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I haven’t submitted a manuscript for a long time, and I feel that the editor can’t see it, I feel depressed, and I don’t have confidence. Yesterday, I looked at the article on the supplement of Lubei Evening News and suddenly saw one of my articles on it again. I was very happy, but I was not as excited as before. A large part of my writing is to relieve my depression. I never dare to expect my works to be published. In this way, I even wrote more than 60 million words. The encouragement of my good friend made me a little eager to try. It was just a try to submit articles in Lubei evening news, but I didn’t expect to publish several articles. I once had such a dream, and I dreamed that my works would be printed into typeface. At that time, I felt that the person who could publish articles must be great, and I always had a respect in my heart. Several of my friends are very good at writing and envy them very much. I know that writing requires diligence and hard work, but it requires more talent. I don’t have the talent in this field, just like it. When people live, they always have to have some spiritual pursuit, so that they will not be too tired. Tired, depressed, bored, empty, just throw a few words, Heart will become steadfast. I am a very lazy person, who is careless and reasonable in life. Writing is also very casual. If you want to write, just write. In fact, I am had a lot of time, but I wasted a lot of time. Sometimes, I wonder whether I have gone through so many hardships of life and lost my passion for life? Children laughed, cried and played. Life is very real and realistic. Looking at my two babies, what else can I say? They asked me to re-examine my own value: for them, I am important. For them, I have to live well. I think I still need to tap the voice of my heart on the keyboard, which is an explanation of my life and that of my children. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…