Black hole draws

Grandma had been ill for a long time. Finally, on that day, I vaguely felt that the atmosphere at home was wrong. My father and aunt always look in a hurry. My sister and I fell asleep in the east, where could we sleep? There was a sense of fear in my heart. Late at night, I heard my father and aunt turning outside the door and shouting: Mum! Come on! God! Come back! “Later I knew it was the custom of my hometown, and it was said that this could call back my soul.> maybe it was almost dawn, crying came from Xili, and the voice was getting louder and louder. My father’s cry shocked me. My father cried, and I knew what that meant. Father and aunt cried inside, while mother cried outside. I felt bored in fear. My mother and grandmother were always at odds. Did she cry too? But my mother did cry very painful, and it was the kind of crying without adulteration. From birth, it seems that there is a black hole attracting you slowly. Step by step, people will go to the black hole, and no one can escape. Even a great man like Mao Zhou and Zhu Liu just disappeared in the black hole eventually. This is a process, which is long and short, vigorous, ordinary, happy and sad …… in my memory, death seems to be a very distant thing. Suddenly one day I calmed down and counted people around who were not old but had already died, only to find that sometimes death might be close at hand. Although this is pessimistic, who can say it is not true? Li Chong, the son of the next-door neighbor, came back from the Army and was killed in a fight with others in the dance hall as soon as he joined the job; The man who was as strong as a cow was called Wen Shanhe and died of suffocating in the oil tank because; when I was young, my partner Ma Jun died of nameless symptoms when he was working outside; My uncle’s family and my fifth brother were killed in a car accident. Who can hold himself? When we unconsciously get closer to the black hole, who can resist its gravity? Judging from my life experience of more than thirty years, there are absolutely some pure, real and beautiful things in life. For example youth. One day, I found that I became lazy, impetuous, and no longer active. When I was drinking, I didn’t make my fist as loud as before, and even didn’t do it at all. It is no longer like the timely rain Song Jiang on Liangshan to make friends with various heroes. My friends fixed those close friends and only muddled with them. Sometimes on some occasion, my friends introduced their friends to me. I just dealt with a few words politely, and I was extremely reluctant, too lazy to talk. Is this an old sign? But I am still between standing and not confused. How can I get old soon? There is one real thing in the world, that is, money, which can be exchanged for other materials. Of course, there are also those invisible but more precious than money, such as love and friendship. People become more and more realistic. They value everything in front of them and are too lazy to pursue these tiring things. Think also, rather than wait for windfalls, came with respect to kindly accept, not to go. Because people are going to walk into the black hole, they have to do something before going in, and they have to do it wholeheartedly. In the process of walking, there are some fruits on the fruit trees on the roadside, which are within reach. If you pick it and eat it, it may be sweet, sour or astringent. I will experience countless choices in my life. Every choice is my life. What kind of fruit to pick and which fruit to pick are sour? Is Sweet? Or astringent? This is all life! If there are fewer choices in life, will there be more happiness? When I was 19, my grandma was critically ill. When I was dying, I came to her Kang. I am look after my grandma, I have deep feelings for her. This time I felt the atmosphere when my ten-year-old grandma passed away. My mother was waiting by the Kang, while my uncle was restless and worried. I asked Grandma: Grandma, do you still know me? Grandma opened her eyes and answered me two words: Yes. This is the last sentence my grandma left to me. Looking at my mother and uncle’s grief, I knew that everyone had to experience this kind of scene, and one day when I reached the edge of life, my children would also grieve for me in this way. Today, when I write these words here with the mentality of an adult in my thirties, my tears can’t help overflowing. I was not afraid of death, but it was hard to imagine how sad my only daughter would be and couldn’t bear it at the last moment. Not long ago, I saw another scene in the funeral of a friend’s father. An old friend of this old man came to the funeral before his death. The old man who was in charge of shouting three bows in front of the mourning hall and the one who was in charge of the funeral were also old acquaintances. The old man shouted: a bow! Second bow! Three bow! After shouting three bows, the funeral preparation left to one side, but the old man continued to shout: four bows! The mourner had to stand still and continue to bow. Five bow! Six bow! …… The mourner couldn’t help asking: Ah, old punishment! Why do you still shout a bow? Lao Xing said: this is the rule here. We have to bow 120 times before we finish the calculation! Everyone laughed, and the mourners also laughed and scolded: this old guy! On such a solemn occasion, the old friends of the old man could have fun even before his death. It was conceivable that the old man was also an open-minded and free man before his death. His soul is not far away. Seeing an old friend doing this in front of the spirit, he must have a smile! Salute to these old comrades! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Wandering in poems and songs

Chinese culture has a long history. Every time we open the dusty history, learn from the repeated arguments of pre-Qin philosophers, the deep and philosophical thoughts of Chinese culture classics, approach the sages and Saints, and appreciate the elegant demeanour of these thinkers. I was so infatuated that I swam in the famous mountains and rivers and mountains along their footprints, flying my thoughts and spreading the wings of imagination. What appears in front of us is that the sunset glow and the lonely flock fly together, and the autumn water grows in the same color of the sky. It seems like a dialogue with the ancients through history. From cankan to sandalwood, to big rat and big rat, there is no food for me. Stepping into the book of songs, it presents the simple life fragments of that era. I want you to know each other, and I will live forever. There is no mausoleum in the mountain, and the river is exhausted. Winter Thunder shocks, rain and snow. Heaven, is dare and group enjoyment beyond. His loyalty to love can be described as a touch of nature. Qing Qing Zi Jin, leisurely in my heart. It expresses Cao Cao’s eagerness to seek talents. Entering the poetry of Tang and Song dynasties, and even entering the heyday of our country’s poetry, Li Bai’s flying straight down three thousand feet, suspected that the Galaxy fell nine days. The majestic momentum was presented in front of us. Du Fu’s fire even lasted for three months, and his family books reached tens of thousands of gold. Expresses the author YouGuoYouMin feelings. Ask how much sorrow you can have, just like a river flowing eastward. It expressed the mood of the prisoner Li Yu was crying with a long song. The search of Li Qingzhao, a generation of female lyricist, was desolate. Let’s appreciate that women don’t let men. Wang Shifu’s farewell to Changting, the blue sky, the yellow flower field, the West Wind is tight, and the North Yan flies to the south. Just like accompanying the Playman marching in the picturesque scenery, he entered a poetic realm. Zhu Ziqing, with the fragrance of lotus flowers, the smell of rain, the magnificence of mountains and the brilliance of water, showed us in front of us like fresh and beautiful picture scroll, leading us to appreciate the colorful nature and life. I left gently, just like I came gently. Holding a oilpaper umbrella, I hope to meet a girl like clove. It seemed to see the rainy and Misty Poet wandering. I also feel that the people who have traveled to the east of the river are still looking at the domineering of the present. Climbing the mountain is full of love, watching the sea is overflowing in the sea. There are not only the pleasure of returning to the countryside, Du Fu’s gloomy sadness, the vicissitudes of life, the ambition of unremitting pursuit, but also the expression of friendship and lofty sentiments. Or resounding, or telling, plain and natural. Wandering in poems and songs, I was infatuated with it and felt the extensive and profound Chinese culture, which made me sigh deeply! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Buy a House how long the road

It has been my long dream to own a house in the city. More than ten years ago, I graduated from university and joined the work. At that time, I had two dreams, one was a woman and the other was a house. At first, my dream of women exceeded my dream of house. A few years later, my dream of house exceeded my dream of women. The real life makes me understand that it is easy to find a happy woman with a house; Without a house, it is difficult to find a woman, and it is even harder to find a good woman. It is even more difficult to find an excellent woman! I am baby who came out of the ravines, the hard life in the countryside taught me to be down-to-earth and not to think. As for the house in my dream, I don’t want it to be big, about 90 square meters is enough, it is enough to live, we can’t afford it if it is big; The room is not big, but there are more rooms, three rooms and one hall are the best, the couple lived in one room, the old lived in one room, and the children lived in one room. It doesn’t matter if the size is small, but it is warm; The decoration is not for luxury, and simple and simple is also a home. The comfort and happiness of the family are most. But it is such a dream that it is very difficult for me to realize it. It is not easy for parents to be farmers all their lives, and it is hard to raise our children. It is totally powerless to help them buy houses. Our relatives and friends are all in the countryside, and they all depend on the soil for food. Generally, they are poorer than our family and cannot help at all. And I belong to that kind of character that I won’t come and earn money. I only work honestly, without official authority, without gray income, without windfall money, and without chance to accept bribes. The house to me was like a charming woman, who was always scratching in the distance, which made me wavering. The discount of real estate agents was a flurry teasing of women, which made me full of blood. But like a eunuch, I could only look far away and droop, suffering in my heart, because I didn’t have the capital to get close to me. I have been working for more than ten years, and I have successively worked in four units, making unremitting efforts for the dream of the house, but I have always been the flower in the mirror and the moon in the water. The first unit I worked for was a factory in my hometown county. My hometown county is located in the inland and the economy is underdeveloped. My monthly salary is only over 300 yuan, and my total income of not eating or drinking is less than 4,000 yuan. After working for one year, I counted my savings: seven hundred yuan. At that time, the housing price of the county was about 400 to 500 yuan per square meter, and I bought a house of 90 square meters with a total price of 40,000 to 50,000 yuan. According to my income at that time, I couldn’t afford it in my whole life. Two years later, I jumped to the county newspaper office. The county newspaper office is an outsider who feels good, but the actual welfare is very general. When I just entered the newspaper office, my monthly salary was over 300 yuan, and then I gradually increased to over 400 yuan, over 500 yuan, over 600 yuan, until over 900 yuan. At that time, the housing price in the county was five or six hundred yuan per square meter. According to my income in the newspaper office, it would take about two or ten years to buy a house of 90 square meters. After working in the county newspaper office for six years, I entered the City TV station to work. My monthly salary has risen to more than 1,000 yuan, and I can save more than 5,000 yuan a year. The house price in the city is about eight or nine hundred yuan per square meter, and it costs about 70 to 80 thousand yuan to buy a house of 90 square meters. It takes me more than ten years to afford a house. After working in the City TV station for one year, I resigned and went out to work. The unit where I work now is a town TV station in Pearl River Delta, with a monthly salary of more than 3,000 yuan. The house price in my town is over 3,000 yuan per square meter, and it costs about 300,000 yuan to buy a house of 90 square meters. According to my income, it takes about ten years to buy a house. This is the closest time I have ever dreamed about the house, but at this time, my children have to go to school, and my parents have to support them when they are old, so they need a lot of money every year. As a result, the dream of my house suddenly drifted away. What makes me cry more is that in recent years, housing prices nationwide have risen like crazy. Not to mention the Pearl River Delta, even the housing price of my hometown county in mainland has soared to 1000 yuan to 1800 yuan per square meter, while the housing price in the city has soared to more than two thousand yuan per square meter. I wanted to buy a house along the coast, but we went home to buy it. Who knew that the situation was changing and it was hard to afford a house at home. When friends get together and talk about the house, they all shake their heads and sigh: such a house price really doesn’t make people live! When I was suffering from the dream of house, I thought that I had the honor to go to college and the several jobs I had were not too bad. The realization of the dream of house had such a long distance, those thousands of ordinary wage earners who were worse than me would not even think about buying a house! Some people say, can’t you buy a house by mortgage? But in the following decades, you can’t lose your job, get sick or have an accident, and your family members should be safe, but who can guarantee this! I dare not bet on it. Walking in the city, I am envious of an upscale residential community. I always look up at those dense windows on the high floor, dreaming that one day I can own one of them. The house is close at hand, but I own it far away from the end of the world. I can’t help sighing from the bottom of my heart. I often thought that if one day, I could sit in the room and read books, my child would watch TV or play in the living room, my wife would cook in the kitchen, and the old man would walk around the room with smile. I think at that time, I was the happiest person in the world! Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…