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I often bathe and change clothes before going to sleep. When I closed the door and window, took off my clothes, washed the dirt with a basin of clean water, but there was no joy floating on my face. I know that a shiny mirror will not lie. My shadow was reflected on the mirror, and every spot and scar were vivid in my mind. But it doesn’t seem to matter. What matters is that I can’t see my heart. I heard the wind outside the window and the barking of dogs. I saw the dim light on my head. The cigarettes in my mouth were curling in the narrow indoor space. The arterial blood behind my head was flowing vigorously without stopping for a moment. I tried to squeeze out a little smile, but I was shocked by it; I rubbed the corner of my eyes, hoping to wipe out a tear, helpless, my stiff optic nerve was still numb and I didn’t wake up. I tried hard to search for even a little touched, I frowned and tried to make the closest contact with regret, and I failed. This is the case when you are alone. What should you do if you are crowded in the bustling crowd? Although the mirror is not a lie, it will not penetrate the heart. Whether it is separated from the foreskin of the body, everything should be viewed backwards? Beautiful people sing and dance, beautiful lights and wine. Fan Ye said: I want to write a history book, which can be spread through the ages. Therefore, over the past two thousand years, a Book of Later Han Dynasty was like a huge boat and a huge oar stirring the heartstrings of Chinese civilization. As a famous historian, Fan Ye has been spreading through the ages because of this great work of the Emperor. If the history could be reversed to the period of Southern and Northern Dynasties, we would be very lucky to see that a devil knife cut off Fan Ye’s drooping head. The accusation was simple and intended to revolt. It was almost impossible for a scholar to rebel. This accusation must be imposed. However, if Fan Ye was really an honest man, would he have such an end? Fan Ye’s unfilial piety had already left a dark cloud in Emperor Wen’s heart. In front of him, he was rich in mountain and sea, silky and satin, and his mother lived in the humble house to eat chaff and swallow vegetables, and his clothes were just a cover; He served as general ningshuo in Changsha, but his mother passed away but refused to go to, it is almost inevitable to kill the head. Some experts and scholars think that reading history should be from the current perspective. However, apart from the historical background and cultural customs at that time, we can only say that Fan Ye has made outstanding contributions. As for being a humble person, it is regarded as a section and ignored. Many years ago, Mr. Guo Moruo wrote an article named “The 300th anniversary of Jiashen”, which caused a sensation at that time. The main content is nothing more than to feel sorry for the failure of Li Zicheng, the King of adventure. It can’t be denied that the uprising of Li Zicheng promoted the historical process, which provided reference for future rebels. But I don’t think so. The situation in those years, the Qing Dynasty knocked at the gate, and the war burned under the Beijing city. Li Zicheng, as a citizen of the Ming dynasty, led the troops and killed them wantonly. According to the “History of the Ming dynasty. Biography of Li Zicheng, Li Zicheng and Liu Zongmin killed hundreds of millions of people in several years, almost all of whom were ordinary people. Li Zicheng had a characteristic that what he had done must be slaughtered, which meant: it was useless to leave it if he didn’t obey me; Since he obeyed me, he couldn’t leave it to the enemy. A piece of stone was defeated, including the siege of Xiangyang. Li Zicheng unexpectedly indulged his subordinates in killing civilians and traded with the Qing army with cooked human flesh. If we read history from the current perspective, then Li Zicheng should be sentenced to the crime of anti-humanity. But in the eyes of Chinese historians, he was a fighter of revolution and a great man of history! Cangyang jiatuo, the sixth Dalai Lama, was called gesangjiatuo after his reincarnation. You are so smart, the dog guarding the house. Don’t tell others. I will go out at dusk and come back at dawn. If you see or don’t see me, I will be there, it is easy for us to imagine how anxious a handsome and powerful young man was to wait for the moment of meeting with his lover to come. However, who let Cangyang jiatuo be the spokesman of Buddha and the Dalai Lama? Goldin just died, but the smoke of war became stronger and stronger. War does not belong to people who are in love. Although Tanaka Gyatso can temporarily avoid peach garden and enjoy the delicious taste of love. However, most wars are wars between religions. In order to urge Cangyang jiatuo to put on cassock as soon as possible, some loyal supporters raped his lover while he was absent and told him that your love was not pure any more. There are also assassins sent by sangjie living Buddha, wave after wave. Assassins are easy to deal with, and Cangyang jiatuo is good at it, but where is his broken heart? Years later, when he passed away in Qinghai, would he regret to be a reincarnated Lingtong? No one knows. What I know is that generation after generation of Eminent Monks, either man-made, or really God’s will, will continue from generation to generation. Love, true love, may remain in the bottom of my heart and never disappear. It is just the carrier of love, but it is so sensitive and fragile. 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