Things you don’t know

At, I called my mother. In fact, I knew that my mother had already gone to bed, but I still called her willfully at this time. I want her to, during the festival that belongs to her, I received my blessing first, and I also knew that no matter when we called her, she would be very happy and would never blame us. I talked to my mother for nearly an hour, some didn’t, many, many, but all I told her were picked out happy or good things, and I didn’t know when to start, I have formed the habit of reporting good news but not worry, and I don’t know when to start. I am used to speaking carefully in front of my parents. Yes, we all have a lot of things that the other party doesn’t know. Every time I call my father, he will ask me if I have called my mother. I will say yes, and he will say that’s good. Every time I call my mother, she will also ask me if I have called my father, I said I would call her later. Mom said that every time Dad called her, she would ask if we had called her. Mom would say yes. Then Dad was a little jealous, too, my sister and I seem to be used to calling my mother, but seldom talk to my father. In fact, I also want to tell him my situation easily and chat with him happily. However, every time, I feel a little sad. They don’t know that in these years, I have long been accustomed to such a proper distance, because in this distance, what I remember more is care and warmth, rather than not scolding and discontent. I don’t know if it is because I am really terrible. My dear mother even began to worry that I would not be able to marry. Parents always have something to worry about. When they were studying, they worried that we would fall in love early. When they were older, they worried that they would not be able to get married. But now I am even have no chance to fall in love early, alas, she said that it was impossible for you and that person; She said that you should be careful, or I would introduce it to you; She said that she couldn’t find too far away, otherwise, it is rare to meet each other for more than ten years; She said that I just laughed and didn’t talk. In fact, she didn’t know. So far, I didn’t intend to stay in my hometown. One day, I accidentally saw the voice singing at the annual meeting. In fact, that song was not my favorite style, I just don’t know why I like to listen to that voice, and then I know the owner of that voice through others. When I think of it, the corners of my mouth always rise slightly. A colleague looked at me with incredible eyes when hearing that song and said, “Do you still like listening to this style of song? I smiled lightly, because I didn’t know either. The owner of that voice was even more unknown. I lost sleep last night, and couldn’t fall asleep over and over again. Then I simply read stories one after another, joys and sorrows or separation, looking for my own shadow in others’ stories, then the eyes were covered with water mist layer after layer. Some people, some things, some used to stay there like fossils. They don’t know when to start or when to end, and imagine various endings, but none of them will be the real ending. Those are probably things that I have never known. In fact, along the way, everyone has things that others don’t know, and also things that they don’t know. In these complicated things, in the process of finding answers, gradually growing, losing, or gaining, have become a fortune, standing in the past years, sad and bright! This is also very good, isn’t it? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I spend my whole life with you

Meeting is a kind of beautiful fate, just as Zhang Ailing said: meeting the people you meet among thousands of people, in thousands of years, in the boundless wilderness of time, there is no earlier step, it was not a step late and happened to catch up. There was nothing else to say but a gentle question, Oh, are you here too. In one’s life, there will always be an exciting encounter. When you meet you, everything seems like you have already known each other. There is no need for gorgeous language and special arrangement, you appeared in front of me surprisingly and in my ordinary life. In the boundless wilderness of time, there will always be such a person waiting for your arrival in unknown places, meeting you, getting to know you, knowing you and shaking hands with you, love with You, accompany to old, this is fate. It was in the evening, and I couldn’t tell why. We met and knew each other. From then on, I had a you in my heart. Then because we were in a long-distance relationship, you often wrote letters to my school and said some intimate words. These love letters accompanied me through that period of student career. I was also curious at that time. In the world of mortals, in the crowd, such as weaving people, people got acquainted and knew each other, A casual encounter connects you and me from different places tightly. After several years of love and the final combination, we run our home together, every day, I listen to my child shouting at mom and dad, remember that we first met each other, and find that you are full of expectation and desire for everything. You hope to be recognized with your own efforts. I feel that desire, maybe I chose you for the first time. In my life, there may be many people passing through your memories. Those unforgettable memories may not always be beautiful. After experiencing wind and rain, I have gone through the vicissitudes of time, those wounds and pains will be cured by time, and those feelings and warmth will remain in your heart for a long time. Then you will understand that there is only one person who really loves you with his whole life, and how much love can be renewed in one’s life? In the ordinary life of daily necessities, you often create some little romance, saying that you love me very much, and my heart ripples and desires, playing the music of love with you all the year round, when I bought several dresses for you to wear, I felt that you were reading me and my tenderness with a heart. Now I am middle-aged, We still together, no matter people around how on-and-off, with US firm walked hand in 3 years of pain, Seven Year Itch. Continue our happiness. I remember that when you came back from Yangzhou, you turned out some photos from the camera for me to see. Some of them were posted in QQ photo album, and one of them was a big tree and a small tree, it’s so close to each other, and it’s also that you fully absorb the sunshine and rain to grow up. You are very romantic and give this photo a name called “love each other”. This reminds me of Shu Ting’s “to Oak”. Yes, I also want to make myself a flower tree beside you. The root is tightly held underground while the leaves touch the clouds, you have your big branches, I have my red flowers and fruits. It seems that they are separated forever, but they are dependent on each other for life and stay together silently. Using this to describe our love is the love I want in my heart. Is this the most romantic thing you have done for me? Thank you very much. I can still think of me during the shooting process. I remember one time when I went to the park to take a picture, I saw the bright wild flowers along the road were driven by the morning wind, just as your unpredictable heart was swaying. At that time, I thought that you would miss me just as you missed me. In the photos I took, I captured a ray of morning light, which made this ray of morning light, a burst of morning wind, take away my thoughts and bring them to you far away. In ordinary life, we can calm down, listen to Chen Yin and read through all the fresh days one by one carefully, and find that what we are old is youth, and what we are not old is remembering my love, have you seen it? Use our wrinkles to interpret love. Since then, I started to hold my hand and grow old with my son. The most romantic thing is to grow old with you, Collect little by little along the way, and stay in the wheelchair to chat slowly at last. Isn’t the long happiness just the chrysanthemum floating at the bottom of the Cup? Quiet and elegant, blooming freely, The tea water flowed between the tongue, with a mouthful of fragrance. Because you gave me the chrysanthemum. I also like you to call me pig affectionately. Of course, I will also reply, you are a pig, easy to raise, sleep when you are full. Do you still remember the osmanthus picked when I walked with you? I use the little flowers to dress up our home, let it refresh the air in the room, and let it be beautiful in your heart. Happiness is always working hard. Once you drank too much, I cooked GE fen for you to drink. You said it was too thin. I went back to the kitchen again and returned some GE fen for you to burn. Once, in order to make steamed stuffed bun, I ate it in a different taste. Maybe I used less baking powder and didn’t start the noodles. The steamed stuffed bun was hard. If you don’t eat it, let me eat it alone. So the next day, I changed to face and hair face, but it turned out to be successful. The steamed stuffed bun was well made. In addition, I used the tips taught by life to teach me that the stuffing of leek bag really didn’t make soup. As a result, you ate a few in the morning and thought it was really good. Life is like this, when I do one thing, After getting your affirmation, I feel very happy. In winter, you often go to bed first. When I sleep, I feel very warm. My cold heart will generate expectations? Life is plump because of watching. Each other has a smile of love and a beam of Eyes of Love, which break into the heart, like the moistening nectar. Love is beautiful, however, how to keep the original beauty needs great wisdom. In this pleasant and quiet time, I will turn my thoughts and thoughts into poetic words, love you and use my whole life! Let the flowers of life bloom around us forever like pink and Willow Green. Let the clouds of Love Float on our heads forever. The breeze is silent, gently blowing, gently blowing willows. In the rhythm of the wind, there is a faint scent of books flowing and flying. It spreads with the wind and gently chants at the fingertips, singing a line of green prose poems! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. 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Bauhinia mountain dove

Bauhinia mountain dove

The summer in Zhengzhou is really hot, especially for a distant guest like me who came from thousands of miles away, it is more difficult to take the hot summer. In the afternoon of summer, I was so hot that I wanted to go to the park and maybe I could get a sense of coolness. It was my seven-year-old son who walked with me. Take Route 62 from Zizhu community to Zijingshan station, and walk more than 100 meters to the north to Zijingshan Park. I am not unfamiliar with this park, because I have traveled once before. Although the park is not big, compared with this city wrapped in concrete, I also feel the shadows of trees dancing and the coolness is amazing. My last visit was attracted by the pigeons at the foot of the mountain. This revisit is not only for finding a good place to enjoy the cool weather, but there is another purpose, which is mainly to let children get close contact with the group of white pigeons at the foot of Bauhinia Mountain at zero distance. Birds seen in normal times are all flying in the air, not close to people. Although human beings all yearn for the freedom of birds, they finally have no chance to communicate with them. If children of six or seven years old can be so close to these lovely elves, there must be a different kind of joy. After entering the gate of the park, the child’s eyes were attracted by the white dove nearby. Looking far away, the lawn was full of pearls, white and flawless, and there was no mottled color. The children who were playing ran to the flock of pigeons quickly. These elves are not afraid of giving birth, but they are very happy to be with tourists. It turned out that they had known that tourists would feed birds, and they were waiting for tourists to feed them food. Seeing the food bag in the hands of the tourists, they simply flew to the head, hands and arms of the tourists happily, fighting for the delicious food. I put bird food in the palm of myself and my son, and deliberately made them close to human beings. However, they really didn’t regard themselves as outsiders and ate them without hesitation, my hands felt itchy and crisp. The speed is really not slow, I finished a whole pack in a while. The child was extremely happy. These pigeons were really not afraid of people. They were more like old friends who had known each other for many years, and they were not alert to people. Don’t talk about children. Even adults will be happy with the intimate feeling of birds and human beings. When we are troubled, we will probably sigh with emotion, if only I am a bird. From the perspective of human beings, birds don’t have any worries. Because of this, who doesn’t want to be friends with birds? I looked up the Bauhinia Mountain, where there were several bamboo houses made of bamboos. The top design was very beautiful, just like the wings of birds were about to spread out and take off. The pigeon keepers opened the door lock and threw edges, groups of white pigeons flew all over the sky, just like white clouds. Some landed on ancient pine trees, some fell on the shoulders of pedestrians, and more scattered beside the footsteps of tourists. Pigeon man said they thought would be a thousand white dove, now put out of about 500 or 600, and half is lunch break, in the evening of seven o’clock, all the pigeons would amplify out, at that time, white pigeons were flying all over the sky. Listening to the words of pigeon keepers, it turns out that pigeons also have their living system and work and rest arrangements. Everything created by the creator has its own rules, and we human beings even get great favor from them, what other reason is unfair? In life, we always encounter all kinds of troubles. Compared with pigeons, these troubles of human beings are the most unnecessary. Gachuo huofu said: if a person has too many desires, How can life bear the heavy burden and how can life obtain happiness? Therefore, in the journey of life, pursue a kind of indifference, calmly face the gift from life to you, including all the sufferings and unfairness, and treat everything along the way with a peaceful and calm mind. Be a true self: no hypocrisy, no flattery. No matter when, leave some space for your heart, Let your heart have your own freedom. No matter when, let go of what you shouldn’t bear in your heart. Letting go is not an escape, but a stronger undertaking. No matter when, let your heart breathe, let the sunshine shine into your heart, and use a relaxed and vigorous heart to deal with the uncertain life. No matter when, give the heart a peace, belonging to the peace of the heart, is belonging to your own peace and joy. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Memory, an unforgettable song

There will always be a pause in a song and a breakpoint in a memory. Now my thoughts are flying, wandering at the breakpoint of memory, pulling …… growing up is a very wonderful thing, which makes me learn to protect myself, but it is always scarred; it makes me learn to be strong, but it always makes me feel tired. What is the symbol of maturity? Can you laugh and cry, or cry and say regret? Is it to obliterate the innocence, or give up the seemingly ignorance at first? After a long time, when I recollected all my experiences, I finally realized that a person has a mature way, a person has a continuation of a person’s story, which is unique, and my destiny is E major. I don’t know what others think of me. I just want to live my own life. It is not groundless for me to tell my story so sad. I think my life is dramatic and ridiculous. I can’t control the confusion of my thoughts or my feelings. I always pursue and want to be a quiet person, but every time I end up quickly. I just want to live a simple and quiet life, but I can’t get what I want. Many previous ideas have been grinded by reality and become no longer angular. This is my past, whether I like it or not. Now I have a lot of negative emotions, which seem to be sentimental. In fact, they are euphemistic expressions of my true feelings. Everyone knows this and that truth, but it is just a problem that Xi is not used to changing. I don’t know whether this change is a kind of growth or betrayal to my past. I only know that I am not used to this kind of change. I feel that I am like a river, which originates from the ordinary land. Continuous running is my lifelong pursuit and the meaning of my life. Maybe the scenery on the way is beautiful and gorgeous, full of temptation and excitement. But as a river, I should have my own duty. Running is my endless life. I am a river, ignoring the blue clouds in the sky and the boundless Scenery of birds and flowers on both sides, but just running towards the direction of the sea blindly. I am eager for the courage of the sea and the surging waves, so I give up the joy and satisfaction for a moment, because I know that when facing the sea, the spring will bloom. I long for such flowers and a natural and unrestrained life. So I hope that I am such a river and can work hard for that kind of life. People like to recall, or how can I keep thinking about memories and chatter? Maybe it was in a certain afternoon, the moment when the light and shadow shook my eyes, or at a certain dusk, when the fallen leaves were floating for a moment, the inexplicable throb in my heart was the source of my memory. There is always a trance illusion, which can’t tell whether the people and things in these memories are my stories or others’ stories. Some people leave without returning, and some people leave and never meet again. If I were still in my memory, I could laugh wildly, cry happily, be heartless and enjoy it. If I were still that little boy, I wouldn’t feel that living is also a kind of decadence. In the past, I was unrestrained and presumptuous, and happy made me jealous. Maybe youth and beauty are always fleeting, we should not be too nostalgic, but it is because of the short-lived that it is beautiful, I recall it because of its beauty. Today, I look at the past through the fleeting years, and I never forget the simple smiling face at that time. Looking at the strange face, what I expected was the face in my memory. Looking at the bustling street, I imagined it was the corner of that summer, hiding my mind and secret. Now I am no longer the original me, is it changed by others or my own mind? I once recalled that I, the one who didn’t suffer any harm and persisted in believing in feelings, would raise the corners of my mouth. Thinking of that white shirt and those pure white boys and girls, there will always be a feeling of vicissitudes. How could it be? In just a few years, what has changed is the purity and happiness that can never be possessed again. Time is really terrible, gradually devouring our inherent youth and life like a fire snake. The pain like death is entangled between these losses and gains, wandering in forgetting and memory. If I were still me, I wouldn’t live like this. I wouldn’t let you lose those proud pure white so easily. I will try my best to keep that bright smiling face and that little me. But that’s just if, I am still me. The sky has been dark for too long, and the next stop is bright happiness. I will seize it. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…