I am not a casual flower

Time always goes too fast. Most of the time we are like this, and we can’t count the beat of walking. Time passes by you like this, and some people are drifting away from you like this. You have ever been confused. As for the future, the road of stability and wandering always becomes wandering in front of you. Have you ever thought about what you want to become in the end? When you are stable, you want to wander; When you are wandering, you even think that it is not as good as before. Many people always miss the former stability after experiencing the gap between reality and ideal. Because it is twenty-three and I have passed the DREAM age, I am now accepting all the training of reality. I love you so much that I can’t see me who is living hard now. I will tell you more about the beauty, because I am afraid that you will love you so much. I just want to say, please let me learn to grow up, I should grow up and become stronger. Now I am very good, at least I have determined my direction, and my thinking is right, but I still need time to make up for the shortcomings, so I need to strive for self-improvement, and I need to improve myself. You once had depression. In such a large and prosperous city, you even didn’t have the courage to see everyone’s eyes and faces clearly. The city you faced still didn’t make you feel safe, you will be full of vigilance to the people around you, and your steps will become very hurried, even hoping to reach your destination in one second. You are here now just because it is closer to your dream, so you are here, so now you are slowly adapting to the pace of this city. You used to be lonely. There are only a few people in this city that you know well. Sometimes you can’t even find a person who can speak, sometimes you can’t help leaving tears alone. You can’t change your sentimental little emotions. But sometimes you will still appreciate yourself like this. After time, you can still live purely and even believe in fairy tales, in many people’s eyes, the 23-year-old person who is still single will feel ridiculous and even unreasonable. But you don’t care much about others’ eyes. Happiness is only related to yourself and the person who will live with you in the future. Happiness is always something to meet but not to seek, so I am always not in a hurry. Those who know how to love you will always appear, and those who know how to love you will always appear at the right time, fill in the previous blank. So Mom, please forgive my selfishness. You used to care about other people’s love for the new and dislike the old. In many people’s eyes, the fresh blood is full of infinite temptation and desire, so they will like someone in a flash, so I spent all my energy to get to know each other. It is a pity that you are old-fashioned. You are silent about what you want to do and what you think you should do. Sometimes you are not tired, but you will stop paying when enough is enough and quit to the corner. You appreciate many encounters, but it takes me a long time to give my heart to each other, because not everyone is suitable to walk into your heart. Of course, I am not talking about love all the time. You once had a lot of confusion, but you never thought of giving up. No one’s life is always smooth, and no one’s road is always smooth. We should step firmly in our dreams and move forward bravely. When you solve all the problems, you are getting closer and closer to realizing your dream. You have ever been unconfident, and you will become particularly silent in front of some people. Silence is not because you don’t want to say it, but because you don’t want to say it, and you are not arrogant, just because you think the silent posture will be the best posture at this time. In many people’s eyes, you are always confident and cheerful in Leo, but sometimes you will encounter some problems. Girls in Leo are always strong. They like challenges and transcendence, because they want to see themselves conquering difficulties, the sense of joy belongs to her alone, and giving and getting rewards is the best thing in the world, she is much more likely to be rewarded than her emotional contribution. It should be a good thing to struggle for herself when she is so young. I am not a casual flower. The song Xixi recommended to me, she said this song is very suitable for me. So I liked it as soon as I heard it. Everyone is not perfect, so am I, but we are all special. I am not a casual flower, I will bravely open, let the light of hope illuminate the path of dreams. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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Rejection of workplace (another article)

The unavoidable social engagement continued, and the night was getting deeper and deeper. The location is changing, from the brightly lit hotel private room to the melodious tea bar of saxophone. The number of people in the party is changing. Besides the government officials who have business contacts with the department, the students who just arrived by the officials are added. The more words are said, the more the consumption of tea and wine is also rising. Smiling and believing the old, I kept praying in my heart: MYGOD! Come on think this over. It is not what I need to be full of light and wine, but I can’t get away from the welcome and delivery at work. Many times, social intercourse in wine shops has become a part of administrative work. The so-called people can’t help being in the arena. Looking at the mixed rewards quietly, I had no choice but to climb up my brows quietly. Looking at the lively gathering group, letting the messy thoughts and music lingering, just like the people outside the boundary quietly and carefully tasting the dark red Pu’er tea in soup, to temper their patience. Suddenly, a senior executive of the company sitting directly opposite smiled and threw a sentence in public: Little X, let me hug! Keep the smile, my brain gets confused. Suddenly awake, fast moving brain cells: drunk nonsense? Impossible, this man does not drink; Lightning reflects on himself, there is no act of indulgence, no gentle and artificial style, and his behavior is magnanimous. Why fear people! After thinking for a while, first stop with silence, say nothing, wait and see the change. The onlookers screamed: “Tell me, is Xiao X your dream lover? The senior officials stood up and walked around. I calmly remained unchanged: hehe, our boss is making fun of everyone. But he didn’t realize the steps he sent. In a hurry, he pulled the boss next to him to stand in front of him: Ha ha, hug our manager. He wants the boss’s reward most. Ha ha, come on, come on, everyone give them a slap and congratulate our manager on getting praise. Lead clap, all echoed. I smile like a flower: to thank you for your support, I want to ask boss to shake hands with me! The mild and tortuous language, but the standpoint clearly expressed my rejection. With a smile, he stretched out his hand, and his eyes were as firm as a note. The high-level eyes were complex and held tightly with me. I know that I won dignity and also resolved the embarrassment of sudden drop. Unexpected to borrow money, I suddenly need a sum of money; And time is very tight, I have to make it up in two days. Searching the corners of the house and taking out the last cents of the salary book, there is still a big gap; Then using all available relationships, the classmate who is the president of the bank gives a reply: the loan can be injected into my account within three days. Three days! Extremely urgent, can’t wait! Although my husband comforted me again and again: bread will be available. But where is the bread? Don’t know! The elders at home must not be disturbed, which is the principle of our husband and wife. On the one hand, I don’t have the heart to touch their pension money; On the other hand, I don’t want to tell the old to avoid worrying about us; My brothers and sisters have bought houses recently and there is no possibility of any surplus; My husband and I are so anxious that they, considering that the use cycle of this money is very short, I thought for a night and decided to borrow money from my colleagues! In the morning, I came to the company and didn’t know how to speak to my colleagues. Oh my God, I have never borrowed money from anyone. As if sitting on pins and needles, he was restless for a long time. Finally, he plucked up his courage and murmured to a colleague. Who knew that he didn’t ask any extra words and said happily: tens of thousands? Account? The heavy heart seems to float out of the chest at a time, very brisk! Excited, my husband called to tell him that he also borrowed a sum of money from his colleague, which was a good thing! Humming Qu happily, the assistant boss strolled into our office at this moment, looking at me and asking: What’s the good thing? As soon as I was in a good mood, I blurted out: I have borrowed money! He was stunned: What are you doing? Borrow enough? As he said, he took out his wallet and took out the card and handed it over: how much is the difference? Go and draw it. The password is the fire of going to the house. It was saved! 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Say goodbye

If you stay in one place for a long time, you will have a sense of belonging. It has been more than two years since I came to Wuhan. I gradually accepted to eat a bowl of hot-dry noodles too early, gradually got familiar with the campus path from East Lake to Luojia Mountain, and gradually fell in love with the two rivers and three towns in Jiangcheng. But now I, everything started from the beginning to the end. Graduation is always sad. The two-year time is too fast, as if I have just met the teachers and friends around me. A period of ivory tower time vaguely ended before the beginning. When I came here, I was very lonely, but when I wanted to leave, I was reluctant to lift my feet. Maybe everyone was like this. When I was about to lose, I fell in love with the beauty in it. There will be no need to give up, those who live together day and night will be on one side of the world, there will be attachment, those comfortable and comfortable days will always be the past, there will be pain, those familiar scenes will be gradually forgotten by me together with piles of books. After graduation, I told myself that after finishing my graduation thesis, I told myself that after graduation dinner, I told myself, however, countless psychological precautions and hints did not relieve my sadness at the moment I got the train ticket home. Yes, I went home and graduated. It’s really time. Thank you for spending such a beautiful time in such a gorgeous School, I am grateful that I have gained sincere friendship and real knowledge, but just like everything in nature, harvest is just a connection point in several reincarnation, because soon, I will start a new life again, and there is still a little anxiety in my heart. Suddenly Looking back, I have spent 18 years in the Spring and Autumn period on campus, and my life is too short. How many 18 years can I squander for me. This graduation is totally different from the previous graduation. What I am facing is no longer a simple further education, but going to another strange country; What I have lost is not only this school, it will also lose a kind of Chinese-style campus life that I am accustomed. I tried to see the happy side. I told myself that at least I was still studying and still a student, then I could continue to thirst for knowledge and absorb nutrition with the attitude of a student, you can have enough time to travel, read books, understand the society and be a better person. However, I just couldn’t be happy. Holding the diploma and train ticket in my hand, I asked myself over and over again why I wanted to leave and what kind of choice I made to make myself suffer so much. The train was about to leave, and I really couldn’t move, because I really didn’t know when I would go out of this step, and then I could go back to my warm alma mater. With tears in my eyes, I found that I loved this land so deeply that Wuhan had already become my hometown, from Hubu Lane to Jianghan Road, from Yellow Crane Tower to fruit Lake, it is my past, my past, my laughter and tears, and my thoughts and friendship. The train was about to leave, leaving was about to come. My friends waved their hands and turned around to be the background. I walked into the past with heavy steps. Looking back, I wanted to take a look at my Wuhan, but the whistle made my nose sour and tried my best to hold back tears. I just wanted to leave my city with a smile. I didn’t want Wuhan to cry for me. OK, the train starts, and I have to say goodbye to Wuhan. I am reluctant to say goodbye, and hope to see you again. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…