Doubts

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

May lost not to come back

To learn such a sentence, or an inscription, a slogan, or an instruction. It used to be the main melody of a certain era, resounding through the land of China and spreading all over every corner. That person was also popular all over the country, and his family was well-known. He also became an example for many people to learn from, even some people’s idols. Now it is still the same as before, but the reality is reflected differently in the primary school texts. Every time I read the painful sentences in the articles that someone sacrificed for putting out mountain fires, rescuing public property and collective interests, it can really make people’s eyes spin with a sad tone. The characters in it are always glorious and tall images, and teachers always say that such characters are worth learning. We only know from the textbook that there is such a person, and what we know is also introduced in the text. According to what the teacher said, we should remember the key time, place, event, result and thought related to this person in the text and the answers of exercise papers. In this way, it is possible to do the right thing in the exam, so this person is very important. Every specific day, good deeds will be brewed one after another from the blackboard newspaper on campus; In the class meeting in the classroom, these good deeds become the theme; in a series of activities around this theme, such as speeches, dramas and recitations, wave after wave, wave after wave, we ignited our enthusiasm. Although the whole atmosphere was permeated with the consciousness that we didn’t know very well at that time, it should be good because of good people and good deeds. At some time on Sunday, a large number of figures with red scarfs appeared on various roads, streets, alleys and lanes, and a red flag was eye-catching, groups of scattered groups of good people and good deeds, holding brooms, following the arrangement of teachers or brigade committee, waved the brooms in their hands to sweep away every corner and every corner of health. On this day, the uncles and aunts of sanitation should be very pleased. They don’t have to work very hard. There are so many assistants. Local newspapers and TV stations can also draw materials, and there are reported materials in the newspaper layout and news time of that day. After the activity, the teacher arranged the composition, and the students’ happy faces were blackened into several lines immediately. From primary school to university, similar activities always exist in our campus life like tradition. From the beginning, it was full of freshness and enthusiasm, to the later, it tended to be plain and belonged to form. It only blossomed but did not bear fruit, and the fruits were also small semi-finished products. Such propaganda and such activities became a kind of nature with more activities, like a gust of wind blowing, but nothing could be blown. There is no enthusiasm, but I know there is such a thing in my mind. But the bad thing is that it may become numb. When a crisis appears, I will wake up and the result I don’t want to encounter has already appeared, cannot remedy. When it comes to propagandizing various models, spirits, good people and good deeds with great fanfare, banners hanging in every street, building and public place are displayed to people in a striking way, it just shows that this society lacks these things. We must remind people that our society really needs such spirit and characters. It has been the traditional virtue of our Chinese nation since ancient times. Nowadays, few people hand in the money they have found, even disdain it. When they find a large bill, they often put it into their own pockets. When I was a child, I found 10 yuan and gave it to my teacher. After being praised, I felt very happy. However, about ten years ago, now it has become the world. I found a penny of that children’s song by the side of the road and handed it to the police Uncle. He took the money and pointed his head at me. I said happily: Goodbye, uncle. Now some people doubt whether it is true. We won’t see someone fall down on the street and immediately come forward to help, because it may cause trouble; We won’t see someone waving and parking on the way of driving, because we don’t know if it is a robber; we will not donate at will after hearing the call of a certain institution, because we are not sure whether the money is used to buy LV; We will not go to the hospital to donate blood without hesitation, because we don’t know whether blood will become a profitable commodity; We won’t answer passers-by’s questions with smiles, because all these happen because we have suffered losses and been cheated, being treated as a bad thing by kindness, we have no backbone to bear all the pains brought by these, and we are very fragile. Therefore, more and more people have concerns. They dare not to help the elderly, return to the original owner, and do not help others unless they have enough capital. Our society is becoming indifferent. Enthusiasm is limited to acquaintances, smiles are fixed between business and sales, and we actively deal with supply and demand. Except for trusted people, others are all aliens that must be guarded against. And because of this, we often hit the wall, no one let anyone, fight hard, see who has the ability. Only interests are the best friends, and only interests can we make a good fortune. This kind of simplification and snobbish relationship between people is so small. It is true that interests are important, but the pursuit of profits is always the dirty of scumbags. We don’t need this kind of scumbags interests that vanish conscience. A lovely little girl was tossed back and forth by the car, dying. Passers-by ignored her eyes and gave up to replay the scenes in front of the world, the impact on vision and soul, like countless sharp knives piercing everyone’s chest, who is not heartbroken? Is this the country that we have always considered as a state of etiquette, ridiculous, shameful, mournful and pathetic? Everyone is immersed in deep reflection. I hope we can find back the past Lack. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Colorful life makes me dizzy

Recently, I didn’t come to the blog for a while, because I was pursuing another thing, so I had to neglect my blog and lost my blog friends for a long time. In my work and life, my pursuit has never been related to politics or finding a position, because I am an ordinary person and also hopes to live an ordinary life, but recently, I was pushed to the historical stage which I had to go to. It was also a responsibility to take a small position in an office. How much time and energy would I waste. Since this position quietly came to me, my time and energy have been plundered by my work. The meetings and social parties in three days and endless work have exhausted me. No matter whether I accept it or not, I have to accept it. If I accept it, I have to spend a lot of time. If I don’t accept it, I have to sacrifice a lot of things. First of all, I am sorry for the trust that leaders and organizations have given me; secondly, promotion will improve my treatment. Why does the same person have different treatment for the same amount of work? No one in today’s society chooses unfavorable treatment. Therefore, for the sake of treatment, I have to stand up and move forward instead of leaning behind in a muddle. Since this position was added, all kinds of social activities have naturally increased. In addition to social activities and various meetings, it is inevitable to have dinner with leaders. In the past, people usually drank when they attended banquets, refuse if you can’t drink. Now it’s different. You have to drink if you can, and you have to drink if you can’t. I often heard from my husband that it would be better to have dinner at home if he had a seat outside. He was still hungry after drinking a lot of wine, I have always thought that people who can eat a few mouthful of food during drinking can be hungry. Now I deeply understand the reason, every time the banquet is first waiting for the speech of the leader or the entertainer when the banquet is held, in other words, it is a toast speech. It is impossible to raise chopsticks to eat before the banquet is announced, after waiting for the banquet and toast speech, the prelude to drinking was naturally started. Either others toasted you, or they had to toast others. According to the habit of northern people toasting, they had to toast one by one, and try every means to let the other party drink the wine, otherwise everyone will appear not happy enough and disrespectful. In most social occasions, wine is the medium of wine. No wine can be served, and no wine can be served. From the beginning to the end of the banquet, there has always been a sound of persuasion, from this table to that table, the banquet was almost over until people began to hide and leave secretly, and the dishes on the table were already cold, There is no entrance. I had to give up, and naturally my stomach was hungry. Life, how beautiful life is, ordinary has ordinary good, extraordinary has extraordinary good. Life, life is so hard that there are many helpless waiting in the world. Therefore, I don’t consider any gains and losses any more. Let’s make the colorful life dizzy. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Slow

Tired of travel, they want to mind to do a few days curtilage female. Even if not go out, also can do many interesting things. For example, birthday, friends paintbrush painted cartoon wall. Double recently write articles, received letters. Finishing drawer, wardrobe, see a plot plain literary piece, such as “peacock”, “Peony Pavilion” Mirror carefully comb my hair, changing a set of sheets, quilt cover, another mood on the shelf green tea is the second tank, brought from home rhino horn comb lost, peach comb is third on the roll now, always wear of suet Jade, also early had been taken off a. Open Microblogging, space, everywhere in forwarding life truth, future planning, love psychology, sometimes we really like lying on the window bees, clearly see light, but couldn’t find way out. Summer and Winter, is most likely to make people feel slow season, winter, often think of old house under the window lazily reclining banjiu red velvet insole, new slices of sweet potato along eaves tile neat stocked with, such as Sun drained water, sweet potato slices became hard and sweet, these things make people deep down produce slow feeling. Summer afternoon time always is particularly slow, as hands this Cup all afternoon fail to finish honey jasmine tea. Evening, with our feet warm not scattered of Lake, the horizon is sunset of crimson, Qin lake of water turbidity Xi, can wash wu zu. Very interesting a glass of water, a book, a piece of paper, a pen, a P3, a person, is a afternoon. See the book of songs, watch statements insomnia, may statements is Sneezing. Worry mourning and can’t sleep, Ru thinking my heart so. A sneeze, is someone at this time in Miss You. But, Miss am such as a sneeze so simple remember when I was very small, home has this inserting a comic of Tang poetry san bai first, I of a poem interested: health and southern red beans, spring hair a few branches. May you pick more, this thing is the most lovesick. I remember the side of the illustrations is a wearing blue outfit of poet, looked gloomily window of Willow. For a long time think of this poem name is “red bean”, with young telepathy, vaguely of red beans health and southern five word has subtle feelings, as if there indistinct sad haunting. Although don’t understand poetry why, is very like and repeatedly importantly and chanting: health and southern red beans, spring hair a few branches. Later, just know this poem titled Love Sick, who write poetry called Wang Wei, living far away place of Tang dynasty. In A Dream of Red Mansions chapters wrote, said, along feet slip-diameter came to a gate to his, I saw Pteris Sensen, Dragons thin, lifted up his eyes look door a look, saw plaque written on Xiaoxiang Pavilion words. Baoyu walk into, saw xiang lian chui di, quiet unmanned sound. Go to window, think a wisp of fragrance from Bi screens in secretly revealing, Baoyu will face to the window screen, and looking in faint, ear suddenly listen to thin after a long sigh channel: daily home emotion sleep drift off. Sanda Baoyu listened to feel heart itch will up, looked again, saw Daiyu in bed stretching. Baoyu in window laughed: why daily home emotion sleep drift off ‘? Spoke, xian lian sub-came in. Daily home emotion sleep drift off, pin er this one sound deep sigh, really of the provocative people mind straight itch. Recently took up like listening to Danny Song, life can not self-determination, just like you, life desires these oldies Goldies when they think of at home, dad is a record fan, home filled with all kinds of record. CD PLAYER also are very old, is mom and dad wedding when bought. More than ten years, sound quality or very good. Heard in the distant Shangri-La snow mountain foot, herders there all do not finish the farm work. Their side singing old songs, side cut wool, milk cows,, no hurry also not dry. There is the slow allusions, millennia ago, five dynasties of Lin ‘An, West Lake embankment flowers of terraced rice paddies, hang around spring Yue princess had received letters: Mo flowers, can slowly go Yi. Mo flowers butterfly fly, Jiangshan Judah is ancients non. Adherents a few degrees vertical grow old Tour women’s long song slowly go. Has for delay King to Lu, Judah song slowly concubine home a person for a long time, often take some words to comfort themselves, Wu previous not remonstrance, know arrivals of traceability. Knowledge lost its not far, feel this is and yesterday Non-this article, with a continuous writing a long time. Finally today to close a tail. Slow, slow, I am how think, how want time and then slow some Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Years still warm

At the intersection of traffic, I strolled slowly, and the autumn feeling passed quietly, looking at every hurried figure running on the edge of the autumn night, the neon lights in this familiar and unfamiliar city seem to lose the exquisiteness and charm of the past. The autumn is bleak, and the world has been experiencing joy and pain for more than 40 years, I have also gained success. When everything is concentrated in my memory and drops in the coldness of autumn, I suddenly feel that I cannot find the direction to move forward. Wandering in the noisy world, the ups and downs of thoughts are silent and sentimental. Time passes by, and what passes away in the indifferent calendar is your smiling face, it was the clear Lake when we met, but I understood that only memory was a quiet paradise, I am willing to run aground in this world which only belongs to myself, the disturbance and complexity of the world. The evening breeze blowing on my face was occasionally cool, and the familiar music sounded along the road, which was the song that you and I always liked. Every beating note lifted my thoughts. Buddha said: There is nothing in the world, just too stupid; Love is mercy. Walking through the breeze and drizzle for dozens of years, every detail picked up hand in hand emerges in this autumn wind blowing night; The wind blows and leaves dance, flowers bloom, the scenery passed by all the way, and what deepened and deepened in my eyes was still the first tender I saw, and what the pen tip recorded next time was still the touch after the combination of articles and chapters. The interlaced flickering of neon lights reveals the sadness hidden in my heart. The years behind the prosperity seem to have changed. The memory is like the water flowing in the palm, quietly settling down, silent dry air once, I was silly to regard the companionship of every day and night as everlasting, and the struggle hand in hand as eternal happiness. However, I suddenly felt how mysterious and fragile the relationship was, everlasting is such an extravagant and demanding demand; The immortal oath has evolved into the engraving on the Sansheng stone. I am not greedy, but I just don’t give up the thousands of years of looking back, I just don’t want to meet when my youth is full of flowers and fragrance, and the infatuation that begins day and night flows across my face quietly with tears. A burst of coolness goes through my heart to see the hurried pedestrians, the strange faces may also record stories of different scenes, plots and feelings. Yes, whose eyebrows touched his heart, whose love disturbed his feelings, who cared about whose sadness, who loved for whom, who really took who seriously, who is who who has gone through the vicissitudes of time, is still empty to come, those faded sweet words, seems to be wandering in the past Chinese years. Looking up, the light in the distance has already been dim, and every window and shadow is shining with the warmth of gathering together. Maybe happiness has nothing to do with the person in my heart, and maybe only a long stream of water can really see through the scenery, and who is that, maybe we will always try our best to allocate in the boat of life, crossing our common past and drifting with the waves in the long river of life. The strong wind in the night makes the elegant Autumn Wind take away the sadness in the helpless night, hold every touching moment in my heart, and believe that the years are still warm. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Magnolia blossoms

When the Spring is warm and cold at first, when people have not completely changed their cotton-padded clothes and the winter jasmine is about to wither, magnolia flower will use its soft twigs and rusty buds to stand in the pavilion in March in early spring. I haven’t seen it for a few days. When you walk on the spacious Avenue again, you will find that big magnolia flower which has blossomed or is in bud, she is welcoming every passerby with her elegant fragrance. Those purple, white and yellow magnolia flowers, like cups, were swaying in the wind on both sides of the road, dotted with the Earth, becoming a beautiful scenery of the city. Occasionally, a few petals fell with the wind, it is like a flying reverie looking for the destination of the soul. I like Magnolia more because of its delicate but not bright light and charming but good fragrance, a petal, a fragrant fragrance and a wisp of affection. Every time I walked to the magnolia tree and saw its distinctive branches and big broad petals with the flower family, I couldn’t help thinking about it in my heart. In fact, no matter how hard life is, we will spend a day and a year like others. The scene of youth, ignorance and innocence like yesterday will always be fixed in the depth of our hearts. Picking a piece of petals in hand is like picking up the past years again. Facing the future, we once hesitated and hesitated. We don’t know what to do if we don’t know the world? We are distressed, anxious and indignant. We hope that there will be masters who can give us directions and let our dreams fly alone in the air. Looking up, I saw that Magnolia is still so firm, quiet and soft. I don’t know how many Rainy Nights, Magnolia is enjoying the baptism of rain quietly. Maybe in this way, it can wash away the fine dust from its blooming flowers, the scars on its roots, and return to its original pure smiling face and magnificent branches. The astringent rain flows through the heart and through the window lattice lingering in the neon night sky. I really want to comb myself quietly and review my life. Why do I often feel exhausted? Do you still achieve nothing until now? Seeing others’ success, I always blame myself for not being persistent and not working hard enough in my heart! Looking at the gloomy sky, my heart suddenly felt inexplicable helplessness and grief. Looking at the magnolia petals in my hands, I let my thoughts slide through my fingertips, just like a meteor passing across the sky, and the Flash suddenly drifted to the sky. How long is the road of life? How can we cherish the time? Magnolia blossoms and flowers thank you. At this time, it seems that I really understand myself. Therefore, on the page of magnolia petals, I wrote down hope, mood and future, the wings folded into the sea of hearts fly to the distance with the smiling faces of relatives, and greet every ordinary day with elegant posture and full spirit! Another year is the blooming season of magnolia. I am grateful, cherish,,,. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Power of promise

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…