Window

The steps in summer are so sick that they are not fresh enough in the warm spring. In a blink of an eye, summer stays quietly in my bright bedroom. The sunshine in early summer always gives off slight temptation, which always makes me want to stare at the scenery outside the window for a long time. Outside my window was a hundred-year-old Phoenix Tree with luxuriant foliage. Sitting in front of my desk in such a fresh summer morning, I murmured with him. My heart was quite calm and I felt really wonderful. After breakfast that day, I began to whisper with him again. Just when I was intoxicated, a brown bird stopped on the prosperous branch. I couldn’t say her name but thought she was really cute. She jumped from this branch to that branch, and then from this leaf to that one. Seeing her so excited and ringing with her, my mood was also inexplicably happy, I couldn’t help looking at her a few more. Maybe the bird was in the same heart with me. She turned around and sang to me several times again. I couldn’t help being surprised and pleased that the bird even understood love like this. Literati and movers always praise the birds for their laughter in the spring days, but they don’t realize that the situation is from the heart. In such a turbulent summer, as long as your heart is quiet enough, in the hot summer, how can the singing of birds be Twitter! The bird seemed to understand my deep feeling for her from my gaze. I clearly saw her squinting her two small eyes. Her eyes were small but round. My bright smile was in the black pupil, which made me like it very much. I couldn’t help putting aside the pen which was spinning in my hand and stood up to open the window. Unfortunately, for the sake of safety at night, I locked the window last night, and because I was not at home all the year round, the lock had some yellow rust. When I spent a while pushing open the window, the bird had no idea where to go. I couldn’t help sighing: Alas, she was afraid of human beings after all. The few wisps of love that I just saw from her eyes were just my romantic feelings. I was hurt secretly in my heart, but I still expected her to stay again. I was looking forward to it, and I was also looking forward to it. Several magazines on the desk had been changed, but she never appeared in my vision. Several days passed away quietly, and the lost mood of that day had already returned to normal, and gradually forgot her. After all, she is a bird, and she has her own life track. She was born with a pair of wings, and she is destined to jump between different leaves in every vein. In the past few days, maybe she has gone through many branches beyond my sight. Maybe there have been many new visitors in this straight phoenix tree outside my window, I just don’t know these. But what does it matter? No matter which forest she comes from or which branch she flies to, she comes from the nature we love. Just for this point, I should bless her to fly over every piece of blue sky and white clouds lightly with her wings. One day, my friend called me and told me that an alumnus in middle school died early because of heart disease. I was shocked Secretly: Oh my God! Why is God so cruel! She is still at the time of youth, and her life has not really blossomed. How can she say that she is gone without it! Compared with Heaven, how fragile life is! I am not very familiar with this schoolmate, but I remember her deeply. Her black face appeared in my mind at this moment. It was such a healthy round face, but it was suddenly buried in the years of long illness. Then I chatted with my friend and hung up the phone, holding my cheek quietly and meditating. Through the dense gap of branches and leaves outside the window, what I saw was still endless green branches and leaves, A cry called back my remote thoughts, oh, it is a bird. I smiled at her and teased her with the index finger of my right hand. She was not afraid at all. After a few cheers, she jumped through my window and beat in my palm. Looking at the round eyes of this bird, I remembered my schoolmate, She also had such a pair of black and bright eyes, which revealed the vigorous atmosphere of this early summer season. Maybe this bird is the one I expected in those days, maybe it is a bolder bird. I am not sure about these, but it is all my guess. But what does it matter? What I dare to conclude is that my schoolmate must have turned into a bird. She stayed on my case today. I think yesterday, the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday …… she also stayed in front of all the faces she had seen, he also told him (her) with round eyes: I’m fine. Yes, she is very good. She doesn’t have to endure the pain any more, and I don’t have to worry about which one will come first tomorrow or accident any more. From then on, she was a free bird with the blessing of blue sky, white clouds, river water, forest …… what loneliness and fear did she have. Thinking of this, I gently stroked the bird’s thick feathers with a smile and told her to go and fly in your free kingdom. She blinked, pecked in my palm a few times, then turned around and flew out of the window, disappearing in the dense gap. Finally, she was free. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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There’s plenty of fish

If people don’t have emotions, it would be better, and there will be less care and trouble. A stone lay quietly on the mountain, witnessing the moon of yesterday and the stars of today. Whether you like it or not. Day after day, year after year, this stone without carving has been depreciated, not annoyed by depreciating, praised, and not delighted by praise. It was indifferent to all the words of the world, lying there, waiting for the sculptor in the fate. Even if the sculptor comes, it will not make it happy, and leaving will not make him sad. It is it, a stone without emotion. However, after all, a person is a person, not a stone, and has seven emotions and six desires. Love, hurt, success and failure. Maybe each of us is not afraid of love or separation. What we are afraid of is the depth of love. We are reluctant to part with each other and care after separation. Maybe every one of us is not afraid of failure. What we are afraid of is that we cannot make efforts and find a direction. There is no end to a long road. I sat under an old locust tree and saw people coming and going, from appearance to clothing, all of which were different. These characteristics should be recognized. A person has experienced many things. When he sees strange scenery and figures, he will always have some familiar feelings. Judging from these tall trees, this road has been located here for hundreds of years. Fortunately, after experiencing ups and downs, these trees grew healthily, adding a touch of green to the world. Looking up and looking at the sky, there was only sporadic sunlight passing through the gap. From the sky, I really wanted to ask: who had such foresight and planted these trees to enjoy the cool for passers-by hundreds of years later? There was no need to ask about some things any more. Even if asked, there would be no result. The Great Wall was still there today, and Qin Shihuang was not seen in those years. Life needs a free and easy life. Don’t want to go to the past, don’t look at the future, just ask the present. It is said that there was a frustrated ancient man who also went through this road. Because of the hardship of life and the broken family, he had to leave the city and go to a beautiful place that nobody knew. At that time, he just walked along this road and kept walking until he reached this place. The tall trees were towering, the grass was luxuriant, and the birds were gentle. He wrote a sentence with mixed feelings: there was no grass in the end of the world. He plucked up his courage and continued to move forward firmly. At the end of the road, his eyes were shining, with mountains, water, trees and birds. Therefore, he decided to stay, ploughing at sunrise and resting at sunset. Indeed, when people are frustrated, they should return to nature. Only here can they find the source of life and make up for the injured soul. After several years, it has gradually improved and its reputation has greatly increased. People from all over the world came to meet this man who had gone from failure to success. He also intended to return to that sad city again, but when he walked to the middle of the road and saw these trees and birds again, his heart began to feel uneasy. Therefore, he returned to the long-lost cabin and calmed his heart. He found that he had fallen in love with everything here, a flower, a grass, a wood, a mountain, a water and a world. Whether these things are true or not is no longer important. In the long river of history, how many things are true and how many things are false, and how can we distinguish them clearly. Some people say that people are born to overcome difficulties. Sisyphus pushed a big stone up the mountain. Every time when it was approaching the top of the mountain, the stone rolled down again and again. For Sisyphus, difficulties were always in front of him, but he could never overcome them. He did not choose to give up, and still worked hard for success. From the very beginning, when we came to this world smoothly, we had already overcome the biggest difficulty and experienced the most thrilling test. The turbulence and swaying all the way finally arrived now, it is also the greatest success. The colorful life does not lie in how successful it is, how much money it has earned, what awards it has won, nor in whether it has reached the peak of life, but in whether it is free and easy to obtain, if you turn it upside down, will you get up? Pat the dust on your body and move forward without complaining or escaping. Suddenly, you will find that there are sour, sweet, bitter and spicy, which is a complete life. Gradually leaning to the West, a vehicle spurted away from the side, staring at it, like a Acrobatic Troupe, also known as a entertainer. I have seen their performances, some spitting fire and some swallowing iron balls. I worshiped them very much at that time. However, when performing now, it is more about pretending false expressions and using false props to cater to the audience’s preferences. Of course, who makes the audience like this. They are also forced by life, doing things they don’t like? This long road, how many people have passed, how many people laugh, how many people feel sad. What are we pursuing? Money, vanity, status, or fame? The wild flowers on the roadside are blooming and colorful. For passers-by, you don’t have to stay for so long, because it is not for you, but waiting for a painter, this painter didn’t know that he didn’t exist in this world, or in the crowd just past, he had already crossed the street with this flower several times. If you go forward, you don’t have to feel sad for the missed flower, lose or miss it, because it doesn’t belong to you. Go straight along this road. There are thousands of flowers in a big garden, and there is always a flower blooming for you. I have loved, fell in love, divided, injured, and experienced a variety of things; I have tried hard, succeeded, failed, and suffered, and traveled all over the country. After breaking up, I told myself not to cry. Many years ago, we were just strangers. Try to make yourself a person without emotion, but how can it be possible that animals will shed a drop of tears when they are going to die. Failed, I told myself to be strong, you see, how many people go on bravely. Only by sticking to the end can we see the rainbow. On the way forward, we often hit the last tree, and behind the tree is the beautiful scenery. The East is not bright while the West is bright. Since we can’t have no emotion, then we will live a free and easy life without holding or tripping, without shame or annoyance. Like that stone, after experiencing the baptism of time, it still remained calm and ignored the disturbing outside world. Spring is coming, white, piece by piece, like snow in winter. In this winter, we have been here many times and passed many times, just like this willow tree. The more the wind blows, the less Catkins it has. One day, it will lose everything. However, looking at the lush leaves, the trees look stronger. There are few willows blowing on the branches, and there is no grass at the end of the world. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Speak for itself yourself

Every time I check the results, it looks like I just bought a lottery ticket in my hand, which is a little nervous, a little hopeful and a little exciting; After the connection is opened, when I input the admission ticket, my mood began to jump, and my hands were trembling. After all input, there were several failures in the interface of entering the score. I didn’t dare to look at the screen at the beginning. I wanted to know the score, but I was afraid that I couldn’t pass it. After jumping out of the performance interface, I didn’t look at the scores. I only paid attention to the subjects that passed, and I passed all the six subjects that I applied for. At this time, my heart beat even harder, I should be happy. Then I looked to the right. Obviously, I didn’t work very hard. My grades were not very satisfactory. My colleague’s 98 points in English completely hurt me, now I can’t control so much, and my mood still stops at the excitement point. Forgive me for being so satisfied. People who know me all think I am introverted and quiet. Only those roommates who get along with me day and night can know that I am not quiet at all, and sometimes I am thick-skinned; people who know me all think that I am independent and strong. In fact, only a few people know that I am a little woman who is extremely reluctant and has no ambition. She will hesitate to make a small choice. No matter how big the opportunity is, it is in front of me, no one encourages me to give up timidly. The book says: how to go in the future, choose by yourself! I was going to put an end to my twenties in a month. I thought there would be new changes in my life: going to work, making money, reading books, watching performances, maybe making a boyfriend or traveling. This is the day I planned for myself. I have never gone as planned. Over the past year, I have been thinking about whether I can stick to it. Only I know that I am not a hard-working person, and I also envy others’ happiness, feel my loneliness; I also care about others’ eyes, afraid of the disappointment that I can’t meet others’ expectations; I also tell myself what’s wrong with you, so you have to be higher than this platform, what do you have to do, or it will be a failure; I have also thought about whether it will be better if there is someone who has a figure and a character. Until one day, a friend said: While you envy others, others also envy you. It turns out that we are all the same. As for my dream, I just talk about it, think about it, and have no action at all. At this time, I often doubt whether I really like what I said about love, and it is just like what others say. Maybe I don’t have dreams, but I just don’t have the motivation to make dreams come true. Dream, promise me to look at you. I always look at you in my dream every night, but I still don’t wake up after reading. Sometimes I was really afraid that I had only one person left, and I was even more afraid that I would be so worldly-wise easily, and then I would not quarrel, show off, toss, and be quiet as death. I always like a passage in Gu Chengwen: I am a wayward child, and I want to wipe away all misfortunes. I want to paint windows all over the Earth. Let all eyes used to darkness get used to light. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

My heart gets old when I feel tired

I am in a bad mood and very depressed. Recently, I was under a lot of pressure. I felt that I was getting old all of a sudden. I had to take all the responsibilities. When I was tired, I got old. Many things I didn’t understand before have been understood. Many things I didn’t think about before have to be considered. Many things I didn’t want to face before have to be faced, so I am old. I feel tired and get old. Just like when you were young, you always wanted to grow up. In fact, you grew up when you were there. When time passes and you are still there, you will not grow up. If you don’t grow up, you never need to understand, never need to think, never face it, just do it simply, and do it if you like. How happy. But if you still want to grow up, just like something must be done, you can’t get rid of your conscience any way to escape. Even if you do it awkwardly, it’s good to do it, I was afraid that I would be timid before I did it. I couldn’t do anything well, and my heart became more tired and I grew older faster. Forcing ourselves to grow up is like forcing ourselves to open our eyes and look at the world. So many things need to be done, but we can’t do it. What does it feel like? When you want to study, you feel that you are so tired and stumbling. You can’t complain, stop or give yourself a chance to breathe, because it would make me feel very tired, very tired, maybe there would be no motivation if I complained, maybe there would be no courage to move forward if I stopped, maybe I would feel lucky if I sighed, maybe… You will finally finish this journey. Don’t sigh with emotion, don’t waste it, and don’t regret it. You will walk through it without a chance to start again. You don’t need those meaningless emotions to go on, there is always a right direction, and there is always a direction that will reach the desired destination. If you feel tired, don’t stop, then you will be really old. I feel tired and get old. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…