Rainy day feeling

Rain, Rain, rain, or rain! It rained intermittently for a week. It seems that God wants to clean up this dirty world. But TA forgot that the world is not only dirty on the surface, but also rotten in the bones. The filth of this world is not caused by SARS, bird flu, melamine, gutter oil, leather milk, leather shoes jelly and white pollution; Nor is it caused by natural earthquake and tsunami; It is human beings, human beings are the biggest germs and cancer cells! Why did Lu Xun change his profession from a medical scholar? It was because he knew at that time that medicine could only cure the symptoms but not the root cause. But now I am studying medicine, I hate the hypocrisy of this world, I hate to be a person with a mask, and I hate my decadent self! But I can’t be cynical, I can’t find a way out! I am like a lost child, confused and sad! From “fen qing” to “shit Qing”, can I still go back to the original indignation and struggle? Ideal is very full, reality is very skinny, now I have been used to the life of “If you come, you will be safe? Are my pursuits, ideals, goals and dreams still waiting? Countless question marks make me unable to face myself today. Where should the deserted youth stand up? Except sighing, the only thing left is pity. I regret the lost years, the passing youth and the lost courage of struggle. Goodbye, youth; Goodbye, graceful pain! No longer, youth; Goodbye, beautiful dream! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Cool thoughts

She said that she was going to leave for a period of time, but my heart couldn’t be settled. The loss came from the bottom of my heart, and I got off work with a depressed mood. I had a lot of words to say to her, but it was already late …. evening, soochow of cool breeze, bursts of blowing my body, 1.1 point blowing loose my heart, busy day body finally loose in this cool summer, cool breeze mixed buttressed cheek, I seemed to have floated in the air …… I just got out of the school gate, and at the end of the road was a hill, a simple small tower dotted with the mountain top. With layers of green, the tower was no longer lonely. Gradually, a bright moon in the night hung in the sky, dragging its sleepy body. The sky was unusually blue, and the whole Blue World was immersed in blue. On both sides of the road, trees were dancing with the wind, A trace of dry heat of the body is dried, and the heat and annoyance in the daytime no longer exist. I should be happy, but why can’t I be happy? Maybe I just woke up after a nap. I didn’t know how to smoke. Today, I was not happy to smoke. The smell of the smoke was very mild, but my mood was very heavy. The smoke I exhaled flew carelessly, no purpose, no mind, and finally disappear. The strange faces in the crowd passed by one by one, but none of them was similar to her. People came and went, and the fetters of the world of mortals… it was so strange that I liked someone for the first time. It seemed that there was nothing but air, but the air is full of smell, which always touches every cell of me and makes me fondle admiringly. I have been silent for a long time and I want to leave. I ‘d better go alone. After all, there is still a long way …… I will come back again in summer, and some roads cannot be decided by people. People have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny. This matter is difficult to be complete in ancient times, but I hope that people will last long …… what the ancients have said long ago, but now we are still struggling blindly, it seems that we can live wider than our predecessors. Life is always so subtle, people who are separated will still have their own happiness… just think of once, that cool summer, still hesitate.. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Examine and call with the soul

I remember a story about an old abbot who got up on time ten minutes before the morning bell rang every day and called his name on Gao Gang in front of the temple, which has been the case for many years. A little monk felt very strange, so he asked: Master, why do you always call yourself? Is there any mystery? The old Abbot smiled a little: I dream every night, travel around the world, and the gods are wandering for thousands of miles. I often can’t restrain myself. When I wake up, I also have mixed thoughts. Of course, I have to call myself, or I will be lost, I will never find myself again! Therefore, little Shammy had an epiphany. In our real life, many people will lose themselves inadvertently. While calling oneself is a way to awaken and strengthen oneself. Calling oneself is actually self-filtering and reflection. To discover one’s existence through calling, to clarify the coordinates of one’s position and to determine one’s own value, thus achieving self-knowledge. To call yourself, you should start from your coordinate position, judge who you are and where you will go, examine your advantages and disadvantages, and evaluate your identification ability, measure your information resource reserves and wash away the dust and shadow in your mind. Yes, listen to the call of the heart. It is a model for you to stand still when others are pointing fingers. Others’ criticism and criticism will only better reflect your courage and measurement! As long as you have a clear conscience, you will walk steadily. In the present world of Mencius, the domineering spirit of giving up his own is to show his personality under his mind. When you are not familiar with the situation, ask more questions, just like entering the mountain to ask firewood, entering the water to ask fishing, is the best way to find a shortcut; I abandoned the unrestrained and unrestrained, abandoned the facial cleanser, abandoned wandering, abandoned new clothes, addicted to Jane Eyre, Pride and Prejudice, women’s paradise in an unknown corner, I built a heart beauty center for myself, which is not luxurious but very practical. To be more confident, compared with the previous soul full of fallen leaves and dirt, I have been thoroughly remoulded. Very happy. In the face of slander, Bernard Shaw told me: they scolded, what to scold, let them scold! Faced with failure, Hemingway said: life is not for being defeated. Facing the insult, Daisy asked me to use my hair to vent my sorrow and close the gate of tears tightly. My every day is full and sunny. After work, I didn’t spend time with others or go to OK Hall for entertainment. Instead of indulging in the dance melody, he opened his blog and wrote his own voice day and night, his bitterness, his longing and some social phenomena observed in his eyes. Thinking about all kinds of sufferings and misfortunes in life, looking forward to the future and hope. I used my gradually mature eyes to examine my life, myself, my life and destiny, and wrote down hundreds of thousands of words of struggle with painstaking efforts, simply and truly record your loneliness and exploration in the world of literature, expressing your pursuit and expectation for a happy life and your yearning and blessing for the future. The sentences, lines and articles recorded here are the call from the bottom of my heart and the cry from the bottom of my heart. How eager I am to become a great writer, eulogize the light, progress and happiness of human beings with my own dexterous strokes, and lash the ferocious and evil of villains and rioters; When I die, the work is still alive, living in people’s hearts. How eager I am to grow up and become a famous singer, to dispel all the dark clouds and turbid air in the world with my sweet voice, and to let the golden sunshine spread all over the world; How eager I am to be with the people I love, fly with wings and enjoy the happiness of the world; Rich life, colorful life, vast world and colorful nature, in order to avoid forgetting, it is like painting, preparing a sketchbook, you can write down every bit of things around you at any time and gather your armpits into fur coat, which will not be difficult to cook without rice. At the same time, your vision of observing life will be more acute and sharp. When we suddenly encounter similar scenes and similar emotions at a certain moment, we may find the organ to awaken our deep memory from the treasure of life. When one day, I have no intention to open similar old photos and look at yesterday with today’s maturity. I am sure to get a lot of new insights from them. When we record it with notes, it becomes a beautiful article. Music is the accumulation of emotions. Every wonderful melody has countless beautiful emotions, which remind us of countless wonderful moments. Therefore, when the melody of “childhood” rings in our ears, we will think of childhood fun, rubber band jumping with classmates and childhood happiness; when “you at the same table” was sung, what moved the audience was exactly a wonderful memory that they once had in their deep memories; I think of drawing 38 lines on the table with my classmates, and the scene of picking muskmelon in the field with my classmates. When the sobbing melody of “Two Springs reflecting the Moon” flows out, those sadness sleeping deep in our souls will resonate with each other. I will think of those who have passed away, the unhappiness of getting along with others, how to get along better with others in the future, and present my best side in front of others. Writing can only stir the music strings of readers’ happiness, anger, sadness and joy with their true feelings, so this kind of imaginary article can really touch people. I am very busy every day, but every minute of my life has rhythm and rhythm, just like music, high and low. The time of life contributes to the rhythm of my life, no matter how fast or slow, sadness or joy, life must be very good as long as you have the feeling of the moment. Everyone is just a piece of music. The most important thing to see how you play is to find your inner call. One must pursue the soul and treat everyone with sincerity. Only when we go to our own spiritual world can we experience the beauty between people. The function of any religion is to let people return to their own spiritual world. People with Hearts will make intimate friends and get true admiration from many people in the society. He will treat everyone wholeheartedly and kindly, which is called Bodhisattva heart in Buddhism. The concept of Bodhisattva is to transform into various roles and serve others. We can serve as a wife, a woman, a leader of a department, a parent, and constantly changing roles. When you go to the post to instruct people how to do their work more carefully, you are the person in charge of the post. When you see a group of sisters, my identity is friend, It is the role of mother in front of children. If a man can be a person before death, he can say that I am tired like a Western philosopher, and I want to sleep, then I will not be afraid of death or anything. Great men and people who do good things in the world die peacefully. Seeing my father left peacefully like this, at that moment, I felt that death had freed everything like this, and death was also so beautiful. Therefore, death is not as horrible as before. Is years? Take away all the familiar things around me in a hurry. First I took my colleague who worked with me, then my relatives, and then my father. A drizzle drifted towards the scorched earth. I bathed myself in the rain, which blurred my sight, youth and track. The figures of my friends and relatives who passed away also became confused in the rain. I listened to the rain quietly, and the deep heart of my heart gradually resonated with a call through time and space. It sounded kindly, the rain dropped to the ground and melted into rain. Thousands of flowers are blossomed, making the world spring everywhere. Every day you live, you have to live a good life, which is also the expectation of the immortal to me. Why should we sink into the past? Remove the shackles of the soul and give the soul a warm green holiday. Turn off the computer and refuse all the visitors. I want to embrace life happily. Happy to go to the Park to face the green trees and grass, and dance a happy dance. Let the fragrance of trees and grass smear every mark of the soul; Tired, you can roll on the bed, the sunshine shines on the bed, and you can also let yourself bathe in the fragrance of sunshine. At dusk, I walked towards the riverbank, and the lights were warm and rippling at the beginning, A breeze is a kind of smile; When you are lucky, you will encounter a kind of beautiful love at the corner of life: the old wife goes happily together, the fading back was fixed into a miniature of true love in my pupil…… It turns out that my life can be so beautiful. When my eyes are clear, I will see the sunshine wiping away the blue sky, which makes me find the flock of pigeons. They are a group of messengers of peace, sending warm messages to the whole world. Seeing the beautiful picture scroll of nature, I will feel happy and beautiful, as perfect as the paradise of soul. So I stepped on the street with light steps, getting close to the happy life, no matter whether I walked into the shade or on the road of music. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Party and sense

This merchant friend of mine drove his own car, dressed in famous brand clothes, and the gold chain on his neck was shining, which further showed the glory of his career. Apart from being surprised, I could only sigh with sorrow. Because there is another friend of mine who has a glorious title like me and the most glorious career under the sun. The coat we wore at the party was bought in the supermarket by chance ten years ago. Compared with each other, I can’t help feeling sad from the bottom of my heart. Kong Yiji in the works of Mr. Lu Xun often talked to comfort him with words like a gentleman who was poor, which was ridiculed by countless readers in the past century. In today’s era, who can truly live in poverty, and how many real gentlemen can have? Is it really the anesthetic of a pedantic person that a gentleman is poor? When we were all children, we three stepped into a common school together. As soon as I entered the school, my teacher friend showed his superhuman wisdom and won the favor of many teachers and classmates, while my merchant friend was extremely dull, finally, I couldn’t finish my junior high school, and finally I had to go out to make a living. I of the teacher friend finally sure enough not Chongwang, was admitted to a local Normal University, become the eyes of the world have jobs person. The passage of time fleeting General, Thirties meet again, really is san shi nian he dong, san shi nian he xi. The. In today’s era, of course, we can’t measure a person’s ability with material, but we always fall into the dilemma of poor people and short ambitions without money. The ancients said: Born in hardship, died in peace. The businessman friend left school, give a person an apprentice, slept huts, eaten restaurant leftovers leftovers …… these tribulations and finally his experience into a mature stable open-minded businessman. And teachers since ancient times was lock Road for Iron Rice Bowl, once owned, locates and hunger Shino. In fact, our teachers are really exist in many. Pitiful wages make most teachers complaining, they don’t see their future multi-light, beautiful …… thus lost cause of aggressive, and limits the development education teaching ability. Any industry should have a sense of the times and urgency. If we continue to stick to the rules, no matter how good the top students are, they will be eliminated by the flood of the times, and they can only end up waiting for death. Of course, we are not willing to willing to lowly, more reluctant to accepted mediocrity. Where there is a will, never said our business have multi-lowly, any industry will be out of the outcrop temporarily angle of characters, lecture room, Liu Xinwu, jilianhai, Yu Dan and so on scholars on stage talk shows your elegance. Believe as long as we work hard and would give waves, sail sea of day. 2010 nian 5 yue Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Bread and water

This is what people say. Eating is a big event for our common people. People are iron and iron, and people are hungry without eating. I like the old saying very much, always showing the truth of guiding the country and life. Chatting with friends, when it comes to eating, the topic is naturally full of variety, where is the delicious food, what restaurant’s special dishes, all rushed to explain, let people feel that they can eat and eat, the diet culture of the motherland is too extensive and profound, and it is often numerous. When it comes to the truth of love, it is all coveted for several feet. After all, life is better than before. I was worried that I didn’t have to eat and there was no choice. Now, I am thinking about what to eat. It seems that the same belly has been keeping pace with the times and has become melodramatic. I remember that I read a poem in the early years. It seemed that I had learned it casually in my life, and I was satisfied with the coarse tea and light rice. I don’t know who did this poem come from. I bought a notebook at that time. There was a picture on the cover of The Notebook, which drew a brief outline of a Taoist who was unkempt and smiley, there is a bamboo shadow behind him, dotted with some stones, and a large coarse porcelain bowl on the stone with bamboo chopsticks. At that time, I thought that maybe it was from the feeling of some monk. I freely chanted the free mood, self-encouragement and persuasion… Writing here, I suddenly thought that I would go to check the source of this poem, so I went to Baidu for a while, and the result was as follows: [source] contentment is happy to speak out “: sin is more than desire, the disaster is greater than dissatisfaction; The blame is greater than desire. Therefore, it is enough to be satisfied. It means: sin is not greater than indulgence desire, disaster is not greater than unsatisfied; Fault is not greater than greed. Therefore, people who know satisfaction will always feel happy. Coarse tea and light rice are idioms, which mean simple diet and simple life. It comes from the preface to the poem of four monks written by Huang Tingjian of Song Dynasty: If you have enough tea and light food, you will have to have a rest, if you make up for the cold and warm, you will have to have a rest after you have reached the third level. Synonyms are common, coarse and hard food. Baidu is not completely aware of it, but it seems to have more profound meanings in the understanding of this poem. The coarse tea is light and the meal is full. No matter what is good or bad, if you are full, you can stop it. If you make up the cold and warm, you can stop it. The clothes are used to cover the cold. It’s OK to keep warm, and you are. Huang Tingjian (-), whose name is Lu Zhi, is from Shangu Road and Fu Weng in the evening. He is also called Mr. Yu Zhang Huang, Han nationality and from Fenning, Hongzhou (now Xiushui, Jiangxi). Poets, poets, calligraphers in Northern Song dynasty were the founders of Jiangxi poetry school which was very prosperous. Yingzong Zhiping four years (1067) Jinshi. Li Guan Ye Xian Wei, professor of Beijing Imperial College, School book Lang, work zuolang, Secretary Cheng, Fuzhou don’t drive, Qianzhou resettlement, etc. In Huang Tingjian’s identity, he could be regarded as a cultural official. He should not be short of money and food. What did he mean when he wrote it like this? Don’t tried of delicacies, like nowadays officialdom beings, changed to find some countryside stir fry, farm soil dinner already? It is not like that. The temperament of a scholar and the shadow of feeling and penetration emerge in it. Compared, I prefer the latter explanation. Living in the countryside, I have all kinds of thoughts to trace the details of life slowly. I am at leisure and quiet. It seems that there is no more enlightenment for people. People’s thoughts, it is a complex procedure of repeated comparison and constant updating, and it is very difficult to do it without Yunnan or greed. Fortunately, we still have time to learn and comprehend the many tips that life gives us. We can constantly revise ourselves. Cultivation is a key point in our life. As for whether we can get or not, we have to follow our fate. In fact, most people in ordinary families are still common. I think it should be similar to the coarse tea and light rice in the poem. It is not so particular and casual. It may be coarse grains or fresh vegetables, cabbage and tofu can fill the stomach, and the heart can settle down. Of course, if there is some wine, then the days will be warm. Cao Xueqin, the author of A Dream of Red Mansions, experienced the change of wealth and poverty. There was a dream of Red Mansions. From seeing his tall buildings to seeing his collapsed buildings, he finally realized that a bowl of coarse tea and light Rice could also be eaten, sweet and comfortable, the so-called less demand, the more happiness, may be roughly similar to this. For us, there may not be much implication in the coarse tea and light rice, unlike those sober people or those with elegant interests, who regard eating and drinking coarse tea and light rice as a kind of practice or life realm, we are just eating home-style meals, enjoying home or gathering friends, and living a simple life for ordinary people. It should be nothing to say. However, that’s not the case. It seems to be happy to have the gratitude and love for life from the coarse tea and light rice. Who is saying that it is great wisdom to live a simple life. There is also confusion and no confusion in the coarse tea and light rice, looking at you with a smile, like a universal Buddha. Stroking the satisfied belly and walking along the gentle country road, some villagers greeted you in their own yard: Have you eaten? Eaten. Such a peaceful morning or evening makes you more aware of your life. The life of coarse tea and light rice is the most primitive operation of the Sun and Moon. There is no cup on the wine table in the city, without the yangmou conspiracy in the brilliant lights of the hotel, you can be so relaxed and happy as you like. The afterglow of the sunset drew a circle of golden edges for people and objects from far and near. Poultry and livestock went home respectively. A pair of swallows newly settled on the beam chatted with each other softly. The grape shelf and the osmanthus tree in front of the door were as dark, you suddenly have no language to tell, and you don’t know what to say. In fact, needless to say anything. Are live. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…