Melancholy life

Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

ba yue not Central

People surrounding the city want to escape, while people standing outside the city want to rush in. Whether it is marriage or career, the desire of life is mostly like this. Due to the busyness in July and other various reasons, Yang Jiang reluctantly chose to temporarily give up the dream that had been deposited for a long time. Yes, just give up temporarily. I think, this dream, as long as I was alive, I would hide in my heart, and no one could move away. I stood outside the besieged city of my dream resolutely, trying to rush in with great strength. In August, the rhythm gradually slowed down. I went to the library to find some books, read books, novels, poems, and yuan songs and dramas that I didn’t understand very well. I didn’t read every novel and every opera from beginning to end. I just read some selected fragments and the content overview and contained thoughts summarized by others. It was no longer the same as before, but just watching the plot, I seldom appreciate the social reality or ideal value expressed by the author. Maybe at that time, I had no experience, so I couldn’t understand it thoroughly. Some people in the group were going to leave. Although there was almost no contact after work, they still didn’t give up. The four of us almost came in at the same time. We always had some feelings when we got along with each other in the past year. However, everyone has his own way to go and his own life to manage, so he has to bless her and realize all he pursues in the new environment. The departure of my colleague touched the feelings that had been pressed in my heart for a long time. This job failed to realize the original value of life, and even could not see a clear and clear prospect. Although it is treated with care, it seems that it has not been recognized accordingly. For those parts that are considered to be unstable privately, from the initial query to the present shaking head acquiescence, those edges and corners, it is gradually polished and round. However, there was still something unreconciled in the bottom of my heart. That’s why I lingered on the edge of the siege. I don’t know whether I should go inside, continue the bleak operation, or walk out bravely, welcome to a new starting point? I made up for the missed movie, but I didn’t know whether I passed by those youth who were out. The young and ignorant years have faded and come to an end before knowing how to start, and then they have to accept the growing youth. The casual warmth that the budding youth hopes for may no longer become the lines that can be attached to the heart of the hand. The happiness I had expected was just sorrow after sorrow, but I was still looking forward to it, still waiting, still never stopped, withered flowers and bones, still, and the brilliance of the next season! Whether you remember it, forget it, the city or outside the city, what you can expect is probably an unpredictable tomorrow! The fire broke out in July, but it didn’t end in August. Nothing, nothing Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Harmonica recalling

The Emerald harmonica, I don’t know what material it is, the shining golden copper sheet, the bright drop point, the structure of the wood block and the exquisite carving make people happy and desire to possess it, it is treasured by you. Every time you go out to play and walk away from home, you must hide it on your body and regard it as your hands and feet for fear that others will take it away. On the windowsill in the south of the house, your appearance is always indispensable every night, just as TV broadcast is indispensable every day. You held your breath, adjusted your posture and stared at the bamboo forest intently, just like a senior musician who played unconsciously. The little animals are moving, and the environment seems to make a sound of fighting against each other. I can’t remember clearly whether I have watched a series called swordsman or trample. You claim to play well and have a good voice. In fact, I always feel that no matter who plays the harmonica, even a weak person can play it, and your voice is like a duck, and it is not enough to give a free title called water duck. I am too lazy to tell you this, because the harmonica has always been occupied by you. You have a problem, but I think it is a disease. You are often like a ruffian who collects protection fees, holding a harmonica to show off in front of other people’s stalls. The purpose of your ghost is not to make others envy the harmonica, but to see you, taste your temperament, worship you have artistic cells? I remember an aunt who was interested in asking you how beautiful the harmonica was and where did she buy it. You have no conscience to answer others like this, saying that your father bought it at a high price at an auction on a business trip abroad. You lie like an impromptu speech, and you don’t have to make a draft. Your father is a native honest man with a low cultural level. The most literate person is only his own name, Mei Zili. He was big, with black and strong muscles. It was for others to carry and unload the bag. When did he get this bad job out of the country again? You have too many illnesses, which are more than the stars all over the sky at night. You can never count them, and you are still growing at the same time. Once, that was your favorite plaything. Now, I can have it without any effort, because you are dead, my brother. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Weirdo self-analysis

I didn’t know I was very strange. One day, Changsong, the difficult brother who had not seen me for more than a year, told me, “Your boy is still so strange. At that time, I thought it was a temporary drama and laughed it off. When I returned to my hometown on holiday, I heard the nagging of my mother and neighbors and said helplessly: Alas, he is the strange virtue. At that time, I thought that my mother couldn’t understand her son any more, so she pretended not to ask, but there was a cloud in her heart. Recently, a leader commented: this comrade has nothing to say about his work, but his personality is very strange. Tiger, can not help but vest sweating. When I got home, I asked my wife: Do you think I am blamed? My wife said affirmatively: It’s not strange, but it’s just a little stubborn. I asked my daughter again, and she was stunned: Are you strange? When Pigs Fly! After listening to their words, the vest did not sweat any more. But after all, this is a problem. What is strange? I decided to find the source. I walked into the study immediately, found a yellowed Xinhua Dictionary, and found some strange words destined for me on the left-side top of page 167. I calmed down a little and felt angry in the dantian, I swept down quickly and found that there were four explanations, so I compared them one by one. Speaking, I am not afraid of jokes. Although I am not 1.6 long, if I take a mirror and take a photo by myself, I am also broad and round, with two eyes and gods, but I am far from strange and unusual, therefore, the explanation 1 is boldly excluded. Explanation 3 is an adverb, and explanation 4 is a verb. It is obviously inappropriate to use it on my head. Then, the rest is only Explanation 2. Monsters, deification the legendary demons and so on (even: Demons). It refers to a person who has a bad temperament or a strange shape. With all due respect, demons and so on should be regarded as genuine products with strange shapes, such as green face and fangs, three heads and six arms, but although I am not a great man, I am also handsome and have good facial features, therefore, it is not a person with different shapes. Excluding this point, I’m afraid that what everyone said is not about image. Those who call me strange must mean that they are eccentric. And the so-called perversion, according to the explanation of the updated edition of “Modern Chinese Dictionary” in 2002, is perverse, that is (temperament, speech, behavior) awkward and unreasonable. At this point, I finally found the answer, and felt relieved. However, I still dare not give up. At night, I tossed and turned, with strange words fluttering like snowflakes in my mind. At dawn, I finally suddenly realized that I was indeed a little strange. As follows: a madman at work. In the past 48 years, except for the time when I was too young to do things, no matter when I was a woodcutter at home or when I was herding cattle and pigs, reading books, or when I was doing things later, I would devote myself to the pursuit of perfection, when encountering difficult problems or heavy tasks, you must be uneasy to sleep, unwilling to eat, work overtime, regardless of payment, until the problem is solved, you will feel relieved; Especially in the past ten years, you are willing to be plain, as for office work with relatively low pay but very hard work, I still did it with relish. Looking at dozens of excellent or advanced certificates obtained, although it is impossible to have a deputy office in this life, I still feel very happy. I have never thought about finding money, finding another job or slacking, because I am worthy of my position and believe that whether I work hard or not depends on myself, whether you succeed or not depends on yourself, and more on many other factors. Who asks yourself to disdain to master the key of promotion and only know what to do? It is easy to imagine that it is regarded as a pig by some familiar people; A hungry person in learning. As for learning, I am naturally fond of it and keep hungry at any time. Besides studying problems related to work, learning is very complicated and not systematic. Anyway, as long as I have time, I need to know what I catch, especially making full use of network resources to learn and enjoy themselves, which is regarded by some as a pedantic scholar who is not familiar with the world; A hidden person in life. In addition to work and study, try to hide from the world of mortals, stay with family members as much as possible, and reject parties such as eating, drinking, playing, and social parties. They are not involved in the red and green places, and hate people who have relationships everywhere, the social atmosphere is to make these people bad, so they often refuse people thousands of miles away. For private affairs, try not to find acquaintances to do it. If you can do it according to the rules, you can do it. If you can’t do it, you would rather not do it; I am proud of my simple life. I am rich in tea and light food. I can wear clothes and hats and make do with it. My daughter laughed and said that my father is really good-keeping, which is considered by some people as a low-skilled person who doesn’t come, an ascetic monk in the world of mortals; Pay attention to family life, take responsibility as much as possible, tolerate the shortcomings of family members as much as possible, be a good son, a good husband, a good father, a good brother, a good brother, and a good brother, it is considered by some people as a failed man who has nothing to achieve; A rude person in character. Although he was nothing, he was always equal in my eyes when he was in the world, holding his chest high, holding his head high, all kinds of people and so on. He would never get involved in anything that authentic scholars disdain, I can’t bend down, I can’t be short, I can’t say hypocritical words, I can’t lower my humble head, so that many things that can be done are not done, and things that can be done are not done. Even so, I have never touched the idea of smearing my tongue and removing the hard spine like iron. I firmly believe that people are as big as people who don’t ask for help. As long as you ask for help, you will be smaller than them, which should be avoided as much as possible; You should keep an independent personality at any time, there is no need to do what you don’t want to do for a little benefit, and be led by others by the nose, unless if you don’t do that, you will die. In addition, there is no sand in his eyes. In case of injustice, ordinary people dare not offend people. They often shout when they are not calm, clap the case and challenge alone, so that they can burn themselves without regret, it is considered by some people as an inflexible stubborn old man and an ignorant treasure. Of course, there may be other strange places, so we will not delve into them any more. In general, it can be said that in the workplace, learning and actively joining the WTO may imply Confucian behavior; In addition, stand aloof and naturally, try not to be fettered by fame and wealth, and try not to be restricted by common things, being born initiatively, cultivating oneself and cultivating oneself, not deceiving good and not afraid of evil may coincide with the thoughts of Taoism and Buddhism. Such a person, such a living treasure, is a bit strange to ordinary people. Since the split, my heart has been clear. I think Changsong said I was weird because of sincerity; My mother said I was weird because of love; The leader said I was weird because of love. I am happy when I hear it, and I am grateful. As for my wife and daughter, they don’t think I’m weird, because we are the same kind of people from the bottom of our hearts, I feel very pleased. However, it’s weird. Why do you think so much? Everyone has his own way of living. As long as this way does not hurt the kind people, this existence is reasonable. Why should we live according to others’ opinions? It is their own monsters that make up a colorful life. If there are thousands of people, I think this is probably not a blessing for human beings, but sorrow. The nature is hard to move, and there is no need to move, especially when it is close to the year of knowing the destiny. Life is too short to disturb yourself. Care about the next people, Weiren this box is polite, please forgive me. The sky turned white when I pushed the window to look out. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…