Free remember.

I have been idle at home these days. Although I have found a job, I am too lazy. In addition, I have been staying at home and don’t want to go to work until some things have been handled properly. Many of my friends advised me not to miss this opportunity. I just came out without a certificate. It was really a blessing to find such a good treatment. Maybe, but I am don’t want it, neither do I. I was not willing to take the major of nurse at first, but I had no choice but to do so. S said whether you are willing or not, you have already set foot on this road. Don’t forget, you were willing from the beginning, but now there are some realities that make you forget your enthusiasm, you can’t resist it because of this. You choose the road yourself, and you have to finish it anyway. I admit that I really began to shake after hearing these words. But it is only a moment. My mentor once told me that if you don’t like the current job, you should quit or shut up. I couldn’t shut my mouth. I couldn’t stop complaining, so I had to choose not to do this anymore. I don’t know what I will face in the future, and I don’t know whether I will regret in the future. Everything is unknown. The deadline is next week. If I still don’t know what I want to do, then I can only choose to go to hospital or clinic. I hope everything can be as expected. If I can’t get what I want, I will keep it in mind and close my mouth. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The original dream

My fate and I are like a kite, which seems to fly freely. In fact, there is a God pulling me with an invisible thread. However, God is also very busy. He holds countless threads. Sometimes, I will forget me temporarily, so occasionally I will feel that my life goal is vague and seems to be abandoned by fate. However, last night, God remembered me. Coincidences happen every year, especially last night. During chatting with her college classmates, she learned that she shared the rent with others in Yangpu district, and it seemed that she had quarreled with her roommates yesterday. She sighed that it was not easy to stay outside. Living alone could not afford the rent, and renting a single room would cost 1,000 months. I joked that if you were in Changning, I would like to find a job there, and we could rent together. Unexpectedly, she told me that her company was in Changning, so I remembered my classmate in Changning and told her that my classmate was in Yan’an West Road. She sent a surprised expression, saying that her company was also in Yan’an West Road, Changning district. Seeing that sentence, my hands shook. She asked me if I would go to Shanghai. To be honest, I really wanted to go. Besides, I have planned to go to the cold weather now, but I didn’t tell her this. At least, I have some small goals now. I don’t know what to do like some time ago. This was a trivial thing. Maybe the other side just made me happy. But I still couldn’t help being excited. Sometimes, happiness comes easily. Maybe it is just a casual coincidence, but if it is deliberately arranged, it will make people feel stressful. I was excited last night, tossing and turning. When I heard the cock beating, I still opened my eyes. I kept thinking about the situation after I went to Shanghai. A cheap single room, the bed is OK, the floor is good, I always like tatami. A small company that didn’t know which floor of the skyscraper, a suit of work clothes bigger than my figure, a small LCD computer, a dozen of pre-input materials, and a half cup of boiled water. Perhaps, I am saw hope, even if it was just the salary of microblog and the shabby residence. In the dead of night, I looked up at the stars above the city, and fell asleep happily after hitting the “humble room inscription” on my notebook. Early in the morning, I was woken up by the subway passing by the viaduct nearby. Wondering why rail transit line 3 and Line 4 were on the overpass instead of under the ground. Then, the carp stood up and started my busy day. I still remember that a classmate asked the teacher about whether to go to a big city to develop. The teacher just said lightly that when you are young, you can try the fast-paced life in big cities. Perhaps, her voice was that big cities were lucky and bitter, and it was difficult to stay for a long time without foundation, but if she didn’t go, she would regret. According to many people, it is indeed hard. Foreigners like us who are not well-educated have low wages and poor welfare. They stick to the minimum living line, but they also need to recruit people to discriminate. But I think, to fulfill my wish, even if it is a little bitter, I still do nothing. I think about myself, it is really hypocritical. I obviously like the lights of the city, but I have to criticize it in countless articles, and those who have squeezed their heads to think about city life, they are often written as impetuous people. I myself, isn’t it? But if you can’t eat grapes, you can say that grapes are sour. Now, I have a firm idea and the support of my parents. I can take a big step towards my original dream. I am also happy that I didn’t fall asleep all night. I always hope that I can stick to it, because there is no way out. See you in Shanghai, my beautiful dream. Come on, yourself, friends, classmates. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…