This is you?

There was a woman who looked more calm and boiling like boiling water in her head. She seemed to be very lonely, although she never said. She likes to know about Constellation, only her own constellation, Aquarian, and often watches it, although there is nothing new. But I am very lucky that I am a person of this constellation and feel that I am lucky, haha. She was not smart, had no advantages, and was not as sensitive as described in the constellation book. It could be said that she had a sense of afterknowledge and even a little white eyes. She handled everything in the most stupid way, so she ended up in a mess. So do you think she is a little cute? I don’t think so, because her ordinary expression is expressionless, and ordinary people will not approach her, but when she talks, her mouth and eyebrows are full of gentle smile, it’s just that she is too hot…. She was very strange. She didn’t like being too close to others. Even if she was in the crowd, she would still keep some space for herself and watch them happy or lost. She almost isolated everyone, especially men, but it was not because she didn’t like it or was hurt, but the best way to ensure that she didn’t get hurt. Although there are some regrets in my heart, I am very rational. She is not used to hugging and holding hands with others, and even she is the best sister. She prefers antique things, ancient architectural styles and ancient songs, because there is a long or short story behind them, and she likes stories. But she hates history. It seemed that she seldom spoke and was less angry and lazy, but she attributed it to the deficiency of both qi and blood. I only like to think about myself in some corner. Sometimes it will be a little crazy. For example, a person secretly takes a train to an ancient town which is far away but has been longing for a long time. Then if you ask her out, she will refuse. She didn’t know it before, and it was several times in a row, you feel strange. When she told you about this trip after she came back, you felt a little unimaginable, and maybe you were shocked. It’s the first time to go far away, to a strange place beyond 18,000 miles away. Maybe you are confused, how dare she go alone? And nobody knows. Isn’t she afraid of meeting bad people or other difficulties and unable to come back? She even felt that her behavior was too rebellious and willful this time. Then take the opportunity to educate her and show her maturity. But she hated people’s comments on her travel intervention, using the topic to play or scolding her for not knowing anything. She thought it was her own freedom and had nothing to do with anyone. She didn’t need others to criticize her, because she knows what she is doing!!! Sometimes she will suddenly give up some people or things when you seem inexplicable. She likes buying books and magazines, knowing that one day she sold all the magazines and books (only one or two books left) to the people in the book stall, she felt that they were much empty, because once again she cleared some unnecessary rubbish, she would clean it up at an irregular time, including her own cat litter. And this depends on your mood. Because she is too lazy sometimes even too lazy to take a bath, wash clothes or eat, how can there be such a person? She doesn’t know how to refuse, so don’t ignore her weak protest. Although she finally depends on you, maybe you think you are already a good and good friend with her after a long time, but she felt that she was so depressed that you ignored her feelings and only insisted that you were right. At the end of the day, you asked her what advice or something else, she responded lazily or didn’t respond. You don’t think she is as lively as you first knew her, but you don’t seem to care much about her. You may take care of her materially,, this is not what she wants. So I suddenly broke contact with you, and you may be a little confused. She is very easy to get along with, gentle and polite. Sometimes she may be naughty, but she seldom disputes with others. Generally, it makes people feel indifferent and turn around and leave. She feels very tired, even a little tired, she also felt tired for that person. In her opinion, quarreling was a waste of time and energy. She didn’t want to waste her time on things that were not important. Besides, the other person was not important. It was better to go back to sleep and sleep. Maybe it will make some people think she is easy to bully and spread her criticism behind her…. But she lived her own life as usual, but occasionally she fought back, because she was a little boring …… she was impatient, at first, I might think it’s OK for her to spend more time waiting for you for one or two hours or even several hours. After a long time, I find that you are still wasting her time. So for you to date her in the future, if she can avoid it, she can’t avoid it. If she makes an appointment, and if you are late, she will not hesitate to explain, even wait for you to come or wait for you to turn around and leave, without saying a word, you don’t turn back any way you call or apologize. It may seem heartless without waiting for a second. She was afraid of the sun, but she didn’t like to wear an umbrella, but like to get wet in the rain. She even wanted to get wet in a rainstorm, but she didn’t dare. I’m afraid that people will say it’s crazy, haha. However, she looks very comfortable and leisurely when she gets wet in the rain. She likes a casual life, though it doesn’t matter, she also lives in this way all the time. She is used to sleeping late, getting used to loneliness and even a little fond of loneliness, and likes this feeling. She only lives in the way she likes. It is useless for her to be criticized by others. Even though there are many voices of opposition, thinking that she is very willful to do so, what’s the matter? Don’t you allow me to be at ease because of your uncomfortable life? Ha ha, she is also a very paranoid person. She doesn’t like cheating, but she always lies to you, and actually lets you know that she is lying. If you ask her, she will be weak and stubborn. Why did she lie? Because she didn’t want to answer your question or agreed that others couldn’t say it, and you insisted on asking all the time, so you could only get this result. She often cried, and I didn’t know why, because even she herself didn’t know. There is almost no advantage in her, but this is the complete herself. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

This summer of Grace

Look at the calendar, beginning of autumn. The days are passing day by day. Looking at the sun, it is already the light of autumn. The sunshine fell down on the top of the mountain, which was broken silks and satins, golden and thin, sprinkled on the weeping willows, on the river, on the quiet path and on the innocent smiling face of children, sprinkling on the deep wrinkles of the old man, the sky is full of clouds and red. One: red; She is the mother of a child, and divorced a man who eats, drinks, whores, and gambles; Because it was her request for divorce, she had to compensate the man 6000 yuan; However, born in poverty, after marriage, I met such a man again, and this 6000 yuan is also a huge sum of money! When she came to this prosperous city alone, she first worked in a hotel and got to know this man now; Her monthly salary was just enough for food and clothing, so how could the compensation of 6000 yuan come! In desperation, he resigned from the hotel job. Set up a small stall in the street, selling cold leather one day, Hong called me and asked me. I agreed. After meeting, I realized that Hong was with this man. She was pregnant, and the income on the booth was controlled by this man every day. Then I told me: if we can’t live this day, this man will leave him. The woman did not shed tears. She spoke with a firm tone. She just sighed that the compensation of 6000 yuan had not been paid yet. After that, I received a call from Hong. She knocked out the child and went back to her hometown. On the phone, she cried that her father was over seventy years old and still worked in a brick factory, her heart was broken. Listening to this, I didn’t say anything silently. I didn’t know when the other party hung up the phone. Two: After turning a few roads, I heard the sound of water in the distance. Walking eastward, the river flows eastward, the soft Willows on both sides of the River depend on each other, and the green grass is green. The summer should be moved to autumn. The branches and buds of trees and shrubs are green and reddish brown, which pervades both sides of, the sunshine poured on my body again from those branches with different density, feeling the infinite grace of this summer. In my younger brother’s home, I met my old classmate: Min, and talked about some separation. In order not to affect their affairs, I stood up and said goodbye: Two days later, on the weekend night, my younger brother and I went out to enjoy the cool with my mother. I mentioned this classmate. My younger brother told me: Min, is the host of a large state-owned enterprise in the provincial capital office. He was admired by his poor life. He was gentle and elegant, but he could make friends with homeless people. Every time he went out with him, he could see a bottle in his car, as long as he saw the vagrant begging, especially the old man, he would get off the car, take out the coins from the bottle and give them to the vagrant. He didn’t dislike the vagrant being dirty, holding their hands and talking to them, and they make friends. Therefore, I gradually formed such a habit; My younger brother also said that we all don’t like people who are restrained. We like to walk around and get along with others. That’s why we benefit. Three: After dinner, I went out to enjoy the cool weather with my children; When I said it was fast, the rain poured down. People who enjoyed the cool weather gathered under the eaves of shopping malls, big and small, watching the heavy rain, looking at the Central Street where the water flows into a river, people are so quiet that they can hardly hear anyone talking but the sound of rain. Someone was in a hurry and bought rain gear in the shopping mall. The Street that waded through the river gradually disappeared in the rainy night; While most people were waiting patiently; It was a shower, tonight, the shower took a long time. My child and I stood under the roof of the mall, looking at the heavy rain, discussing: Don’t buy rain gear, go home in the rain. When we walked into the heavy rain, the thin clothes were soaked in a flash. Walking in the water, the wet hair and clothes felt infinite comfort in our hearts, as if we were back to childhood. In the heavy rain, many people were walking in the rain. Seeing someone falling down in the water, they heard someone saying: Some places on this road are uneven. The speaker didn’t know the one who fell down; The speaker and the one who stood up kept walking with a smile on his face. Four: my junior high school classmate: Yu, has a profound influence on me. Yu, at the age of 32, when her husband was in a car accident, it was her weak shoulder that carried her husband and children. The embarrassment of life was conceivable. I learned all this when I met her again this summer. However, I didn’t see her shedding a tear. What I saw was a smile, no matter it was a helpless smile or a painful smile, perfunctory smile… always laugh; Later I found that Yu: I especially like to wear shiny leather shoes with nails and high heels, of course, they are very cheap fashion shoes. I have tried these shoes in the mall, but they are not good. The heels are too high, and I feel a little heav when walking. One day, she called me and asked me to go to the Cultural Palace to enjoy the cool; That night, I saw; Jade, dancing, very eye-catching in the dance floor, her shiny high heels on her feet followed the dance steps, under the dark yellow light, it was shiny. When leaving, Yu asked me: why don’t you dance? Your high heels are very beautiful. Is the heel too high? You look good when dancing. Five: my mother called and said that she was going to the summer. She was afraid of the heat and wanted to go to the summer. I rushed to my mother’s place, so did my younger brother. My mother goes to spend the summer heat every hot summer. What we do as children is happiness beyond words. My mother is nearly 80 years old, and she is in good health and has a good complexion. Looking at my mother’s packed bags, the dumplings and steamed buns that my mother made for us, my heart was wet. My mother said, “I have read the calendar. This year’s mid-fall is ten days, and this year’s mid-fall is 30 days in total. I came back in one month. My younger brother quietly put the money in my mother’s wallet, but she was found by my mother. My mother took out the money and handed it to my younger brother, saying: I have money. Besides, in the mountains, there is no place to spend money, my younger brother insisted on letting my mother stay. My mother continued: Hold on, I’m going to celebrate my birthday. The sunshine shone on the mountain and on all things, illuminating everything that should be lightened; What should be followed, followed; Waving his hands towards the past, receiving the favor; Waving his hands towards the coming autumn, the favor came. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Stye happy

Teacher Zhu kexian, an Anhui poet, once wrote a poem: What I want/is the happiness with big pinholes. I agree that the more trivial happiness is, the more you can taste the taste of life. Because of BMW incense cars, Jinyi food is the happiness of a small number of people; The happiness of a large number of people is daily necessities, oil and salt, and parents are short. For ordinary people: buying a pot of flowers, drinking a pot of old wine, reading a favorite book, basking in the sun, holding the hands of relatives for a stroll are all happy. Happiness is the same. What I want is happiness with big needle eyes. Happiness is a rigid need and an indispensable taste in life. Throughout the Ages, many happiness with big pinholes have permeated the yellow years and soft hearts. Confucius once asked his disciples to talk about their personal ideals. Zilu said in a supercilious tone: give me a small country, and I will make it rich and powerful in less than three years; However, gongxihua said humbly: he just wanted to be a insignificant little emissary in the sacrifice, which Confucius said. Asked Zeng Dian, Zeng Dian was grooming. He put down her with a clam, and said neither supercilious nor supercilious: I think the happiest thing is in the late spring, I took a bath in Yishui with my bosom friend, and then climbed on the high platform, letting the late breeze dry my hair slowly. Confucius sighed: I and Dian Ye. It means: I agree with Zeng Dian’s point of view! It seems that the happiest thing is not to be in a high position, nor to be in a high position, but to open yourself, embrace nature, conform to your own mind, and the harmony between heaven and man! Jin Shengtan was famous for his humor. It was said that before he went to the execution ground, he calmed himself down and wrote a limerick for himself, which was both crying and laughing. He wrote about happiness and many kinds, but each of them is a common happiness, a kind of happiness that you and I have experienced but never cherished. I only remember one thing: He said that in the hot summer days, he sat under the tree with his head covered and killed a green watermelon. The inside was really red flesh and black, so he enjoyed it with joy. The joy of Zhang Han lies in his resignation for thousands of miles, just for the water shield perch in his hometown; The joy of Tao Yuanming lies in picking chrysanthemum in the East fence and holding wine in the thatched cottage, regardless of whether it is full of grass or sparse seedlings? The joy of Pine lies in Evergreen all the year round; The joy of bamboo lies in integrity and unrestrained; The joy of plum lies in being proud of the frost and snow; The joy of orchid lies in sticking to Qingfen. What kind of happiness is not the happiness with big needle eyes? What kind of happiness has never broken away from the shackles of money, fame and wealth? What I want is happiness with big needle eyes. No gold, no silver, as long as my heart is determined and I can smile, it is enough. Carrying fat green vegetables and stepping on the golden light of the sunset, it is happy to go home; Reading a favorite book in front of the window of the moon shadow and flowers is also happy; On the plastic track of the stadium, bathing in the slight night wind, walking a few circles, it is even more happy! My husband called me baby, I am happy, my mother called me old girl, I am happy; My daughter called me: Mother! I still happy! I don’t have a hardcover House, even a QQ car, a prominent position, and no safe deposit. But what can I do except myself, no one has the right to deprive me of my happiness. Everyone has the right to enjoy everything in the world. Sunshine is free, flowers are free, Moonlight is free, breeze, drizzle, snow and smile are free, I have got so much, what else to complain about? My little heart is filled with the love of relatives, friends and God. I am so happy, how can I not enjoy myself? I often think: On the day when I leave the world, I will not cry, but leave a smile, because I have received too much and there is no return, so I can only use one smile, return what the world once gave me, a lot of happiness with big needle eyes! The happiness with big needle eyes is the most warm enjoyment and possession in the world. It is a quiet path to happiness. Please approach it with gratitude and enjoy it. Happiness is a good medicine to cure fickleness, and it is just needed. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…