare since then, and the innovation is weak. The comic book faded out of our life, but she would never fade out of the memory of our generation, that unforgettable childhood memory. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

At midnight, messy mood pervades the whole space

At midnight, messy mood pervades the whole space

On a quiet night, the intoxicating moonlight and the fragrant air mingled together, spreading over the silver waterfall and spreading around with the swaying breeze, wandering around, it seems to be a graceful world. The smell of the night gradually became strong. In the misty night, the air still plucked the strings without any sleepiness! In this silent moonlit night, looking at the Moonlight as slippery as the night sky, looking up at the dazzling stars, feeling the lush green grass, as if integrated with nature. The Moonlight poured down the whole space like running water, dropping drops of silver light, and the Holy and touching like Moonlight surged in my heart. The moon as bright as Silver can’t hold my galloping forward. The most ordinary and simple form is exactly the true meaning of life and the mystery of life! The deep night, like a supreme God, seems to never be disturbed by my extraordinary career and the tense rhythm of urban life, its mysterious detached thoughts, still in accordance with natural logic, the magical dark blue curtain fell in front of me. At this time, the phone came with dull, gloomy and emotional ringtones, echoing in the three-dimensional night and wandering in the arc-shaped sky, reminding me that it was already, the bell vibrates my heart. I stood at the window, gazing at the unpredictable and profound sky. The Gate of thinking quietly opened, and filled my boundless spiritual world with galloping! I don’t know if it was because the bright moon outside the window invaded my hometown, watching the cold moonlight poking into my head from the window, leaving a long moon shadow in this sleepless night, I couldn’t sleep for a long time tonight. I gently stretched out my hands, held the full moon glow, pursued the memory of moonlight, and reshaped the beautiful image of this ancient city in the images of time. Only Memory is the real harvest of my life. People can’t just lower their heads and move forward. Maybe they stop occasionally to look at their own behind and the footprints left behind, then they know what should they cherish in their own life? Only then can you know what you have treasured? The quietness of Midnight made me feel a little agitated. I watched my daughter still concentrating on analyzing every question, staring at her tired body. Due to lack of sleep, looking at my daughter’s tired eyes, my heart felt painful inadvertently. Looking at my daughter’s persistence in learning as always, the behavior of not afraid of hardship and fatigue has been touching me all the time. At this time, I also felt a little bit of comfort when looking at my sensible, smart and beautiful daughter who never conceals defeat. The exam is approaching day by day, and my daughter’s tension also makes me feel uneasy. Recently, I also feel confused, and I am not in the mood to do anything unrelated to the exam! Thinking that the students are cherishing every 1 minute 1 second now to meet the first challenge in their life, the intense learning atmosphere also makes me feel suffocated, and I feel highly nervous every day, the anxiety in my heart from time to time permeated my mind inadvertently. Looking at the striking Countdown number of the class and school, I couldn’t help making the students nervous. Recently, I often felt worried and uneasy, I also often worry about my daughter and students, because of poor psychological quality, it will affect the normal performance of good results! For this reason, I often talk with my students and daughter to persuade them to release their psychological pressure! When I was alone, I liked to make a cup of coffee, play a piece of music and immerse myself in my deep heart. In the melodious melody, the scenes were like water flowing year after year, which flashed through our eyes one after another, either clear and picturesque, or light as smoke. Time is really waiting for people, flowers bloom and fade, clouds roll and clouds are clear, youth grows old, and flowers grow dark. In the flow of day and night, unconsciously, people have entered middle age. No longer pursue prosperity, knowing that time is a heartless sword, which can amuse everything in the world. It is inevitable that good flowers will be colorful all over the world, and there will be a gloomy day in the grand scene! The frequent breeze swept my long hair from time to time. Open the diary, silently write down the pen in your hand, the passing years between the fingers, not for other reasons, just for occasionally looking back at the past, it can also clearly depict the beautiful scenery which is quiet and affectionate. As time goes by, it is hard to avoid forgetting many beautiful dreams when I was young. As time goes by, I may not think that the flowers once blossomed are the most beautiful scenery in the world. The road of life is very short, then time goes by instantly. Therefore, every moonlit night like water can’t help brewing such endless lingering emotion! I really want to use the pen in my hand to hold the dream in my heart, but that pen only records the beautiful scenery of the breeze, but I can’t write the pure heart anyway. In the dark night, the beautiful words came from the Music Box, which seemed to tell a touching story again. Leaning against the window in the twilight and looking at the bright moon silently, I was moved by this humble silence inexplicably. The breeze blows through the hair constantly, and the thoughts of youth are still in my mind in the Moonlight Night. The stars in the sky hang high in the sky with a bright moon. In this silent moonlight night, I just couldn’t close those tired eyes for a long time! In the dead of night, a faint light penetrated into the room from the window, scattering some clear glow on the ground. I am used to spreading out my mind in a silent world and recording a romantic feeling with colorful and warm words. If life is a journey, happiness and sadness are the two long rails that closely follow behind us. In the sight of optimists, bright colors often appear; While what negative people see is always dim images. What is rare in life is freedom and leisure, happiness and comfort! When I wandered in the corner of the text to pour out, I looked up and found that the moon had quietly disappeared in a faint halo, and its shadow was getting lighter and lighter, my impetuous heart also began to melt slowly in this fuzzy halo. This bright moon is gradually moving away in my sight, because it will run on its own track, but it will bring a touch of beauty to the night of early summer, also quietly took away my pure thoughts! At midnight, the messy mood permeated the whole space. Therefore, I look forward to the Moonlight like water and the mood like water. (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) I will continue to stay with this city in another way. I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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Mother

Mom, you can rest assured to let your daughter choose an independent life and life, which will also let her have more life experience to face the challenges of new life. Mom, I never accompany you. You won’t blame me. I know mom knows my daughter’s heart best. Mom, you know that my daughter is a person who lets her dream fly, and the farther she flies, the happier I feel. Mom, when you are alive, I can’t accompany you to take care of you. Please forgive me. My daughter is very selfish. She knows that her mother misses her daughter and she still wants to leave her mother, come to the city to find your own life. My mother has raised me for more than twenty years, and my daughter is not filial to her. My daughter has passed by herself, but she also asks my mother to forgive her for leaving and the route she chose. Mom, I didn’t send you to see dad in person, which is my lifelong regret. Now, I really know that my mother always considers things from the standpoint of children. I don’t blame my mother for saying anything to me. It’s good, it’s bad, I won’t let my heart go, because, I know that my mother is an elder, when, my mother is my first teacher, since I can remember, my mother always spends every day twice as long as I do. I remember that a few months before my mother passed away, I still asked my mother to hug me and sleep as I did when I was a child. I asked my mother how she knew my father, is it a man who once had love. Mom said that before she married her father, she knew a villager in a village. That person was not very good to her mother, but that person had no nose and lived with a mask every day. I asked my mother why she didn’t marry that man. My mother said that when I knew your father, my mother didn’t want to associate with that man anymore. That man looked like a person from another planet. I said, mom, are you scared? Mom said, unlike what you think, we live in the same village, both front and back yards, and we are very familiar with each other. I said you and Dad fell in love with each other. Mom said: Dad was a teacher, and he was the head teacher of teaching in our village at that time. In many people’s eyes, dad is a God. People who can educate students and let them get the highest scores. My father and I were introduced by the matchmaker. Mom said she agreed to contact with dad. Because my mother had recognized my father for a long time, but she didn’t know that someone would propose a marriage. When she knew it was my father, my mother agreed. The man in the village didn’t want to see me get married. He asked his father and mother to take me to live in Harbin. Now I don’t know how I live, it’s just that when I think of a person with no nose who once chased me and wanted to be a family, I feel very sad. From time to time, my mother met my father, otherwise, my mother really married the man in the village, and now she may go to live in Harbin. I said mom, do you regret knowing Dad? Mom said: what people pay attention to is fate, let alone not regret. I just want a man to be with me, and I don’t want anything? I lost my mother since I was a child, and I would do any housework. So, I came to today. After giving birth to your sisters, life is also quite good. Unfortunately, your father passed away first and still stayed at home alone. I really felt bored. I said, “Mom, do you want to find a father to accompany you? Mom said: No, as long as my daughter still misses me, I will be satisfied. Now think about it, maybe everyone who works as a mother misses his children. If conditions permit, he often goes home to greet his mother, which is also the filial piety of being a child. Like me, my mother has passed away. Only tears of regret accompanied me through. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…