Quiet in the corner (Taiyuan Evening News)

In my spare time, I always like to stay in the corner, hold a book that I like, and walk through the joys and sorrows of the characters, enjoying an alternative loneliness. Warm autumn warms my face, and I can’t help yawning, relieving the fatigue of reading for a long time… leaning lazily against the window lattice, my sight is pulled by a small spider on the glass, as it strolls leisurely in the sunshine. Climbing and stopping, dancing briskly with slender forefoot, probably feeling the pleasure of yawning and stretching. This kind of small spiders moving in the eaves and windows are called like spiders here. When we meet them, we will get good luck. I secretly like them. Is it possible that we will also meet happy events today? I am enjoying the peace of this moment. Time seems to solidify in this comfort. Looking around, several sparrows on the brick road outside the window also bounced, pecking and playing. Like the freshness of a group of children in a strange place, a big Magpie, with its head raised and chest raised, walking on the tree-lined road, the deserted road also became its territory. The trees beside the road were also stretching silently and saving. The gray yellow leaves are reluctant to leave the branches. Occasionally, there was a breeze, and the wind took away a little uncarefully, stubborn, spoiled and reluctant. Fly to the ground reluctantly. The Autumn dream of turning into spring mud to protect flowers began. Looking out, the sky is clear blue and clear blue, which makes people feel relieved in the bottom of their hearts. A few white clouds are dotted with silk brocade, which seems to be too big to tell between the heaven and the Earth, the depression of several days was also melted away by the width of the world and the quietness in this corner. I suddenly felt the emptiness in my heart. This spider, this autumn leaf and this bird were all in the corner, without too much sight and gorgeous stage, their happiness did not fall. It is also a rare state to learn to enjoy loneliness and not to care about external disturbances. Show yourself quietly and make yourself your own scenery. Don’t mess up your mind because of a little bit of miscellaneous remarks., everyone has his own space, his own way of living, his own annoyance, his own happiness, who is calculating others’ happiness and loss all day long, enlarging his own sensitivity, you will feel that all eyes have content. If you treat it in plain way, you will often find that everyone is busy in your own story. Don’t like noise, don’t think noise is eliminating you, don’t like publicity, don’t think publicity is mocking you,. We are all ordinary people who eat grains. Don’t impose tedious rules on ourselves and others. Life is originally like a palette, which is gorgeous and gloomy,. Don’t put heavy burdens on yourself, live in others’ eyes,. Whether your world is wonderful or not depends on how you arrange it. If you have a big heart, things will naturally be small. If you love yourself more, then happiness will be clear. Learn to know the destiny, learn to be lenient, learn to ignore, a happy will truly belong to yourself. The warning message stolen from Yu Dan was sent to himself: where does one’s confidence come from? It comes from the calmness and calmness in the heart; People who suffer from gains and losses will not have an open mind, a calm mind, or real bravery; A person has some appointment in his heart, it will reduce mistakes in behavior; Being able to reflect on one’s own mistakes and be brave to correct them is the real bravery advocated by Confucians. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Eden of prickly heat

On June 1st, before the hot sunshine came and penetrated through the row of lush and dense French phoenix trees at the school gate, I carried my luggage. At such a comfortable moment, I should sleep till I woke up naturally. Simple and convenient replacement clothes; Small bottles of skin care products and shampoo; Perfume sent by friends to cover the usual smell of dirty sweat in the carriage; Sun hat; Books, diaries, Chargers, put all my head into my black backpack. Rui said I was traveling, even going home. Well, I don’t deny that my childhood, which was full of creative posts, could not expel my instability with palpitation when I became more and more sensible later. At 09:30 in the afternoon, the car started and sat down against the window. There were thin silky clouds in the sky, which made people restless when the sun was baked. Looking at the diary about childhood published by my friends and the mood of youth, I can’t recall those beautiful things that I should have, or I admire them or have never existed. I doubted and confused. Dark green leaves, long roads, high clear sky, I tell you, do you believe it? When I was four years old, I knew that people could live with hatred in their hearts, and once I lived, I would live for a little while; When I was seven or eight years old, I knew that parents could favor children without finding reasons, just like love, there is no legendary reason to love you. I only know that he (she) is what you are looking for. When I was ten years old, I knew that I was not only hurt all over my body, but also the pain of my mother in the rest of my life, I hate her repeated nagging about her experience about me. Living in her hand is like a rag, fading and crumpled; I sobbed at the horn of the door when I was thirteen years old, crying to the dark night my life, my despair, my distant and unclear dream. I started to escape when I was fifteen years old. At the age of seventeen, I began to fear. I hated that I couldn’t escape even though I walked far away. I began to miss him at night, thinking about the home that couldn’t give me stability and the old-fashioned wooden bed that I had slept, thinking about that small yard, I miss the small stool I have sat in the sun, the miserable woman. At the age of eighteen, I only told myself, dad, my daughter will be very strong, and I will try to make up for your regret for your children as a man. At the age of twenty, twenty-one and twenty-two, I knew they loved me until they died. I convinced. Twenty-three years old, I want to love a stranger, you say it exists, you come out to worship, you say Love Me Love… Under the Sun, the leaves were silent, and the sky was still very high. My childhood girls were very naughty. I don’t expect anyone to feel the same. I am enough alone. I dredge all the dead corners, what I see, what I can’t see, let’s go through the wind and the sun, my constant pursuit. Duras said that she was old and eager to read the Bible more and more. However, no matter how many times she read, she still couldn’t become a Jew. She regretted that she was not a Jew. The Garden of Eden, human childhood, childhood, my garden of Eden, creeping my fear and temptation prickly heat, it is hard to separate… Eden of prickly heat Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Baby, mom’s little angel

After difficulties, I finally got a positive result and married myself. I thought I could have a good rest at this point, but a great project was put on the important agenda to have a baby, my husband and I have passed the year of establishment, and it is time to consider the problems of the next generation. After eating folic acid, calcium tablets and doing sports for several times, the little angel who was looking forward to two years later finally settled down in my stomach. However, good times didn’t last long, and the joy of being a new mother didn’t last long, I suffered the double torture of mental anxiety and physical discomfort. After sleeping for three or four hours every night, you will be frightened by the prohibition of all kinds of rumors in the Treasure Book of giving birth, such as not being able to play computer or sleep on electric blanket at the beginning of giving birth, because you don’t know about pregnancy at the beginning, I have practiced all kinds of prohibitions, so I began to bake sesame cakes on the bed, and then Amitabha prayed silently to God to bless my baby’s health, and then I would feel dizzy the next day, legs shiver and belly bloated. All the illnesses swept over me overnight. I lay on the collapse and felt that my end of the world had come. I cursed what lovely little angel was purely a urging little devil. A day was as long as a century, I don’t know when the ten-month fixed-term imprisonment will end. Fortunately, I didn’t come back for such a hellish day after four and a half months. I lived an immortal happy life again, and all the discomfort disappeared, Every day, she stroked her rising belly, felt the baby’s fetal movement, and described her unique appearance in her mind: with her mother’s rare amazing beauty, dad is rare and handsome, and she should have Audrey. Hepburn’s appearance, Marilyn. Monroe’s figure,. I am looking forward to this amazing masterpiece showing her true face as soon as possible. At 18:17, December 20, 2010, accompanied by a clear cry, a little angel fell into the world. After leaving the hospital, he looked at the little guy sleeping on his arm with pink makeup, my heart was filled with all kinds of love. My little head was only the size of my fist, but it had curly hair like her father. My legs were curled up tightly, and my little fists as big as table tennis were tightly held, my brows frowned slightly, which seemed to be so weak and helpless. I leaned down and kissed my little face lightly for a few times. The little boy seemed to feel a little bit. The little fist slowly loosened, and the brows gradually expanded, although the eyes were closed, the corners of the mouth slightly moved and then turned to show a sweet smile. The smile was so pure and innocent, just like the cute little angel with wings in the Western oil painting, my heart got drunk and became general immediately. Everything else in the world disappeared in a trance. There was only her in my whole world, the maternal love that had been stung in my heart for many years. It surged out like lava erupted from the fire, held the little guy tightly in his arms, kissed his tender little face crazily and muttered to himself: You are mother’s little baby, no one can rob you. From then on, this lovely little angel occupied my whole heart and seized all my love. When she smiled, my heart would blossom happily. When she cried, I was at a loss immediately, so anxious that my whole body was sweating. I saw beautiful clothes from babies to children of four or five years old, and met interesting toys that were electric and noisy. No matter whether she can wear it or not, whether she can play or not, she will buy it all at home. In short, she hates to bring the whole world to her. I used to go shopping in women’s clothing stores, but now I go shopping in children’s stores. What kind of girl is China Merchants Bank? I think it is China Construction Bank. No matter boys or girls, these little guys have emptied your wallet with cuteness. In my spare time, I always like to hug her and wander around, sticking to her little face and saying some intimate words like mom’s little dog, little bad, etc, xiao Ke people will respond to you with her little face arching your neck or clinging to your face. I can’t fall asleep every night, and I will turn on the light on the head of the bed, looking at the lovely scumbag in her sleep, kissing her little face, pulling her little hands and touching her little feet, I felt extremely happy. I silently thanked God for giving me such a lovely little angel. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. 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