Ask yourself

I asked myself more than once: who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going? What do I want to do? What can I do? What should I do? But no one can answer me. Maybe there was no fixed answer, but I kept asking myself. I remember Xu Daran once wrote: everything is passing away. Life seems to be a piece of ice melting in front of the mirror. We all see ourselves, but we don’t know ourselves. Yes, if we don’t understand ourselves, let’s constantly ask ourselves; If we don’t understand ourselves, let’s have dreams and courage. For me, do I know myself? I am ordinary and small 90 after. There is no such kind of broad-minded feelings as Fan Zhongyan who is not pleased by things and sad by himself; There is no such kind of life as Wen Tianxiang who has never died since ancient times, and the lofty sentiments and ambitions of keeping the heart of Dan according to the history, I recommended Xuanyuan with my blood. And I, I am a girl who likes dreaming, but seldom pursue dreams. Speaking of my ideal, only Wang Guowei said: Last night, the West Wind withered green trees. When you are alone in a tall building, you can see the shallow state of the road. In the plain and ordinary life, I like to walk alone in the dusk of the sunset, watching the sunset, feeling the infinite good sunset, just the beautiful regret of the near dusk. They will be happy or sad because of their grades, and quarrel with their parents because of the generation gap of growth. I like Haizi’s face to the sea, Spring is warm and flowers bloom, watching the tide rising and falling at the seaside. More often, I like to lean against the trunk in the lane of Xunyang to see the clouds rolling in the sky. But for this ordinary life and the growth of youth, I want to ask myself what I want to do well, but I can’t get others’ affirmation. Why do you want to study hard but never persevere to the end. Why are the facts in front of you, but you always can’t believe it and doubt that you are dreaming. Why is the road wrong at the beginning? Some people choose to make mistakes again and again. Why do some people say that the outside world is wonderful, but they are also helpless. Why is the happy time always so short, and there is no trace when it comes or goes. Why are we no longer pure when we grow up. Why is life like a play. We play different roles and feel different emotions on the stage of life. Life is melancholy of joys and sorrows, and life is full of ups and downs. I am a part of life as well as a part of life, but there are hundreds of billions of me, which forms a colorful and wonderful small universe. Some people say that knowing oneself is the biggest problem in the world. Many people do nothing or take detours because they cannot know themselves correctly, and many people go to glory in difficulties and twists and turns and achieve a career because they know themselves correctly. Therefore, we need to ask ourselves, because we are young and full of yearning. Although we have troubles, we are still full of hope. We are the messengers of youth, and we are the sun at eight or nine o’clock in the morning. The world is beautiful because of us, life is colorful because of us, and we are the symbol of vitality. Because we are young, we will face many choices and challenges. I hope that we can know ourselves, inquire about our youth, have a long time to break through the waves, and have the heart to travel straight to the sea, blooming the flower of value of life. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Thirty-year-old woman, what are you busy

Unconsciously, people have reached middle age, and they really have new feelings about life. They don’t eat for the sake of being slim, and they don’t cry for a big thing. Think about the road we have traveled in these years is really a beautiful and tortuous path. There were colorful butterflies looking for flowers and numerous beautiful fruits on the roadside, but how much leisure time do we have to stay and watch in order to survive, or take off the fruit and chew it carefully to taste its sweetness. We are only eager to find a more beautiful and suddenly enlightened Avenue in our imagination. However, on the way forward, the tree shadow was gradually bleak, the butterfly disappeared, and the fruit disappeared. Finally, I finally found that the wonderful scenery was gone, and unexpectedly I reached a desert without consciousness. It is not as beautiful and rich as imagined. More bitter memories. In fact, everyone is like this. When he was young, there were flowers and applause in his life. At the beginning, he also had ideals and goals. However, as time went by, this expectation became slim. I feel that I don’t have too much extravagance and expectation for the dream-like ideal and flower-like life from one to thirty years old. What’s more important is the happiness of the family and the concept of happiness, it also gradually becomes clear and specific. As long as the elderly are healthy, the family is stable, and the children’s academic performance is good, this is happiness. But in my spare time, I still feel that there are some deficiencies in my life that need to be made up, and I feel that there is always a trace of emotion deep in my soul. There is always a voice in a corner of your heart. What should you do? You should have your own career to fight. This feeling is becoming more and more obvious and stronger. Maybe this is what people say that the soul will change one’s life. If your soul is baptized, your inner heart will be naturally clean and more things will be allowed. The ultimate value of life lies in the ability of awakening and thinking, not only in survival. Now that we have been able to survive, why can’t we let our brains think about more things? We should not just live, learn to live, and relight the ideal lamp, believe that even if you are raising chickens and making beans, it is also your own career. Don’t find more reasons for yourself because of your age and family. Everything depends not on whether you can succeed or not, but on whether you can do or not. If you don’t do it, you can’t fail. But you don’t even have a 0.1 chance to succeed. If you try, you will have the hope of success, and I am also responsible for my own life, without wasting time or wasting time. In fact, the mentality is the master of what a person does. As long as the mentality is straightened, even if the road ahead is bumpy, you will still feel that the scenery along the way is beautiful, making people reluctant to leave! Don’t think how terrible a woman is when she is one to thirty years old. In fact, as long as she truly understands the meaning of happiness, truly understands the value of life, and finds the right direction to move forward, then thirty years old is the golden age for you, because you have experienced the trifles of life, the washing of Life wind and rain, you will become a woman like jade, and it is a beautiful jade that has been deposited for many years. Don’t immerse yourself in the past, let alone wandering in the past all the time. Only today’s sunshine really belongs to us, because it comes to reality and can give us light and warmth. Give yourself some strength, don’t let your age catch your pace of progress, give yourself confidence and bravely move forward to the established goal! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…