Dear, you are drifting away

I apologize humbly again. In fact, I knew it would be like this in my heart, but I still couldn’t control it for a while. I despise myself a little. I will do things against my will and say things against my conscience. I am far from as calm and calm as you see. I also have full of grievances, and I also have full of anger. Those grievances and anger were all given by you, but when there was a chance to vent, I still pressed them into my heart abruptly. I know I am not wrong, so I am calm. I face all your provocation and criticism calmly. From another perspective, it also helps me grow up. I often tell myself that tolerance is a kind of virtue, and I have been trying hard to put this virtue through my life and work. When I tolerate others, I feel that I am also redeemed. The peace and beauty in my heart will spread in every tolerant person’s moment. I thought I was beautiful at that time, because of tolerance, with a smile of charity on my face, and because of tolerance, the whole person was shining with the brilliance of friendliness. But for you, I find that I really can’t do it. Even an angel is tired, let alone I am ordinary person, a woman who is ordinary to the extreme. Like you, I was loved by others in front of the treasure at home; Like you, I also had my own distinct personality. I want to tell you that I am neither a saint nor an Immortal. I am the body is ordinary, I will feel tired, I have feelings, and I will also be hurt. When what you have done is beyond my tolerance, I still can’t tear my face. I always feel pain in my heart, but I can’t ignore the friendship. I don’t know, what should I do to redeem myself and you? Looking at your twisted face due to excitement and listening to your fierce words, I found that my eloquence praised by others made me feel ashamed. I even didn’t have the courage to look at you. I bowed my head, bowed my head and confessed that I used to be too tolerant, too merciful and too careful. I cried when you didn’t see me. Crying is not because of my grievance, not because of anger, but because of my sadness. I am sad that you have been in the world of mortals for decades, and you can’t learn simple ways of being a human being; I am sad that in our group, you are getting farther and farther away from everyone; I am sad that I regard you as a trusted friend from the bottom of my heart, but you are losing me. Good, I am calm, most often, that is, indifferent. You will never think that I will cry because of you. Since the fate as a friend is so shallow, how can I let you see my tears? Even if I hurt, the pain has nothing to do with you. Seeing you leave with the smile of the winner, I admit that I was defeated, very embarrassed and completely defeated. However, I was also relieved, totally relieved. The Harmony I worked so hard to maintain and the friendship I cared about and cherished were gone away in an instant. How can you understand such sadness and helplessness? How can you understand? I promised the person who loved me to hold hands with him, that is, to face the sea, Spring is warm and flowers bloom. From then on, I will not be sad any more. Therefore, I will try my best to fulfill my promise. After wiping away my tears, I will still smile at life and treat others with tolerance, as well as you. As for you, you must have the answer in your heart. Then let’s bless each other and cherish each other! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…