Fleeting time, never broken

Fleeting time, never broken

The old days are printed with mottled paint! Standing in the memory, there were only gray negatives everywhere, and those bright fleeting times in the past were also shocked to pieces by this flowing time! It’s the sentimental rainy season again. The sound of raindrops outside the window and the whistle in the distance are intertwined and lingering! Most of the time, I am used to turning on the desk lamp, biting a pen under the dim light, writing down some feelings, or writing a story about him and her! Then I fell asleep unconsciously. When I woke up, I didn’t know how to continue the story and how to piece it up! Bustling and noisy, a world of ups and downs! I want to say that it is raining again outside the window! The Mortal World washed by heavy rain looks particularly bright. I opened the drawer and it was much empty, because the letters filled in the drawer had been blocked in a corner of my hometown. In the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, while hesitating, he lit the candle in his hand and burned most of those memories! In those years, we were really ignorant and cute! When I opened the Alumni record, I found that there was a person who had such a tacit understanding in my memory at that time, although I only occasionally commented on my mood and diary in QQ, and then sighed with emotion. In high school, there was no intersection. Even if we met, we just passed! Everyone has his own story. Since we don’t want to be disturbed by others, why should I try to enter others’ world? Our encounter was purely a coincidence. In our own vitality, we should have been the role of the god of time in each other. But you actually left a thick footprint in my life. The Trace has not been buried by the years after such a short time, as if you had never left clearly, still wandering in my life! The memory of you is always far and near, cold and hot. I know, even if you try your best, you will still be the warmth that I can’t get close to in this life! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Weirdo self-analysis

I didn’t know I was very strange. One day, Changsong, the difficult brother who had not seen me for more than a year, told me, “Your boy is still so strange. At that time, I thought it was a temporary drama and laughed it off. When I returned to my hometown on holiday, I heard the nagging of my mother and neighbors and said helplessly: Alas, he is the strange virtue. At that time, I thought that my mother couldn’t understand her son any more, so she pretended not to ask, but there was a cloud in her heart. Recently, a leader commented: this comrade has nothing to say about his work, but his personality is very strange. Tiger, can not help but vest sweating. When I got home, I asked my wife: Do you think I am blamed? My wife said affirmatively: It’s not strange, but it’s just a little stubborn. I asked my daughter again, and she was stunned: Are you strange? When Pigs Fly! After listening to their words, the vest did not sweat any more. But after all, this is a problem. What is strange? I decided to find the source. I walked into the study immediately, found a yellowed Xinhua Dictionary, and found some strange words destined for me on the left-side top of page 167. I calmed down a little and felt angry in the dantian, I swept down quickly and found that there were four explanations, so I compared them one by one. Speaking, I am not afraid of jokes. Although I am not 1.6 long, if I take a mirror and take a photo by myself, I am also broad and round, with two eyes and gods, but I am far from strange and unusual, therefore, the explanation 1 is boldly excluded. Explanation 3 is an adverb, and explanation 4 is a verb. It is obviously inappropriate to use it on my head. Then, the rest is only Explanation 2. Monsters, deification the legendary demons and so on (even: Demons). It refers to a person who has a bad temperament or a strange shape. With all due respect, demons and so on should be regarded as genuine products with strange shapes, such as green face and fangs, three heads and six arms, but although I am not a great man, I am also handsome and have good facial features, therefore, it is not a person with different shapes. Excluding this point, I’m afraid that what everyone said is not about image. Those who call me strange must mean that they are eccentric. And the so-called perversion, according to the explanation of the updated edition of “Modern Chinese Dictionary” in 2002, is perverse, that is (temperament, speech, behavior) awkward and unreasonable. At this point, I finally found the answer, and felt relieved. However, I still dare not give up. At night, I tossed and turned, with strange words fluttering like snowflakes in my mind. At dawn, I finally suddenly realized that I was indeed a little strange. As follows: a madman at work. In the past 48 years, except for the time when I was too young to do things, no matter when I was a woodcutter at home or when I was herding cattle and pigs, reading books, or when I was doing things later, I would devote myself to the pursuit of perfection, when encountering difficult problems or heavy tasks, you must be uneasy to sleep, unwilling to eat, work overtime, regardless of payment, until the problem is solved, you will feel relieved; Especially in the past ten years, you are willing to be plain, as for office work with relatively low pay but very hard work, I still did it with relish. Looking at dozens of excellent or advanced certificates obtained, although it is impossible to have a deputy office in this life, I still feel very happy. I have never thought about finding money, finding another job or slacking, because I am worthy of my position and believe that whether I work hard or not depends on myself, whether you succeed or not depends on yourself, and more on many other factors. Who asks yourself to disdain to master the key of promotion and only know what to do? It is easy to imagine that it is regarded as a pig by some familiar people; A hungry person in learning. As for learning, I am naturally fond of it and keep hungry at any time. Besides studying problems related to work, learning is very complicated and not systematic. Anyway, as long as I have time, I need to know what I catch, especially making full use of network resources to learn and enjoy themselves, which is regarded by some as a pedantic scholar who is not familiar with the world; A hidden person in life. In addition to work and study, try to hide from the world of mortals, stay with family members as much as possible, and reject parties such as eating, drinking, playing, and social parties. They are not involved in the red and green places, and hate people who have relationships everywhere, the social atmosphere is to make these people bad, so they often refuse people thousands of miles away. For private affairs, try not to find acquaintances to do it. If you can do it according to the rules, you can do it. If you can’t do it, you would rather not do it; I am proud of my simple life. I am rich in tea and light food. I can wear clothes and hats and make do with it. My daughter laughed and said that my father is really good-keeping, which is considered by some people as a low-skilled person who doesn’t come, an ascetic monk in the world of mortals; Pay attention to family life, take responsibility as much as possible, tolerate the shortcomings of family members as much as possible, be a good son, a good husband, a good father, a good brother, a good brother, and a good brother, it is considered by some people as a failed man who has nothing to achieve; A rude person in character. Although he was nothing, he was always equal in my eyes when he was in the world, holding his chest high, holding his head high, all kinds of people and so on. He would never get involved in anything that authentic scholars disdain, I can’t bend down, I can’t be short, I can’t say hypocritical words, I can’t lower my humble head, so that many things that can be done are not done, and things that can be done are not done. Even so, I have never touched the idea of smearing my tongue and removing the hard spine like iron. I firmly believe that people are as big as people who don’t ask for help. As long as you ask for help, you will be smaller than them, which should be avoided as much as possible; You should keep an independent personality at any time, there is no need to do what you don’t want to do for a little benefit, and be led by others by the nose, unless if you don’t do that, you will die. In addition, there is no sand in his eyes. In case of injustice, ordinary people dare not offend people. They often shout when they are not calm, clap the case and challenge alone, so that they can burn themselves without regret, it is considered by some people as an inflexible stubborn old man and an ignorant treasure. Of course, there may be other strange places, so we will not delve into them any more. In general, it can be said that in the workplace, learning and actively joining the WTO may imply Confucian behavior; In addition, stand aloof and naturally, try not to be fettered by fame and wealth, and try not to be restricted by common things, being born initiatively, cultivating oneself and cultivating oneself, not deceiving good and not afraid of evil may coincide with the thoughts of Taoism and Buddhism. Such a person, such a living treasure, is a bit strange to ordinary people. Since the split, my heart has been clear. I think Changsong said I was weird because of sincerity; My mother said I was weird because of love; The leader said I was weird because of love. I am happy when I hear it, and I am grateful. As for my wife and daughter, they don’t think I’m weird, because we are the same kind of people from the bottom of our hearts, I feel very pleased. However, it’s weird. Why do you think so much? Everyone has his own way of living. As long as this way does not hurt the kind people, this existence is reasonable. Why should we live according to others’ opinions? It is their own monsters that make up a colorful life. If there are thousands of people, I think this is probably not a blessing for human beings, but sorrow. The nature is hard to move, and there is no need to move, especially when it is close to the year of knowing the destiny. Life is too short to disturb yourself. Care about the next people, Weiren this box is polite, please forgive me. The sky turned white when I pushed the window to look out. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…