Beautiful common heart

Tonight, the sky is thick and the autumn insects are noisy. I was upset and restless because of my job transfer and my son’s school selection. Maybe it was because of the fact that people were poor, and then I remembered my mother who was far away from the countryside. Although my mother didn’t read many poems and books because of the times, under the instruction of my grandmother, she was open-minded, never worried about the entanglement between sister-in-law and the cracks between neighbors. My heart is like water, which makes me admire it very much. I remember one night 19 years ago, when I was preparing to go back to senior high school for one year, I learned that all of our students enrolled in a university in north Sichuan were targeted enrollment, and one of them was targeted at Qingchuan County, which was sparsely populated, the transportation is remote and the economy is backward. Compared with our county, it is really a world of difference. When I didn’t get the notice, I felt like 15 buckets fetching water, fearing that I would be directed to Qingchuan, a remote place, to make my mother scared. I asked my mother carefully in a tentative tone: Mom, what if I also directed to Qingchuan? It doesn’t matter, kid, one side of the water and soil feed one side of the people. Mother said seriously. So far and so remote, it is not convenient to see you when you come back from work there. I am still a little uneasy to say, because I am the only child raised by my mother all my life. It doesn’t matter, filial children will be filial when they go to the end of the world. Mother smiled and said. I secretly surprised. Although my mother lived in the small mountain village surrounded by mountains, she repeated the monotonous life of mowing grass and feeding cattle, working on the ground and cooking firewood everyday, her mind was so broad and her mind was so calm, this is what my son, who has been drinking ink for more than ten years, did not expect. I have read the poem of Hugo, a famous French poet: the widest ocean in the world, the wider sky than the ocean, and the wider human mind than the sky. That night, I truly realized the profound charm of that sentence: only with open-minded measurement can people laugh at all rivers like the sea, stand tall like mountains, proud of life and fight for the future. Yes, for so many years, it was just because of her mother’s broad mind that she faced illness, life optimistically and all kinds of misfortunes and reproaches in her life journey, I stumbled through more than 60 Spring and Autumn Periods, especially the hard and tenacious 20 Spring and Autumn Periods that were exhausted and ill since 1991. I couldn’t help thinking of a pitiful and pitiful aunt in our team. The eldest aunt’s family and the mother-in-law’s family have rich family background since they came here. In addition, the eldest uncle worked hard and made a good fortune. Every year, she planted local cigarettes, medicinal materials, silkworm rearing and pig raising, which made her family rich in money and. At that time, her family was unparalleled in the whole village and the whole team in terms of the moisture of life, wealth and dignity of status. At that time, when I spent money on reading and even when I was short of money for marriage, it was her family that helped me to keep my gratitude. But as the children grew up, the troubles of the aunt who had always been smooth and always had a good life also followed. Team with her son of the same age 5 PCs children have admitted to the bag distribution work of university or technical secondary school, her son only went to a self-funded technical secondary school, she felt that her face was a little damaged. Ginseng post-construction, team and her son of the same age 5 PCs kids looking for on the ideal object, either daughter-in-law in Eat financial meal, either talent beautiful. She thought that her wife didn’t have a job, and the talent was not very tight, which seriously didn’t match her rich family. For this reason, aunt felt that her face reduced her luster again. From the perspective of work, she felt that her son was not satisfied with the work unit and the salary was not high, which made aunt feel that she had lost her face completely. She felt uneasy about her mind and food every day. Later, I suffered from severe schizophrenia due to anger, It is hard to sleep every night, and there is almost no medicine to cure and no prescription to use. Finally, because it was really hard to endure this kind of pain, I ended my precious life in an autumn morning when my family went out to dig sweet potatoes and throw water. After the death of the aunt, the whole team was shocked and mourned for it. She certainly didn’t understand what she was worried about until now. Her children and grandchildren had their own children and grandchildren, and all roads led to seventy-two lines of Rome, which made her the Number One Scholar. Imagine that aunt had less spirit of striving for strength, more rational thoughts and kept a normal attitude towards the world. Would she walk so sad and sad when she was young? I couldn’t help recalling a story I had read. A millionaire noticed that every morning there was a shabby man sitting on a stool in the park staring at his hotel. One day, a millionaire was very interested in it. He asked the driver to stop the car and walk straight to the man and said, “Please forgive me, I really don’t understand why you stare at my hotel every morning. Sir, the man replied, “I have no money, no home, no residence, so I have to sleep on this bench. However, I dreamed of staying in that hotel every night. The millionaire had a brainwave and said proudly: tonight you must be like a dream to repay. I will rent the best room for you in the hotel and pay for one month. A few days later, the millionaire passed by the man’s room to inquire whether he was satisfied with it. However, he surprisingly found that this man had moved out of the hotel and returned to the stool in the park. When the millionaire asked him why he did this, he replied: once I slept on the stool, I dreamed that I slept in that luxurious hotel, which was really amazing; once I slept in the hotel, I dreamed that I went back to the cold stool. This dream was so horrible that it completely affected my sleep! Yes, in many cases, what kind of environment we are in is really not very important. The most important thing is to maintain a good attitude. Thinking that I have been living in the society for so many years, I am not living with a common heart, working diligently, working steadfastly, being a steadfast person with honor and no joy, and no worry about getting honor; is there any happiness or worry-free promotion? Suddenly, my impetuous heart was suddenly enlightened, just like the clear moon. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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