Far far

Some people say that traveling is far away, and there are so many places you want to go! After thinking for a long time, I, who yearned for the distance from my childhood and wanted to wander around, still ignored everything and carried my luggage alone to find the distance in my dream. Looking at the time, it happened to be three months apart. Three months ago, I was also alone, stepping on the wheel of dream-seeking, going to places I wanted to go one by one. I was always a little coward and always thought about it, finally, I took the brave first step and embarked on the starting point of my dream journey! Travel alone and experience a different life! Three months later, I was still alone. I went far away and didn’t know what I would encounter in this journey. I just told myself firmly that no matter what I encountered, I would accept it calmly. Weiming Lake, Forbidden City, Old Summer Palace, Kunming Lake, Grand View Garden and the Great Wall walk through places one after another with ease, feeling different scenery one after another with heart, when I saw a surprise, I jumped up and down like a child. When I felt lost, I burst into tears. Sometimes I would talk to myself, regardless of the puzzled eyes around me, I just became the truest and simplest self, I don’t want to think about anything that I have to face or do in the future. I don’t want to escape. I just want to leave the most beautiful memory in the most beautiful moment! Shuttling through the streets and lanes of a strange city that doesn’t belong to me alone, it seems that I am used to looking up at the sky, and then freeze the sky at that moment, or the magnificence of the Rising Sun, or the gorgeous midday sun, or the soft beauty in the sunset, whether acquainted or unknown, all live under the same sky. However, the sky above each other has different scenery, while people who stand together and watch the same sky may not see the same scenery, but the color of the sky reflected in my eyes always renders the sunset afterglow of Jiangnan water town! It is said that looking up to the Ferris wheel is looking up to happiness. I like the Ferris wheel because I like the legend about the Ferris wheel. I specially went to see the biggest Ferris wheel in the legend. Unexpectedly, after a long time of hard work, see is still digging pit, perhaps, Jiangnan Ferris wheel, really became that have sailed, and by the sea I, 1.1 points to, subsidence sometimes really feel a little strange, I always go to places where I never thought of going because I didn’t want to go back the same way, just like, even I don’t know why I came to Daming Lake, I will come to this spring city which is so beautiful in Mr. Lao She’s works, but actually it is not the case. On hot days, the cold but unclear sweet spring reminds me of the clear spring in the mountains of my hometown, walking out of the mountain, I will never meet such a sweet and delicious mountain spring again. I think, most of the time, I am contradictory, just like when wandering outside, I would feel that my actions like this were meaningless, and then I began to feel annoyed. Then there were two scumbags fighting fiercely in my heart. I didn’t know that I was looking for my lost self, or are you gradually losing yourself? Therefore, at that moment, I would like to find a stable job seriously and settle down, no longer like rootless duckweed swaying everywhere; Therefore, in the empty house of Spring City, I couldn’t understand why. I cried loudly alone. At that time, I clearly heard the loneliness and loneliness embedded in my bones struggling to break through the spinal cord and blossom. The air conditioner on the train back was very low, we snuggled up with the gentle girl sitting beside us to keep warm, talked happily, and then snuggled up with a nap. Although we felt like old friends at first sight, we didn’t leave contact information for each other. We were just passers-by in our lives, maybe there won’t be any intersection in the future, but I won’t forget the warmth she brought me, just like, I will never forget the beautiful memory and warm touch that someone in the chilly Jiangnan town gave me. Maybe, many years later, that person had already forgotten my appearance, I can’t even remember that I hurried through his life any more; Maybe, many years later, I can’t remember that person’s appearance, but I know that I won’t forget that warmth and shallow happiness! Traveling is far away. In the distance I have traveled, I have seen what I should know but still don’t know, and in the dream I want to pursue, there are still too many things waiting for me to involve! 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7758521

7758521

In the hot weather, the sky was covered with gloomy gray clouds, but the sunshine still persisted through the cracks of the clouds, sending out hot air on the Earth. Sitting alone in the carriage, waiting for his wife to finish the interview. Unknown songs were broadcast on the radio, and the gentle songs fluttered in my ears, which aroused the depressed sensibility under my heart for a long time. Memory, freeze everything I have experienced in these two years, wet my eyes and blurred my sight. Memories always make people feel so helpless that they want to catch something. When the palm is spread out, there is only mottled palm print, which narrates the disorganized life. Open all the QQ SMS communication, open the SMS message, let your heart bathe in the blessings and care of the sound, and place yourself in the sunny peach garden. All of a sudden, these figures 7758521 came into view, and a smile appeared on his face unconsciously. Seeing it is like seeing that long hair flowing in the wind, a pair of eyes full of spirituality flashing, a naughty smile blooming a very cute and kind woman. When I saw the number of 7758521 for the first time, a mist lingered in my mind. What did that mean? On that day, when chatting with her on the mobile phone, she mentioned the numbers of 3344 and 8899 unintentionally. I said: 3344 represents life; She told me: 8899 represents a long time. Then, she gave me a series of numbers and asked me to think about what they represented, one of which was 7758521. She said that Chinese people like to use multi-digit characters to express something. After thinking for a long time, he had to raise the white flag and surrender to her. When I saw her that night, I begged to her and asked her to give me the answer. Me: Tell me what is 7758521! She: Don’t say. You own guess. Listening to her standard Mandarin, I really like it. I: don’t do this. I won’t let go. She: It seems a little embarrassed to say it without telling you what she wants to say. Me: Come on, tell me quickly, don’t play riddles with me, OK? I dressed up pitifully while driving. She: Kiss Me, I love you! She spoke out the answer very quickly. I: What? You said too fast! After all, I am still not used to Chinese speaking too fast. She: Kiss Me, I love you! She said shyly again, but I still couldn’t hear clearly. At that time, I arrived downstairs at her house. So I stopped the car, pulled her sleeves and said, “Can you say it again? I really couldn’t hear clearly that I was like a rascal and refused to let her off. She was ready to get off the bus and said carefully: Kiss me. I love you. I got off the bus hurriedly with her. And I seemed to see her beautiful face blooming with a hint of shyness. I said oh, but I didn’t know how to answer, so I had to say goodbye to her vaguely. Thought that 7 words is used to scold people, or used with people cursing, it did not so occur 7 PCs digital, represents lover between sweet talk, express sincere love with implicit attitude. The number of life, from age to time to life, shows its importance. Without numbers, human beings do not know how to measure many things, such as wealth and distance. Numbers make human beings cross national boundaries and time and space, and shorten the distance between people. Whether it is the telephone number or the computer Digital, the digital has entered human life in this way. But if you can say it directly, why do you use numbers instead? Whether the development of science, things got more lazy, just use simple 7 PCs digital, can replace many English letter of pinyin? Or is the gradually open world full of implicit human beings all the time, or is it still unable to express their love to each other directly? I think it has nothing to do with laziness and implication? This may be another way for the new generation of men and women to flirt with each other. Perhaps, to put it bluntly is better than implicit hints; Perhaps, to express it with seemingly incomprehensible numbers can add a lot of fun. Once, I also used pinyin of English letters to replace what I wanted to say and what I wanted to call. For example: TRHXN represents suddenly missing you; QAD represents dear. But I am not lazy, nor do I want to add any interest. I just can’t let what I think in my heart be understood, nor can I let my emotions leak out, I had to communicate with her in this way. There are many helplessness in life. Most of the time, we can’t ignore others’ will. However, we have been hiding some words in our hearts. We want to say but we don’t know how to say them, or we can’t say them, or we are embarrassed to say them, or even we want to say them implicitly. Therefore, human beings have created numbers to replace truth. That night, after knowing the answer, I once thought about whether she gave me that set of numbers with special care, or just wanted to amuse me, a sad person, and joke with me. But no matter she implied or made me happy, I was also grateful for the happiness she brought me. That night, I actually wanted to say to someone: 7758521 2012.07.01 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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Cruel, cannot bear

One or go to Sangke prairie to gallop thousands of miles like a wild horse, dreaming of the sky. Or go to Qinghai Lake to see the cleanest heart of the Earth. Butter Flowers, murals and embroideries in the Ta’er Temple are what I yearn. I yearned to perform in the cruel April without moving or become extravagant hope. How long is the distance between extravagant hope and hopeless, and how to stride over, have not yet found the answer. Friends also have the same yearning, sorry, I broke my promise. I promised to visit Qinghai Lake with him on a weekend. Numb nerves scatter the full heart into a messy net. Hot and cold, weak, dull, silent, self-mockery. My arm hit the wall severely, and what rebounded was not pain, but numbness that had not disappeared. This numbness is like the time of Twilight, indifferent to ask for the pride of elegance. That’s it, bear it seriously. The old dream left in time is bitter medicine. Forget the bitter taste of good medicine, drink it off, and there is no lesson to fight. Destiny gives life a doomed ending. If you can’t send your life, you can only let your life work. Zhi Xiao and Qi min Finally said nothing to me. In the last two days of getting along with each other, my bad habits were all exposed, selfish, cruel, stubborn and unreasonable. Qi Min said to Zhi Xiao, don’t tell her. Besides infuriating. I agree with it. Stop talking about it. Besides, I will give up scolding. I bought a grain cake and threw it to Zhi Xiao after eating two bites. You can have some more. Can’t eat, don’t eat. If you two don’t eat, throw it away. You don’t eat, take medicine or hurt yourself. You never know heartache, and you never care that people who love you will feel heartache because of you. Qi Min finally got angry with me. I pretended to be nothing and looked at their helplessness. I didn’t know what I was thinking. I haven’t had a good meal for almost three days. Too picky, don’t eat, refuse. I talked about how poor their sense of direction was. Qi Min was really fat. I don’t know how I can be so noisy. Maybe I am really a disgusting big head ghost. Zhi Xiao once again told me to eat and take medicine on time. I said, no more mother-in-law. Hang up the phone in a hurry. Look up and see a big cloud, calm down, think about her good. In fact, you just don’t know that you don’t need me at all. What do you need me to do. I live a good life alone. No matter what you do, I have no clue. You don’t need me, but I’m sure I need you. Qi Min’s face was disconsolate and sad, and my stiff and cold words were like acupuncture at her. You have a spiritual cleanliness, right. Perhaps. I am related to A, B is related to A, and I will never be related to A. I only care about the only one. You should know. Once you didn’t give me your mobile phone, and now you don’t give me your computer. I can play qq, OK? No. I ignored her tears and continued to watch Shangri-La documentaries. After I found my boyfriend, I won’t bother you any more. I glanced at her and said indifferently, this is the best. She stopped talking and went to bed to read magazines. I was sleepy and fell asleep. No dream, only pain. I was unwell that day, and Zhi Xiao gave up her plan to continue playing. On the way to send me back, I said, when I said that you don’t have to send me back, I still hope you will come back in my heart. Zhi Xiao said, I really can’t worry about you. Zhi Xiao, you said to Qi Min, you are very sad to see my living condition this time. However, when you come, I remember that you are like a flower and I smile. My heart is happy. Zhi Xiao, hurry up and down, I am cruel. I couldn’t bear it, so I kept silent. When she said that our ten-year friendship, there were ripples in my heart, thinking for ten years, so far,. She has been very kind to me. Qi Min, you said that you know me better than yourself. Your tolerance, understanding, love dearly, love becomes arbitrary and cruel. Cruel, I don’t know how to resist or refuse. I know that at any moment, I am not fighting alone. Lifetime, cruel bear, wish. It is very good if you are happy. Second, when I was young, I always exiled myself too far away. I didn’t know how to cherish it and treated my love with cruelty. I remembered that I was unwell at that time, shouting at my father like a crazy lion. After all, those irritable moments were diluted by the wandering time. It is also good to grow up. I began to know to look at the unreasonable things at that time, which made me confused. Because of growing up, luckily, I can better experience the love I no longer get in this world. When I saw the familiar scene, I didn’t know why I hurt the close people unscrupulously, but was gentle and polite to strangers. Sometimes, I think if we are the most familiar strangers in the next life, I will give you the warmest and reassuring care. I won’t say harsh words to you, ignore your pain and make you sad for me any more. When I grow up, I will not throw away the bitter medicine any more, nor refuse to finish the cold liquid because of the pain. I really won’t have the attitude of breaking the jar any more. I will love life. It is enough to have your trust. Some pains of life have to be endured by oneself, which is irresistible. I’m seriously accepting it, you know. When I asked you to beat my arm, I joked whether I would get muscular atrophy. You said, no. I don’t think so. I want to accept all kinds of things in life with a peaceful attitude. The way to come or the way to go, you know I will bear these chaotic things after all. You are my eternal heaven, and you will never fall on sunny days. I have never talked about my feelings for her to you, but in fact, I have always loved her. Since I had that dream, I dare not mention the idea of death easily. Her pale face and tearful words put me in life. Life is not mine, but given by her. Allow me to say it once. I owe her and struggled to live for it. Whenever I think of her, my heart seems to be hollowed out, falling constantly in the dark. The feelings for her are also complicated and profound. Someone once said that her leaving was a relief. My dialogue is, but do you know how important she is to us? Why didn’t she take you away when she left? Such mean gradually faded away. Because I owe her, I can only live. She has the obligation to give me the belief of living, from endless nightmares to the whole life of missing. However, I am love her, but I don’t know. In those absurd years, I believed in something and tried to refuse something all the time. Dream tears, wake up can’t sleep. The mottled light and shadow whitewashed all the years, and the frightened dream no longer came. No longer dream, whether to say that she is doing well, then no longer care about me. I knew in my heart that I am eager for her to get close. Sticking to her warmth, it is also sweet to tell my happiness and sadness. Later, I learned to be philosophical, using the so-called philosophical to comfort the sad people. Later, I found out that I made myself a prison and tied it permanently. Perhaps, I have never stepped out, just carried out a feat of concealing my ears. The sorrow buried in the snow finally ushered in her spring. Spring is coming, and I am far away. For a long time, I lack the courage to face. Cowards are worthy of facing up to their cowards. Cruel, remember, it is best not to forget, it is the essence of life, maybe just the appearance of my life. I can’t bear it, forget it, it’s best not to remember. I don’t want to be vulnerable in front of you. If there is an afterlife, let us be the most familiar strangers. Cruelty and intolerance have nothing to do with you, please allow me to treat and love my dear strangers. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…