Baby, Please accept my sorry flower

It is said that my mother is worried, but I have never experienced it before. I just heard about it. Now, I have really tasted the taste of pear. I am eager to think about my daughter all day long, and the past is vivid in my mind. I clearly remember that I brought you to this colorful world 18 years ago on July 9th. At that time, the college entrance examination happened, and it was born at 9 am. It seemed that God specially let you appreciate the mystery and expectation of the college entrance examination. At that time, you were different from other children. You were very small and less than 3 Jin and 6 Liang. You came to this world earlier than 7 months ago. If you give birth to a peek child, you will be different from other children. You wait silently for what is going to happen in the world of mortals without crying. Wang Yi, the director of gynecology department of the hospital, hit your little ass, and then you burst into tears. It seemed that you were telling all your grievances and the joy of first meeting the unknown world. Later, I was inseparable from you, watching you grow up little by little and change day by day. Seeing your changes, my joy is more delicious than eating anything. Especially when I breast-feed you, your pink cherry-like mouth keeps sucking my nipples, ringing and wrapping some milk from time to time, spill it on the corner of your mouth, oily and warm. Sometimes, because my milk is too sufficient and your mouth is too small, a few tiny Milky White small fountains appear. The Thorns slip away and spray on your little face like egg white inadvertently, you seemed to feel the little bit warm and sticky. Suddenly, you were frightened, and immediately made a lot of noise. Then you started crying. I was at a loss for a moment, only to gently squeeze the extra milk into the cup with my hands. I watched you for a month like this, and I entrusted you to my grandma in a hurry. At that time, I thought it was normal. I thought it was the first thing to do a good job. It was OK to give you milk three times a day. You seem to know my mind and never cry to me. People who saw you didn’t praise you. They all said that your child was really convenient and easy to support. When you were four years old, my female colleague principal Zhou understood and understood me very much, and let you stay in my class occasionally. One afternoon there was a self-study class. I put you in the last row and arranged the numbers for you. At first, you were very clever, sitting steadily on the chair, looking around at the big brothers and sisters in the room with small eyes, and then writing on the table in a decent manner. I looked back and forth, and you behaved very appropriately. When I went back to the office to fetch things, you seemed to become a free bird again in this space. If you look at someone who has a tiny thing, you will be free to belong to yourself. If anyone resists, your little teeth will be your best weapon. Those big brothers and sisters all think you are funny, and no one will haggle over every ounce with you. Just when I came back, I heard a scream before I entered. When I entered the room, I saw that your little tooth mark had been branded on a big brother’s hand. I had to take you away, but you didn’t seem to stay enough, so you cried and wanted to stay among these big brothers and sisters. I had no choice but to send you away. In this way, I will send you to grandma’s home in the morning and pick you up in the evening. You also seem to enjoy the freedom and freedom that you are not around me. One day, around four o’clock in the afternoon, I went home with my students on the same road. The superior leader gave instructions that a teacher on the way must follow me when I came home from school, because a wolf ran away from the zoo, afraid of the students being bitten by wolves. At that time, I didn’t have time to go back to my grandma’s house to talk about it. My students and I were looking around carefully, walking and patrolling. We felt uneasy all the way. I am wondering, what should I do if that Wolf appears? My thoughts kept flying, the sweat on my forehead seemed to know my mind, rolling to my face all the time, one or two at this time, the weather also came to join in the fun, especially hot, like Under Fire general. When I was walking, just near my corn field, my students and I saw a little black shadow swaying beside the corn field with a strange voice, hum. I ran forward hurriedly with three steps and two steps. Sweat kept rolling on my body, and my heart was also beating wildly. I picked up a wooden stick conveniently. If it was a wolf, I had to fight with it. It was the most important thing to protect the safety of students. When I walked into the cornfield and saw the hazy shadow fresh, I was shocked. I couldn’t believe my eyes, Ah! It’s you, my baby, really you. The classmates also leaned forward. Seeing it was you, the nervous mood relaxed immediately and hugged you happily and affectionately. I suddenly sat on the ground and couldn’t get up any more. At that time, I couldn’t imagine what would happen if the wolf running out of the zoo passed by here? My thoughts kept flying. I didn’t have time to think about it, so I hugged you tightly. Tears and sweat couldn’t be distinguished. You played by yourself as if nothing had happened. Your little hands were still pulling green grass beside the corn field, insisting that you could find sweet star seedlings and wait for your mother at the intersection. Just here, the anxious grandma called you all over the street until she saw us and called her old man a false alarm. Another year later, I left this school. I have no time to look after you. I can only see you once a week. Seeing that you are going to be 6 years old, it is time to go to kindergarten, but there is no suitable one near your grandma’s house, so you have to continue to enjoy your free time in your grandma’s house. I didn’t take you home until you were 7 years old and should go to school. I think there is nothing more important than your school. I will take you to sign up together. However, the enrollment teacher of the Experimental Primary School just said that he didn’t want you. I had no choice but to take you away. At the gate, principal Zhang recognized me and accepted you as an exception. Therefore, your primary school career begins here. You just went to school, I only gave you three days. Later, when you got to know the way by yourself, you went to school alone with a red schoolbag. At that time, I went to a new school to work, which was arranged by the leader and was far away from home. I went early and returned late, and began to be busy again. Days are like a shuttle, and those past slip away rapidly between our fingers. Now you are in your freshman year, and you are not with me. Although we can still chat in QQ space, I know what I pay most attention to is still your study and moral cultivation, ignoring the most real needs and desires in your heart. Whenever I think of you, especially the influence on you when you were young, I will feel deeply self-accusation and shame for my youth and ignorance. Your birthday is coming. I want to take advantage of the joy of Dragon Boat Festival in 2012 and these slim words to tell you sincerely: baby, if there is a next life, I will definitely not treat you like this. I will put my mistake and regret into lv cong in flower, dipped in years of wine 1.1 point of all to send to you. Baby, did you hear it? Please accept the flowers I apologize! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…