The perfect camouflage

Recently, I felt very happy and sad. Seeing that he could cheat me to my second aunt’s house every day and then sit down and stick to mahjong, I didn’t know anything but walked back alone, in fact every time I are very sad, because every day he can let I walk alone and he but night half past twelve all don’t come back, yesterday actually 1 point 50 back, remember two days ago, dopted mother asked me that you didn’t care him when he went to play cards? I smiled and said that whatever he did was not losing my money. That day, my second aunt also said that I was not angry when he played cards every day? Not angry? Don’t care? Is my heart really like this? I smiled and said that I didn’t lose my money, but no one saw the entanglement in my heart. How I wished I wouldn’t live with him like a shrew, I always told myself naively that he had a sense of propriety and reputation in his heart. I always told myself that he was good, but until yesterday I was completely disappointed. It was the fourth time, every time I said that I didn’t play cards today, I always took me to my second aunt’s house forcibly. But every time it turned out to be a lie. Mahjong might be better for him. I told myself to give him three chances, I won’t forgive after three times, because I always like the three principles that nothing can be done. But until he made it for the fourth time in a row, thinking that it was two or three o’clock in the morning when he woke up yesterday, and thinking that his mother said that they were very dangerous. I was so worried about him that I was afraid of his accident, unexpectedly, I got up from the bed and took the cellphone which was turned off without electricity. I hurried to find another battery to replace it, because the time of turning off the cellphone was not accurate, and I was afraid that I made a mistake, so I immediately went to QQ to check the time. The QQ time showed 12: 57. My heart was broken, and I was also scared. It hurt-because he didn’t care if I had any ideas, he was afraid because he came back at about 12: 30 in the past, but last night he was not afraid of his safety at midnight. I remember that the mahjong parlor of my second aunt’s was only open to 12: 00. Under the circumstance of extreme confusion, I dialed his phone and heard his slow voice on the other side of the phone. I knew he was safe and I was not afraid. But I woke up at 1: 50, it was almost two o’clock, listening to the shouting outside the door, I was heartbroken and anxious. How could he do this? I plan not to open the door, But he heard that he opened the door one by one, until he shouted for a long time and sighed deeply. He didn’t shout or knock at the door after a while, I thought he was walking back, and suddenly I was scared, because his mother said there were a lot of people smoking powder. I got up and opened the door in fear. There was no one outside, so I ran to the stairwell and looked at the bottom of the building, because I was afraid that he would go back so late and he was not safe, but he appeared behind me. It turned out that he went into the toilet. I don’t know why, I always tell myself that I must be a little poisonous, but I can’t be poisonous at all. I feel that I have become so humble. Is it true that Tang Qin said that there is no dignity in love? I don’t know. This afternoon, I lied to him that I went to the central market instead of eating. In fact, apart from not being hungry, the key point is his irresponsible language again and again, I am afraid that the happiness I see now is actually the pain of the future. I am afraid that the possession of today and tomorrow will not be mine, so I dare not accept it boldly and squander boldly, maybe I am too sentimental when others see me, but I don’t want to have that nothingness any more, because if I want to have it, I don’t want to lose it. I have had enough time to face hypocritical faces all day long, I have lived enough days of absorbing my human flesh and blood with the flags of charity, because people all call me ungrateful, but I have to endure the days of cooking without oil, When I was starving, the celebrities were particularly noble at the end of the day, while I became a real villain who passed through the real pain, recently, his words and deeds remind me of those black days in the past. My heart is so painful… July 5th Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Face up to ordinary

I like reading books and newspapers because I like writing. Because I am loyal to my own duty, I always study audit business seriously, so I often pay attention to audit publications, so I love “China audit”, so I must read every issue of this publication which is favored by few people at present. Speaking of China audit, its content is actually very rich, including cover articles, focuses, forums, cases, experience exchanges, technologies and methods, wide angle, elegant demeanour, information windows, as long as you read columns such as fangcaoyuan attentively, you can search for knowledge and a large amount of information from all aspects, and you can also improve your professional quality and skills. Today, as usual, the guard sent newspapers and periodicals again. I was immediately attracted by a large photo of a young woman with a smiling face on the cover of China audit. I looked carefully, it turned out to be the old photo of Jin Lanlan, a good cadre of Hefei Audit Bureau who sacrificed for his duty. When opening the cover article, it turned out to be China audit daily, an article jointly reported by China audit magazine traces her beyond the ordinary. The article introduces the typical stories of Jin Lanlan’s initiative to ask for advice, being simple and practical, putting the people first and enriching the people first, loving his job and devoting himself to work, and devoting himself to learning, studying hard and applying what he has learned. For example, improving water conservancy facilities, caring for the disabled fan Guiping of female villagers, helping poor students Ye cancan win 4000 yuan of love and dream university grants, developing new stevia industry, blocking the loopholes of subsidies for household appliances going to the countryside Jin Lanlan, deputy director of economic and trade audit department of Hefei Audit Bureau. After graduating from Anhui Agricultural University in 2004, he passed the civil servant examination and entered Anhui audit bureau. In August, 2011, he served as the deputy director of economic and trade audit department of Hefei Audit Bureau. Eight years has 4 times was named Hefei straight organs, Municipal Audit Bureau Outstanding Communist Party members, 2007, 2009, 2010 nian du assessment excellent, 2009 to 2011 for three consecutive years city audit bureau organs advanced workers. The AO application examples she wrote won the application Award of the Audit Office and the Excellence Award of the audit office of Anhui province successively. The computer audit method she wrote won the Excellence Award of the audit office of Anhui province and was selected into the audit method library of the audit office. On May 3rd, 2012, as the fifth batch of selected cadres of Hefei municipal authorities (the selection period was two years), she came to Yeji village, Luotang township, Changfeng county, Hefei city to serve as the first secretary. On the morning of August 14th, in order to apply for the grant of Hope project for two impoverished students Feng Aiju and Wang Wenjing in the village, there was a car accident on the way to Hefei Youth League municipal Party committee. The moment of life and death was the moment of death, the only thing she thought of was her poor villager student. She tried her best to shake her hands and handed the two application forms covered with blood to the traffic police who came to rescue her, and told them to keep it well with intermittent voices, and finally let it go to the world and finish her short 30-year life journey. On August 18th, thousands of cadres and masses came to Hefei Funeral Home to bid farewell to this good Secretary who devoted all his youth to the cause of the party and the people. On August 27th, the audit office of Anhui province submitted a report about comrade Jin Lanlan’s deeds to the audit office, the provincial Party committee and the provincial government. On September 1st, Li Bin, the governor of Anhui province, instructed: comrade Jin Lanlan was conscientious in the audit work and performed well. During the selection of the first secretary of the village, he kept in mind the party’s purpose, it is a good example for young cadres to do practical things for the majority of farmers! I hope that party members and cadres in the audit system of the whole province can Learn from Comrade Jin Lanlan and work hard to make greater contributions to the construction of a beautiful Anhui. On September 3rd, Zhang Baoshun, the secretary of the Provincial Party Committee of Anhui province, issued an instruction: the story of comrade Jin Lanlan was very touching, which was another typical example emerged among the selected cadres after comrade Shen Hao, and was an example for the majority of party members and cadres in. On the same day, the Audit Office issued a notice to the whole system to learn from comrade Jin Lanlan, calling on the cadres and workers of the national audit system, especially young cadres, to learn from comrade Jin Lanlan. Having such a result, although we still have to feel sorry for Jin Lanlan, for her early death and for her short life, when we think of the inherent death of people, it is as heavy as Mount Tai and as light as a feather, maybe people will think that she seems to have died for her, because time has witnessed the value of her life. Jin Lanlan left. From then on, people could no longer see her sunny smile and her vigorous and heroic figure. She left forever with her unfinished career. Here, let’s comfort Yingling and rest in peace, Lan Lan! At the same time, let’s express our cordial sympathy to the family members of comrade Jin Lanlan! Jin Lanlan left, and she engraved the final journey of her short 30-year life on the land of Yeji village forever, leaving us infinite nostalgia. And her extraordinary motto of doing ordinary things well triggered my endless deep thinking. Jin Lanlan is great. Her noble character, broad feelings and selfless spirit all reflect her greatness; Jin Lanlan is ordinary, and she is conscientious, in fact, the piles made are nothing more than what an auditor and a village official should do. This reminds me of some people and things around me. For a long time, I always have the impulse to write about people and things around me, but every time I feel these things are too ordinary, and nowadays the public’s sense of identity to audit is not ideal, thought audit in addition to eating and drinking is someone trouble. As a result, every time we lost confidence, we quickly dismissed the idea, and then we had to feel that our audit work was too ordinary. We felt that the audit was not vigorous and immortal except being easy to offend others, there is only obscurity year after year. Until I saw the deeds of Jin Lanlan and knew the motto of Jin Lanlan, those trivial things happened around me emerged immediately, which reminded me of their difficulties, recalling their extraordinary. My thoughts stopped on the audit of social security funds soon, and stopped in those years that I didn’t know how to describe. In the first half of this year, the social security fund audit was carried out nationwide. I had the honor to be the liaison officer of this audit work, and accompanied the audit team throughout the audit work. I spent more than two months’ extra-staff audit time, over 60 days and nights, I witnessed the hardships of auditors away from their units, their hometowns and their relatives, their difficulties and their helplessness, witnessed their ordinary and extraordinary. There are 9 members of the audit team coming to our county. Let me introduce them to everyone first. East Brother. Senior Auditor, audit team leader. My father-in-law was paralyzed in bed after brain disease surgery, and my son was in primary school. I am a well-known son-in-law at home. Viagra. Auditor, deputy director of a county Bureau, deputy head of the audit team. My mother was half paralyzed after cervical vertebra disease surgery, and my daughter was facing the college entrance examination. Viagra was the mother’s baby son since childhood, and also a famous filial son. zhen ge. The auditor, who is over 50 years old, and his father, who is 80 or 90 years old, is also an old revolutionary. He stays in bed for a long time, and usually the brothers have to take turns to watch the night. Long Ge. There are nearly 60 people. The old mother suffers from senile dementia, and both brothers and sisters are in other places. The old mother depends on his husband and wife to take care of them. xing zi. My son is about to get married, and the house is being decorated at home. He was the backbone of his family, and many things left his family without proposals. Afang. A woman in her thirties, whose son is only 7 years old, is in the first grade of primary school. Her greatest happiness is that she can chat with her son when she is free every day and ask about her son’s learning situation. Lingling. A college graduate who just entered the audit system Here I want to quote a sentence from brother Dong, that is, I am most afraid that the team members will receive phone calls from home. One of them, brother Long received a call from his family, saying that his mother was lost and he was so anxious that brother Long became an ant on a hot pan. Fortunately, he received a call soon saying that he had found it, A stone hanging in the hearts of all people fell to the ground. There were more calls from Xingzi. Once even a car came to ask him to go back at night, and he was sent back the next morning. Even brother Dong can occasionally receive calls from his wife crying. Alas! It was just such a team that the ringing of a phone would affect every team member’s heart at any time, which not only completed the audit task ahead of time, but also achieved the audit work goal, and the project they implemented also won the excellence of the provincial system. All kinds of hardships, efforts and sacrifices are self-evident. For parents, who doesn’t want to be filial, for lovers, who doesn’t want to enjoy themselves, for children, who doesn’t want to devote themselves, for family happiness, and who doesn’t want to enjoy themselves! However, they, our auditors, can’t. The only thing they can do is to do their best and duty, strive to finish the task as soon as possible and reunite with their families as soon as possible, in order to get a short stay in the harbor, because what is waiting for them is the next station, the next project. According to Dong Ge, in the past two or ten years after entering the audit, the longest time at home is not more than 100 days in total, and the longest time at home can be more than 290 days in a year. Speaking of this, I still want to tell you a true story about the helplessness and trifles of the auditors. All I want is just that Lingling, she is a 90 after the university graduates, through public examination into audit system. If you hadn’t met her on the street or somewhere else, you would have thought she was a middle school student, because from the perspective of appearance, she is a middle school student even more than a middle school student. But don’t underestimate this middle school student. It is this weak and literary girl. Her role in the audit team cannot be replaced by others, it is not too much for her to be described as a computer expert. She only needs to input a few computer languages for those forms and data, and reverse them, you can’t count the data for several months or even half a year by hand. It only takes a few minutes for her to handle it. To be fair, this kind of miracle cannot be created by I am in any case. Honestly, before for 90 s I am some views of, always think now of one-child spoiled kids, work yangaoshoudi, is more self-and can not stand the wind and rain, this point was actually verified by Lingling at the beginning. I remember that when the audit team just entered Ningdu, it was probably because of the acclimatization, or the change of seasons in winter and spring. Most of the audit team members were ill, especially Lingling had a severe cold and fever. When she was sick, she would see a doctor to take medicine and give an injection, but this Lingling just refused to give an injection. It was said that she would get dizzy because her mother was a nurse, she also said that she had not let anyone else give an injection except her mother. For this reason, brother Dong criticized her severely, and even wanted to change someone to drive her back. But in addition to crying her nose, Lingling still persisted in not hitting the bottle. Seeing this situation, I even began to worry that our next generation would become like this. What should we do in the future of our country. But on second thought, Lingling was actually a child. Many people of her age even spoiled their parents! Fortunately, the young man had strong resistance. After a few days, she was fine. Until later, I saw her modest and studious attitude towards audit business and courteous attitude towards others, The calm and calm response to the problem and the skillful operation of the computer made me feel that I was indeed old, and it was time to give way to the younger generation. In addition to these things of Lingling, there were actually many other touching cases during the whole audit process, of course, those cases were not as special as those reported in newspapers and periodicals, such as fighting tigers and brothers going on the stage with father and son soldiers and couples, etc. They were just some cases such as checking accounts day and night, coming to investigate in the wind and rain, the daily work and ordinary cases like working overtime to write reports and giving up small families for everyone seem to be a little hard to handle and plain to say. However, it is these daily work and ordinary examples that have created our extraordinary audit career. In fact, not only auditing, but also other industries. Most and most people are just doing daily work and ordinary things, and it is these ordinary work, ordinary life and trivial things have made extraordinary achievements and created the development and revitalization of our entire Chinese nation. Just as Jin Lanlan said: doing ordinary things well is extraordinary! Of course, I also think of Lu Yao’s “Ordinary World”, a famous literary place. Therefore, we must face up to the ordinary! (2012 10 16) Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Meet warm, shou hou yankon

[Heart mark] Not everyone who passes by can know each other, nor everyone who knows each other can know each other. I have been asking myself that I have been wandering in the Internet for so many years, coming and going, walking and coming, and I have already been used to seeing all the water Moon and mirror flowers. I have been ambiguous and warm. But I have never been hurt by the Internet or crazy for you like now. Sometimes there will be a lot of depression if it cannot be suppressed, but I can’t figure out why there are so many people coming and going in the dust and smoke, but I only remember your agreement and keep your infatuation? The elegance that Jing Xiang met for the first time was clear like water in the bottom of his heart. At that time, you were just a passer-by who rode horses and traveled in Xinjiang, and I was just a passer-by in a hurry. We are not hometowns. You don’t belong to me, and I am not yours. The scattered loneliness is in full bloom at the fingertips all the time. However, those plain and leisurely words that slided through the night only added some amorous feelings to this bright screen. It’s still just a shallow shuttle, walking silently. Occasionally, there will be a faint feeling lingering, all with a simple ponder. No one will be allowed to have too many scenes in the fleeting time, just stay in the dusty world for a while. Come gently and walk quietly. Don’t touch a little bit of trouble, cold and casual. The Four Seasons flow outside the window. It was unexpected that the story had set a foreshadowing earlier. It is a kind of gentle poison to let yourself be as cold as ice and not invade, but still can’t escape the trick you gave me. The tender feelings grow quietly in time, and your warmth is the beginning of my willingness to fall. I really want to draw all these thoughts into the eyes of spring with a pen. In this way, even if one day we get lost in the flood of time, we can still find the trace that we once snuggled closely together. I also want to hold those colorful stories in my palm, and make a sincere wish in my heart, hoping that the time after many years can still burst into a sea of spring in my memory. However, the obsession of love in life has already become a constant commitment to each other in the bottom of my heart. Who can know how many deep and shallow emotions are carried by those countless morning and dusk together? [Mood] Time is always so tight and slow, standing at the end of September. Inadvertently, the soft and shallow dream is deeply embedded in the lovesick hairpin and folded into the scenery of the season. Recalling the first sight, you are as warm as spring and as deep as pool. You said I am the angel you were waiting for, and you said the moment was eternal. I sink myself in my loneliness. Time carving, time reincarnation. The wind is rolling and the flowers are broken, and the fragrance is a little thin. When you wake up at midnight with a cold winter, you have quietly lost your direction. I kept the dream you had ever been, and I was reluctant to leave. How many hatred, how many lovesickness. I am afraid of nothing, but nothing, and finally nothing. [Heartbreak] I, in the cold wind, walked into the fragrant garden and woke up with fallen leaves. Therefore, I saw my shadow trembling slightly on the cement floor. Memory of this thing is like fallen leaves, warm, growing, declining, and then turned into fallen leaves flying all over the sky, falling pieces. I, in the cold wind, tore my memory into pieces. Condensed into petals, flying, flying, dancing out of your own dance steps, turning into the starlight of your fingertips, calling out the attachment deep in your heart, flying, flying, spinning out of your own Tao Ran, the picture is drawn out to soothe the unforgettable thoughts, lingering, love, difficult to tie up, and messy. The flowers fly and the flowers fall, the snow blows without trace, the break is over, and the moment is gone, it is not love, it is not resentment, my attachment has been precipitated, there is no direction, The Wind Rises, I stand on the shore of the tide, there was only one turning distance between you and me all the time. I waved my hand and said goodbye to the clouds in the western sky. Then I woke up and it was already a fallen leaf. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…