Interesting childhood 14 jia yu

In my childhood, there were many interesting things related to fish, which were really countless. But there are some things that I can’t forget about my good friend who has been with me for many years, or the woman who has loved me. It is deeply buried in my heart, lingering. It doesn’t look like spring, it is also sunny. I also want to come out from my heart and bask in the Sun Online. Of course, I can’t restrain democracy if I like it. If you are willing to come out, just come out. It was in xinglongquan dam that I first began to get married with fish. The time should be in the summer of 1980, August, when I was eight years old. Now I still remember that little fish, an unfortunate and extremely lucky one, whose appearance is very cute, fat body, about seven or eight centimeters long, and it is a carp. How did this little fish get married with me? I have to start from the beginning. It was very hot that day, about 345 degrees, and there was no wind at all. The hot weather is like a big steamer, and people are like meat buns in a steamer. It is difficult to eliminate the summer heat, so I naturally want to take a bath. So at noon that day, my best children, Zhao erhu, Zhao Sanhu, Zhao Dezi, Li Lizi, Bi Hai and so on, and I went to xinglongquan Dam to take a bath under the leadership of Lord bentun. We were so hot that we were sweating all the way. Needless to say, when we arrived at the dam, everyone felt a sense of coolness when they saw the crystal water in the dam. Let alone how happy we were! Many children were impatient before they arrived at the dam. They took off their shabby clothes and threw them there. They jumped into the water to play with their bare hands. They and I were the same, jumping into the water and starting to play. Because of our young age, adults were not allowed to enter the deep water, and we dared not to swim in the shallow water near the shore. Xinglongquan dam was actually a natural bathing place at that time. The water outside was clear and shallow, and it deepened a little bit from the side without feet and neck. I knew that it was more than ten meters away to the belly of an eight-year-old child, the bottom is still sand, and it is very clean. We are playing in this area. The water inside is clear and deep, and the deepest part is seven or eight meters deep. That is the world of young people and adults. We children were teasing each other in the shallow water area and divided into groups to fight with each other. You tease me, and I splash at him, so happy. Sometimes they rushed to catch each other’s little brother. Tired of playing, we sat on the sand for a while. When I was sitting on the sand tired of playing, I felt that there seemed to be a slippery thing between my two hips. Since I was young at that time, I was rather stupid, ignorant and timid. I didn’t know what was stuck in my ass at that time. I don’t dare to move. After thinking for a while, the thing under the butt still kept drilling forward, but it couldn’t move because it was caught. It seemed that it couldn’t hurt me, and I gradually became no longer afraid. I think it should be a small fish, just use your right hand to catch it bit by bit. (Let’s briefly say that xinglongquan dam was a big fish pond when I was a child. Fifteen bungalows around the dam. It is 5 miles long from north to south and 3 miles wide from east to west. There are all kinds of fish in it, including blue carp, silver carp, grass carp, carp, fat head fish, old head fish, catfish, crucian carp, dingfish and so on. But due to the depth of water, people can’t catch it in general.) My hand slowly catch it, 1.1 point catch it gills. Because I have heard about the earmuffs of adults before, catching a fish requires catching its cheek, so it can’t get rid of you. I felt that when I grasped it firmly, I took it up from the bottom of my leg a little bit, and at the same time, my left hand also grabbed it. In this way, I will hold it firmly. At the same time, I also observe it carefully to see what it is. At first glance, it turned out to be a small carp. The less nervous heart was completely relieved. Came as a relief. I looked at it carefully. Its fat body was about two and a half centimeters thick and seven or eight centimeters long. At that time, I thought that this little fish was so unfortunate that it was caught by my ass all of a sudden. Really hits Qiao also no matter! How high should I be when I sit down and hold a small fish with my butt? If you are good at mathematics, you can calculate its probability. There are fifteen bungalows in the dam. How many fish are there? This little fish just swam here again, overcoming the difficulties of unknown factors, and then I sat down. I think the probability is about one billion. If I buy lottery tickets today, I will definitely win 5 million! But I also thought, why should I catch it? Play? I’m still taking a bath, so I can’t play with it; Eat, it’s too small! This is also a small life! I often heard from adults in my family that saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda. Today I’m going to let it go. Isn’t it also saving the life of this little fish? We won’t build a seven-level pagoda. It’s OK to build a layer! Thinking of this, I held it and let go. I thought in my heart, Xiaoyu, go home too, or your mother should worry! It is free to swim in the water. Now I think how lucky this little fish should be! This is when I met a kind-hearted person. Is it still alive for the second master? Although I look ferocious in my life, But I think I am kind and very kind. Now I still remember that when I just went to work, once when I was riding a bicycle, I was going to press a little chicken, and it suddenly slipped under the wheel of my bicycle. Under the circumstances at that time: I either ran over it, or suddenly braked and fell down. Of course I chose the latter. I would rather fall down on the ground and break my arm than press the chicken. After all, how lucky this little fish was released by me! Say who I am? Although I am not well-known now, I am just a teacher, but maybe how many years after my death, the latter will see that I have written so many novels in the Mordo poems, songs, essays and essays, make me a famous contemporary litterateur, poet and poet of New China! At that time, I would like to see this little fish once sat on my ass and had such close contact with me, a great world-class great man. I met each other sincerely, (I don’t know if its eyes can see anything) how lucky it should be? How many fish and people are dreaming of that? So I say it is extremely lucky! This is just like someone accidentally got van Gogh’s painting Sunflower. Van Gogh was down and out when he was not famous. Who would have thought that his dilapidated settlement would become the world-famous greatest painter in the world for many years to come. After I released the lucky little fish, I felt very pleased. I played in the water for a long time, and didn’t go home happily with my companions until more than 1 pm. It has been 32 years since this incident, but in retrospect, there seems to be a slippery feeling under the ass, which is unforgettable! Goodbye my little fish, my intimate little fish! I just don’t know where are you now? I am afraid that you have already made your greatest contribution to the healthy growth of someone! Goodbye, dear little fish, I hope you will always remember me in the spirit of Heaven, a kind child who may be the only one to let you live! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Dream

The night is still so quiet, and everything around is still so Wuji Zen. With charming flowers, she secretly showed her small head at night, just like a beautiful girl playing coquettish to the nature. However, it is this kind of atmosphere that makes people sleep in it. I came to a stream, and the sound of clear running water fell down, just like the fantasy in my heart, so real and idle. He took off his shoes and put his legs into the cold water. He couldn’t help feeling comfortable and peaceful. This feeling only came from the heart, without being arbitrary. Through the faint light, I looked at the grass beside the stream, which was full of the breath of spring. But spring has passed, and it is all my heart that is at fault. I feel the natural breath by listening to my eyes. It’s very thorough. Imagine that you are in an unmanned situation, running around with bare feet, even if there is no light and no end. I like the feeling of strolling in this world and the endless desire in my heart, which is just like a quiet time and so bright. Walking and walking, I lost it, surrounded by emptiness and nothingness, and there may be no loss. Under that dark corner, there seemed to be a little girl squatting on the ground, with her head and hands lying on her knees, as if she was crying. She didn’t dare to walk over to disturb her. The whole person stood there trembling. Unexpectedly, he couldn’t control himself. He felt suffocated. This feeling woke me up. I’m afraid it’s so cloudy. It is still the stream and the everlasting flowers and plants on the Earth, and the night is still so dark. Carrying my own shoes, The Cold Feet stepped on this piece of green wantonly, and the whole body was slightly cool. I stood up and prepared to leave. I wanted to go back to the place about youth, which was my memory for a long time. The whole tall building stands over there, as if you can touch the white moonlight at the top. The teaching building was in a burst of darkness. There was no catchy reading or noisy slapping. There was no one there, only I watched all this with a lazy attitude. Back to the previous class, there was a familiar name engraved on the desk of that old book, and nothing had changed. Sitting on that old wooden chair, lying on the desk and enjoying it quietly for a while, trying to retrieve the feeling of youth. I don’t know when I feel bitter in my mouth. That was the blend of tears. Finally, he couldn’t help crying loudly. There was Echo from far away, just like someone crying to the classroom next door. I haven’t had this feeling for a long time. I don’t know whether I am happy or sad. I like myself who is so sensational, which is better than the pain that some things are holding in my heart. Leaving that classroom, I slowly surrounded the whole teaching building and lit up all the lights. The shining light gave me the feeling of awakening and constantly enjoyed it. When the light shines on the whole floor, looking at this masterpiece, there is no one left. I couldn’t bear the depressing atmosphere in my heart. I couldn’t help feeling sad and filled my heart. My feelings were gone. Put away the mood in my heart, suddenly run desperately, Mission running. I want to leave this place and this desolate place. It will only bring more displeasure to myself. I only want happiness. I don’t know how long I have been running, maybe I am tired. Find a clean place and sit on the ground with fear in your face. This was another deserted place. It seemed that this society belonged to me. I began to fear and panic. Finally, I was scared to wake up by myself. It turned out that all this was just a dream. No one knows why this dream upset me. May be missing the past, may be afraid of loneliness. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Old House cherry tree

At the end of spring and the beginning of summer, the cherry flower was defeated a few days later. Inadvertently, the fragrance came out from the cherry garden on the mountain road around Mount Tai. A few days later, the peasant woman in twos and threes on the mountain road carried a bamboo basket, peddle the newly picked cherries on the roadside. Red Cherry, round, revealing delicate and full texture. Driving back and forth from Huanshan Road, I couldn’t help stopping the car and buying two or three jin. I went home to give my child’s wife a taste, but I always didn’t eat enough. This year’s rain is not very heavy, and there is no bad weather. The light is sufficient, the harvest is good, the color is good, the cherry grows enough, full, and the sweetness is also high, with a little sour in the sweetness, ‘Re delicious. In the morning, the old mother called and said that the cherries in the old house were ripe. Tomorrow is Saturday. She asked if I could go home and pick some cherries for the children to eat. I suddenly remembered the cherry tree in the old house. I can’t remember how old my son was. In March of Yangchun, the season of planting trees, my father got several cherry saplings and called me to take my son home to plant trees. I took my son back. My young son was less passionate than me. However, my young little hands planted two cherry saplings with me. The little Cherry Sapling is as tall as my son and has no branches. The saplings were planted in the old house, which had no one to live in for more than 20 years. There was a happy time of my childhood in the old house, and some funny or bitter memories that I want to think about now, full of them, which were written in the diary, can fill a drawer. Cherry is delicious. Trees are hard to plant, let alone small saplings. I don’t have much hope for these two cherries either. Later, my mother also mentioned that the matter of cherry trees was mostly about how many cherries were harvested, which meant that they were given to the Li family of the Zhang family to eat. My mother told me on the phone that the Cherry Tree Grew well this year. It turned out that the locust tree beside it had been removed, and the cherry tree grew stronger. This year, the cherry trees were particularly rich and delicious, it’s weekend, you come back to pick some cherries and send some to your brother and sister-in-law. I said, brother and sister-in-law are in the county town, and it’s OK to call them tomorrow. My old mother even said yes. She put down her old mother’s phone and discussed with her wife. She said she would be busy in the store tomorrow. I said if you could go back, I would handle the goods in the store. She said yes. When on earth the cherry trees in the old house were planted, I forgot that there were fruit trees and fruits in the old house yard in my mind. Since the whole family moved from the old house to the house where their parents live now in 87, 25 years have passed, time flies, youth flies, and childhood laughter is hard to find on the son, the son who grew up in a reinforced concrete city did not have the pastoral poetic desire of rural life. They have their happiness! When I got home, I told my son about tomorrow’s plan. My son was very interested in cherries. I asked my son, do you know who planted those two cherry trees? My son shook his head and asked in reply, was it me who planted it?, I said, it was you who planted it. My son smiled proudly, really? Why don’t I know? I said, when you were very young!, my son said, then I must go tomorrow. Obviously, my son is not only interested in cherries, but also in cherry trees! It has been more than 25 years since the whole family moved out of the old house. At that time, my father was just my present age. Later, our four brothers and sisters grew up slowly, and there was no more people living in the old house. I just came home during the summer vacation in, I will sleep in the cool mud house for several nights. Later, when my father got sick, he never lived in the old house. Without the spirit of people, the old house showed the old age and fragility, which was eroded by wind and rain for more than 20 years, the two partial houses have already collapsed, and the three central rooms have also become dilapidated buildings. After his father’s condition was stable, he had to go back to the old house for daily recovery exercise. Sometimes he would stay in the old house for a whole morning, planting some fruits and vegetables at first. The old father who recovered from cerebral infarction could not do anything, only relying on my old mother, the old mother was in poor health later, so my old father thought about planting some fruit trees, such as chestnut tree, Walnut Tree, toon tree and locust tree. We had four brothers and sisters. Whoever came home would go back to the old house to help the old father take care of these trees. The old house surrounded by the courtyard wall was unexpectedly designed as a flower orchard by my father. Cherry, walnut, chestnut, Toon, pumpkin, …… could also satisfy my appetite. More importantly, my father’s body, also gradually improved. After the Spring Festival this year, under the insistence of my old mother, the old house and the new house where my parents live now were allocated to my brother and me by lots. The old house belonged to me, and the new house belonged to my elder brother. My old mother planned to let my old house be renovated. After all, the old man thought of the old house, but I was busy with my work and was ashamed to be in trouble. I just bought a new house in the city and failed to realize my old mother’s wish! My daughter-in-law will take my child home tomorrow. I earnestly taught my son to use my camera and told him to take more photos. Let me see what the young trees of those years have grown up now. It must be the same as my son, under the care of the old, he will grow healthy and robust! What is the corner of the eye, it is wet! Tears of happiness! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Black hole draws

Grandma had been ill for a long time. Finally, on that day, I vaguely felt that the atmosphere at home was wrong. My father and aunt always look in a hurry. My sister and I fell asleep in the east, where could we sleep? There was a sense of fear in my heart. Late at night, I heard my father and aunt turning outside the door and shouting: Mum! Come on! God! Come back! “Later I knew it was the custom of my hometown, and it was said that this could call back my soul.> maybe it was almost dawn, crying came from Xili, and the voice was getting louder and louder. My father’s cry shocked me. My father cried, and I knew what that meant. Father and aunt cried inside, while mother cried outside. I felt bored in fear. My mother and grandmother were always at odds. Did she cry too? But my mother did cry very painful, and it was the kind of crying without adulteration. From birth, it seems that there is a black hole attracting you slowly. Step by step, people will go to the black hole, and no one can escape. Even a great man like Mao Zhou and Zhu Liu just disappeared in the black hole eventually. This is a process, which is long and short, vigorous, ordinary, happy and sad …… in my memory, death seems to be a very distant thing. Suddenly one day I calmed down and counted people around who were not old but had already died, only to find that sometimes death might be close at hand. Although this is pessimistic, who can say it is not true? Li Chong, the son of the next-door neighbor, came back from the Army and was killed in a fight with others in the dance hall as soon as he joined the job; The man who was as strong as a cow was called Wen Shanhe and died of suffocating in the oil tank because; when I was young, my partner Ma Jun died of nameless symptoms when he was working outside; My uncle’s family and my fifth brother were killed in a car accident. Who can hold himself? When we unconsciously get closer to the black hole, who can resist its gravity? Judging from my life experience of more than thirty years, there are absolutely some pure, real and beautiful things in life. For example youth. One day, I found that I became lazy, impetuous, and no longer active. When I was drinking, I didn’t make my fist as loud as before, and even didn’t do it at all. It is no longer like the timely rain Song Jiang on Liangshan to make friends with various heroes. My friends fixed those close friends and only muddled with them. Sometimes on some occasion, my friends introduced their friends to me. I just dealt with a few words politely, and I was extremely reluctant, too lazy to talk. Is this an old sign? But I am still between standing and not confused. How can I get old soon? There is one real thing in the world, that is, money, which can be exchanged for other materials. Of course, there are also those invisible but more precious than money, such as love and friendship. People become more and more realistic. They value everything in front of them and are too lazy to pursue these tiring things. Think also, rather than wait for windfalls, came with respect to kindly accept, not to go. Because people are going to walk into the black hole, they have to do something before going in, and they have to do it wholeheartedly. In the process of walking, there are some fruits on the fruit trees on the roadside, which are within reach. If you pick it and eat it, it may be sweet, sour or astringent. I will experience countless choices in my life. Every choice is my life. What kind of fruit to pick and which fruit to pick are sour? Is Sweet? Or astringent? This is all life! If there are fewer choices in life, will there be more happiness? When I was 19, my grandma was critically ill. When I was dying, I came to her Kang. I am look after my grandma, I have deep feelings for her. This time I felt the atmosphere when my ten-year-old grandma passed away. My mother was waiting by the Kang, while my uncle was restless and worried. I asked Grandma: Grandma, do you still know me? Grandma opened her eyes and answered me two words: Yes. This is the last sentence my grandma left to me. Looking at my mother and uncle’s grief, I knew that everyone had to experience this kind of scene, and one day when I reached the edge of life, my children would also grieve for me in this way. Today, when I write these words here with the mentality of an adult in my thirties, my tears can’t help overflowing. I was not afraid of death, but it was hard to imagine how sad my only daughter would be and couldn’t bear it at the last moment. Not long ago, I saw another scene in the funeral of a friend’s father. An old friend of this old man came to the funeral before his death. The old man who was in charge of shouting three bows in front of the mourning hall and the one who was in charge of the funeral were also old acquaintances. The old man shouted: a bow! Second bow! Three bow! After shouting three bows, the funeral preparation left to one side, but the old man continued to shout: four bows! The mourner had to stand still and continue to bow. Five bow! Six bow! …… The mourner couldn’t help asking: Ah, old punishment! Why do you still shout a bow? Lao Xing said: this is the rule here. We have to bow 120 times before we finish the calculation! Everyone laughed, and the mourners also laughed and scolded: this old guy! On such a solemn occasion, the old friends of the old man could have fun even before his death. It was conceivable that the old man was also an open-minded and free man before his death. His soul is not far away. Seeing an old friend doing this in front of the spirit, he must have a smile! Salute to these old comrades! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Lonely Rose

I lived in a tall building facing the sea, surrounded by layers of undulating deep dark mountains. In the summer night, I sat alone on the balcony and closed my eyes, listening to my breath carefully, my heart beat, I could hear the swish sound of the sea breeze scouring the sea water in the distance, the sound of tsunami waves at high tide, and the rhythmic sound of the sea water pounding the reef. I listened, poetic habitat in the sounds of nature. Lonely, my heart is always rich. Life is a beautiful legend, and I cherish a poetic feeling in my heart. When I am alone, I Bloom freely and have reverie thoughts, but the reality is too trivial, too many things are pursued and too many desires are lost. That wonderful imagination may have vanished. The so-called lonely dwelling lies in keeping the truth of nature and kindness of human feelings in the heart, the beauty of life, I like to experience the idea of thinking alone, from the drizzle, listening to the sound of falling flowers, from the breeze, the sound of sea waves, from the night, enjoying the twinkling Lone Star. Only when the soul experiences painful choices can it understand the color of life; Only when it feels lonely and shudders can it have different thoughts. Human beings are faced with different mental and physical limitations and dilemmas. Life is a process of constantly searching for goals and ideals and constantly overcoming limitations and dilemmas, and a process of constantly searching and transcending, in the process of full birth and awakening, the emergence of wise thoughts cannot be separated from understanding loneliness and experiencing loneliness. Sometimes people stick to loneliness and have to pursue loneliness deliberately. They are free, leisurely, ambitious and sublimated in loneliness. People are alive, and lonely feelings are lingering all around. In the journey of my life, I walked forward alone without flowers in the front, applause in the back, no companionship around, no applause around. I walked through spring, autumn, winter and summer, and muddy swamps, walking through the cold wind and ice, walking through the 40-year-old life of wind and rain, walking in a hurry and obsessed footsteps, walking towards the bright Dreamland, just for the pursuit of the gorgeous rainbow in the sky. Experience the artistic conception of emotion and soul sublimation in the lonely shadow, admire yourself in the lonely shadow and feel sorry for yourself, but never belittle yourself and blame others, and sigh yourself with sorrow. The dignified energy of loneliness increases the weight of life value. Loneliness makes my life elegant, profound emotions, solemn practices and elegant soul. Loneliness is always accompanied by suffering and pain. It can withstand loneliness, stay away from noise and forget fame and wealth. Only sad roses can be lonely and enthusiastic in full bloom, bringing beauty and fragrance to your life. In my 40-year-old life, I experienced the warmth and coldness of human feelings, the heat and coldness of the world, the instant changes of fate, and the hardships of life, which left a mark on my heart, then I realized the true meaning of life, after the long lonely life pursuit and spiritual trudging, I got a glimpse of the truth of the world, understood life and recognized the direction, thus experiencing the vicissitudes of life calmly and calmly. In the summer night, the small building is lonely, and the roses are lonely, but the roses in the small building are still fragrant. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Shengruxiahua

I don’t know how long I have slept in the dark, nor how hard it is to open my eyes. I am, this dazzling moment is the flame of an instant across the sky. I am desperate for you to see me, I will die out and never come back. All the way to spring, all the way to thorns, as short as surprise, as gorgeous as summer flowers, every song will accompany me. When hearing this song, I am full of troubles about my work, a little tired and a little confused. Anxiety fills my whole chest like this! When Juanzi’s address was gradually replaced by President song step by step, Juanzi, who was once simple, innocent and carefree, gradually stepped into the ranks of women generals who were in charge of shopping malls. For those quiet women who pursued simple life and wrote quietly, suddenly sudden changes. Will it be a sunny sky for me? Or is it a complete transformation? Or is it a complete transformation? Or future bleak? After all, it is unknown! After several years of ups and downs, I am no longer a pure blank child. Those innocent diaries have been not far away from me, and have become the memories of my whole life! In one’s life, those who have been happy, sad, unforgettable and heart-wrenching are all like a picture scroll posted in one’s heart. What is worth recalling and nostalgia, let them stay in my heart forever! After reading the preface of “pouring out the vicissitudes of life in birch forest”, there was a sentence like this: if the reality was a burning flame, then the past was ashes. The beautiful Mars pulled out from the ashes is called memory. In other words, memory is a precious form of a person’s life and youth burning again. Once, I carefully chewed this sentence, the profound artistic conception in simple words. How rich the memory is, how rich the life is. Memory cannot be imaginary, just as life cannot be imaginary. What is life? No one can really understand him and interpret him correctly. They all pursue happiness in their own lives, but they don’t know where the direction is. Sometimes they are really sad. I have passed half of my life, but in the end, I can’t understand the real life. Standing at the 30-year-old port, I stopped and looked at the distance. The road was smooth and smooth. I worked in finance leisurely. Although there were troubles and troubles inevitably, it was only limited to some personal factors. Now, working as a manager, the following big and small matters and great pressure made me unable to breathe and neglect at all, allowing me to move forward slowly. Listening to Pu Shu’s “life like summer flowers”, walking into the office, looking at all kinds of articles and disciplines on the desk, and looking at the employees who were immersed in work outside the glass door, I felt that all these really existed. Juanzi used to be innocent, and the young Juanzi was no longer there. Now Juanzi will face a female general who keeps running around. Today, I specially wore a black dress, a black long trench coat, a black skirt and a black high-heeled shoes, which changed my previous playful dress. I am going to change. I am no longer the skillful woman who just entered the Society and protected the small flowers in the greenhouse, but only Nuo Nuo is wandering around the family. When mature and steady images appeared in front of them, I was more surprised than surprised. I smiled at them and gave myself a relaxed state! In fact, I know that I am not relaxed. New problems and busy work can’t let me relax at all. I don’t sleep at night, and I don’t have meals. I feel my weight. Pressure is an invisible shell, which heavily presses me out of breath. Therefore, that snail crawled slowly and difficultly in my heart. Step by step, I combined my beloved diary, collect the ever beautiful and pure memories and hide these popular preferences of little girls temporarily. I have to face greater challenges and stick to my life! The oncoming pressure could not knock me down at all, even if the road at this moment was countless ups and downs and thorns paved the way. However, in this strong and weak world, the fittest survive while the weak are plain. I can’t stop this transformation. I have to meet the challenge! All the way to spring, all the way to thorns, as short as surprise, like summer flowers gorgeous singing melodious, passionate heart, perhaps, through thorns, through ups and downs, my life will usher in the sunshine, shengruxiahua! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Back to grass Middle

I have been to grasslands and seen endless grass. Swimming in the green ocean, I am full of energy and happy physically and mentally. I want to swim like this all my life, let the fragrant grass tightly surround me, and even drown me. However, I still walked out of the vast grassland. In the city lacking grass flavor, I melted into the world of mortals and the secular world, and let a restless heart point to the direction of green grass. In fact, I prefer the grass in my hometown, scattered and scattered, or a small piece of land distributed on the bank of ditch and wasteland. Starting from my childhood in the countryside, I have been close to the soul of grass. I looked at them humbly stretching out their slender bodies from the Earth, and I was awe-inspiring. When I was young, I went outside the village to cut pig grass with a scyck and a wicker basket. It was summer or autumn, and grass grew lonely in the wilderness. I waved the scyck, and I heard the grass singing happily. But I prefer to come to the wild in the morning and break many glittering Dew. I am want to know whether the water drops hanging on the grass are transparent notes one after another? I don’t understand why they are so humble and small, but why are they so calm? In the wilderness, in all the barren places where you can see everything, how happy and healthy the grass is! They dance in the wind and rain, stretching their flexible lives tirelessly. Even if they were burnt, they would spend some time in their spare time. In the spring of next year, their roots would still have a thick green. For many years, I alienated the grass in my hometown. In the bright and green city, my heart became stronger gradually. I knew that my heart was becoming desertification day after day, until the sharp sand engulfed my last green flame. I don’t want to see such a desolate ending. I am want to go back to the middle of the grassland, back to the grass with green fragrance and dew. I lie on the quiet and wet grass, and close my eyes, make a tender green dream. I will let the grass walk into my desolate heart field and grow freely there. Only in this way can I become soft and universal in my heart. Only in this way can we show mercy and sympathy to all the people in the world. I also want to say, among all living beings, who is not a poetic and humble grass? Because of growth, singing, endurance and dedication, we have every reason to be noble. Therefore, I, who alienated the grass, must arrive at my hometown in the summer of a certain year, and have a long-lost date with the grass in the green wild. I lay in the middle of the grass, listening to their whispers, or watching their passionate dance when the breeze blows. I know that grass is my former and later generations, and I have no reason to refuse them. 820 words Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…