Dust-laden memories

I have always been a person who is not good at expressing. I don’t manage family affection, love and friendship in a special way, my character seemed to be unsociable and passionate until one day I personally ruined my love! We got to know each other on the National Day of freshman year. It was a rain that night that made us meet in the canteen of the school. At first, I didn’t have any special feelings for him, and I didn’t meet I am an unmarried person before him, I never advocate love, because I experienced a green love when I was young and ignorant. I was afraid of separation, but I had to live proudly, that feeling is so suffocating for a young girl. After the meeting between him and me in the canteen, there was not much intersection. In the busy life, I didn’t know much about his behavior, I vaguely knew that he was talking about his relationship with the monitor of our class. I was very disappointed at the moment I knew that I seemed to be just one of his goals of playing love, from then on, I didn’t want to see him, but I was not very relieved. I drove him out of my heart slowly! Miracles sometimes happen unexpectedly, and the relationship between him and me still continues! 2010 years 6-13 afternoon 13:12 points, with water bottle of a loud noise, my two slender legs in boiling water intimate contact under became liao pao of humor and thick legs, gloomy picture, it made me collapse. The biggest drawback of less experience was that I would magnify all minor things infinitely with a magnifying glass of N times, and I was the one who took the magnifying glass. I remembered that at noon that day, I hurried to the hospital with a broken leg accompanied by my roommate in my dormitory after asking for leave for the teacher in a hurry! At this time, Wu Kunpeng and him met, and the fate between him and me was playing a drama with no ending. During his stay in the hospital, he spared no effort to accompany me to the hospital to change the dressing every day. He enlightened my uneasy mood, helped me take the bus, and helped me block the accidental touch of others, I was afraid that I would feel a little pain. I was moved during that time, and my affection for him was also warming up in an all-round way. I knew what kind of dilemma I would face once this relationship started, what will my family stand for? Most of them are too realistic, but I am very dreamy. We didn’t fall in love immediately after the legs got better, because I am a cautious person. I would wait and see for a long time for the contribution of a relationship. People who were afraid of being injured seemed to be hurt forever. We were ambiguous, daily telephone contact and frequent text messages have brought me a lot of sweetness, but I am still not good at expressing myself. I blinded all people, including him, with my arrogant appearance, he gradually felt my indifference, Gradually got out of my sight, because his new round of emotion began dramatically again. That girl loved her very much. They traveled and laughed together. I saw the pain in my heart in my eyes, but I was indifferent. I thought we really wouldn’t go on the same line this time. It seems that God likes to joke with me, I fell in love with him and he came back to me. He told me that he was sorry for that girl and felt guilty! Our real beginning was the winter vacation of. To be honest, the fuse we talked with him was that one of my sisters was going to start a relationship. We met to start together and split together! In the process of talking again, one of his words was better than others, and I was deeply touched by the fact that the white head was not separated from each other! We don’t get bored with each other like other lovers. We get together less and get away more. To be honest, I am on purpose. Just like Shen Jiayi said: I still think the most beautiful time of love is the time of ambiguity, A lot of feelings will disappear if the distance is too close! So we were still ambiguous at that time. I remembered that at that time I transferred my major to my major. As long as all subjects related to mathematics were my weakness, the computer was like this. I went to his class that night, just the two of us, he taught me how to arrange and combine. Unfortunately, I was too stupid to understand at last. He was speechless and I was very happy, I surprisingly knew that he was injured that day, although I was angry, I took good care of him. Yes, I already fell in love with him. I helped him cook porridge in cut class, and I was timid. I cut the bloody chicken with a kitchen knife to cook soup for him, I went to see him every day and accompanied him every day, but he always thought that I am was still scalding his legs to take care of him. Gradually, I accompanied him through that difficult time for him. Did not think of is in 2011 nian 6 we broke up, specific reasons I also remember, perhaps like he likes deep enough, in the hot season, Heart is cold, when I met him on the aisle of the school, a narrow friendship ended our short intersection. I cried, and he also cried. This tear may be a memorial to our love! At that time, I really felt from my heart that we shouldn’t have any more intersection in the future, and then he started another relationship! During the long summer vacation, I went to Yancheng yingguesthouse for internship. We didn’t contact much. After five months of internship, we met again on the campus of the school. We were about to leave the school for formal internship, I looked for him that night, I wanted to have a perfect ending. After all, we met each other. We talked a lot that night. We hugged each other for the first time in the girls’ dormitory downstairs after a week around school! At that moment, there was really a lot of disappointment. The night he left school, he helped me fix the computer, there was a movie — the girl we chased together in those years. I watched it carefully, and finally cried and laughed, because I decided that I would not leave him, I want to hold hands with him until we grow old. In this way, we came together again. It’s very dramatic. He called me during the new year. We flirt like this every day until I arrived in Kunshan, Suzhou, his company headquarters is in Kunshan, but he is in Shanghai. We are in a long-distance relationship. The real difference between society and school is that the temptation is too strong! I always feel that he can’t give me a sense of security, because I put a lot of feelings in it, and if I lose, I will lose all the game. I often feel cold and hot to him, and ignore him. I am wandering and struggling, I am loved him, my ideological burden became heavier and heavier with my emotional efforts. Until the Cold War broke out one day, it was also predicted that we really came to an end. Under the guidance of his confidante, finally, I couldn’t help but choose to break with him with my inner anger. I am was too stupid or too smart, and her confidante was always my friend, although we were not so good, but she hurt me deeply in the role of mistress. Afterwards, she explained to me that although I forgave them, I could never, do you still remember the lines in “thirty-three days of losing love? If the Glasse in this place could forgive me, then I would forgive you and go back to school to get the diploma. I saw him, not alone but her. They walked in front of me, I looked at them with a strange look. My heart was not painful but sinking ,, when he introduced her to my friend Wu Kunpeng that night (he used his wife), my nickname for me used to fall on another girl in this way. That night I was singing in KTV by myself, singing “concave-convex” by Liang Yongqi, my tears were like the flood breaching the bank, I am a proud man, he was so humble in front of love. The thorns on my body were pulled out, but what kind of strong glue should I use to stick it on, my family and friends around me all said that I didn’t deserve to be so sad. I should be out of the misery, but my heart couldn’t hear their call! The last time I saw him was in the canteen. I was afraid to touch his eyes. I walked away quickly with arrogant footwork. Maybe this time I will never see him again! The relationship of separation and combination after three years of study will always be sealed in the past memories with the moment of graduation. The growth after injury will make me live in this world longer, say goodbye to a pale love, and I will walk very well in the future! For the last time, I will walk the road ahead with others! 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